I tell myself every day how much I hate myself. This is because I'm 29 and I've made zero life progress at all since turning 18 and I still live exactly how I did when I graduated hs. My only "accomplishment" is having a worthless meme degree I've never used. My days are usually just scrolling here and refreshing youtube. Happens iyc?
slit
Same but I told myself I would regret it if I didnt do anything about it so I did
Im 20 and I already feel thismy older sibling already finished university while my younger one is starting her first semester I fucked up and I barely made it through my first semester of community college
>>214639017nothing i can do about iti persist
>>214639017make a change, thenbetter than living in regret for the rest of your miserable existence.
>>214639017my only solace is that i accidently get killed in some freak accident oreither who i am dies or i die
>>214639017You're me 10 years ago.It doesn't get better but you do get numb
dont remember asking but okay lil bro :skull:
>>214639017Western leftist anti-white progressives like yourself and their Jew masters have ruined the world. Not a single shred of beauty or joy remains in it. I have no prospects or hope in the future, there is nothing left for me in the remaining four or five decades of life other than to watch you bastards suffer and die. Not just any death, but to die screaming in as much pain and terror as possible. I want you all to die in ways the human mind has yet to conceive. Every single sneering, smirking holier than thou American or Britroach virtue signalling godless leftist progressive who celebrates and supports immigration, shitskins, transsexuals, pedophiles, Muslims, groomers, feminists, the whole leftist kike ensemble.I am not rich by any means, I make about 10,000 dollars a month and have about a million in savings, but if I could give any part of it to make a liberal die painfully as possible I'd give it without hesitation. I want to pay for them to be tortured on Liveleak like that ring of rich Westerners who paid Indonesians to torture baby monkeys for their amusement. I will dedicate the rest of my life and energies to this one objective, to hoarding enough wealth and resources to make this a reality. If I could just pay for one Judeo-Western leftist to suffer and die, meaning and happiness will be restored to my life once again
>>214639017do you have money
>>214640295Yes. I've saved about 40k. A few years ago I had nearly 60k but I was a NEET for over a year and gambled a lot away on meme stocks
>>214639017>I tell myself every day how much I hate myself.why not flip the way you talk to yourself to trick your brain into improving? not the exact opposite, but more like, ‘I can be a better person. let’s make today a useful day'
I try really hard and I feel like every time I do something to try to get ahead, random circumstantial chance takes it away from meI'm turning 32 in a few days and I have almost nothing to feel happy about
>>214639017grab life by the balls, the world is a giant pussy for you to fuck
>>214639017nigga you just described my life to a t
>>214639017I basically just want to buy a house and save for retirement.My only other goal is stream-entry.
I'm in a similar position2024 and 2025 have been the best years of my life in recent memoryThey're the years in which I managed to make actual progress with my life and also real progress in my hobbiesIronically achieving progress in my hobbies is what allowed me to wake up and realise that my life was a fucking mess and that just focusing on hobbies wasn't going to be enough Honestly I think most people would be having a mental breakdown in my position but idk why but it just doesn't really feel real enough to me for me to caret. NEETed for 5 years in a row
>>214639017"Life progress" is a demoralizing psyop. Life isn't a videogameLife is for enjoyment, as gay and normie and cringe as that sounds to say it's true
>>214639585jews are based tho
>>214642499facts>>214639017im 28 and my life has been retarded since I turned 18. but for the first time in life I feel like im in the driver seat and im doing everything MY WAY. I am happier than I remember myself being. I know I will find a bit of happiness and peace for myself. everything I am doing is for my own benefit.I can only hope you snap out of your gay trance and start living
>>214639096Shut the fuck up you retard, stop comparing yourself to your useless dysgenic inbred hillbilly yokel family and start living you stupid fucking oakieIf they were so successful they wouldn't have let you down so badly that you end up community college. Go far away from them and never look back.
>>214639017>>This is because I'm 29 and I've made zero life progress at all since turning 18 and I still live exactly how I did when I graduated hs. My only "accomplishment" is having a worthless meme degree I've never used.Literally me, except I'm 33. I'm honestly amazed I've made it this far as a NEET while maintaining a somewhat decent standard of living.
>>214639399God I’d love to die (painlessly) in a freak accident. Dream about it literally every day.
>>214639017Yes very fascinating. That'll be $300 please. Same time next week?
>>214639017oh yeah what did the shark say?
