What percentage of your life so far has been suffering vs happiness?
suffering vs happiness?About 90 to 10, and much of that 10 was concentrated in my first 15 years of life
>>215095742What is the main cause of your suffering?
>>215095664My childhood was filled with blissful ignorance and overwhelming nurture from my family. Everything past age 11 was suffering as the nurture seized and the effects of the withdrawal took place. Not to mention the illeffects of said nurture that still plague me to this day.
99% indifference
>>215095664Depends.Until the age of 10, I was basically happy 100% of the time. From the age of 10-18 I was depressed 100% of the time. Now it's like 80% neutral 13% happy %7 absolutely depressed, so it's livable.When you get to your mid-20s life becomes much more bearable, at least it did for me.
>>21509566450/50 to be honest. MOST of my suffering comes from my tendency of seeing the glass as half empty only. Most of my suffering is on me,not on the circumstances themselves I hope I got my point across
60/40
My mom says the last time she saw me happy was when I went to an AC/DC concert in 2010. I'm 34 now
>>21509566470% Happiness 30% suffering almost entirely since i turned 18
it's too dumb and dramatic to claim I "suffer" when there are people out there getting blown up or starving or born without legs etc. I just have a total lack of direction, no motivation to do anything, no social circle etc. I'm not "sinking" but I'm drifting
>>215098041So if I punch you you won't feel pain because there are people with no legs?
>>2150956645% masturbation
>>215098041>suffering in the BalkansHow?
>>2150956641-28 = misery, struggle, depression, being poor. 29-34 = met gf, got a job, mentally and physically recovered to normie levels, actually enjoy waking up in the morning.
>>215095664Up until the age of 19 it was all fine and dany but in from around 16 or so I got increasingly more miserable.From 19 to 30 (now) it got worse.>>215098041Same. But I wouldn't say that I'm drifting - I'm rotting in place and am content with it. Perhaps I don't feel enough pain in order to get motivated to change.>>215100251>29-34 = met gf, got a job, mentally and physically recovered to normie levels, actually enjoy waking up in the morning.How did you achieve any of that?
>>215100468>How did you achieve any of that?In zoomer terms, I touched grass. In normal terms, I started going out with the few friends I have and I met her while at Sweden Rock. Connected, talked over the phone a lot, started meeting up a couple times a month (lived 50+ km from each other back then) and eventually became a couple. I started looking for jobs and found one pretty near to where she lived accidentally. I found an apartment I liked within commuting distance and she eventually moved in with me since it was closer to her job as well. That's pretty much it. Now both our families expect grandkids, like seriously mentioning it every time we talk so I guess that's my future.
>>215095664i feel the pic is perfectits like that
