I'm a completely failure in every aspect of my life. At 37 I hit rock bottom. The only joy I have is watching asian girls online. I watch on YouTube, I watch them on Instagram, I watch on Tiktok, I watch them on strip chat and I watch them on 4chan. I'm not even joking, I probably spend 10 hours a day worshipping asian girls.
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Azn women are ugly af
>>214934683What's your goal in sharing this? do you want people to ridicule you or console you
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>>214934683>I'm a completely failure>watching asian girls onlineIts almost like yellow fever faggots are yellow fever faggots because theyre loser or something
I hope noone ITT will show any sympathy to this fag. He doesn't deserve it.
>>214934683Do you have some form of OCD?
>>214934683Saw the flag and read the first sentence and knew immediately it was the yellow fevered freak poster
>>214934776I have nobody to talk to, I had no particular goal in mind. Would be nice to speak with likeminded people who are also hopelessly in love with asian ladies.
>>214934932I don't have money to visit Asia, if I had money I would travel to vietnam-indonesia and fuck young escorts, maybe find a sweet little young girl to be her sugar daddy and spoil her. Unfortunately I'm from Hungary.>>214935375No, I'm just chronically lonely and horny.
They have the same effect on me in person too, the chemistry is just too strong. Unfortunately I'm only 175 cm, balding, fat, very hairy with beard, these sweet girls don't find me attractive. Life is truly suffering.
Wow judging by your posts I would have never thought you are the way you are
>>214936213I was born to suffer in Hungary brother. My life revolves around lying in bed and watching asian girls online. Leaving my room gives me no joy, I face constant rejection besides there aren't many asian girls around. I'm also only attracted to younger girls. Life is bad.
>>214934769OP's pic is adorable thowhy do you hate Asians so much rajesh, because they won't fuck you?a lot of people fall into that category, most of the world
>>214936629She is so thick and sweet.
>>214934683Sorry but frankly, you should seriously reroute your trajectory or KYS
>>214934683He who dares wins. Go to asia. Just ask every attractive and semi attractive Asian out. Tell them you like them and they can practice English together. Go on Asian tinder.You can find love in Japan. China or South Korea. It might be difficult if you are very fat, but one of them will say yes and you can impregnate them. Just keep asking through rejections. Interrupt them In their friend group. While at work. Be an absolute sex pest.
>>214936717hnnnngggggggg
>>214936793The latter is becoming more and more likely as the years go by. There is nothing I look forward to in life.>>214936875I'm autist, I can't cold approach. I also find it very untasteful to bother normal girls when they just want to do their own thing. There are clear signs when a girls wants you to approach here, signs they never send in my direction.
Why are white losers always attracted to Asian women? Wouldn't Arab or North African women, who are more similar in race, feel more familiar?
>>214934683It's going to blow your mind then to know there are parts of the world where that's the only type of girl you see
>>214937170I would still prefer asian women even if I was a winner.>>214937225Yeah so? The pretty ones would still reject me. I'm a poor incel.
>>214937126You are already a loser. You have nothing to lose. Looking weird and being rude is a small price to pay for an Asian girlfriend. You are at rock bottom. Your morals and shame serve no purpose at this point. People are already judging you. You must become Indian on all levels except physical.
>>214936717what's her name? reverse search gives no resultlove me some fat yellow thighs
>>214937170We are oppressed here. We don't want familiarity we want an escape. The west has fallen.
>>214937631God bless your brother, you are very kind and probably right, but I can't hit on girls like an Indian. It's just not me.
>>214937696https://www.instagram.com/polerinaa._.a/She is so fine it's unreal.
>>214937774You can and you must. He who dares wins. You will eventually find a girl lonely enough that she will say yes. Don't treat them like real people you get an okay for a date. They are NPCs. It doesn't matter. Let go of your self consciousness. It exists to protect you from losing what you already have. You have NOTHING. Let the. Laugh at you, run away from you. It doesn't matter. It gets much easier once you start. You can't be picky. Accept in your heart that most Asian girl is good person and deserves all your love. Whoever says yes is the one. If she leaves you try again. I recommend impregnate asap so you are a part of her life forever.
>>214937170Arab women too spicy for timmy
>>214934683>37theres still time left>>214936109>175 cmtall enough>baldingturkey is around the corner>fatlose weight>very hairy with beardshave>>214936493>I'm also only attracted to younger girlsdelusional>>214937126>I'm autist, I can't cold approach.use the internet>>214935641>I don't have money to visit Asiawork more or spend less money? return flight is 200k HUFchina is more like 160k HUFyour fault for suffering desu
>>214938472>theres still time leftno there fucking isn't why are you even lyign to him?
>>214938511Normie sadism
>>214937170Read>>214937742Almost every yellow fever person also comes with baggage about how the west is over or everything is corrupt an ugly. It's a fetish induced from demoralization. I remember 20 years ago it was extremely niche, also Asian women didn't use the K-pop style of make-up so they didn't have the doll-like appeal that draws in anime addicts.
>>214938003>You can't be pickyI can't settle brother, if I don't feel attraction I can't force it. I like pretty girls. But you are right, I should just stop giving a fuck and hit on those 20 year old cuties I desire.>>214938472>I'm also only attracted to younger girls>delusionalI'm not delusional, my hormones work that way. Even a 30 year old asian woman is a nono, ideally they're around 18-20. I missed out on teenage love, I must compensate.
>>214937170I’ve had sex with everything and I always liked Asian women
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>>214938614I don't care about any of that nonsense, I just look at pretty asian girls and I feel joy and happiness.. No other race can have that effect on me.
>>214935548I like looking at women looking at cameras and imagine im the one taking the picture
>>214934683Literally me its over for me and there is not hope for me though
>>214938653> I missed out on teenage loveAnon. You are 37. You should have learned this lesson by now. Please watch. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9zYL-XylC74
>>214938717Idk man at least analyze your own attraction to it. I'm speaking on behalf of my own observations, maybe if you find out why you're so attracted to it. Sometimes it's literally just arrested development and attraction to neotenous features, not necessarily pedophilia, it's closer to having a fetish for down syndrome. Neoteny tends to be the breaking point between being a juvenile and an adolescent, it's a specific set of features.
>>214934683She's literally perfect
>>214938717Is that how you look like?
>>214938858The libtards cut out the second half of the scene encouraging you to become a serial killer to compensate. ( I'm serious)
>>214938889I lost almost all of my hair since, but yeah I sort of look like this.
>>214938993Quecbois film? Normally I associate French cinema with being rather mediocre, but this was a solid monologue.
I remeber being 19 and opening Snapchat to "National Boyfriend day". There was 3 Asian girls in my highschool, all posted black boyfriends from their college.
>>214934683For me it's Japanese girls ryona
Just go and live in China. When I was in Nanjing there was a Chinese girl with a Hungarian boyfriend. She cheated on him with a British guy while he was away though.
>>214939140Why is this always the story with Asian wives in Asia? Apparently they always tell the husband to stay out of the house and eventually get caught, then expect the man to not raise a fuss over it because of social harmony or what have you.
>>214939086France, but based on the novel by Michel Houellebecq. I'd recommend checking out the rest of the scene at least. It provides solidarity for incels. Freedom from yearning at the very least.
>>214939053It’s over bro unless you prey upon some SEA who’s illiterate and support her family of 30 in the Philippines
>>214938878I definitely have arrested development and since I've been brought up in an ethnostate, asian women are very exotic and interesting to me. Their milky pale skin contrasted with the silky jet black hair and their gorgeous eyes are just way too stimulating.
>>214939251Why don't more incels just practice sex with prostitutes until they're at the levels of tantric fierce deiies? Be a fat balding old man, but so proficient at sex that women won't even be able to look at younger men twice. Sex is incredibly mechanical. Did you know that if you shove an electric prod up a corpse's anus and shock the prostate they cum? If you know the right buttons to press you can game a body like it's video game.
>>214938838Juasicko looks sweet, love her.
If you're seeing them on a screen, they look nothing like that in reality.
>>214939396Sex with prosties makes you gay and pollutants the spirit. Incels should hang on to their passions and let go of the yearning. Better a man dissatisfied than a pig satisfied.
>>214939455Like 90% of it is angle and hair framing. She does have a nice body however.
>>214939609>sex with prostitutesI've heard this often. Reminds me of this monologue.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iKfDTyE0zTA&t=273sWish I understood the psychology behind this, because it's honestly fascinating. But sincerely if OP was to practice sex, hire an asian prostitute, and completely destroy her by knowing what buttons to push. He'd have a chance.
>>214939471They look just as pretty in person.
>>214939396It's easy to reduce sex as something closer to a bowel movement than a transcendental act. In truth, normies have never had sex. They are masturbating communally.
>>214939775>He'd have a chance.A chance at what? Making a whole fall in love with her client? Lmao that's literally rule 1. She views you as a non-sexual object. You can't Kamasutra your way out of not having a big dick. The brain is the dominant sexual organ in the body.
itt: jealus white girls OP: jealus white girl
>>214939854By this rationale only homosexuals can have sex, because who honestly intellectually bonds with a woman? They really can't rival men, it's difficult to be fraternal with them and they're too concerned with nesting to take risks.
>>214938511my dad was 59>>214938653>I'm not delusional, my hormones work that way.if you can't fix your expectations you will die singleescorts are still an option btw
>>214940017I accepted dying alone brother, this is what is. I can fix my expectations, but I can't fix who am I attracted to.
>>214934683why dont you get an azn GF then?>>214934769saaaaaaar
>>214939626https://www.redd.tube/video/07618c95e3eb82939fb58089727451b0f54ad019I agree she got a great body and nice tits, you can see her perky nipples here. Mouthwatering.
>>214940125I never had a girlfriend, I had sex with escorts so I'm not a virgin, but I'm too disturbed for intimacy. I'm also a neet no skills or money. I'm truly miserable.
>>214939994Homosexuals never have sex. Their anal violence is incredibly banal and histrionic. Read evola. I don't know where you got intellectual bonds from, true sex is achieved out of a geas. You must learn to love wholly and completely without the dualism of the body and the soul.
>>214940200> I've had sex with escorts Just go jerk off and these feelings will pass. You can also use an escort. It doesn't matter. None of this matters.
>>214940231I didn't mean like anal sex, I mean like Band of Thebes type bonding. The kind of love built up from fraternity and knowing you can trust your life to someone else. Kind of like Achilles and Patroclus or Hercules and Iolaus.
>>214940364Suffering and pain matters, maybe not in the grand scheme of things, but in this very moment I'm acutely aware of the pain caused by chronic loneliness. It matters a lot.Having sex with escorts is a good short term solution, but a sweet young asian girlfriend would be the ideal cure.
>>214940406Ancient Sodomania is a myth. Again, the nature of the homosexual is histrionics. They are actors. Drama queens. They do not have genuine passions, they are playing pretend. In the homosexual you will not find Phillia or Agape. You will find a Eros, but without much more refinement than in an animal.
>>214940668I don't think so. The cure lies entirely within you, coming to terms with your lot in life.
>>214940806Idk how you find anything deeper in sex with a woman. You have guys who train up in military retinues and learn to trust each other with their lives and fraternities who know each other's secrets more deeply than even their families do. What else is there to compare? You're describing nothing.
>>214934683>I'm a completely failure in every aspect of my life. At 37 I hit rock bottom.Move to Asia and start over. What do you have to lose?
>>214934683Baste. You have discovered the ultimate truth of life. We should start a new religion
>>214940903Firstly, what you are describing is a perversion of Philia. A corruption. things aren't in their proper place. I want to stress Sodomania is a myth. There was no golden age of faggotry. Secondly, I've already discribed full love ( and sex) as a holistic completion of Agape and Eros. It comes from within. As a gaes.In all likelihood love is an exclusive contract between man and God. To achieve it with a woman requires a tantric rite and submission to Maya.
>>214941160Everything you listed was esoteric, and neither Hercules or Apollo or the Band of Thebes ever had gay sex. There's no description of sodomy anywhere. You're the one trying to frame sex as this mystical act of bonding that has nothing to do with the mechanical process of sex. Why the fuck would I try to bring up anal sex in response? They're literal military bands and warriors.
>>214941224> By this rationale only homosexuals can have sex This is what I'm refuting. Talking about homoeroticism as an aspect of Phillia is entirely a different conversation.Sex becomes transcendent through its purpose, which is two people literally becoming one flesh miraculously. It is incredible (real) power that goes underappreciated. In layman's terms, normies do not have sex because they do not love each other beyond a superficial level, and therefore do not love their children beyond a superficial level.
>>214934683I love them so much its unreal. I get a similar feeling of adoration as looking at a cute puppy>>214940903Stfu you retarded incel. You don't know anything about sex except from watching porn. With the actual act you can feel the persons heartbeat speedup from excitement, feel their muscles tense, their skin flush their eyes dilate, it's incredibly intimate. It's not like some shitty porn video where the girl just bends over and barely moves and theres no kissing or touching or affection.
>>214941560You can feel all of that by wresting as well. You're describing a combat sport as much as you are sex.
lmao these threads are retardedno wonder while weird white incels are posting online, asian men are getting married and having children
>>214939471I see them all the time where I'm at and they look so beautiful they don't look real. And their expressions are so calm and poised. The way they carry themselves is so dignified. They're genuinely enchanting. Like angels
>>214941928Asian populations are collapsing everywhere man. Worse than whites even. I mean maybe the jungle Asians are okay.
>>214937170White guys in general factually statistically prefer asian girls and there is in fact a reason why
>>214942440Actually the reason is not white girl nagging but no white girl talking to him at all.
>>214934683This is unironically how I imagine every single yellow fever fag on 4chan. Old, no lives, virgins, no jobs, no careers, living with mommy and daddy, jerking off to asian women 24/7, consuming weeb media and posting about their gookettes on 4chan on repeat.
>>214942506No one asked you sanchez
>>214941560Who looks at a puppy and thinks 'yeah I want to put my penis in that'? This is some extreme middle school syndrome, more like a kid asking their parent for a kitten than someone with a functional sex drive. The best sex I've ever had was with a woman that I can't even remember. I remember it being extremely sweaty and my tongue was down her throat almost the entire time.
>>214937631I'd feel guilty for weeks if I made one of these angels even slightly uncomfortable
