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I dont know how to have a relationship while also suffering from attachment issues in my country. Do you guys mind if I make a pretty long blog post about my situation?
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>>217218175
Sure
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Same desu, go ahead
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just make it the first post next time ok
cunt
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>>217218209
>randomly meet cute native girl (19) online
>she's an odd cute so I follow her
>after a while I send a reel and she sends one back
>we are just being vulgar to eachother, racist reels, saying whatever
>she says she's using this 43 year old guy
>says she has a thing for dilfs
>tell her Ive messaged a few trannies
>she gets upset and tells me that "as long as this dilf Ive had my eye on doesnt like them its fine"
>>find out a month later this was her friend's dad's friend (40 year old) she tried to go on a date with at 18
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>>217218329
>american social lives
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>>217218329
>this kinda pisses me off so we stop talking for a bit
>she comes back, we apologize, make up whatever
>things go smoothly but she's still using this 43 year old
>before our first call she was getting the 43 year old to give her a ride home
>got high around him and kinda ghosted me for about an hour before finally calling me
>realized at this point that I was starting to like her (let's say mid to late october)
>we keep chatting but I maintain distance and lash out when I can cause I want her to block me
>finally bring up how pissed off this dilf shit makes me
>she apologizes, says thats not her now, she cut off the 43 year old, shes serious about me
>we go on and finally make plans to meet
>ill fly to see her
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>>217218442
>she says she'll book an airbnb ($600)
>whole time I assume she is just using me and she is broke supposedly so she cant book it early
>I bring up the dilf shit again and she tells me that she met the 43 year old off tinder (5 days before my flight)
>trying my absolute hardest to get her to block me but it doesnt work and im even more pissed
>she finally books the airbnb 2 days before my flight
>I get on my first plane ride and prepare for the first vacation of my life
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>>217218442
>>217218557
>want her to block me
Why? Is this some zoomer thing?
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>>217218557
>I get there but with very little plans, hoping that since she is the local she would know what to do
>we are very chill together, vibe easily, etc
>first day we didnt do anything but she did say her goal is to get me high (never been high before)
>we ended up watching movies and ended with making out, didnt go any further because we are both virgins and didnt know what to do
>she didnt spend the night and the next day she was busy in the morning with her friend, so I took a nice 4 hour walk on some trails (most fun I would have all trip)
>on this day we do end up having sex but we couldnt wait till night so our 'plan' to go somewhere got spoiled
>wednesday was terrible and I cant remember much, we got alcohol and weed
>ended up crying and apologizing about us not doing much
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Yeah shit thread shut the fuck up
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>>217218598
If she blocks me it confirms my beliefs about her and makes me look like the victim I guess, plus I believed she was secretely using me so I wanted to try and forcefully end the jig. Everyone in person around me said she was bad news and my gut did too.
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>>217218725
Okay
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>random guy tells him to shut up
>obeys
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>>217218329
>>217218442
>>217218557
>>217218707
What's wrong with you people?
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>thursday is thanksgiving
>she feels bad because Im far from my family
>invites me to hers
>meet them and she has me lie and say that Im a college student she met recently
>only white guy at a navajo thanksgiving
>after that we walk around the city and then get back to the airbnb
>her best friend had spent the last 2 days fucking some 38 year old magapede, ignoring everyone in her life
>she asks if she can come to the airbnb, I say sure
>she comes over and we finally drive out of town to go do something
>she didnt know that the road to the place was fucking non existent
>im driving and get her car stuck on a road
>let her get out and she almost rips off her right front bumper trying to get out
>I drive us home in absolute silence
>weight of losing my virginity, disrespecting myself with edibles, and wasting the first trip of my life starts to dawn on me
>she and her friend leave the airbnb to go drop off her moms car
>i take an hour walk just crying at 7pm and left my phone at the place
>I come back and shes a little confused and also I realize she has a weird submissive relationship with her friend
>I chug maybe 3 shots of vodka and take 30mg
>we start playing a board game and her friend is just grilling me with very targeted questions and I realize how much she has told her friend about me
>finally shes "are you alright?" "You seem upset?"
>I say yeah Im a little upset we didnt do anything
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>>217219897
Not sure
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@Grok summarize this blogpost in one paragraph
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>>217218175
Issues are issues. Where you live has nothing to do with it.



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