Have you considered that maybe it's all your fault and you deserve everything that is happening to you?
>>214323654I already accepted that at least six years ago so I'm ahead of your power curve.
Believing everything is your fault is as retarded as believing nothing is
>>214323682I seeI hope things have improved since then lil bro
>>214323654Yes and ive been the happiest in my life ever sinceAcceptance is freeing, you see
>>214323654I don't believe in free willI believe we are all just a bunch of social monkeys and that being displaced from the tribe causes intense suffering
>>214323654I'm not falling for that stupid youtube coach talk. No one deserves shit, because in the end, it is not like you and everyone else aren't doing their best considering their own perception and they think the outcome for their actions will be. The only thing that you can actually change and be responsible for is how you react to things, but you can´t control that until you figure out how to do that, and it is not something trivial. I would even go as far as saying that a lot of people die without knowing how to do that.
>>214323757>>214323807Sshhh bros just accept it
>>214323807That's a lot of words to say "I'm a pussy ass bitch nigga"
WRONG I did not ask for goverment surveillance and forced medication nor did i deserve it
>>214323888Why are you on forced meds?
>>214323722I'm not your "bro", buddy
>>214323654No
>>214323837>>214323843There is no deserving shit. You are being stupid as fuck, entitled and naive. Consider this, you are 6 yo kid being driven in a car by your parents. There is some other 6 yo kid on the street tapping on your car window, what have you done to deserve everything that has happened to you until now? What about that other kid? And quit that bullshit about reincarnation, karma and that religious crap. The world is chaos. You deserve shit, the best you can possibly do is try to take the best out of it, and even that is uncertain.
>>214323906Honestly? because i was put under surveillance and they used all the aquired data to degrade and destroy me and during my lowest of lows i checked myself into an asylum for medical care and told the truth to a psychiatrist, she interpreted my very real problem with the internal security service as schizoaffective delusions and ordered me into forced psychiatric care with forced medication. Its almost over as im winning my case with the intelligence oversight commitee in norway. But the psychiatric system does not understand or give a fuck. So i need to win and get the required paperwork for me to be released from forced psychiatric care
>>214323988Why were you put under surveillance
>>214323988Well, why were you put under surveillance in the first place?Besides that, i agree with you that the docs often go too far
>>214323986Getting pissed at the world wont help. Hence, accept it
>>214323807>The only thing that you can actually change and be responsible for is how you react to thingsNot your choice actually. We are all conditioned to react in certain ways.Since I started roiding I've realised this with the utmost clarity.
My asshole roommate suddenly ran away and refuses to pay rent and now I'm the sole person responsible to pay rent. In this situation it is very unlikely that I can convince a new roommate to move in because of my special needs brother living with me, who my parents forced on me. SighI'm the only person doing all this bureaucratic shit, I'm talking to the landlord soon (can only cancel a lease on last or first day of a month). I'm moving in with my father and my brother will likely move in with my mother
Of course. All the problems and disadvantages in my life are the result of my own incompetence. My biggest sin is disappointing my mother
>>214324114I'm not pissed at anything because of this. I'm just saying that you have an extremely naive view of the world. And there is a shit ton of things that you can't control, and the best you can possibly do is to not waste any fucking chances because you can't possibly know if that will be your last. Because a lot of people won't even get a single shot at a lot of shit.
The demiurge personally tweaks my life's difficulty settings on a day to day basis
>>214324024>>214324062I was an edgy kid who did some shit online. Nothing really serious. Had an interest in affairs of intelligence services, though mostly just a regular 4chan tier idiot. I was never ABB tier edgy. The surveillance started because the group in question watched certain people involved with certain things. They tried to recruit me 10 years ago but i went psychotic because their approach was rather blunt. They 1337 my setup and served me up a spoofed news site with articles and pictures all about my misdeeds. They launched their little operation when i was on my 49th hour of ritalin fueled sleeplessness, i went psychotic and ended up in the insane asylum where they decided it was a good idea to meet me. They gave me a few books and a card with an anogram on it, had a url adress that corresponded with the card. But i failed their little crap and was thrown out, i spent 8 months getting heavily medicated and got my life destroyed by a psychiatric system unable to comprehend what sort of nuances is involved with life. hence why i approached a mental asylum at my lowest. Dumbest shit ive ever done
>>214324117That is another example of it, but it is exactly the reason why I said that you have to learn those things. There are a lot of other things that will lead to other stuff, and if you don't know that, you won't be able to control your life. This is why advertising works and why they bother "wasting" money with it, they can get you to do things, that maybe you don't really want to do.
>>214324197>corresponded with the card.with the books
>>214324197Im sorry but i dont believe you
I've just let everyone step on me like a doormat and they did. The plan is that I will run away when I can but these people cause major setbacks for me in my process of saving money etc
>>214324231Nobody does and im rather used to that
>>214324290I believe youNorway is freaky
I live in a third world country
>>214324140>because of my special needs brother living with me, who my parents forced on meWhy did they force you?Either way hope everything goes well for you
>>214324117And you are in control if you are going to continue with high doses or not, when you are going to use it, so on and so forth. It is not like you have to be a complete retard about it.
>>214324554I don't have any good answer for that. They're very boomer. They have that boomer mindset of kicking their kids out at 18 because they're too old to be living with parents. I think they just wanted to force the responsibility on me out of spite and because they are lazy and irresponsible
>>214323654Yes. I wanted to kill myself, but I am too much of a pussy to do it, so might as well fix it.
>>214324225>This is why advertising works and why they bother "wasting" money with itPretty much. If we were truly free we wouldn't see trillions being spent on goyslop propaganda
>>214323654Fuck off demiurge. When i leave the material plane i am going to kick your ass
>>214324197Sorry to be mean mate, but your story really does sound like the archetypal schizo story
>>214324314Norway is freaky.But these people are not devils. Just not very aware of the damage they cause in people lives.
>>214324602Damn terrible parentsThankfully my parents were always very progressive and never believe in that bullshit
>>214324596Kind of. But once you start it's hard to stop because every single aspect of your life improves, except your hair lol
>>214324671By design. It's a very long story, but I have collected evidence over the years. Both digital and physical. The Oversight Committee in Norway approved my case and has been working it for the past 5 months. It was always meant to have that schizo vibe to it, they let me know i was under surveillance through 4chan posts after all. Crazy world.
>>214324706It's unbelievable how childish my mother is. You know those people who say they never did something, they want to but they "don't know how" so they never do it, very low IQ shit. She will never do something she never did before. For example she never traveled because she "didn't know how" to get a passport or book flights. But a lot more menial things too
>>214323654Yes, I have unironically considered that. Pic related.
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>>214324728It is addictive but still, you probably knew that before you got started on that shit.
>>214324775You think that's bad? My sister got pregnant and had to move to have a surgery, so my mom moved my whole family because of that. I had to drop from college. I had got the first place at a federal university.
>>214324836Oh yes. I have zero regrets about it.I mentioned roids because they change your brain. You get more confident, and your whole life changes because of that
>>214324775I feel a lot of old people are like that now.Not exactly the type of people that you look for advice
>>214323654Yes>>214323757But also this
>>214324855dumb shit such a non-sequitur
>>214324765NørgebroI got targeted for not joining up with an intelligence service too, the offer was made by a guy who did everything possible to fuck my girlfriend behind my back over the course of multiple girlfriends and whose thumb I really didn't want to be under, I still think I did the right thing but it sucks when that happens; in the U.S. the eleventh amendment prevents states from being prosecuted against their consent so I would have a hard time getting as good of a defense, but I'm glad they're helping you out.
