am I the only one starting to get disgusted by the fetish shit I used to come here for? I'm realizing that I'm almost just forcing this shit because I don't know anything else. what is going on here? is my mind healing?
>>30648755This is probably the most satanic and disgusting board on the entirety of 4chan next to /b/.
>>30648755is this the fetish content your referring to
>>30648755post 3 non work-safe gifs and/or fuck off to your therapist kyle noone else gets paid to care about your bullshit. I swear /gif is 80% that one trap obsessed closeted rhedditor and 15% newfaggotry like this.
>>30648755Come back home to /s/, Straight man.
>>30648755You are maturing. Everyone eventually leaves this place once they've found something better.
>>30648755Its probably the depression kicking in. You're having a moment of realization. You'll either be back or finally fix your life.
You're being disconnected from the Israel propaganda, heed that emotion more than anything else. Capchas are proof what the fuck is this
Seek alignment with the universe. Don't chase false flames.
low interest threads stay on the board the longest, fast moving threads fall off page 10 after hitting bump limitstop browsing via the catalogue and sorting by post count like its fucking reddit
>>30648755depends on what you're coming here to look at.judging by this absolute retard faggot video that you actually saved onto your computer I am both reluctant to know what it is you meant specifically and surprised you're capable of feeling ashamed of it.
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>>30648755>is my mind healing?Ha! No, not healing.What's happening to your mind is more like how when a sinking ship hits the sea floor, it technically stops sinking
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>>30648755Dumb faggot.
>dumb canadian troon retard still hasnt killed himself yetwhats taking you so long?
>>30648755Your frontal cortex is about to be fully developed. Congrats
>>30648755It actually helped me figure out what I really like.Same with /b/ and he loli thread.
>>30648755I genuinely believe the top intelligence agencies (KGB, CIA, Mossad and dafuq is the chinese one) have tons of data of psyops involving these type of long exposure to porn with large groups etc. And I really would love to read every single paperAnd I also believe somehow I got dragged a bit into this shit as well because fuck
>>30648755Nigger you're going to relapse within a day or twoGive up hope for healing and embrace madness
>>30648755no you've just accepted that you're an incel and these videos will remain what they are, a fantasy for you and you cope by thinking "you've matured" or whatever
There's no shortage of rage bait here. Tsk tsk.
>>30648755just yesterday I saw this episode. Coincidences...
>>30649446I don't get it, working so hard to be a passing troon and wasting your efforts by giving it away through the way your dress.
It gets better. Eventually.
>>30648755>is my mind healing?yes.you've finally broken through the programming and see it for what it is, filth.now start the cleansing.
>>30648846yet i see Christians preaching their shit up and down both of them. whats up with that? this is supposed to be a safe place for us degenerates, somehow, the churchies, always show up here acting holier than thou, but are in the same hell?
I started hanging out with a woman I have sexual tension with, and suddenly most of my porn searches are for consensual sex with female friend type shit.Also having a job and home projects to do helps keep me out of this racist grapeape hellhole.
>>30651928Welcome back, anon. You'll never leave us again.
>>30648755Ok, I'm going to drop the shitposting for a minute and tell you what's going on so you can actually improve this.You see sexy ladies, you get dopamine burst and feel good. It's a biological system to make you want to procreate. Problem is we were biologically designed around it not being possible to bang fifty gorgeous women per day. Every time you jack off to porn, your body inside thinks it's actually getting with hot chicks and and it's blasting feel good chemicals over and over and over.That oversaturation of feel good chemicals is numbing your response and totally fucking over your chemical reward system. When your body tries to reward you now, you feel normal, when it's not actively rewarding you, you feel like shit.This scales up until you get to a point where you need such extreme porn and situations to get off because you're numb to normal levels of excitement.You may have gotten so far gone that even extreme porn lost all appeal.Solution: Stop all dopamine reward activities for a week or two. Try to spend very little, don't masturbate, don't watch porn, etc... This will hopefully make it so when you come back to it after a week or two, that normal stuff makes you excited again. At that point, try to replace porn with banging your girlfriend or wife, replace highs from drugs and alcohol with activities you decide are good for you and you want to foster.