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I fantasize about my best friend fucking me. Me and him used to do stuff in our early teens but it was nothing serious. Now he’s married and I catch myself daydreaming about him slamming his cock in me.

I want my uncle (younger brother of my mom) to fuck me ever since I saw his dick... he's girthy like half the size of the soda can. not to mention he's a looker when he's young and even matured to a fine wine in his 40s. whenever he passes by our house on the street and says hello to me, smiling, he got my benis sparkling diamonds. he used to drink but ever since 5 years ago, he stopped getting drunk so I don't think I'm able to take advantage of him when he passes out.

I cheated on my boyfriend with an old FWB 3 separate times. He was so sexy and he wanted me as bad as I wanted him. We're insanely sexually compatible and I've never felt so much sexual tension with someone before. We fucked each time we met and kissed so passionately and he knew exactly how to tease me. It doesn't help that he got even hotter than when we were fucking around originally.

I was so turned on I came inside him after only a few pumps. I've never cum inside anyone before without jerking myself to completion first. It felt amazing. But I'm so fucking disappointed in myself that I betrayed my love like that. Since then I haven't had any temptations to cheat and I've cut off communication with the FWB. I'm going to marry my bf and he can never find out. I'm an awful person and I'll carry this secret to my grave. I wish I had never done it.

>>2674313 (OP)
I let a twink who basically loved me suck me off and swallow my cum even though I was seeing a girl. He basically manipulated me into breaking up with her, but we didn’t date afterwards. He’s also way more hung than I am, which makes it hot how much he wants me to own him.

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The ONLY way I can cum when jerking off is in this position

long ago I realized that tightening my thighs and buns made the orgasm much stronger, and unfortunately conditioned myself to where this is the only way I can cum now

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>>2674327
Similar situation: Got bf for 10 years. Have FWB that I fuck regularly. I’m quite fit 5’10’’ 35years old, he is 6’1’’ muscle guy, 8 years older – Awesome, big chest, sensitive nipples, He love when I suck them. Then I suck his cock while fucking his ass. I’m loving it, unfortunately can’t last long it too hot. Pick related.

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I just rode a dildo on cam for a BBC I never met before. I came so hard and so much that I couldn’t stop shaking. I’ve never done this before fyi. Pic is me.

>>2674329
can you cum other ways when having sex?

>>2674313 (OP)
>be me
>virgin 25 year old from religious primary/secondary school
>goes to college
>discovers Sniffies
>discovers homosexuality
>exclusively blow and swallow married straight men thinking it doesn’t make me gay
>get told I give the best head of their lives
>literally a virgin faggot don’t know what I’m doing
women need to git gud

>>2674313 (OP)
no confessional thread on other board
so i'm here
>during the day at the office i have a little rainbow placard
>do the pronoun thing on e-mail signature
>show up at all the resource group events for various minorities
>be vocal about allyship
>go back home
>go to tibetan yak-swapping board
>declaim against woke trannies and tell others to dilate

>>2674313 (OP)
>meet guy
>he was abused by priest when a kid
>got $75K settlement
>feels guilty about it because he liked it
>roleplay with him so he can relive it

I've been happily with my GF for 2 years, and we even live together. She knows I'm bi. I would never cheat, but I do find myself fantasizing about being with a man again. My mind wanders and I start thinking about a dick I sucked.


Just today in the bathroom I randomly thought about how I would spend hours cleaning out my hole just to sometimes only take it up the ass for like 2 minutes. Then I started thinking about the guy who I hooked up with for years who always lasted the longest. Now I can't stop thinking about how he used to pummel my hole.

>>2674369

In a very longterm (decades) relationship & sex stopped long ago--we both just JO which suits us

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My favorite part about going to an anime convention is getting to dress up as a skimpy anime girl because I like having random fat guys eyes on me.

>>2674401
Are you guys open? Do you love each other? Im curious about long term gay relationships...it gives me hope that my own will work out lmao

>>2674313 (OP)
>Be me. 25.
>I have come to the realization that I may be a manipulator.
>I am a top in a very bottom heavy area. Combine that with me having a nice dick, body, and face means that most cute bottoms I message on grindr or sniffies will want to meet up.
>I have learned to say whatever I need to say to get my cock inside them. Telling a guy he is the only one i want, that his hole is all I need, all while having a snapchat of dozens of guys where if I post a selfie on my story I will be flooded with DMs of guys asking me what I am doing tonight.
>While I never say I am only looking for sex, I usually just say "whatever happens happens" and those bottoms who claim they NEVER do hookups and only want an LTR will all of a sudden be begging me to breed them.
>Most guys I have sex with have no idea they are just one of dozens I had to choose from that day because I make them feel special, am nice to them, talk with them a lot, get to know them etc. Most end up saying they want me and only me.
>I will string them along, fucking them when I want until they say they love me or want me to commit, then I drop them.
Sometimes I feel like a POS but I make sure to never explicitly say that I want a relationship or that I am exclusive to them. People believe what they want to believe when they are horny. No, I do not believe I am the most attractive man to walk the earth, I just take care of myself, work out, have a decent job, don't act like an asshole when talking to people, and have my own place. The bar is incredibly low to be desirable. And no I don't have STDs.

>>2674319
I feel this hard. Used to be best friends almost 10 years ago (we used to be like ~14-15 years old), friendship just fell apart rather quick after that and never seen him all this time again.

We jerked off together like 6 times in total over the years, blew each other to completion like twice. Last sleepover was the last time we jerked together too. All I remember that his cock was WAY noticable girthier and tastier looking that time around, but sadly we only jerked it that time around.

TLDR: Ever since then I have dreams like about every two months of so of slowly pulling back his somewhat tight foreskin,
tasting his musky/salty head and have him shoot thick big globs of cum in my mouth

God does not mix with gays

I sneak take pics of my friend's ass all the time. I could never catch a real view of his buttcrack

>>2674396
Mind sharing more about the guy you used to hook up with?

I'm in my 20's and only ever been with people my own age but am gradually finding the idea of getting fucked by an older man hotter and hotter. Idk how I'd feel actually going through with it since I don't particularly like hookups, but I can't deny that having a daddy pump me full of cum sounds crazy hot

I have a fucking huge prejac fetish. The idea that I could get a guy to cum in his pants from making out or making him shoot with just a little bit of foreplay is super hot to me. It'd be even hotter if it's something he finds humiliating and is like "No, wait I'm not ready yet, don't make me cum!" but then is just toally unabe to stop himself from shooting. There's virtually no porn like this, so I mostly have to jerk off to my own imagined scenarios.

I’ve had sex with countless men. I think I’ve only enjoyed it with one person. I always hate the experience but I end up going back for some reason. I don’t understand what this is, Has anyone else felt this? Part of me thinks I’ve got a repressed memory and it’s driving me back to it even though I don’t want to.

>>2674773
>I don’t understand what this is, Has anyone else felt this?
It’s your natural evolved instincts telling you that you need to get a wife and children and live a normal and healthy fucking life.
I hate myself for being attracted to guys, but it’s an itch I always need to scratch. Homosexuality truly is a curse.

I'm a "straight" married male who daydreams of being used as a fuckmeat in the most depraved way - junkies, hobos, obese slobs. I want to be dressed up as if I'm on the red carpet and find myself in a house of a hoarder who hasn't showered in a week, I want him to grope me and rip my clothes as he's filled with frenzy to release his hot cum either in me or all over me.

I immediately start leaking when I imagine my wife in it as well, I want to be forced to lick an old grandpa's bulge through his stained boxers and he makes out with my wife, or have us both gangbanged by a bunch of horny Indian men like in all those videos where women are being followed

>>2674773
Same, except I don't think I've ever enjoyed it. Bored at best, uncomfortable at worst. The idea and the memory is always infinitely hotter than the act itself, but I keep doing it so there must be something there.

>>2674773
You could just be a sex addict

I starting experimenting a year or so ago in my late 30s. Screwed around with a guy or two, and now find myself looking at guys completely different. Get compliments on my body on hookup up sites along with a lot of dirty talk and pic sending. Huge turns on, I guess this is me now.

I met a older guy that looks an acts a lot like my dad. He is only a couple years younger than my dad. We're making out eventually. He doesn't know why I'm so attracted to him.

I fantasize abour mutual jerking with another guy. (Only thing that seems quite safe in regards to std's)

I get super hard when I jerk in doggy position

I keep having this fantasy about quitting my job, breaking up with my bf, leaving my entire life behind just to suck cock all day long. Id cruise, hang out at gloryholes, put my face and name out there for any and all guys who need their balls emptied. I'd drink piss, swallow load after load, lock my cock up, not sleep, just become a cock monster basically...

Anyone here live that lifestyle and know if it's fun/worth it?

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>>2674396
>>2674668

Sorry, hadn't checked in for a while.


I'm sure everyone will be happy to know that he was black and I'm white. I'm 5'10", hairy, masc, about 185 at the time, gym rat type. He was 6'2", probably around 230, also hit the gym but with a big belly.


I'd get to his place and immediately get naked and fall to my knees in his bedroom. I'd be hard already while his juicy 9incher stiffened up in my mouth. I loved sniffing and kissing and sucking on his big balls thinking about the load in them.


When he was ready for my ass I would get in whatever position he wanted, usually bent over or on my back. I'd always prepare for him with a butt plug after our first time and he was good about stopping for extra lube, so he'd be pounding me in no time.


He really knew how to stroke it. He loved how we'd get all sweaty, we'd switch positions a bunch. Sometimes he'd last so long he'd apologize, as if I wasn't there to be his fuck toy.


He blew a load in me every time we fucked. Raw, except for the very first time. If I came too soon, he would be disappointed since he wanted us to cum at the same time. I probably took more loads in my ass from him alone than all the other guys I was with combined. Never kissed me once lmao.

>>2675158
>Anyone here live that lifestyle and know if it's fun/worth it?
No. I have a question though, why do you think that such a lifestyle would make you happy?

>>2674773
>>2674807
>>2675118
You are on this board, you like men

>>2674526
I have come to realize people like you have the strongest homophobia because in reality you are knowingly hurting them when they exhibit that part of you you repress which is the desire of romantic love with another man. Good luck on not getting STDs, you're already in hell and full of bad karma.

>>2675226
I also have sex with men. I just wish I enjoyed it more. I just never leave all that satisfied. I'm probably the worst lay desu

I went on Omegle years ago and someone showed me some cp. I was close to cumming so I didn't stop but I came so hard after that, I don't think I've ever cum that hard before or until now

>>2675229
you need to put down that crack pipe

>>2674526
> I may be a manipulator
...

This might become a confession. My boyfriend is out of town tomorrow. There's this gay sex party called 'meat market' where bottoms are blindfolded and can't see or refuse tops. I'm thinking about going (as a bottom).
It would be going behind my boyfriends back, but holy fuck if this is not my absolute biggest fantasy of my life. Should I go?

I cheated on my girlfriend at the sauna.

I went to a men's sauna. I knew that I looked good and I enjoyed the guys staring at me, but I didn't want to do anything else.

I went into the hamam, but found it cold, so I went deeper towards a hidden alcove where it was dark and warmer. I was sitting there when I sensed someone standing in front of me. I thought he just wanted to sit down, but I felt his hand reach around my head and lead me to his dick. I knew it was wrong, but I still opened my mouth and tasted the precum. While trying not to think of my girlfriend, I started sucking him off. He started to groan and call me baby, pushing my face onto his dick. After a while, I sensed that there were more people standing at the entrance of the alcove. I felt too guilty and got up to leave, but hands felt me all over, grabbing my ass and pushing against my hole. I pushed through and left the sauna after that.

I feel very guilty, but thinking of that moment still makes me hard and jerk off.

>>2676110

If it's not something you want your bf to find oout, don't do it. You never know who will see you there and tell him.
If you want to indulge in that kind of scene, do it away from home where it's unlikely somebody will see you know knows you

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I have a fantasy about hot guys' toothbrushes. I have stolen 4 over the years from guys at the gym who left their shaving kit open & unattended, and I use one of them to brush my teeth right before I J/O.
It's the closest I'll ever come to kissing them

>>2676164

Its in a city an hour away and I'd be wearing a hood during the whole thing

>>2676165
My friend used to gift his boxers on my birthdays before he got married

>>2676110
get full antibiotics and prep - do it

>>2674721
That just sounds like cum control. Unless it's the humiliation part plain particular for you.
I remember fixing my buddy's phone years ago, that's where I learned he likes humiliation but for girls who piss themselves. Very peculiar. Tough to view him the same but I got over it eventually. Helped that he's a tall redneck bear.

I get hard and sometimes cum while sucking cock. During sex I’m completely flaccid unless I’m constantly jerking no matter how into it I am.

>>2674721
This is me. I very often cum in 10 strokes when I’m very hard. Mostly I last less than 30 seconds stroking regardless of speed. Of recent, I cum so quick I don’t even have a proper orgasm. Many Guys I’ve mentioned this to and played with online found it very hot and said they didn’t mind. I’m upfront about it. But it’s absolutely horrible and depressing on my side. What’s the point in it all for me if it’s all over in under 20 seconds? I spend more time unchanging than I would last. Last week I rubbed my cock against my thigh about 20 times with precum as lube, and I cum a huge load and barely felt pleasure. Totally sad. Had this since teens and getting worse I think. Related to pelvic floor muscles and bad posture like APT. Stretching before helps last longer. Don’t think I’ll ever please anyone, especially a woman. Cum always has dribbled out. Probably also related to pelvic floor muscles. Kegels make it worse. Very sad. I’m 30, 110lb , 5 foot 7 for interest sake.

>>2674352
I want to do this. How did you go about it?

No one really knows this but i would devote my life to male pleasure forever if i could. Id do anything, ANYTHING, for big fat cock. Ive been used and abused at orgies and sex parties and its the happiest ive ever been. I have a huge ass so i have a natural affection towards big dicks. The bigger the better. My truest happy place is being stoned and sniffing poppers while being fucked by a huge cock. Biggest ive taken was 11 inches and i took it gracefully. I wanna just live my life fucking forever. I want to be a used and abused drugged out cock whore. I want my hole gangbanged weekly. I fantasize about getting a hotel room and inviting as many guys as i can to gangbang me at once. I pray my husband one day has a huge dick and a fetish for orgies. I love penis with my heart and soul. Nothing compares. I pray every day for cock. I hope to become a cock slave 4 rent one day

>>2676114
theres a secret brotherhood to male pleasure that women dont know about. Men pleasuring eachother is more natural than we give it credit it for. give into the pleasure, its not cheating. it was male bonding

I recently became super close friends with one of my guy friends and we were changing at his house for a sleepover one day and I got a glimpse of his huge cock and thick hairy bush and I can’t stop thinking about sucking it. it’s honestly haunting me

>>2676667
If hes letting you sleep over and changing in front of you then he already 100% wants to be intimate on some level. Just go for it next time, he's waiting for you to make a move.
t. been in this dynamic before

I used to rifle through my friends' underwear drawers back in high school. Not like a smell thing, they were always clean. Just was neat to know what they were wearing. They never had anything embarrassing or unusual, just boxers or old briefs buried deep

My confession is that I just want to be pinned down and raped so bad. And like it’s so hard to find a guy who like actually wants it to the level I do hehe :3

I’m a married man that has a gay dude suck my big cock while I watch porn, for $200 about once per week. And he sucks me 10x better than any woman ever has.

>>2676769
who pays who?

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I hate my wife and I would love a big BBC on my mouth every night

I'm married to a woman and recently found out a friend of mine I've known since grade school who is also married to a woman is a complete slut for dick and is my secret submissive, though we can't meetup nearly as much as either of us would like.

I let a man old enough to be my grandfather(75) suck me off and he's good at it.

when I was too young to know any better my older cousin used to have me rub my dick up and down his asscrack.

Now that I'm older I kinda wish we would've gone further.

>>2676792
Wdym too young to know any better? Did it not register as a sexual act to you?

I had this cute ass country boy dorm mate in college and one night he came home piss drunk and got completely naked and passed out in his bed on top of his covers dick up legs spread apart wide and a big bush of untrimmed pubes and I, a fag of weak mental fortitude, slithered out of my bed and smelled his balls and jerked him off and licked the precum dribbling out of his dickhole till he came a fucking laserbeam the splatted on the wall behind his bed.

I went back to my bed and pretended to be asleep and I'm pretty sure he knew cause he got out of bed like 2 minutes later and took a piss. We never talked about it and we didn't stay in touch after freshman year.

I recently came out to my parents this year, I'm 32 years old and to be honest, not much gay sex experience in my 20s. I hated myself growing up. While I would classify myself as bisexual, the truth is I prefer men more, it took 25 years for me to just admit tthis to myself. The juicy stuff?

I kissed my step brother when I was 7 years old, he was 5 years old. Obviously I had no sex drive at a young age, I did it in the moment and had no fuicking idea why, but I carried that regret for my whole life. My step brother forgave me, saying he didn't give a shit and what we did as kids was retarded anyway.

I was molested by another kid at age 11, I tried using this as a reason for why I had homosexual behaviors, but the truth is I allowed him to touch me and I liked it.

So all of my woes on my sexuality were all my fault, self inflicted.

>>2676178

That's hot but I'd be embarrassed that he knew why you wanted them

>>2676798

Considering I was like in kindergarten/first grade, no it did not.

>>2674313 (OP)
there's a number

i have realized i have an incredibly submissive nature and build that made me the bottom of a pecking order as a kid that translates into finding stronger, bigger dicked, men incredibly hot. so i'm tall (6'2) but got a small frame, thin arms, small hands (been told they're like a woman's hands before lol), slim. i've tried dating women (bi) and tried being dominant over men but it is always fleeting and i naturally revert to either femdom or wanting to be owned by the aforementioned man. i dont know what it is really

a part of me is really into the "natural inferior" thing, i used to be a bitch in HS and do things for more popular guys (nothing sexual but i'd help them out despite them being dicks to me) for no reason. kinda hot to have it like, "your place is as a bitch" thing. i get off to the thought of getting made a sex slave for those guys

another thing is that i'm sometimes incredibly into black guys/bbc, kind of like a switch. i've gone months thinking about women and then it just clicks and i go to wanting to be fucked by bbc, worshipping them, getting off to raceplay, etc - just weird

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>>2676884
I'm the opposite. Small/slight stature, 5.5" cock but very much a top/dom. 90% of the guys I have fucked have been taller than me. Tallest was about 6'6". Picrel is the the geometry calculation of fucking with the size differences. I'm actually surprised guys like this size difference.

Last night
>be me, 23yo 6ft skater twink
>separated from friends at the club
>drunk, alone, looking for a taxi
>horny as fuck but cant look at my phone let alone type shit out to arrange hookup
>decide fuck it, wonder down alleyway known for cruising, don't expect much
>immediately one guy taps my arm and grabs his bulge . I smile and he points to a dark corner without saying a word
>we walk over and I'm instantly on my knees, he whips out a thick 8 inch cock
>initially nervous about being so public but the guy is keeping a lookout, start sucking like my life depends on it
>He's moaning calling me a good boy
>suddenly the alleyway has 5 or 6 guys crowding around me with their dicks in my face
>iminheaven.png
>swallow the first guys load, the next guy comes for his turn, then the next. More guys come and go
>throating cock sucking foreskin, putting balls in my mouth, getting real slutty. at one point I had 3 dick heads in my mouth and moaning like a bitch
>'what a good boy' 'hes loving that' so hot having these men talk about me as I worked their dicks
>my favorite was this beefy tourist with a beercan cock and FAT balls that barely fit in my mouth. He throatfucked me and roared when he came
>took all the loads I could until all that were left were oldies and drunk guys who couldn't get hard
>left for taxi, driver gave me weird looks
>Pass out as soon as I get home, woke up this morning to realise rhe front of my shirt is covered in cum lmao
Pretty sure I made 6 or 7 guys cum in 45 minutes. Never done anything like that but can't wait to do it again

>>2676689
Thank you for feeding my delusions I honestly might go for it sometime in the future because I would never forgive myself if i didn’t take this chance

>>2676912
Nah youre not delusional at all. I mean youre sleeping over and changing in front of each other lol and he for sure picks up that youre into guys on some level. I've been in this dynamic so many times with straight guys. Theyre usually just as nervous as you and dont want to be the one who makes the first move, so it feels like endless teasing and breadcrumbs.

Dont let it pass you by and let us know how it goes anon.l

In my 20s and wish almost every day an old fat guy with a big guy will rape me and make me worship him like a god

>>2674313 (OP)
The only reason I go to the gym is to smell the hot sweaty guys

>>2676946
whatever you say Chris Chan

>>2676952
I want what I want, unpleasant company included :(

I used to suck my retired neighbor's cock while his wife was out of the house. He always wanted to fuck me but I was too nervous. Now they've moved

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Pic unrelated. I'm in a 9 year relationship with my BF and I love him to death. However, I'm a switch and he's a bottom. When we're in bed together I don't even think twice about topping, but alone I wonder about being fucked. I think back to my days of hooking and up and wish I explored being submissive more. I have had my BF fuck me and I really enjoyed it, but he doesn't get much from it. I keep thinking if there's some way I could get him to use that monster dick he has (we're both huge in our own rights; I'm thicker while he's longer) but alas he doesn't want to.

Been with my fiancé now for 11 years. The last 5-6 years all I can think about is giving a guy a bj and potentially more. The most recent fantasy of mine is having a long dirty weekend with an old boss of mine (still friends with) and his wife and let them do anything they want to me.

>>2674378
>declaim against woke trannies and tell others to dilate
But why the switch when you come here? What's the point?

>>2677164
Ask me anything I will reply back as honestly as possible I’m that horny.

>>2677169
>does nothing
>wants an AMA
Why are faggots like this

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>>2674313 (OP)
I would have sex with my gay cousin if he didn't have HIV and wasn't so bad at keeping secrets, a shame since he has big cheeks too (he uses Grindr)

>>2674527
Thankfully me and my best friend are still close. But even though he married he’ll pat my butt or say really sexual jokes. I wish sometimes he’d just fuck me. But at the same time I don’t want to fuck up anything.

>>2676912
Any updates anon?

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>>2674313 (OP)
i regularly fantasize about being a cumslut. im bi, mostly straight probably, but whenever i get horny i just cant stop dreaming about getting throat fucked and swallowing a load.

>>2674313 (OP)
There was a couple years in my mid twenties where I spent way too much money hanging out at an ABS.

>>2677282
Same, but 9 times out of 10 I ended up just jacking off because the only men there were older than my grandpa, 40+yo mexican closet cases and sometimes tweakers. I did run into a black guy around my age once and sucked him off, he was fun.

>>2677284
Yeah, those places do attract an older crowd for the most part but the place I went to had some younger as well. Usually I didn't care. If I saw that finger....Years later, I'd love to go back but I figure that I would be gambling with my health.

>>2677164
Ok so last night was interesting… went out with a few friends I play football with and my old boss. Had a lot to drink didn’t make it home, Went back to his and well had my first gay experience.

I was traveling around Asia for a while and enjoying as many holes as I could. I had a cute sub I used for a few days.

On my last day a few hours before heading the airport, he wanted to be tied up, gagged, and blindfolded which I gladly was into. While balls deep and making him really struggle and scream under the gag, he got a video call from his dad. I without hesitation accepted the call angled down so his dad could see his boy being absolutely violated by foreign cock. The worst part was the dad didn't immediately hang up and it took a good minute before he I guess got over the shock and ended the call.

After that I was so turned on I bred him and then made an excuse I had to head to the airport asap and kicked him out. To this day I wonder what happened when he went home. A part of me regrets it dearly, but I also was the most turned on I've ever been during it.

My secret was having a person I could nit stop chasing and sucking his perfect size dick for 6 years. Was Inspiration from when we first met. C ould never handle anal

>>2677447
any pics?

>>2677513
Unfortunately not. We were both just hammered and horny, just in the moment. He is going though a divorce and hasn’t been getting sex in quite some time so he let it all out. Literally.

I hooked up with a younger guy on Grindr and sucked him off in my car.
I went home and took my wife for a ride, with her sitting right where the guy came in my mouth.
I really got off on her being completely unaware of what went on there shortly before. I went past the same parking lot where I blew the guy as we drove out of town.

>>2676586
I can relate after coming off antidepressants, but not as extreme as your case. I've found desensitising spray helps out but using too much can stop getting any pleasure at all. Hitting anti-ds again is another option.

>>2677527
Wife and I were going though a rough patch and I was hooking up with guys after over a year of no sex from her. We'd get in the car and drive around to "talk" so the kids couldn't hear us. I'd drive past all the places I had met guys... that apartment, those woods, those five houses, etc... Made the drives tolerable.

The only thing that kept me alive it's thinking about women or twinks and cute boys. Even Femboys. I met a barely legar Twink near my neighborhood but now he lives in another city. I want pussy, bussy and big asses

>>2677447
Greentext?

My friend from school told me he used a specific keyword on omegle to find girls who he'd ask to show boobs. One night i used it to see if i found him, after a while there he was, showing his face (i wasn't). I chatted with him with the usual age and location conversation (i lied mine). I said if his cock was bigger than mine i'd obey him, we compared cocks, a friend of mine that i saw everyday for years showing me his fat cock i almost came right there. His cock was bigger than mine and he made me show ass and finger myself, we both came. He never knew it was me. We follow each other on instagram and every time i see his stories i think about his thick cock.

>>2674313 (OP)
I swallow semen from used condoms I find. I started when I was 17, now I'm 28 and I'm still doing it.

I do not like men at all, cocks are okay but I love the taste and texture of cum. Kinda hate myself for it afterwards but I keep coming back. Is it over homobros?

I get really horny when thinking about raceplay. Like me being the strong dom arab with my 7.5 inch cock fucking with sub white dude. But I'm too scared to actually do it

>>2677649
>Is it over homobros?
End it before this happens to you.

I used to sneak into my older brother's bedroom after him and his GF would have sex, put his used condom in my mouth and suck his cum out of it. One day I realized him and his GF had anal sex. Never did it after that.

some of you must have dropped on the head

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I bought women's stockings today at Walmart. I attempted to do so previously but chickened out because an old granny was lingering at the hosiery display and I was embarrassed.
I went early this morning and nobody was around. I got some other items just so I could hide the stockings as I walked around the store. I went to the self checkout and then chatted with the cute Latina security person at the door. I wanted her to ask to look in the bag, but she didn't.
I put them on when I got home and have been wearing them since. They feel so good and I feel like such a fag.

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I'm bi curious and I fantasize about losing my virginity getting gangbanged by men

I wish I was gay, or bi, or whatever. I have wrestled with this for a very long time now. The truth is I am simply not attracted to men. I've tried. I've tried finding guys in public I find attractive, but it never happens. I have met up with guys from Grindr and dating apps and every time I have to ignore just how much I am not attracted to him to get what I want. I wish I was gayer because I fucking love cock. Nothing is hotter than having a big, beautiful dick in my life. One of the best sexual experiences I have ever had was letting a black guy fuck my throat with his massive tool. Sitting there with his cum on my face was so amazing. Most of my gay experiences have been so disappointing because the guys were almost repulsive to me. I'm worried I will never have the full ass fucking experience I have craved for years. If I'm not horny it won't happen and I have to be very horny to ignore my lack of attraction. It sucks, man.

The man im married to is my first boyfriend. Outside of our relationship I have never experienced sex with other people. We both volunteer for a group who hosts parties for gay men, weve done so for years. One year I got shit faced and a little high and one of our close friends took me back to his room, we ended up fucking and he knew exactly what so say to me. He kept calling me his good boy, and said its a shame im wasted on my husband. I think because im introverted I was easy to prey on. He made me feel dirty and cheap this is the only time I've ever cum from just being fucked. I wasn't even touching myself. After, we went back down and back to work like nothing happened. To this day my husband doesnt know. And probably will never know.

>>2674675
you want an older experienced man to take care of you and just use you for his pleasure. I understand, I think we all have that want.

>>2674773
>>2674807
>>2675118
>>2675120
>>2675226
chatgpt explained it to me. Here's a few excerpts from my chat, start your own with chatGPT, get into social and nutritional talk, explain how often you masturbate and what to, and it will help solve your loop.

ChatGPT said:
What you're describing is a classic case of a dopaminergic loop trap, driven by unresolved sexual arousal, worsened by fatigue, unmet social drive, and neurotransmitter dysregulation

1. Friday: Dopamine Flood
• Alcohol reduced GABA tone disinhibited dopamine
• Female attention, novelty, social banter huge reward prediction error
• Elevated libido, fantasy loops, social craving
• But no orgasmic resolution, only tease-level stimulation
2. Saturday: Dopamine Crash + Unresolved Circuit
• Lack of sleep poor serotonin and GABA synthesis
• No outlet for social or sexual charge
• Brain is caught in a frustration-reward imbalance
◦ Wants what it saw
◦ Knows it can’t get it now (energy, time, realism)
• You try to "clear it" via masturbation, but:
◦ Low dopamine tone = weak orgasm = no prolactin surge
◦ Brain doesn’t reset sexual thought returns faster
◦ Fantasies start to get darker, more degenerate, as dopamine searches for novel reward

was doing fine without any dick cravings for a long time, had a good night out, and then by mid saturday I was almost recreating my grindr profile again as I needed cock and/or my ass filled.

I can go on if anyone is interested.. pretty interesting stuff.

>>2674773
There's no meaningful evolutionary pressure to actually enjoy sex, only for wanting to do it.
Sex is quite painful for female cats, yet they still look desperately for it when in heat.

>>2677883
Do you feel guilty? I jerked off with a friend (didnt even touch each other) and havent told my boyfriend. Ive been eating myself alive with guilt. Need some advice partnered bros.

>>2677985
married guy here. I feel guilty about hooking up with guys since my wife is a decent person, but has zero interest in sex. I just live with it.

>>2677870
I'm waiting for my wife to go out for the day so I can raid her laundry, dress up, and cum all over her clothes while masturbating to femdom porn.

In the past i was a homophobic. When i was 12 my mom send me to the swimming section and i noticed a boy, his eyes, his swimming trunks. I thought "no, i cant be gay, he's just my friend". Later, when I was 14, i met a gay-boy and he confessed his love, i sad "yes", first kiss and i start to hate myself, i broke up with him. Later, i accepted my and met a new gay-boy but my mom found out about my secret, she beat me up and start super controling me, i start to cut myself and now i'm on the pills. I bought a dildo and i cum 'couse he was in my ass

>>2678009
you could have skipped all of this mental illness by not being homophobic

>>2674807
Self hatred final boss

>>2677883
Are you still friends with him?

>>2674352
Gorgeous. I wish I had a BBC to stuff in you.

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>>2678093
this is the type of cringe, i'd say if i were high on crystal meth

In high school, my neighbor was my sub bottom for a few years. We never got caught.

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>>2678123
How old was the neighbour?

>>2674327
Glad to see the second part, youre the one guy on here with a conscience
>>2674329
Some guy told me this a while ago but i dont think it makes a difference to me
>>2674378
As a trans guy the pronoun thing does fuck all for my people anyways, anyone who has to tell someone his pronouns is not trying hard enough and really isnt a man. Especially the theythem thing. 100% not real. Dont know why i believed in it for a decade, you just have to be groomed into it online by the mentally ill. Ill never use “they” for a single person again. Its always a chick.

>>2678170
We were both 13 when it started

I think I'm going to fuck around with my brother-in-law. There's just this sexual tension between us.

Anyone else do something like this where it went well and no one was none the wiser?

>>2677946
please do

>>2675158
>Anyone here live that lifestyle and know if it's fun/worth it?
I did something like that for just under a month. It’s fun at first, but the excitement wears off pretty quickly and then it’s just difficult, undignified, and gross. I still fap to the memories sometimes though. I can greentext if there’s any interest

>>2678374
Yes pleeease
Also I'm op of the confession you're replying to so if u wanna share why you stopped that'd be appreciated too

>>2678385
lol, sorry in advance for being so long winded
>be me
>23, good muscular body but almost no body hair
>just graduated from university
>got selected for a really significant internship
>live at home, out to parents, they’re good with it, but internship is in a city about 150 miles away, obviously not commuting distance
>go on Usenet (sort of a pre-Reddit message board site) looking for place to live or some idea of how to minimize costs
>get in contact with 43 year old man in target city
>we meet up when I’m in town
>suck his dick while I’m there, nbd
>come home to email from him with very interesting offer
>negotiations ensue
>end up agreeing to live with him rent free in exchange for being his slave
>only limit is no fucking with my internship. No sending me to work covered in cum, need a good nights sleep on work days, etc
>everything else is fair game (this is where I fucked up)
>have a safe word, consequence for using it is that the agreement ends and I become homeless
>move in, take very minimal belongings because I already know this is going to be a disaster
>first two days or so are pretty normal, just sucking and getting fucked, he invites one older friend over to fuck me as well
>Puts me in chastity, tells me it’s 24/7 with unlocks only for cleaning (this was before chastity was popular, the cages back then were terrible, I had a CB3000 and it chafed and itched very badly)
>first weekend after I move in, he takes me to a bathhouse, I suck maybe 15 dicks and get fucked like five times
>start drinking his piss and eating his ass
>weekdays become easiest part of the week since it’s usually just him and maybe one or two friends and I get to sleep
>weekends we usually go to the bathhouse or he has people over, I think from usenet groups, either way I usually got fucked around ten times per weekend
>get really good at sucking dick and drinking piss
>starting to get worn out from being a piece of fuckmeat when not at work
cont later

i ("straight" virgin) went to a disgusting porn theater and gave a handjob to a guy

>>2678385
>>2678395
>Sundays are the worst day, usually exhausted from the weekend and he did unlocks and cleaned my dick and the cage
>usually some mild CBT before relocking, he didn’t whip me too much normally but always did during unlocks
>another week goes by, weekdays were easier but I notice he’s being lax about his personal hygiene, particularly with wiping his ass, makes me eat it everyday though
>stops giving me time to douche after work, starts getting me suck his dick clean after fucking me (this was a missed exit. I should’ve recognized this as grooming behaviour but I was still mostly having fun)
>Saturday, takes me to some weird house party
>there’s other slaves there and a bunch of women as well
>he puts me in the bathroom, tells me I’m not allowed to say no to anything any of the guests require
>mostly drink piss from men and women, suck a few dicks as well
>eat pussy and female ass for the first time, no idea what I’m doing but they seem to enjoy it (he knew I had never had any sexual contact with women, I had expressed my lack of desire to do so but he reminded me of our no-limit relationship)
>I spend most of the party in the bathroom, I overhear him telling someone he’s working towards making me a “full human toilet”
>Sunday morning
>Does my cage cleaning, no CBT or whipping, tells me I can have the rest of the day off after I do something special for him
>oh fuck.jpg
>Explains he’s going to shit in my mouth, that I don’t have to swallow it all this time but that that would become an expectation moving forward
>I get on my back, he squats over my face
>gagged heavily and nearly vomited, manage to swallow a few bites
>something just breaks inside me, I say the safeword
>he gets up, retrieves my key and throws it at me, tells me I can shower but then I have to get my stuff and get out
Cont later

>>2678401
the thing i hate the most about it is that i might go there again

>>2678402
>spend the rest of the internship in a hostel
>end up meeting a nice girl (that pussy licking at the party awakened something in me) and getting a pretty good job out of the internship
>now 40, married to qt hostel girl and have three kids
>never told anyone about it, my parents think i just had a gay phase in university and most other people know nothing about it

>>2678385
I stopped because reality isn’t a porno. It sounds fun when you’re having a fap, (I was unbelievably excited the day I moved in) but the realities of having your humanity completely disregarded by sexual partners are soul destroying. I had boundaries violated that I didn’t even know I had. I had a lot of excellent sex, sure, but the sorts of people who want to use others as fuckmeat are not the sorts of people who you can build a sustainable lifestyle around. Plus, there’s the secrets. My wife and children can obviously never know that I was a sex slave for a month 20 years ago, but not telling them feels like I’m not sharing my whole story with my own family. Secrets are poison, man.

>>2675225 is asking the right questions. Maybe the story is good fap fuel but embracing it as a lifestyle will never make you happy and if you make it a lifestyle for long enough you’ll probably get a disease or be a victim of actual non consensual violence. How I didn’t catch anything, I’ll never understand.

Last post. Sorry to harsh up the thread for all those trying to jerk off.

>be me
>35, straight, married, a bit out of shape but still a bit of tone
>I met a fellow dad (around 40 y.o) at my kid's school during a PTA meeting.
>Though looking guy, dadbod and a bit taller than me
>I found out he also likes motorcycles
>He invited me on a ride.
>Around 4pm we decided to head back but he suggested to take a stop to a nearby coffee shop
>The coffee shop look so old and remote, we are the only costumers
>He confessed the fucks men. More specifically - Married straight men.
>I got nervous
>I never had been with a men before
>He start rubbing my legs up to my groin
>He whips out his dick and wants me to stroke it
>I got so nervous becuse the had his dick out in a coffee shop. Even though we are the only costumer, Im worried there might be cameras.
>He assures me there is none.
>I stroked it and the strokes mine.
>After few mins we went to the restroom and He started undressing me.
>He want to fuck my ass but I refused
>He keeps pushing me but I relented and asked to blow him instead
>He pushed my face againts his dick but I refused
>I almost did but I can't at that time.
>We end up masterbating together.
>He ask to cum on top of my ass
>I agreed.
>He came and he jokingly tried puting it in but it didnt
>Next day he begs me if he can fuck me but I keep refusing
>For a few months he keeps chatting and sending me dick pics
>We lost contact after pandemic
>5 years later, we saw each other but with our family
>I miss him though. Im not sure if I can refuse anymore if we went for a ride again.

>>2678406
why refuse? If you want it then go for it. If you really don't want it then stay away from him. Wanna talk about it?

Always chicken out on Grindr hookups.
I've always wanted to fuck a dude at a bush party in my tent.

What's it like sucking cock? I need convincing to take the plunge

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i live my life as primarily(outwardly) straight, but if someone offered me a job as their personal on
call cock sucker/party favor id take it in a heartbeat. My oral fixation is so intense i day dream about fat cocks throbbing in my mouth filling it with cum.

Maybe It's all new to me that time. I dont really know. I want it but I know I have to refuse.

It's like there's a line if I cross, there's no going back.

Like right now, Im on HM browsing gay content but I don't know If I can do it you know.

Maybe Im just confused.

>>2678462
Maybe It's all new to me that time. I dont really know. I want it but I know I have to refuse.

It's like there's a line if I cross, there's no going back.

Like right now, Im on HM browsing gay content but I don't know If I can do it you know.

Maybe Im just confused.

** Sorry for double post **

>>2677874
I relate to this. Bi but go through phases of super-intense lust for big cock. Don't care what they look like so long as they have a big dick. Back in the Craigslist days found one, but he was pretty hard on the eyes otherwise, chainsmoker had a gnarly moustache and goatee and he really wanted intimacy and deep sloppy kisses. I couldn't do it. He's let me suck his beautful dong but would never fuck me because I couldn't do the kissing thing. Sometimes I wish I had just downed a few shots and went for it.

>>2674313 (OP)
I'm getting to know a wonderful woman, Catholic, lovely girl, very pretty, yet I find myself fantasizing about fucking men even though I KNOW I'll feel disgusted with myself afterwards. Being bi is a fucking curse let me tell ya
I don't want to be like this since I caught gonorrhea some months ago

I love being caught and used in abs porno arcades and theaters. I love to act surprised and shy when they follow me and whip out their cocks.
The aggressive ones are my favorite, that just keep pushing and think they're making me do it. Developed a huge fetish for cock on nipple play because of one guy.

idk if this is a confession but I wanna suck cock so bad, just cant because im afraid of hurting the guy, I have a lot of broken sharp teeth inside lol


this is why I only resort in eating pussy and ass if I get a boy whos horny, damn it sucks being a teenager. I just use my mouth in both ways through words and eating someone out, surprisingly it works and these mfs somehow really get attached, but I just want to suck dick...

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This might be a bit disgusting for some of you but i often went to my neighbors house and he was a hardcore league of legends player. I would be playing something else on his room while he played league. One time he really had to pee in the middle of a match, he complained for a bit that he couldn't leave, i gave him a water bottle and he actually pissed in it, told me not to look so i unfortunately did not get to see his cock but after some minutes i couldn't control myself. I made the excuse that i was cleaning his room (that actually had some trash lying around) and i pretended i was disgusted while putting the piss bottle in a plastic bag. I went downstairs and inside a bathroom with it and drank the whole thing, his salty piss made me cum in seconds. This neighbor was so hot he awakaned many kinks of mine without even noticing.

I really wanna fuck my nephew
He is my brother's stepson and due to Latino household age fuckery I'm just 5 years older than him.
He is 20 rn and was kinda ugly but man he got fine this past couple years, might try to get him to at least suck me off one of these days

>>2678190
>Some guy told me this a while ago but i dont think it makes a difference to me

>As a trans guy

Well DUH, the physiology of the groin is different from men and people with vajayjays, of course it wouldn't have the same effect

I let a rich friend put a chastity cage on me for cash. I had to answer the door with just the cage on for delivery, rich friend had an a big cash tip for them after how they reacted. Was verbally and even physically degraded.

I found my bfs younger ftm brother on Grindr. Turns out he was a total slut and became my little slut who loves to be exposed.

Sucked cock for the first time a couple of nights ago. Older guy in his car, really verbal with a throbbing cock. Was just as hot as I hoped it would be.

>>2678486
There are multiple lines you've already crossed. And as a person that has already walked that path I can tell you the line you fear crossing, is a line of freedom. You will become a better person at the end of the journey. I know it's hard but it's worth it. I believe in you.