>>216011831
I feel like shit always and am filled with radiating hatred.

The memories of going to 40k events with my friends in high school feels like a more real memory than all the non-memories I've made in the decade plus since
I feel like I was actually there, like it was just yesterday and yet when I think about all the memories I've made since they seem unreal, like they didn't actually happen or like I wasn't actually present at the time

>>216011831
Someone will ruin that spark eventually

>>216011969
>>216011859
oh no
this wasn't really meant in a positive way
i certainly feel bitter now and then

but i just mean that overall i don't feel any more mature then when i was 16

>>216011831
For me it does

They say you change a lot when you mature. I didn't really. I still have the same beliefs. I'm a lot more blackpilled about the future but that's it.
People did say I was very mature at 16 to my credit.