I know that there's only one way out of this. But I don't want to.But I don't want to live with the pain either.I hope roastie finishes analysing my answers soon and will prescribe me some good jewpills. It's 3rd day after the meeting
>>214612894use an ad block nigga
You ever thought of a literal practical way of getting her back? Obv delusional but still interessant if so
>>214613214I am not kidding when I say my brain is blocking the ability to do that. I've just tried and it instantly gave me lots of pain and I can't think about it. I want to cry. My brain knows it's not possible so he blocks me from any expectations and thoughts that there's a glimmer of hope.It's over. I'm a freak. Mentally ill freak, with broken soul. With sick body. No status, no looks, no anything.And she's the best woman I ever knew. So "healthy", so intelligent, so sweet, so beautiful, with such an interesting inne r world. And I'm a dead man walking who has nothing but pain and misery inside. I want to kill myself so much. I hope the roastie prescribes such meds that I'll feel much better and kill myself in a manic episode. The only way out.
>>214612894>Osama Sushi
>>214612894i suspect they will give you abilify or seroquelvery shitty pills lol
>>214612894That sushi tray looks like it cost a lot
>>214615933500 UAH>>214615747No. Probably something very weak. I told her I was on sertraline and she said that it's a good drug.. lol. Just hope the roastie prescribes sonething good
Go take an incel walk, clear your head up. See pic related? This is how you look like and talk like. Forget that hoe go find some Daryna or something.
>>214614138I don’t know if you ever told the story but why didn‘t it work out? If she is really like you described her why does she left you to suffer?
>>214612894You're just a kid, it is as big as it feels to you I'm not going to pretend it isn't, and it's okay to grieve, but you're going to be okay. This is a slump you will climb out of and be stronger for it.
>>214617454We never were together in the first place>>214617382I can't incel walk. I come back from position, sleep, wake up, order goyslop because all tired, go on positions again.I have 0 personal time. And to be honest, goyloft helped with that, because now I am very irritated by this lifestyle, being surrounded by normies is the harshest part. Never alone, no personal space.
>>214617714Did you guys talk though?
>>214617642>You're just a kidI am 27 in a monthManchild? MaybeKid? Not.It's been 8 years and I still can't live without her love. It is over.
>>214617756Ever? Yes. 8 years ago.
>>214612894you could become a refugee in literally every country on earth yet you chose to stay in this shithole
>>214617800Btw with that i meant talking stage. How did it end?
>>214617814I can switch places and have millionsMy inner would still be the same
>>214614138Please remember to leave a note with instructions to your family so they can keep us posted after your murder-suicide
>>214617829She enjoyed it. I never went further.
>>214617762You're still young. There's still time to move on.
>>214617909Why ? Did you guys go out did you kiss her?
>>214617931Just leave me to die
>>214617854бyття визнaчaє cвiдoмicть
>>214617940Because I am mentally ill dysfunctional freak while she's an angel of light from such a good family. I couldn't function there already, so I was about to drop out, while she's very intelligent and had A grades in everything.Her father is a math professor and soientist who is very good in other spheres too.My father had an illness and suffered mentally too and killed himself.Her mother is an angel of protection, kind and feminine.My mother is a degenerate mentally ill abusive bitch.I can't quite tell how these things influence everything. It's could never work. I am too damaged.We only walked together, and she high fived me. I didn't ask her out cuz I am a fucking loser freak in depression, I always knew such freak couldn't be with such angel
>>214618676Do you know what she is up to nowadays?
>>214618788Yes. Not everything, but pretty much.
>>214618676well at least you are attracted to non damaged women, that's a good thingwith a background like that, people tend to be attracted to other degenerates and damaged people
>>214618826She has a new guy?
>>214618959She's 25. Most likely she has someone or just fucks some dudes every now and then
>>214619100> or just fucks some dudes every now and thenThen she no good
>>214619272This is just how all women areThey are animals who can't control their bodies. They are times more horny than guys when ovulating. Complete sluts. This is just their nature, each and every one. Heartbreaking truth of life.
