Usually graffiti but sometimes stuff like throwing bricks though random building's windows or whatever. I'm basically a subhuman trucel bitch beta male for the most part. To my female friends I'm just a little cuck bitch pathetic emotional tampon here to be their le shoulder to cry on or to act as their little jester to make them laugh and tell funny little stories. Then they go home and get dicked down by Chad. They tell me about the various sexual acts they do with their Chads cause I'm the unthreatening beta asexual-appearing friend. Here to console them when Chad cheats on them again.I'm also a weak spineless momma's boy. Completely dependent on her for everything even as basic as making toast. I didn't even know how to tie my shoes until I was 14. I don't know how to ride a bike. My father wasn't really around much growing up (unsurprising) so I grew up watching CNN (which my mom put on TV) during the MeToo era which gave me the impression expressing attraction towards girls is le bad. Through that's just an excuse cause I'm still too much of a spineless coward bitch to do it now.Since I've mostly always been a pathetic goodboy rule-follower I finally decided to take some actions of my own free will and started damaging property in the middle of the night. These little incel spaz-outs make me feel like a reeeeeal man. Like I am *literally* Tyler Durden.
>>217224113thank you for sharing, I feel better about my life
Most mornings I wake up and struggle to get out of bed. I just want to go back to sleep and not wake up. My life does not have any particular purpose. I barely have any friends (of course most of my friends are female), I have no job, I have no money, my parents will not retire, I have no bitches. My grades are slipping and I'm too lazy to apply for internships. I spend most of my day browsing 4cuck or gooning. I goon to some of the worst things you could imagine. Bestiality, gore, vomit, etc. I would never watch CP but I do have vaguely pedophilish thoughts I goon to sometimes. I will often goon for hours in public bathrooms. Even when I hear people shitting and pissing and grunting around me, or when some fat idiot bangs on my stall, I continue gooning unbothered. When I cum for some reason my mind often goes to this memory of when I broke into some pool during one of my incel walks on a very dark moonless night. I swam in the suspiciously warm water, then I dived down and reached my hand out and touched the bottom of the pool. I didn't know if there would be a dead squirrel down there or what, cause I couldn't see, I was just seeing where things took me. That's kinda like gooning, no?
>>217224113I usually just catch cats around my neighborhood and kill them
>>217224204scoundrel
up
this nigga gonna end up like my nigga Elliot
>>217226957>ebonics
graffiti is retarded bro, you'll get a criminal record which will fuck you over in the future (yes it can get worse) and your not even getting anything out of it, stop that shit for your own sake please.
bruh chill the fuck out and smoke some weed
>>217224113Holy based
>>217224152very intriguing
Based
>>217224204based
>>217227246One time one of my foid friends brought me to her apartment when her roommates weren't there so we could smoke nigger weed together but it didn't do anything for me. I had to listen to her talk about how she misses her ex for like 3 hours while she was high as fuck.
how do you have friends
>>217228029One of my friends unironically called me "mysterious" o algo. I've also been called "weird but cool" by two people. I used to be mostly friends with latinx drug dealer guys in high school but now I mostly hang out with foids. Went drunk go carting with them once.
I don't believe you, take some pictures to post here next time we won't rat you out promise xoxoxo
>>217224113>I am become retard, destroyer of property value
Sometimes I have delusional thoughts in my head that I am some kind of chosen one. I feel as though a normal life isn't possible for me and I have the potential to take some kind of action at my lowest which will mark my name in history. These are likely just thoughts to keep me from thinking about the fact that I'm just worthless insignificant flesh with no future.
>>217224113>my female friendsKys immediately fakecel.
>>217224113The way some of my fellow imageboard posters keep turning out as they age makes me understand the lowlife types grandma forbade me to look into their direction. The 55 year old anorexic neighbor living alone in his late mother's home, who would go on drinking binges to the point of passing out has been a proto incel. He would also shout random expletives, pass out from hunger when doing various odd jobs for his neighbors, such as chopping firewood or help build a henhouse, and cut himself during winter so he got free warm meals in the hospital. Just avoid that, will you.
>>217228816These people have mental problems and delusions. It is sad but they cannot help themselves.
>>217224113>trucel>female friendsblog on cunt, didn't read
>>217224204liar if not kys
