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just accept your loneliness and stop giving a fuck.

>>215187166
Why do you have main character syndrome?

>>215187378
I guess I thought my life would be like a story? I feel like a lot of people do.
I've realized in recent years I am the ultimate background NPC. My life is the most uninteresting life someone can have.

>>215187166
I did this in my 20s then I decided to be pretend to be happy and now many many years later I am able to say I am happy.

>>215187494
the story of almost everyones life is spending the vast majority of your life being at a job you dislike.
for me, the perk of having no real hobbies or social life is that i can save half my salary every month and invest it so i hopefully can retire in my 50s and then just move out to the country and relax for the rest of my life.

at least you're a first worlder who never has to put effort in life

That sounds pathetic, why are you so self-absorbed? Do you not feel any shame in acting this way?
Anyway I often say to myself 'goddamn I am an ugly motherfucker' and move on with my life, I think it's funny how fucking ugly I am because I am just incredibly fucking ugly

>>215187166
Yeah, I have a job atm but I'll likely lose it soon. No skills whatsoever, I'm done

just have sex

protip: you don't gain anything from self-pity, depression is not a competition

I'm 36 and I've never had a real job.
It's OK though, at least I have video games.

>>215188065
vgh finland is heaven on earth
i have been working since 17 and i am still minimum was after 20+ years

>>215187166
i love u anon. you are not alone.

>>215188085
Where do you live

>>215187166
>have done absolutely nothing with my joke of a life.
Out of curiosity, what do you consider a worthy accomplishment for yourself?

>>215188161
Stuff all my peers are doing
>buying homes
>settling down/getting married
>having kids
>in serious careers that usually pay good
And in their younger years while I was sitting in front of computer screen
>going to parties
>hanging with lots of friends and going on fun wild trips
>hs and college sex/flings
Etc. All the while I've been a stagnant loser

>>215188277
>normgroids are happy with their lives
Incorrect. They are not even content. And all their efforts will lead to nothing anyway as the Sun burns the Earth

>>215187166
Come to poland and fuck our women

>>215188475
But maybe we can avoid that problem by moving away from Earth. We have hundreds of millions of years before that happens.

>>215188624
Dude, the great filter is here.

>>215187166
>Every single day I tell myself I'm worthless and pathetic and a piece of shit.
This is not healthy ameribro