I am going to rehab again and the goal is to stay until the end this time. Who? Me. Surrounded by looneys and unpredictable alcoholic uncles. It just feels like very a bad joke. In my country, Greece.
>>215397271you shouldn't take a rehab spot from an addict that actually does hard drugs and needs help
Most annoying mentally broken druggie junkie subhuman blogged again award.You are a looney and a retard.
>>215397327I just want to eventually find out what's wrong with me since I'm certain I'm either an autistic dog shit or schizoid, I've figured out psychiatrists are not going to take me seriously unless the drug use issue is taken care in some extent, don't worry it's a private psychiatric clinic, I think it costs around 160€ per day and the "rehab program" lasts a bit more than one month, the other and first time I went there last year I was put in the psychiatric ward for 1 week first for no apparent reason which shares the same floor with the rehab ward anyway, the reasons I left early the first time was because I didn't feel like it was worth the money and in the rehab ward I was surrounded by several very unpredictable alcoholic uncles at least twice my age who didn't really do anything to me but they would just have sudden rage outbreaks and argue with each other for no reason at all
>>215397352I really don't like the word "junkie" and avoid using it, what does "junkie" even mean? We're all addicted in one way or another. You don't mess with drugs? Then you drink. You don't drink? Then you smoke. You don't smoke? Then you're addicted to something else like p*rn. "Junkie" just sound too insulting to me.
Just kill yourself.
That's in my schedule o algo.
>>215397497you won't find out anything at rehab. You are wasting a spot for a real addict dude. Rehab is not necessary for the weak drugs you take.
>>215398349I've not been a consistent user of a specific drug except especially Lyrica which I can get without prescription here but I've become way too comfortable with the feeling of needing to be under the influence of a psychoactive substance. And like I'm saying my main goal is to find out what's really going with me, I bet it's either autism or schizoid but who knows. Since I've talked to shrinks about it there's no way for me other than trying to get clean because this is the first thing they point out at and it kind of makes sense to me why it's like that but I personally know there's something more to the whole situation.
>>215397271isn't this what you wanted?
