taking a trip before committing suicide it'd be probably another shitpost in another day, though as I think , I do sometimes think going for a trip just to motivate myself and stimulate myself just for a bit. at least for the fact that i am existing in the world. What's your thought. /int/ and where would you head to, if you had decided the same as me?
Hawaii
>>214641547I would go on an uninhabited tropical island and try to build a civilization
seattlewhen you're done living go into gun store, buy gun and pull a kurt cobain on a beach. because the north coast isn't inhabited, it's very likely your body will be picked up by the tide and lost forever so no mess for anyone to clean upalternatively you could jump off the san francisco bay bridge, climbing up to the top illegally and jumping onto the road deck. This would make a huge mess and rape everyone's commute, but would be an effective revenge on society and your name will be on the wikipedia page forever.
>>214641605>alternatively you could jump off the san francisco bay bridge, climbing up to the top illegally and jumping onto the road deck. This would make a huge mess and rape everyone's commute, but would be an effective revenge on society and your name will be on the wikipedia page forever.tons of people who did the same. dying by yourself isn't that much worthwhile to be scribed down really. the former one would be more peaceful though
>>214641628washington, oregon and california will all sell you a gun on a korean passport as long as you're not a convicted sex offender or felon. california has a 10 day pickup wait though. Dunno about the car rental, hopefully you have good credit.
>>214641547I dont want you to die brother. That being said travel doesnt interest me bc im alone. I have much amex points but never use bc i have no one to enjoy the trip w/. Gun to head though thinking back on my life the few good times were in a car on the road. It would have to be a road trip through the southwest drive and drive and drive and someplace would call to me and it would be over. Im not giving up ever though brother. Use the peace from that place to sustain you.
>>214641748ty
sucide is peak redditif you hate your life so much, there are other ways to run from it
>>214641547rwanda, see the gorillas
>>214641547I always get confused by people who kill themselves, surely at that point you could resolve to do something high risk since it doesn't matter anymore.For example lets say it's monetary issues you could work on an ocean oil rig.
>>214641831people who kill themselves are probably just tired of it all
>>214641547Maldives, Switzerland and California-Big Sur
>>214641547You’re probably spending most of your days online and isolated in your room, which makes you feel like you don’t existSince you’ve got a korean passport, you actually have a good optionYou can enter mediterranean countries visa-free Go there and volunteer on a farm, it’s unpaid, but they give you housing and mealsThat way, you get out of your loop, and maybe figure out what you actually want to do with your lifeWorst case, you end up homeless for a while, but at least the weather’s good and you’ll actually be living instead of staring at a screen
>>214642265thanks. your assumption was not quite right. the main reason i felt that way was because i felt that people exploiting each other and the tendency is way too abundant these days. and so huge disappointments from it. and irresponsibility, people being so eager to runaway whenever they meet certain obstacles. ofc, while i am being the one declaring such thing taking a life away, just for that short moment, i am being quite the same. i am turning into the same piece of shit that I used to loath so much. I have a job. not the case of economic situation in fact. though I've disconnected from all my family . friends. all.
>>214642354I wish I could find a new connection though. something to be inspired and cherish once again. but these days, so many people beg for it too often. such dramatized situation and ambiguous hope but still expecting it to happen. I want it too. but I'm afraid it will be very short timed. and end up as repeat of loss.
>>214641547>where would you head to, if you had decided the same as me?Germany, most likely.
>>214641547How are you going to off yourself
You could visit me in my hovel and we could bestial gay sex
>>214642354Okay so it’s not money or boredom, but disappointment in peopleFair enough, lots of them are exploitative and self-centeredBut isolating yourself just guarantees nothing changes. You won’t meet decent people by rotting aloneVolunteering at least forces you into new circles, and the kind of people who engage in volunteering are usually more genuineAnd maybe think about reconnecting with family or old friendsAre they really that unbearable ? Some of them might be feeling the same as you>>214642424Even if a new connection ends badly, you’ll still have the good moments to think ofIt's better to have those memories instead of nothing and a life of regret
>>214642574I'm 99% sure thats a img of Polish countryside. Probably northern Poland
>>214642590Ment to answer >>214641547
>>214641547VGH the rape fields of yore
>>214642477how come?
>>214642559thanks buddy. sorry i made this thread. will not whine. just for some day and around the evening time it feels deeper than usual and i feel like i had to lay it down a little. thank you. peace to you all. it is such world everyone is easy to be depressed. i don't want to add the tendency
>>214642630I'd like to see the Rhineland
>>214642723Is it your ancestral home?
>>214641792The 4chan path is to become a terrorist or extremistThe reddit path is to ack yourself or get into ever more extreme and weird sexual fetishes
Don't kill yourself pepsi flag :(If you're seriously this disillusioned with your life then I don't know, try starting over? >>214642265 is right, you've got nothing to lose
>>214642707Your /int/ frens are always here for help. No shame in telling us your problems
>>214642265>enter mediterranean countries visa-free Go there and volunteer on a farm, it’s unpaid, but they give you housing and mealsHow would you do this? Just walk up to a farmer?
>>214642740Nope
>>214643312>>214642424Go to workaway and find a farm / something interesting you want to work at.
>>214642707Are you on meds? Worth the shot
>>214641547somewhere not as closed and sexless as korea
>>214641547Not my thing, but I already picked the spot if the time to do it comes, it has a quite nice view. That said it would be cool if you didn't do it, specially if you are still young, throwing it all away because you are in a rough patch fucking sucks and will be devastating for everyone arond you. If traveling is going to buy you some time and hopefully making you reconsider I do suggest you to do it. Also, if things are that bad there is no shame on getting med help, it is worth a shot like the NL anon says.
>>214641547Thailand, lady boys
