Life is hard because of memories. And i cant hold it anymore. https://youtu.be/RC3FupR9Bj8
>>215351613But people used to call this "loyalty" all along.. how clingy i was toward them
I wish i was someone hostile and agressive as much as most people. And i wish i could be brutal as most people are. More i give, more i let go, More i am bound to be a loner. Once said it is honor or love, But once more , said it is weakness and self pity. So what do you then value in this world? Sex? Money? Rank? Cowards intentionally turn every topic into mockery and act as if it were all for comedy. Because you didnt even have the least courage to recognize and face the reality as much as i did. You always runaway. You run until you do not see it so you can deny its existence at all. Even though deep down, you know it is chasing you. And for the rest of your life, it will chase you. Mockery should be you. Not me. Senseless brainless fucking cowards
>>215351613Always runaway. And act things were just comedy. Do repeat it until your death so you can comfort yourself even without realizing how things were. Behold yourself for ignoring truths all alone. Beproud of yourself for succeeding to die neglecting until the very end. Fucking senseless scum.
