Over the past 5 years, my heart has been filled with immense pain and hatred. Why is it that our generation—the most excellent, hardest-working, and most capable generation of Chinese men—are locked up in schools like prisoners for 20 years or even longer, and then get married, have our heads pressed down by an old chink woman, forced to buy a house in the 21st year, and forced to apply for a 30-year mortgage? Why is our life arranged to be released from a 20-year prison career, only to enter a 30-year exile and labor reform career in Beijing, Shanghai, Guangzhou, Shenzhen, and Hangzhou? Why are we forced to wear electronic ankle monitors, where every month when the time comes, the 30-year mortgage is automatically deducted from our accounts?
It is impossible to suffer in Hong Kong, unlike the US.
Whenever I go on business trips or travel around the world, no matter which store I casually walk into, it's all filled with industrial products made in China. Every time I visit the Bay Area, I hear white guys working at the top AI companies, ABCs, or even American undergrad students complaining to me, saying that your Tsinghua graduates are really too hardworking and too involuted—they can't keep up with Tsinghua grads every day, and several times people have even cried right in front of me. When I'm in Nanshan Science Park or Zhangjiang Hi-Tech Park and want to invite friends out for a meal, I have to wait until around 8 PM. When they get into my car and close the door, they apologize for making me wait while telling me about the eighty-one ordeals they just went through to get time off. At 8 PM, wanting to go out with old friends for some barbecue and a beer, and actually having to apologize and get approval from some bullshit leader!
Then, we this batch of small-town exam grinders, exhaust all our savings, marry a non-virgin fucking old chink woman around 30 years old, then apply for a 30-year mortgage, buy a pigeon cage, propping up the housing prices in Bao'an next to Nanshan Science Park, Tang Town near Zhangjiang, Xinzhuang near Caohejing, Changping near Haidian, and the rural Yuhang that Li Xiaoyao swore to escape from—to 5 million, 10 million, 30 million, 60 million per unit. Then, the Li Songjians of this society, watching their net assets skyrocket, think they're so great, so hardworking. They think our motherland is so great! Looking at the hundreds of billions in paper profits on their accounts, "Britain is nothing, Japan is nothing, even America is fucking nothing!" In 2021, when I returned to China as a highly respected senior R&D engineer in the US, Li Songjian, with his nostrils flaring, pointed at my head and said, your generation hasn't suffered any hardships, hasn't carried 200 jin of rice at the supply and marketing cooperative, doesn't deserve equality with me. "So what if you got into Yao Class, aren't you just a wage slave?" Then he gives me 20,000 RMB a month as living expenses, thinking he's a great father, and tells me to go sell beef balls on Taobao to prove myself. Then he turns around and goes off to fornicate with that "professor chick" Xu Jie who used to be a peripheral girl, turning the blood and sweat of thousands of outstanding young Chinese men from Zhangjiang and Caohejing into professor titles in the hands of art student prostitutes, plus millions or tens of millions of dollars in luxury goods and mansions.
Even now, the Alpha Star automated trading bot is entirely the product of my own efforts, written line by line, by myself. Countless nights I've woken from nightmares in the middle of the night, heartbroken and in pain, followed by a deep-seated hatred. I'd open my computer and start writing line after line of code. The name Alpha Star comes from both Alpha Centauri and Alpha Canis Majoris, the star of battle, Sirius. At the time, fueled by a desire for revenge and battle, I wrote the company's first piece of code:/********************** Project: Sirius* Author: Sinya* Date: 2023-02-21*********************/ Every time I write an automated trading bot, my heart bleeds. Why am I writing an automated trading bot? I can write automated trading bots, and I can write automated killing bots. We young Chinese men created Tencent, Alibaba, DJI, CATL...we even created Google DeepMind, OpenAI, and Anthropic4. Why are all our achievements monopolized by people like Li Songjian (old turtles) and Guo Juyang (chickens)? Why am I not writing an automated killing robot? We could easily use it to wipe out the populations of small countries like Mongolia, Vietnam, and South Korea, becoming local emperors. Why aren't we developing an AI-controlled, purely electric automated killing robot to skin and bleed out people like Li Songjian, Guo Juyang, and their despicable offspring—after all, it was originally our blood, our tears, our bones, our marrow?
>>216584637Why are you using the word "forced"You have free will you idiot bug
just join triad mafia zhangbro
>>216584637be proud of your people, you are collectively building a bright future. Meanwhile, my peers don't work or get married because they can't afford it...
>>216584637You suffer because of confucianism, the young are terrorized by the old and the dead.
>>216584637because china is a poor 3rd world country their average wage is even lower than southeast asia's average wage
>>216584772oh, ok then
>>216584637then just don't do any of it? move out of china maybe? why do you have to listen to your parents after you hit 18
>>216586044>>216582791
My Chinese GF (36) says she was a virgin prior to meeting. I believe her, but it seems almost impossible.She is starfish at sex though and doesn't enjoy it, and is very introverted. She was a 10/10 in college but I know has serious doubts about her body.I sometimes think maybe she had a secret life in the past and I would never know, but she also fits the profile of a virgin as she is a very shy IT worker with no friends outside of 1 girl she went to uni with.Odd feeling tbqh.
>>216586143>No 170cm Northern Han Chinese gf
>>216586143>starfishDoes she masturbate? Can she even satisfy herself?
>>216586143>ChinK WOMAN>36>VIRGINLMAO,I could even say I'm Xi Jinping
>>216586156Missing out brother. She is as humble as the earth and made me dinner. I love her.
>>216586143oh no no no HAHAHAHA
>>216586175No. She doesn't know how. She was confused about what porn is - she said she was watching it once but it was essentially just softcore romance with lots of kissing.
we all have it hard rn famalam it's no just chinesers
I will subvert the Chinese confucio-gerontocracy oppressive system
>>216586197I don't think she is lying, I have never found her to lie about anything. It woukd be a pointless lie anyway, I wouldn't care. If anything it is more unsettling she is a virgin than not.
>>216586202She doesn't need to watch porn, my gf doesn't watch porn, but my gf knows how to masturbate, she should learn how to satisfy herself and then she won't be a starfish.
>>216586254She has no clue. Same with sex in general - it's very boring. I don't really care as she mskes up for it in literally every other way and sex is overrated, but it is basically always just starfish missionary while she askes if I am done. We tried another position once but the logistics were a bit confusing for her. I believe it is a self-esteem issue - wven getting her to be naked was a big deal.
>>216586313>starfish missionary while she askes if I am donevisions of hell.Is she attracted to you otherwise ? Do you "cuddle" ?
