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>>218144119
this shit tiny

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what does /med/ think about this?

>>218144436
Fact-checked as mostly true.

>>218144436
>>218144491
I second that

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>>218144436
confirmed also holy shit she's beautiful

>>218144616
>Women are evil, I guess.
Again, I never said that but that kind of extrapolation is exactly what I'm talking about.
I know like 7 women who don't do emotional based thinking and are more pragmatic.

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>>218144491
>>218144557
m-mostly?

>>218144714
Reading shit being thrown against women constantly in here, and having a partner who says sexist shit, even if it's not directed at me, just ends up leaving me all bitten and sore.
And come on, Gironde, you were obviously implying that women are shit for being emotional.
You didn't even answer the question regarding if I'm a snake or not, but I got the message.
If only I knew where to find more women on the internet...

>>218144809
I doubt the giantesses that wander the dreamlike realm of Catnigga are into being choked.

>>218144818
>You didn't even answer the question regarding if I'm a snake or not
Like I said, snakes act on their nature, just like women do and men do. I'm not saying women are snakes, I'm saying women are women, that's it.
I'm not saying women are shit for being emotional, I'm saying they are emotional and that puts a lot of barriers in our communication, like you can see in our discussion.
These last weeks I had too much arguing with women in that exact type of situations and it's tiring.
>If only I knew where to find more women on the internet...
You've got Crystal Cafe for femcels and mysandrists.

>>218144818
Let's stop generalising. Three women I knew and liked couldn't keep a secret, which led to a deterioration and hostility between us. Do I hate all women? No. Do I hate these three women in question? No. Do I believe women in general don't have the superpower of keeping secrets? Yes. Does this affect my perception and relationship with other women? Yes. Is this good for me? Yes. Is this good for women? No. Is my well-being more important than the well-being of women? Yes. Does all of this prevent me from pursuing intimate relationships with women I have romantic feelings for? No. Simple as :D

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i don't like gironde's tone but as a mega-autist i have a hard time communicating with women because they're less direct in general, not just romantically

>>218145084
Meh, it's whatever. Just hurts seeing someone you tried to reach out constantly to shitting on things you can't control.
Crystal Café is quite dead. And I don't want to shit on men constantly. And I don't hate trans people, even if some are weird and creepy. I just want to hang out somewhere where there isn't hatred being spewed out constantly...
>>218145122
...I guess.

>>218144119
paris will be hecking nuked you french scum etc

>>218145164
What's worse is that I am too autistic to interact with women but not autistic enough to receive neet bucks.

>>218145166
Moreover, conflicts on the male-female axis are artificially created, imo, and then participating in a discussion on this topic is perceived as participating in a conflict, in the same way that simply discussing poetry would be considered poetry

>>218145197
Why?

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>>218145264
yeah i feel that, same boat here, retarded enough to be useless for society but not retarded enough for the government to take pity

>>218143056
Sometimes and that's a good thing. By the way, she's nice

>>218145166
>Just hurts seeing someone you tried to reach out constantly to shitting on things you can't control.
I don't say that to hurt you fren, it's not my intention. I'm not saying I hate you or women, just that I'm sad that I feel that barrier in the first place. And it's not every women of course.
I used to believe that I could relate deeply to a girl day, love and have a perfectly equal relationship and companionship and the sad truth is, I think that dream is dead, it doesn't exist, I never met someone like that. There is always that barrier, no woman to truly relate to.
Take it as bitterness, if you want.

Now let's consider how the United States would have to react so as not to appear hypocritical in a hypothetical situation if Russia attacked Ukraine and kidnapped Зeлeнcький

>>218145545
Who care about sounding hypocritical if you win?
International politics don't run on looking like a good guy

>>218144573
>Most women feel offended if they gotta do housework in Europe, apparently.
In Spain it does, for sure. Feminism has achieved that the idea of a woman being exclusively in charge of home is sexist even if she freely decides to do it.

Have something to say but the thread will be deleted btw. Just give it some time.
Will post in the next if it's not a troll baking.

>>218146046
Why would it be deleted DOE?

>>218146096
I just know.
My schizo senses are tingling and my autism based pattern recognition is thrasing around in my head.

>>218146136
I created the thread nigga

>>218146170
he's trying to say "sage" without being deleted

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>>218145264
If I went to Spain I could maybe get a government fund for my severe ADHD. I don't think I'm disabled enough to get it in Argentina.
Doesn't help that I have sensory issues and they get worse in public. Specially loud noises, noise contamination, chewing people, dogs barking...
>>218145164
I try my best to be as direct as possible with everyone without being disrespectful. If I'm being disrespectful I'm not getting my message across, and that's a failure on my part.
>>218145509
Sometimes it doesn't depend on completely understanding the other person, or being completely understood, but rather loved and appreciated for the way you naturally are.
Who knows, I'm a hopeless romantic and optimist, I think everyone's got something good that makes them special and irreplaceable. I still remember the sweet way my childhood crush laughed at my jokes, or how one of my exes looked at me in the eyes when we were in bed.
It just hurts feeling like you're at fault for being unloveable. For things you'll never be able to control.

>>218146170
Huh.
OP pic seemed a lot like bait for you know who.
My bad chef.

>>218144436
I wish I lived in america...

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I think Erome might have dethroned Spankbang

>>218146212
>If I went to Spain I could maybe get a government fund for my severe ADHD. I don't think I'm disabled enough to get it in Argentina.
You want to move to another country to ask for government money.
Damn, what if chudsisters were right about immigrants all along?

>>218146212
>If I went to Spain I could maybe get a government fund for my severe ADHD. I don't think I'm disabled enough to get it in Argentina.
I don't think you could get it here either, the requirements to get neetbux are too stringent. Also, fuck off we are full, we don't need foreign leeches to meet our leech quota.

>>218146239
small pepe is an old pic
it would be hard to use it to sneak something

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>>218146247
Spankbang is a shadow of its former glory. They used to be lax and have plenty of content, but it's safe to say the website has chosen the path of Xhamster, Xvideos and other sh!tty big tube websites.
It all changed when it disabled user uploads for around 6 months, they started cracking down on the good stuff and now it barely has any fresh content, only half length garbage.
The only reason to still use it is the huge database of many full length videos that were uploaded in the past. Once they touch that, it will go straight to the bin. What a shame.

>>218146426
Why does A.I still apply the piss stain filter to all things anime and sometimes things that aren't anime? The A.I niggerneers can't fix it?

>>218146426
I love amateur stuff so Erome is way better in that regard, wonder how long it'll last until they request authentification to access it.

>>218146046
Seems very likely. I don't know why we engage ((the)) (((sch*zo))).
>>218145801
I was about to ramble but... It doesn't matter. I would be happy just living in isolation, taking care of a house, playing videogames and probably having access to suicide whenever I wanted to.
>>218146301
>You want to move to another country to ask for government money.
It's not like I want to get my neurodivergency diagnosis for money. I just want meds to stop being so retarded.

>>218146498
It's a different vibe for sure, I like that it has tribs, if only they didn't crack down on the most based ones

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>>218146212
>I try my best to be as direct as possible with everyone without being disrespectful
>If I went to Spain I could maybe get a government fund for my severe ADHD
if you're neurodivergent too then maybe you get it, you're one of the good ones

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Updates on the server.
Added a shelf on the bottom for the NAS (it was sitting inside the rack but on the floor previously) and reorganised everything. Now everything is modular and each shelf has a device and its own power supply, so now I can just unscrew the shelf and take everything out if I need to do anything to that specific device. Also added a top shelf to store the keyboard and cables (and if you squint really hard you can see I cut the sides all wrong so the shelf is slightly smaller than the rack itself kek).
Now I need MOAR disks and maybe an ARM or x86 SBC for running a gaming server so I can locally store all my retro saved games from all devices in one spot and also stream retro games (the succubus would be delighted by that).
Oh and I also need to label the Ethernet ports.

>>218144119
ey you got any more pixels ?
>>218146241
>he never got any subsaharan exchange students
i pity thee

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>>218146693
My brain is too limited to really appreciate the brilliance and potential of such an achievement

>>218145164
>they're less direct in general
ikr
what causes that though

Watched a bit of the press conference
very very low energy, sad!

>>218146693
this gives me ptsd
my brother pestered me to help him to build a server (we just used an old pc (that i was using btw)and called it a day lol) to store movies and tv series for the house and use jellyfin and now noone uses it lmaooo

>>218146944
probably trained to avoid upsetting aggressive men, and i get that, but i'm autistic not sexist

>>218146928
It's like building lego, but the pieces are all fucked up and don't really connect most of the time so you have to go out of your way to make everything work.

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>>218145164
Talking to women is stressful because it feels like you have to constantly entertain them, otherwise they'll tire of your presence and drift away.
Irl quicktime event where you have to find the correct thing to say in like three seconds otherwise you fail it.

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3rd double espresso of the day, usually I stop at 2 but fuck it.
>>218147075
huh, I can't imagine all the media stocked on this feller.
>>218146948
maybe it's to throw off the weight of the situation and pass it off as a business as usual kind of thing.

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>>218147280
what if i am the one who drifts away

>>218147299
Felt tempted to download the Spotify leak, but didn’t have 30TB laying around, I suffer.

>>218147280
Source?

>>218144119
I am on a slow phone, so trying to open an image this large has been a nightmare, so please, next time, use something less demanding.

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>>218147280
You seems to know a lot about women...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2rKE8g-nLhU

>>218147350
just buy the new iphone 67 peasant

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>>218147280
>it feels like you have to constantly entertain them, otherwise they'll tire of your presence and drift away.
gonna be real, that's how all conversations with non-family members feel like to me

>>218147389
There's 67 of them?

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>>218147316
Then you seem cool and mysterious to them.
Bonus points if you light up a cigarette and say "I drive." before heading out into the rain.
>>218147347
>Source?
Mouse, Anon. E. (2014). /Tfw no gf/. Available at: www.4chan.org/r9k/ (Accessed July 2014).

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>>218146693
This confuses and amazes the femoid brain in me. Like that time I saw Henry Cavill setting up his gamer pc.
>>218147070
We speak in code somehow, kind of like a cold war situation where you can't trust nobody and you gotta maintain appearances. Women are a bit more machiavellic than men because it's a survival skill.
I was watching an instagram reel yesterday where a girl was making fun of "girls desperate for dick" where she was acting out a girl saying "Oh wooow, your hands are so big! Wooow, how big are your feet? No waaay!! So much bigger than mine! Can I use your glasses? Heehee, you're so bliind!"
And all the comments were men saying "Wait... Did that time where a girl did this to me mean she liked me?"
I personally just like saying straight out I like someone, easier to get rejected or easier to get into action.
>>218147449
I tend to feel like no matter how smart I am, how much I know, how fun I am, I can't keep people interested in me. Or one of us ends up drifting away. Always.
ANYWAYS I really should get my antidepressants again.

>>218147481
you would know if you werent a peasant , peasant
>Then you seem cool and mysterious to them
me when i try to look cool and mysterious and instead come out as gay and autistic
tepkok

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>>218147343
holy fuck, that's another level of dimension.
>>218147280
The moment when you allow yourself to be boring as fuck with women is when you win. Caring too much is exactly what irks them, like a self fulfilling prophecy

>>218147508
>Can I use your glasses? Heehee, you're so bliind!
i get that a lot lmao
does that mean m chad thundercock in disguise ?

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>>218147365
Wish my dad told me this when I was 10 years old. Maybe I wouldn't have become isolated and weird.

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Now that I'm thinking of meds, autistic/neurodivergent anons in this thread: Have you ever been prescribed meds? Did they work? What did they make you feel?
Is it true antidepressants make you feel nothing?
>>218147619
I don't know, once is a miracle, twice is a coincidence, thrice is too much. Specially if the qts do a high pitched voice.
I personally look at people's hands a lot, and get nervous and embarassed if I hold hands with someone.
Most women have a hand fetish though, so I'm not too weird in that aspect.

>>218147619
if you're handsome yes. Otherwise no. Simple as
I got the glasses thing once or twice but believe me, it was not to show interest.

>>218147573
Just because you bought a new camel, that doesn't mean that you're now above me.

>>218147508
>Women are a bit more machiavellic than men because it's a survival skill.
autists (of both genders) get caught in the crossfire, i understand men can be immense pieces of shit
>I tend to feel like no matter how smart I am, how much I know, how fun I am, I can't keep people interested in me. Or one of us ends up drifting away. Always.
yeah it's tough to make lasting friendships, even with the only one i have, after chatting i worry "oh god i overshared" "oh god i didn't pick up on X clue"
>ANYWAYS I really should get my antidepressants again.
if you have adhd you should probably try to treat that one first, but you do you

>>218147488
Thanks

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b-but I was informed nothing would ever happen...

>>218148207
Ai slop

>>218147508
>I was watching an instagram reel yesterday where a girl was making fun of "girls desperate for dick" where she was acting out a girl saying "Oh wooow, your hands are so big! Wooow, how big are your feet? No waaay!! So much bigger than mine! Can I use your glasses? Heehee, you're so bliind!"
And all the comments were men saying "Wait... Did that time where a girl did this to me mean she liked me?"
Hearing that stuff is depressing because it's never happened to me, instead it's always the opposite, I interpret friendly acts as signs of possible attraction and I always turn out disappointed. At this point I've kind of given up

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Happy New Years /med/frens. Hope you'll have a great 2026.

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>>218148019
>i understand men can be immense pieces of shit
my adhd ass can't help but take insults regarded to a collective I'm unwillingly a part of as personal insults, and I wish I could avoid it, but... by the 305th insult directed towards women, or gay people, or latinos, or literally anything i'm a part of in the day, I just...
*melts and disintegrates into tears*
bro i just want to belong to a group of gay weebs i can do jojo poses with, is that too much to fucking ask in 2026
>"oh god i overshared" "oh god i didn't pick up on X clue"
YEAH BUT BUT with neurospicy people you CAN do that! And it's fun! It's like you can keep up adding conversation topics with everything both of you say!
The issue is that people just disappear nowadays, or end up ghosting you...
>you should probably try to treat that one first
bad doctor don't wanna gib meth onii-san
Every time I try to book up an appointment with the neurologist (which I can ONLY book up IN PERSON in the hospital on WEDNESDAYS at MORNING) they always tell me "jaja no tenemos turnos, volvé la semana que viene a ver si se libera algo, puta reventada de mierda morite"
>>218148251
I've genuinely never been liked by any man in person that I didn't first meet online. Never really been hit on, or touched inappropiately, or have been seduced by anyone in person.
...Eh, there was ONE ocassion, but I knew the guy was making fun of me and just wanted someone to leech of him 'cause he was handsome and a chad thundercock who had girls behind his ass.
I have BEEN spanked, boob-grabbed, kissed, had my hair caressed, and been in sexually tense situations with women though. Non-gay women.
You can imagine my confusion. Specially because I did end up moaning one time I was spanked... in class...
*sobs like a little bitch*

>>218147711
>Have you ever been prescribed meds?
never
never did any drugs in my life
i only smoked a cigar once and i didnt like it
>>218147740
yeah its more probable coz im actually blind af lmao
>>218147776
thats how it works PEASANT the guy with the most camels is the NOBLE while the guy with only sardines is the PEASANT

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>>218147711
>autistic/neurodivergent anons in this thread: Have you ever been prescribed meds?
strattera and wellbutrin, my adhd is very inattentive, they categorically refused to prescribe the only stimulant available here (ritalin)
>Did they work? What did they make you feel?
strattera sedated me, i felt like a zombie, the difference was very obvious to people around me, better or worse i'm not sure lol
i liked that i was losing weight with the lack of appetite , but that was a bad way of achieving that goal
when i started taking wellbutrin i had brief moments of dizziness, it almost felt like vertigo, never felt that different with it though
i got some weird shivers when i stopped taking them, between the two i'd pin it on strattera
the lack of adhd treatments is one of the worst aspects of italy for me, in québec it would've been way easier to get meds, even if i can't stand the smell of pot
what about you?

>>218148491
Get off your high camel.

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>>218148491
>i only smoked a cigar once and i didnt like it
I want to smoke a cigar while wearing black stiletto heels and a wine party dress. It's the only correct way to smoke a cigar.
I did try smoking tobacco from a pipe and couldn't do it thovgh.
>>218148527
>atomoxetine
>bupropion
Huh, I wanted to be put on bupropion just to try it since it's apparently good for BPD and ADHD as a side treatment, but atomoxetine... Haven't heard of that one before.
I never really had a loss of appetite regardless of the meds taken, but I do remember being skinnier before the pandemic hit.
When I first started taking psych meds at 16 I had severe memory issues and memory loss episodes, dizziness, and feelings of... Deja-vus, somehow. They got better with time and I almost don't have 'em now.
Now when I was on my regular schedule with fluoxetine, aripiprazole and magnesium divalproate I was feeling fine, although sleepy and shivery. My hands shivered A LOT under aripiprazole.
I must admit though I fucking loved abusing risperidone and olanzapine, the feeling of passing out due to the dopamine-lowering properties of those meds felt incredible. Literally felt like how they paint chloroform in movies.

>>218148491
I would like to have a cigar sometimes but I fear that would lead me straight back to cigarettes

>>218148353
I'm afraid you're late to the party.
Bonne année CEPENDANT

>>218148764
and uhh... get off your low sardine ?
>>218149117
>>218149155
i smoked it like a hobo
it was a gift my dad got from work , twas a pack of four ,but he just threw them in the closet and never touched them
and i smoked one when he wasnt home
the feeling was good but it leaves some burnt feeling down your throat after you finish
wouldnt recommend

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>>218149117
>It's the only correct way to smoke a cigar.
smoking looks so cool, i'd never do it because i can't stand the smell but the hollywood propaganda worked on me
>Huh, I wanted to be put on bupropion just to try it since it's apparently good for BPD and ADHD as a side treatment
i asked for wellbutrin because i heard that too, they immediately said yes like i was ordering a sandwich, but ritalin? fuck off junkie
>atomoxetine... Haven't heard of that one before
it's the main adhd-specific option when stimulants are off the table, wouldn't recommend it but maybe it's because i'm inattentive
>the feeling of passing out due to the dopamine-lowering properties of those meds felt incredible
j-jeez, are you sure you're okay? physically
>>218148441
>my adhd ass can't help but take insults regarded to a collective I'm unwillingly a part of as personal insults, and I wish I could avoid it, but... by the 305th insult directed towards women, or gay people, or latinos, or literally anything i'm a part of in the day, I just...
nta but they're probably miserable chuds and taking it out on minorities, or sometimes they're those minorities themselves being edgy, i'm not gonna tell you to stop feeling the way you feel, but the kind of person that writes those things on 4chan is the kind of person that would never approach you in real life, if that makes you feel safer
it fucking hurts when it comes from people you know though
>YEAH BUT BUT with neurospicy people you CAN do that! And it's fun! It's like you can keep up adding conversation topics with everything both of you say!
i think i'd rather learn how to socialize normally, but there's a pinch of internalized ableism there
>bad doctor don't wanna gib meth onii-san
yeah same here, how many have you tried?

>>218149704
>smoking looks so cool, i'd never do it because i can't stand the smell but the hollywood propaganda worked on me
seeing middleschoolers smoking made me realise how pathetic it is lmao

>>218147711
As a self diagnosed autist, medication is for chumps.

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>>218149520
Well I was incapacitated after new years, also there wasn't a thread yesterday ( I think ) but non the less I wanted to wish you all a good year :)

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>>218149756
middle schoolers vape these days, that's an order of magnitude more pathetic than smoking
>>218149762
neurodivergence includes adhd

>>218147280
>Talking to women is stressful because it feels like you have to constantly entertain them, otherwise they'll tire of your presence and drift away.
>Irl quicktime event where you have to find the correct thing to say in like three seconds otherwise you fail it.

Or, you do the opposite and don't give them so much attention which bothers them and they are suddenly interested in you. The try hard method almost never works unless you are insanely good looking but even then...

>>218149817
I see.
I think you were confused by the deleted picture maybe, as the previous are linked.

>>218150033
It's hard to not care when you're desperate but that's a trvke indeed.

>>218150033
stop watching manosphere slop

>>218149669
Why are you talking about sardines?

>>218150124
>I think you were confused by the deleted picture maybe, as the previous are linked.
I might have, I didn't spend much time on the laptop yesterday.

>>218150128
lol, I'm not watching those losers, I'm speaking from personal experience.

>>218150124
>It's hard to not care when you're desperate but that's a trvke indeed.
That's something I learned in high school, when I was trying too hard to "seem cool" and entertain girls they would sniff that out but when I'm quiet and doing my thing it's them who come to me, at least that works for me, there is another extreme where you bother them so much than eventually they give in - I've also seen that but that's not my style.

>>218150286
>you bother them so much than eventually they give in
any sane girl would run away
if she's staying you both have issues
no that doesn't mean you're perfect for each other, it's mutually assured destruction

>>218150491
Mm some girls want you to go for it even if they reject you at first - I don't get it personally but I've seen it, maybe they are testing you if you only want to sleep with them and you would give up immediately idk...My approach is more subtle but it is a thing.

>>218146693
Based!

>>218149899
ikr
people need to beat up their children more
>>218149817
lol partied too hard eh ?
>>218150197
you know , malta being stereotyped as fishermen and all that , just like nafris are stereotyped as desert camel jockeys and all that
its funny , you can laugh at my comedic genius

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>>218151235
they should make that poison illegal, it's only available because it's profitable
but i guess beating children is the more popular option

>>218151235
Are we stereotyped like that?

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>>218151235
>lol partied too hard eh ?
Too much, I'm a sober guy all year and I let go on new years and I always go too far, should have built up to it from the 29-30th or something.

I watched Pluribus for 2 days in bed, not a bad show, hadn't watched anything in a year.

>>218149117
>but atomoxetine... Haven't heard of that one before
Nigga, I literally talked to you about it yesterday, you are NOT lying when you say your information retention ability is pathetic lmao. Or maybe I just didn't call it by name, who knows. It's an NRI antidepressive.

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>>218151571
>I watched Pluribus for 2 days in bed
the full season? thoughts?
>>218151603
>atomoxetine
what was your experience with it?

Girondoid, should I watch resident evil?

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2026 might finna be the year of the brown qt
for real this time
this is not a drill

>>218150128
This is basic human behavior not manosphere slop.
The act of pursuing is expected in males, so a male that doesn't pursue and plays hard to get is attractive WHEN DONE CORRECTLY (ie. doesn't work if you're ugly).
To some extent, it works with all kinds of relationships, friendships and all.
If you sound needy, people respect you less.
Follow your shadow, it flees. Flee your shadow, it follows.

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>>218151651
>the full season?
Yes, I binged watched it. I liked it, the main character is very a good actress imo. I really love the premise and I wasn't bored at all at any point. I kind of regret watching it so fast because now I'm fiending for the second season which wont come out until 2027-2028 probably.

One thing that annoyed me at first but I've come around is that the other people (who are not infected) don't seem to give a shit to what's happening, maybe the non English speakers are more interesting idk...

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>>218151681
Talking about Resident Evil, why do you guys think they chose a 7/10 guy to model Leon Kennedy after?

>>218151806
Erzähl mal

>>218151806
2026 off to a great start with our dear Gutaussehendanon (you will soon level up from Kwabian) getting pussy soon!

>>218151806
Well, give some infos, any new dates? or just the talking going well after that first date?

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>>218151681
No but you should watch The Hidden.
I was thinking of preparing a little chart of lesser known gems for you to watch.

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>>218151651
Generally bad. I do feel like my attention improves somewhat and that I can focus better, however, my motivation completely tanks and I feel more depressed than usual and if you factor in some of the side effects the balance is clearly negative. I'm also on a high dose already, so I think I've reached the limit of what the drug can achieve.

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>>218151806
Hey, what's going on did you go on a second date? I'm rooting for you fren, this seems promising I think.

>>218152092
You are not /med/ lil bro

>>218151806
What kind of brown are we talking ?
Latina ?
Nafri ?
Jeeta ?
Mystery meat ?

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>>218151856
>the main character is very a good actress imo
yeah, she was great in bcs but she shines even more in pluribus
>I kind of regret watching it so fast because now I'm fiending for the second season which wont come out until 2027-2028 probably.
it's the kind of impossible to not binge this kind of show, but the wait is gonna be excruciating for sure
>the other people (who are not infected) don't seem to give a shit to what's happening
i think we all know at least one person who would act like diabates (the harem guy)
from their perspective, what can they do? manny is the only one who has a clue
with that helplessness it's very easy to fall for the hive's carefully tailored illusion

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>>218151934
>>218151974
>>218151960
>>218152094
>>218152119
it's the Syrian sister of the girl I know through my friend's wife. She lives in Paris but wants to come here. We met four times or so already, she introduced me to family already, I think she wants to be with me for real. She's qt and smart. Just spent the afternoon together again. We'll meet again tomorrow. And I'll visit her in France and then I'll take her here
unless I fuck this up
but knowing myself, let's keep it at kwabian for now
I also keep spilling spaghetti all the time but she doesn't seem to care
I hope you're doing alright too? Since I'm always blogging here about my autistic romantic endeavours

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>>218151487
what did you expect as stereotype ?
picrel is a postal card from french era dipicting the people of algeria
what is your opinion on the depiction of the maltese type

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>>218152154
>I also keep spilling spaghetti all the time but she doesn't seem to care
You're in the goldilocks zone, don't even worry about it.
The courting process is doing well and she probably finds your autism cute. Just straight ahead captain, keep showing interest, stay flirty and tactile and that's it.

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>>218152093
yeah i felt that too, it makes you more "stable" by pushing you down, personally it turned me into a zombie so i had to quit, but i can see a more hyperactive type having a better time with it
have you tried anything else?

>>218152116
Yes, that's why it's racemixing.

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>>218152154
I wish you good luck with the Syrian qt

>>218152154
das klingt vielversprechend, ich nehme an, ihr hattet noch keinen Sex aber habt ihr euch wenigstens schon geküsst?

Halt uns bitte auf dem Laufendem, was weiter passiert

>>218152133
>i think we all know at least one person who would act like diabates (the harem guy)
>from their perspective, what can they do? manny is the only one who has a clue
>with that helplessness it's very easy to fall for the hive's carefully tailored illusion
>i think we all know at least one person who would act like diabates (the harem guy)
Not only one lol, eventually you yourself might get depressed enough to do something like that.

Yes, I understand the lady wanting to be with her kid and all the other people with their family but they seemed really unbothered and didn't want to even consider doing something, it's not like it matter where they live, maybe this will change on the second season.

One thing i didn't expect is that girl to join them, I thought she would be the scared girl who eventually becomes brave ect....

>>218152018
finna watch l'exorciste, don't think i even saw it ever, maybe parts?

>>218152154
absolutely no svffering
don't fumble this
by living in Paris she has high chances of having been Brune'd though or so i've heard

don't you feel worried meeting family without knowing her much? do you text a lot?
help us nigga

>>218152293
You guys are really rude to me on Nederdraad.
>>218152154
>We met four times or so already, she introduced me to family already, I think she wants to be with me for real. She's qt and smart. Just spent the afternoon together again. We'll meet again tomorrow. And I'll visit her in France and then I'll take her here
unless I fuck this up
Holy shit, that's sound great bro! I really hope it works out.
>unless I fuck this up
but knowing myself, let's keep it at kwabian for now
Don't think like that, something good is happening - embrace it :)

>>218152154
Did you have dinner with her family, If yes I'm interested in what they cooked for you?

>>218152451
L'Exorciste is kino, definitely worth a watch. Also the third one is shit but contains one of the best jumpscares ever, here it is:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zH8ynu0jRvY

>>218152253
>>218152343
thanks bros. It's weird, I've never had this before, never got beyond a second date and now we're just spending time together for the sake of it
>>218152396
danke Brudi
ja heute haben wir geküsst aber kein Sex
ich werde weiter hier erzählen, wenn es schief geht erzähl ich das auch
wie geht's dir?
>>218152451
>don't fumble this
eh, I might find a way, but I really hope not..
>by living in Paris she has high chances of having been Brune'd though or so i've heard
fuck off nigga
also she's from a bit outside Paris but yeah
>>218152451
>don't you feel worried meeting family without knowing her much?
I knew her sister and the sister's husband before, they kinda set this up. Her uncle too I briefly knew but since he came when we were together I guess it's a good sign
>do you text a lot?
not that much, since we meet almost daily now she's here
might be a problem when she's back since I'm a bad texter but I'll try to manage

>>218152292
Not officially hehe. Unofficially, l have tried concerta (methylphenidate) a few times and it kinda works. Though I can fall asleep right after taking it, so I have to be strategic about it.

>>218152505
>>218152552
thanks bro
yes I got some Syrian dishes before, but desu idk the name. I ate with them before without her too. Some meat stuff and veggies and rice, breddy gud

finna add a second post because it's spam otherwise o algo

>>218152648
War das dein erster Kuss, wenn so, wie fühlte er?

>>218152663
>l have tried concerta (methylphenidate) a few times and it kinda works
This is the only thing they sell here with a prescription but it's almost impossible to get.
Though of trying to get this shit after I stopped doing drugs but glad I didn't.
> Though I can fall asleep right after taking it,
Isn't it supposed to keep you awake? Seems like it's weak sauce.

>>218152571
Peculiar
checked the rating of this movie serie and the second has the worst and was made by a dude called boo-man or bored-man
peculiar2

>>218152648
No offense sis, but according to /med/, i fucked every brown girl in Paris

yeah i thought you had your first meeting very recently i was surprised you saw multiples times but make sense if she lives away
by meeting a lot you reduce risk to fumble by text but who knows
she's irreligious?

>>218152648
>It's weird, I've never had this before, never got beyond a second date and now we're just spending time together for the sake of it
Happy for you bro :)
>>218152700
Sounds nice, her introducing you to her family is a good sign.

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>>218152759
war mein erster Kuss mit einem Mädchen aber wir haben nicht richtig geküsst weil ich behindert bin
wir saßen eine Stunde lang oder so bei mir auf der Couch und ich hab mich nicht getraut sie zu küssen oder zu umarmen, am Ende bevor wir rausgegangen sind haben wir uns lange umarmt und dann hat sie mich auf die Wange geküsst und ich sie auch
ich weiß nicht ob das jetzt schon zählt aber es war trotzdem schön

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>>218152407
>I understand the lady wanting to be with her kid and all the other people with their family but they seemed really unbothered and didn't want to even consider doing something, it's not like it matter where they live, maybe this will change on the second season.
manusos confronting carol was a great foil to carol confronting the other anglophones, we saw how carol changed her mind about the hive, but i guess it's weird that the others weren't as traumatized, yeah
i wanna know what the fuck the 8yo girl is up to, the hive seems like the worst kind of parent lol
>One thing i didn't expect is that girl to join them, I thought she would be the scared girl who eventually becomes brave ect....
if you remember in the second episode she was the most open to the hive
her conversion scene was creepy, especially when they all stopped singing as soon as she started the process
also, poor goat lol
it really put the hive's goal into perspective, it destroys everything it touches

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>>218152784
insane how there's literally a type of medication that makes us functional members of society and they do not fucking want us to touch it

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>>218152836
Here are a few picks. The main criteria for inclusion was that it has to be FUN! You probably watched some but on the off chance there's one that looks to your taste.

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>>218152836
>by meeting a lot you reduce risk to fumble by text but who knows
I hope so
>she's irreligious?
she's christian
>>218152896
thank you

>>218152984
smellissimo

>>218153079
how brown are we talking?

>>218153122
not at all actually
but I'll let it pass this time

>>218153090
ackshually 3 of them aren't fun but actually kinda depressing but really good so it's kinda like roulette russe

>>218152984
what the fuck, wasn't ready for the movie to start with allah akbar

>>218153157
kek, it was just exotic and cool at the time.

>>218153142
Fuck, she's perfect.
Brown women sex but i want my kids to be whiter not darker

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>>218152939
>carol is gay.png
kek

I really appreciated that they didn't shove her sexuality in our faces and make it some brave thing that she is lesbian, it took me a while to even realize that it was her wife.
>i wanna know what the fuck the 8yo girl is up to, the hive seems like the worst kind of parent lol
Yeah that would be interesting, wonder if her parents died or just became the borg and how she is dealing with that.
>if you remember in the second episode she was the most open to the hive
Yes that's why I'm saying it was a perfect opportunity for character growth, at first she seems scared but then she becomes one of the braves - type of arc.
>>218152982
I'm functioning pretty well, I wanted it at the time because it was the closest thing to speed I could get legally but I was in a fugue state and experiencing withdrawals, I'm glad I didn't, I've never taken prescription drugs and I don't have a good opinion of them because of people in my life who have suffered from taking them.

>>218152934
Ich denke, das ist einer der Vorteile von ausländischen Mädchen: die Unbeholfenheit, die eine deutsche Mädel zu Recht als Folge von Unerfahrenheit interpretiert hätte, wurde von deinen syrischen Freundin vielleicht als typisch deutsch oder was angesehen lol

Bin sehr zufrieden für dich, du verdienst es, aber ich bin auch ein bisschen neidisch ehrlich gesagt

>>218153289
danke Brudi
sie weiß dass ich unerfahren bin, ich hab es ihr gesagt
>bisschen neidisch
verstehe ich
ich wünsche dir das auch (wenn es bei mir klappt)

Not many brown qt's in my country. I don't include Turkish gals because we don't intermix. There are some Indian chicks that study here and that's it. Funny enough one of the worst people I've ever hung out with was an Indian girl from the UK, I've never met such a person in my life, it was actually so bad it was funny.

>>218152984
perfect blue sounds kino

>>218153418
bad how?

>>218153191
When I posted that I did not see the archaeology stuff, makes more sense but did not except such an exotic start either

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>>218153477
Super spoiled, narcissistic, self entitled/centered, VERY very rude to waiters/bartenders and almost everyone (except me), only talked about how much money her parents have and where she's been, I honestly though someone was pranking me, seemed like I was in a comedy movie and someone goes on a bad date and you think to yourself (nobody acts like that IRL).

>>218153636
Brahmin moment

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>>218153245
>I'm glad I didn't, I've never taken prescription drugs and I don't have a good opinion of them because of people in my life who have suffered from taking them.
some of us could really use it but it's definitely a hit or miss, i'm sorry you had to deal with those people though
>I really appreciated that they didn't shove her sexuality in our faces and make it some brave thing that she is lesbian, it took me a while to even realize that it was her wife.
i mean... they literally hold hands in the taxi, it wasn't that subtle, but it is refreshing to see it treated like a normal relationship, carol is grieving throughout the first season
i'm sure the conversion therapy thing will come up again, it does help explain why she was so afraid of the hive
>Yes that's why I'm saying it was a perfect opportunity for character growth, at first she seems scared but then she becomes one of the braves - type of arc.
they're saving that for the indian mother (god no)

>>218152189
>what did you expect as stereotype ?
I don't know.
>what is your opinion on the depiction of the maltese type
We're not that ugly.

>>218153636
>brown karin is real
it seems that you are too poor to know this kind of person exists HOHOHOHOOOOOO
'sic very much related
https://youtu.be/vBPb9mBYjBY?list=RDvBPb9mBYjBY
albeit she isnt a bitch unlike how this chick seems
also if she was actually rich , why tf would you go to bulgaria (no offense) dont rich kids go to those hogwarts-like schools in britain or go to switzerland or someshit ?

>>218153660
I'm not really versed on the cast system, was that the high cast?
>>218153701
For a while she coming at a club I was working at, I knew some people that knew her, we were talking about food one time and I mentioned I've never had Indian food and she was like "Omg how is that possible, Indian food is the best ect" so next week we went out the only Indian place here at the time. Immediately she was pissed off that the waiters and most of the cooks weren't Indian and started criticizing that the food wasn't made properly - was very rude to the waiters and didn't want me to leave them a tip LOL. Then I knew I was fucked, we went to a bar I frequent/work at and she was shitty to everyone (staff was my friends and people I know). Was a total disaster.

>>218154035
what a dumb bitch

>>218154035
It's the high cast yeah, more likely to have money and more arrogant
Could be anyone though
Should have fixed her with big Bulgarian cock

>>218153810
>We're not that ugly.
the chart shows literally me ( le negre ) that means that its accurate af
embrace the grandma phenotype maltanon theres no shame in that
>>218154035
>Immediately she was pissed off that the waiters and most of the cooks weren't Indian
LOL
understandable thoughbeit , not enough to sperg out neverthebeitless
>>218154207
>Should have fixed her with big Bulgarian cock
doujin type story
>arrogant bitch gets turned into well behaved bitch by BBC (Big Bulgarian Cuddles)

>>218153740
>some of us could really use it but it's definitely a hit or miss, i'm sorry you had to deal with those people though
I'm more comfortable with people getting stimulants because the withdrawals are no so severe and you bounce back rather fast, I was talking mainly about SSRI's and benzos to be exact.
I didn't have to deal with anyway, I just had a thought about going to the doctor and asking for it but didn't do it which was a good decision because now I'm doing great.
>i mean... they literally hold hands in the taxi, it wasn't that subtle
That could have been a friend idk, women do that stuff but yes it was treated like a normal relationship which I appreciate.
>i'm sure the conversion therapy thing will come up again, it does help explain why she was so afraid of the hive
I think that was the only thing which made me thin "That was shoved by Apple execs" although I do understand it from a gay perspective that those camps must've been hell so yeaeh whatever.
>they're saving that for the indian mother (god no)
You think? That would be interesting.
>>218153883
I'm not poor and also I've been with rich girls and hung around rich people, this was beyond anything I've ever experienced, even if she wasn't rich she was just an awful person, I don't even know how she has friends.
>why tf would you go to bulgaria (no offense) dont rich kids go to those hogwarts-like schools in britain or go to switzerland or someshit ?
She was here visiting some friends for the summer.
>>218154207
>Should have fixed her with big Bulgarian cock
I just couldn't bro, she was interested in me but it was just painful to hang out with her, she was hot though so it's a shame.

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>>218154312
>understandable thoughbeit , not enough to sperg out neverthebeitless
I think she would have sperged out no matter what.
To be fair I've met other Indian girls and they were nothing like that, they were rather shy and sweet actually. This chick was special, not sure if her being from the UK had anything to do with it.

She didn't deserve the dick lol, I remember seeing the staff from the bar after that and they were all - WTF was that all about? Who was that chick?

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>>218154500
I'm so sorry. 6th january is the day of the three kangz here so I took monday off and only have to wage from wednesday again.

>>218154320
>I'm not poor and also I've been with rich girls and hung around rich people
it was a joke in the spirit of what karin (what i refferenced) would do , not an attack against you lol
nothing wrong with being a poorfag tho
>I just couldn't bro, she was interested in me but it was just painful to hang out with her, she was hot though so it's a shame
think with your penis not your head as wise men would say

>>218154557
>>218154575
And it's still cold and snowy outside REEEE

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>>218154551
pic rel is what she was thinking btw
jai hind

>>218154575
>it was a joke in the spirit of what karin (what i refferenced) would do , not an attack against you lol
>nothing wrong with being a poorfag tho
Yeah no worries, I'm just saying that even rich people I know don't act that way - not even close.
>think with your penis not your head as wise men would say
Nah, I didn't want to deal with her. I wish she was more chill, it would have been nice.

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>>218154611
count your blessings nigga
i really miss snow
>>218154551
>WTF was that all about? Who was that chick?
picrel

>get into situationship
>instantly become fat
foids are the ultimate gains goblin fr

>>218154814
the fat is for the baby

>>218154837
i love fat bitches, what i mean is that i got fat also

>>218154852
opposite for me desu
I struggle to hit my food and protein intake since I see the Syrian girl
because I don't want to eat like a pig before her which I need to do

>>218154814
Long time no see Greekette, you reverted back to lesbian?

>>218154852
https://youtu.be/pqBcDYMNOj8

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>>218154684
LOL, that reminds of Chairman Mao story. He famously had rotten terrible teeth and his dentist told him - You have to brush your teeth otherwise they would fall out to which Mao responded - "Does a tiger brush his teeth?"

>>218154928
Total Lesbian Death

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>>218154814
>>218154852
Depends on where the fat is going and how it is distributed.

>>218154988
>Does a tiger brush his teeth
i kneel
>>218155025
total lesbo love

>>218154908
Soon you will burn calories dw
So you're a strong nigga?
Need myself some muscles for a qt gf Ig

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>>218154988

Oops sorry this>>218154719
was for you>>218154588

>>218154908
eating food is the easiest thing to do

>>218154928
yeah ig i need to take more shrooms after all

>>218154954
he's literally me

>>218155041
of course
wide hips, thick thighs, big tits and lovehandles are pure SEXOOO

>>218155084
Hello Greekette

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>>218155084
>yeah ig i need to take more shrooms after all
All this time and you had the solution to those conversion therapy camps, just shrooom

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>>218155084
>of course
>wide hips, thick thighs, big tits and lovehandles are pure SEXOOO
Based filaraki, patrida <3

>>218155115
hello fren

>>218155174
the nwo wants them to be illegal for a reason...
i've also tried lsd but it was kinda mid and it didn't work the same

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>>218155061
not strong like andalussy or magyaranon but I'm not dyel anymore I'd say
gym is nice and fun desu, been going for 2 months now and tried for 3500kcal and 150g protein per day, and daily creatine
already gained about 5kg

>>218152784
According to reddit pseudoscience, stimulants don't work the same on people with ADHD as on non-neurodivergent people. If you have ADHD they are supposed to calm you down, which is my experience (nothing puts me to sleep better than half a litre of coffee). It's not as extreme with concerta, and in fact it sometimes keeps me awake until later at night, but if I dare to lay down for a bit any time within the 1st hour or so after taking it, I will quickly fall asleep like a baby.

>>218152982
When I tell my psych that atomoxetine is trash in my next appointment, they will probably prescribe something else, inshallah. That is what I'm hoping for at least...

>>218153245
>I've never taken prescription drugs and I don't have a good opinion of them because of people in my life who have suffered from taking them
I've never done any drugs other than smoking weed literally two times, so maybe I am delusional, but I don't think I would easily get addicted. People get addicted to prescription meds because they trust their doctor (I think 90% of doctors are subhumans and I am always skeptical of their bullshit) and because they think medicine is any different from what is colloquially known as drugs (the difference is artificial and political, it has nothing to do with the actual substance in question). Because doctors rarely do their due diligence and properly explain the risks of taking x med, it is the belief of many people that the shit they take cannot possibly be bad and they put themselves in situations that lead to abuse.

>>218155287
>they will probably prescribe something else
if you're thinking about ritalin, if the system is anything like italy's it won't be easy, expect resistance

>>218155084
>he's literally me
do you fap in front of people to make points ?
>>218155074
yeah i saw that lmao

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>>218155431
es klingt so fein radibimm, bumm, bamm
in majorem deiii gloooriam

>>218155287
>According to reddit pseudoscience, stimulants don't work the same on people with ADHD as on non-neurodivergent people
I think those are misdiagnosed conditions, I'm not really sure ADHD is what they say it is, also the "neurodivergent poeple" are mostly self diagnosed because it sounds like you are different and special.
> It's not as extreme with concerta, and in fact it sometimes keeps me awake until later at night, but if I dare to lay down for a bit any time within the 1st hour or so after taking it, I will quickly fall asleep like a baby.
That sounds nice, glad it's helping you and it doesn't have a speed effect.
>so maybe I am delusional, but I don't think I would easily get addicted.
Yeah you shouldn't think like that, that's what I though at the beginning and then years later I was buying in bulk lol.
>People get addicted to prescription meds because they trust their doctor (I think 90% of doctors are subhumans and I am always skeptical of their bullshit) and because they think medicine is any different from what is colloquially known as drugs (the difference is artificial and political, it has nothing to do with the actual substance in question). Because doctors rarely do their due diligence and properly explain the risks of taking x med, it is the belief of many people that the shit they take cannot possibly be bad and they put themselves in situations that lead to abuse.
Yeah this is correct, also they give it out like candy to people who don't need it which makes patients think that it's normal to get on SSRI's if you are slightly depressed - it's a vicious cycle. I have read many many many studies and the truth is they don't actually know exactly how SSRI's work, also the safety trials of benzos and SSRI's are one of the biggest scam ever to be produced from pharma companies - think of Pardue family with oxycontin, same shit.

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>>218155431
Can someone translate on your picrel?

>>218155516
Let me rephrase that, I think they are over prescribed and even given to people who don't actually need it. It's not normal for the most common side effects to be suicidal thoughts and thoughts of violence - it's the opposite of what you are trying to achieve.

>>218155547
m very rusty , ill check gogol translate after this post
we must all be so , we are sages ! i am with all !
the idk tm
pls stop it

>>218155273
nice, what program are you running?

>>218155407
can happen sometimes

>>218155547
i was so wrong lmao
>
You all have to be the way I say! I know everything!
The truth TM
Please stop.

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>>218155516
>I think those are misdiagnosed conditions, I'm not really sure ADHD is what they say it is, also the "neurodivergent poeple" are mostly self diagnosed because it sounds like you are different and special.
most neurodivergent people would happily take a cure for what makes them "special"
i know the rest is about benzos, but adhd isn't made up, we want to live normal lives, we're just trying to get by anon

>>218155695
Look I don't want to undermine what people are going through but I think a lot of the symptoms can me reduced by different approach than those drugs, I don't think 7-8 year old kids should be put on ritalin, this is insane imo. Speed is an insane drug ( I should know ) I can't even imagine being 10 and and riding those speed highs.

>>218153660
I think that behaviour is more likely to come from a Dalit person than a higher caste one, especially the constant bragging. You know, like how new rich people buy the flashiest car they can get their hands on, while old money people will just buy a lowkey black Mercedes (that probably costs just as much but does not look like it). Because she is Dalit, she feels the constant need to prove that she is worth it and not like the rest of the untouchables because she has money and has travelled around. The entitlement is just normal richfag behaviour.

>>218155394
Not ritalin, but concerta. I won't ask for anything though, just tell them what I am currently on is useless. Regardless, the system here is a lot more relaxed; unrelated, but half of the country has a benzo prescription. It's quite retarded.

>>218155516
>I think those are misdiagnosed conditions, I'm not really sure ADHD is what they say it is, also the "neurodivergent poeple" are mostly self diagnosed because it sounds like you are different and special.
There is definitely a type of person that takes pride in weakness (the disastrous effects of judeo-christian morality, etc), but people with actual conditions don't go around publicising their "mental illness" for no reason. Regardless, my claim has some validity, at least intuitively, since neurodivergence is caused by actual structural differences in the nervous system. It makes sense then, that certain chemicals cause slightly different effects compared to the general population.

>>218155902
>since neurodivergence is caused by actual structural differences in the nervous system. It makes sense then, that certain chemicals cause slightly different effects compared to the general population.
And that's where my disagreement with this kind of treatment comes from - I think those "differences" can be fixed by other means, that's just my opinion.

Also I think that taking something like that let's say for 10 years might have a negative effect that has to be fixed by some other medication - which is very often the case. "I take this which makes X so I have to take Y which has this effect so they prescribed me Z"

>>218155902
Not convinced frankly
I get what you mean, but a rich brahmin India will have pretty much slaves

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>>218155611
current dyel program leak

>>218155902
>Dalit
makes sense , a new rich is always amazed by his own wealth
though arent they supposed to still be poor and to look like aboriginals ? probably a sudra or vaisia

>>218156288
Kek at the German names
How old is the qt btw ? I guess young

>>218154312
I'm around too much old people already.

>>218155902
>>218156351
You guys know alot about Indians kek, I think she wasn't new money, I think she was born in a wealthy family, she had a typical british accent and I think she was 3rd-4 generation maybe, her parents we both doctors from what I remember, also she was quite pretty and very well put together - visually, meaning she had style but wasn't flashy or kitchy but I presume her clothes were high quality and from good brands, she smelled quite nice as well lol

>>218155805
>>218156079
The poison is in the dose. If you eat a whole nutmeg nut you will start seeing shadow entities, but if you just add a dash of it to your food, you get a nice flavour out of it.
Also, you are looking at the problem from the wrong angle. People with genuine problems will find ways to cope with them and if the resources at their disposal are not sufficient, they will look for other ways. I understand where you come from and that you struggled with addiction, but that's exactly where things like untreated ADHD lead to. Many people end up taking speed or even meth because they are useless without it.
>Also I think that taking something like that let's say for 10 years might have a negative effect that has to be fixed by some other medication
Think about it this way: would you rather die in a traffic accident next week, or have a heart attack/take some other meds 30 years from now? Get an education and build a stable life (or whatever you want in life) at the cost of some health issues later on/a shorter lifespan or become homeless? Sure, these are exaggerations, but my point stands: you get a better life at a "minor" cost. I agree that overprescription is a huge issue and lifestyle changes should always be the very first option, but for some people it can truly be life changing.

>>218156092
She was from the UK, thoughbeit. She would not have access to slaves either way.

>>218156382
no, she's 3 years older than me
but it's ok for me, she's small and I look older anyway

>>218156478
Blud, we had Indians coming at a previous workplace
Mf had the "slaves" around

>>218156393
ki tq3od ktir m3a la3jouz , mokhek ywelli ki l djouz
nafri wisdom (i just made that up)
>>218156465
the question that will tell us what she was
what was the color of her skin ie how brown was she

I'm ROCKED by the exorcist

>>218156509
whaaaat lmaoooo no way
was it like the lightskin indian and his clique of brownoids ?

>>218156583
If you something with the elderly, your mind gives up something?

I'm bad at maths, especially algebra.

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>>218156465
>she had a typical british accent
Kind of posh rather as they say.
>>218156478
Yes you have a point, I would also like to say I'm more talking about SSRI's and Benzos but I am also opposed to giving ritalin to kids - there must be another way.
> I understand where you come from and that you struggled with addiction
I wasn't struggling at all, I loved it lol. I stopped because I fucked up a relationship.
>but for some people it can truly be life changing.
yes perhaps you are right, you made some good points, I do think though that should be the last resort.
>>218156583
...checking pictures of Indian girls...loading

Like picrel kind of, maybe a small dash more tan but barely, not the real dark ones.

>>218156606
arr looked same to me fr
ok, bit lighter probably
basically treating them very badly

>>218156680
when you stay a lot with the elderly , your mind becomes like a walnut
remember , 7 and kh = Ħ , 3 and gh = GĦ
>>218156709
pure brahmin stock
case closed

your brain , more accurately
mokh = brain

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Took a nap after gooning, man, I feel better. Was feeling like absolute crap and couldn't sleep at night 'cause of retard brother.
>>218149669
My dad used to tell me cigars were for absolute chads (in argentinian terms) or very macho people, they're very hard on the throat, but his nonno from his stepmom's side used to smoke 'em. Dude legit looked like an italian mafioso according to him.
Vapers feel incredible in my opinion. It's like all the good of a cigarette without the awful taste afterwards, but it depends on the vape.
>>218149704
You don't really notice the smell when *you're* the one smoking, ironically, kek.
>ritalin? fuck off junkie
I guess the side effects are too big to risk giving anyone meth or cocaine-lookalike medicaments. I personally want to try it to see if I'd improve on my general functioning, my memory is trash, like a poster said in this thread...
>wouldn't recommend it but maybe it's because i'm inattentive
I guess I'm glad I didn't try it, man, I feel like I'm hopeless with this condition lol. Autism is taken seriously (SOMETIMES) but ADHD is treated like a joke.
>j-jeez, are you sure you're okay? physically
Hahahaha...
NO I AM noT OKAY AND I DON'T THINK I CAN BE HAPPY WITHOUT THE USE OF HEAVY NARCOTICS but I make the best with what I have. It's a cruel world and some anesthesia doesn't hurt every now and then. <3
Don't abuse antipsychotics though. For people who are more sensitive to side effects it can be a literal fucking nightmare when the effects hit at full strength or wear off.
>would never approach you in real life, if that makes you feel safer
Nah, I wish they'd approach me in real life and said it, I want people to say this kind of shit in my face so that I can punch them in the liver or tell them "Well, I'm sorry you're a sad cuck who can't be happy with anything".
>internalized ableism there
I feel it's more like "Oh God I don't have to pretend to be normal with this person", personally.

>>218156837
Reminder that my brain is a crater.

>>218156837
>pure brahmin stock
>case closed
I'm learning new things.
>>218156910
Problems with cigars is that they smell awful (to me), I remember when I was a kid and someone would light one in restaurant - totally ruins the vibe.

>>218156910
>they're very hard on the throat
ayoooooo
>>218156800
topkek , youd think that by coming to france theyd jump on the opportunity and gtfo
>>218156963
walnut* its coz you stay a lot with the elderly

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>>218151603
Wait... Was THAT the medication you mentioned yesterday- Oooh.
I just read "Strassera" and quickly looked what monodrug is in it, and internally said "Huh... I feel like I know that one, but... Do I...", do excuse me brother.
I thought you mentioned an SNRI antidepressive... I'd rather say "I don't know this" than lie and say "Hell yeah I'm an expert on this". I don't want to be defensive but dude, I do have severe dissociative symptoms from being stressed to the extreme. It's lowkey -something- feeling like you can't remember half of your life.
>>218151806
I'll be praying to God that you manage to find a cute brown gf patootie and spend your afternoons eating pie and watching anime.
>>218151904
Finally someone's asking the right questions.

>>218157022
Tell me about Algerian women and your cuisine? What is some dishes that are local than you like to eat?

Kosovo's take on recent events:
>Kosovo understands the impact of American resolve—our liberation is proof of that. At a time when the United States is confronting tyranny in Venezuela, we must all strengthen this position, because the transatlantic community is strongest when united behind American leadership and shared values. When America leads, we stand proudly together—because our collective freedom depends on it.
Wish I was loved like Kosovo loves Amerikkka

>>218157138
If Dua Lipa is from there, they must have some cuties hidden somewhere.

>>218156910
Problem with stimulants and memory is that they affect dopamine which is connected to memory, stimulants really jack that up - if you pair them with porn or a sex addiction it becomes really apparent, also if you smoke weed (to fall asleep after a day of clenching teeth). It affects memory in terms of - forgetting names and tittle of movies and peripheral shit, might affect short term memory and you might be struggling to think of the a word while speaking - that is if you really step on the gas.

I fucking DESPISE the smoke produced by tobacco and smokers NEED to be roped. But tobacco leaf scent is almost enchanting. Really makes you think...

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>>218154035
I tend to find it infuriating that due to these kind of bitches I get the nagging of men saying "gwuuu you're all rude!". Like dude, it is annoying that a racial restaurant doesn't have people from your actual country cooking, but come on. It's just a restaurant. If I went to an argie restaurant and the food wasn't authentic, but at least was good, I'd be beaming.
People being rude to people who are working are like an ultra mega super turbo red flag for me. If you can't be respectful to the people who work for YOU, what can I expect for me???
>>218154312
>doujin type story
Aaah, Ojou-samas... They sound so charismatic and loveable in fiction, but so punchable in reality. I'd rather have a poor girl like Mako Mankanshoku who's a retard and values spending time with her (lesbian) bestie over money.
>>218154852
Tummy = SEXO
Also nice to see you Greekette! I think this is the first time I get to speak directly to you.

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>>218157433
As I said this was a special specimen.
>People being rude to people who are working are like an ultra mega super turbo red flag for me. If you can't be respectful to the people who work for YOU, what can I expect for me???
Exactly, it literally give me the "ICK' as they say, I hate people being rude to staff for no reason, she was also rude to the bartenders later and especially the girls. It's like she saw em as less then her, it was kind of disturbing.

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>>218155805
Honestly I think it's insane giving kids fókin ritalin. I always tend to look at adult ADHD and kids' ADHD as two different conditions. A lot of normal kids are getting overdiagnosed and OVERMEDICATED for things that are... Normal???? Like dude, kids can't focus for 6-8 hours straight on boring shit, that's just human...
The issue is when you're already an adult and can't focus to fold laundry, go to job, study, or do things you should've been able to develop during your teenage years.
>>218155902
>neurodivergence is caused by actual structural differences in the nervous system. It makes sense then, that certain chemicals cause slightly different effects compared to the general population.
That's what the reddit neuroscience says, thovgh. Autism and ADHD pypo have different brain structure and process hormones and neurotransmitter chemicals differently than the average person. I literally saw everywhere in the internet that aripiprazole was a drug that ruined people's lives but meanwhile for me it kinda stabilized my ADHD, but not much.
>>218156465
I once went to an indian restaurant in Buenos Aires Capital, and... I lowkey liked the bartender's accent? It was nice and kind of fluttery. Not too strong. Just subtle and kind of sultry.

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Had so much fun watching this flick. My boy Kyle bringing the kino, yet again

>>218157022
A crater, or a sieve.

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>>218157138
its funny coz its a muslim cunt , but a muslim cunt that owes its entire existence to the us of a
>>218157110
>Algerian women
i do not possess expertise in this field
>cuisine
very good , one of the best in teh world according to this site that i never heard about before seeing that image
i dont think bulgarians can buy couscous or get the tools to make it so ill give you something ez thatll warm you up in winter to make you just need a hot iron plate
https://bakinghermann.com/mhajeb-algerian-stuffed-flatbreads/
https://youtube.com/shorts/riMb88iiojA?si=uYAKQ1hF1qEJ4Fmh
ps : if you dont find hrissa , just put whatever hot sauce is on your hands , and you can make your own ras el hanout , everyone does it differently just mix up all the spices you think are kino

you can also add minced peppers to the cooking onions if you like it a bit extra hot

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>>218157017
I kinda like the smell of cigars, smells woody and deep and it looks fucking kino when the smoke goes out. It's more a thing of vibes vs how uncomfortable it is.
I must admit though I don't really get the vibe of dark, bitter, unsweetened, no milk coffee. I mean like... It's fine, but I'd rather drink a tea for the flavor than raw coffee.
>>218157402
If I were on any kind of meth or methylphenidate-looking med I'd definitely wouldn't fuck around with it. I'm a responsable junkie, I know how far you can abuse a med until it starts doing damage. And even then, it's still dangerous, and I try to avoid it.
Serotonin syndrome is a thing, dopaminergic overdose or drops are dangerous as shit, and vomiting your guts out 'cause of low blood pressure ain't fun.
th... the issue is i already um... go through this thovgh.
>you might be struggling to think of the a word while speaking
i... i sometimes have to google words in spanish because i only remember them in english... ;_;
>>218157558
ARFF ARFA BOAORK BORK BARK B ARK WOOF BARK BORK
>especially the girls
Agárrenme que le saco las clinas a la india de mierda ésa, hija de puta, you DON'T mess with the goddamn female staff. Aside from the fact they're usually underpaid and get to work more, they usually are sweet and cute and- We got a saying here.
Don't go spitting in the hand of who's feeding you. ABSOLUTE RICH PIPO DEATH.

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>>218157730
Peppers and onions are so fucking good together, we don't deserve that shit fr. When I made my... "attempt" at goulash (that wasn't really goulash) I used red bell peppers, onions, a lot of paprika and some slightly spicy peppers. Shit was fucking bombastic.
Food is specially better when you're cooking while dancing though, that's an universal trvke.
https://youtu.be/mHD7ejJk0jM

>>218147365
SImpsons used to have so much soul

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>>218157665
>i dont think bulgarians can buy couscous or get the tools to make it
top kek
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oIAMxQ1KLiI

Bro what do you think Bulgaria is :D Of course we have couscous, I remember in kinderganden that was one of the breakfasts dishes. I have bought hrissa in the past it was very good, I used it to marinate some meats as well as in dishees.

Thanks for the links and the recs, might try to make something Algerian in the coming weeks.

>>218157850
>goulash
really one of those dishes that sound really exotic until you realize youve been eating this your whole life minus one or two ingredients
while cooking i listen to either metal or calm ost's/classical music
no inbetween
check this homie
https://youtu.be/eLTYpGFLN40?list=RDeLTYpGFLN40
very good manga btw m almost gonna finish it

>>218158085
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oIAMxQ1KLiI
i feel like that applies much more to my cunt than yours
>>Bro what do you think Bulgaria
it wasnt aimed at bulgaria i wasnt saying that bulgaria is so poor that they dont have couscous , i was just saying that nafrican cuisine may be irrelevant enough outside of nafrica and france and maybe spain that a country as bulgaria might not have heard enough of it as to get an incentive to get it
but pls tell me you dont boil it like the french do

>>218157582
>That's what the reddit neuroscience says, thovgh.
Yes, I know. I was expanding on what I said earlier.

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>>218158116
Right?! The closest thing my mom every now and then makes is a guiso with lentils, tomato sauce, meat, spices, and veggies like peppers, onions...
The missing things are the paprika and the csipetke. Those two elevated the meal bombastically.
>metal or calm ost's/classical music
I range from nine inch nails to dua lipa to debussy to kyaru pamyu pamyu and then to stuff like asspera and siivagunner rips. I feel like doctors should diagnose you based on your special interests kek.
>Claymore
Huh, the art almost reminds me of Persona a little bit. 2000s anime were something else, like Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood. Holy shit they were iconic.
I wanna watch Sousou no Frieren cause I love high fantasy settings, and Frieren is just plain out adorable. Also that flute-sounding instrument in the background of Claymore's ending is fucking kino.
If you like lesbians and amazing music you should watch Revolutionary Girl Utena, even the movie has str8 fire bangers.
https://youtu.be/U_Jo1zXWSh8

>>218157582
>Like dude, kids can't focus for 6-8 hours straight on boring shit, that's just human...
Exactly, I would definitely been put on that if they gave it here, but things are very strict in BG in terms of those drugs and diagnoses.
>I once went to an indian restaurant in Buenos Aires Capital, and... I lowkey liked the bartender's accent? It was nice and kind of fluttery. Not too strong. Just subtle and kind of sultry.
I find it funny especially on girls lol.
>>218157772
It's very dangerous to fuck with your serotonin levels, I don't think it's a coincidence that a lot of school shooters in america are always on some type of SSRI, I think one of the side effects along with suicidal thoughts it's unexplained violence or something like that.
>ou DON'T mess with the goddamn female staff
yeah I felt embarrassed because I knew them also, I shouldn't have brought here there but she said she likes that bar.
>>218158204
>it wasnt aimed at bulgaria i wasnt saying that bulgaria is so poor that they dont have couscous
yeah no worries,
>but pls tell me you dont boil it like the french do
That's exactly what we do LOL. Some people boil it and have it as a sweet/savory thing for breakfast with honey and feta type cheese, that's what my Greek grandma does as well as with another wheat based grain that I can't remember now but it's a a bit smaller that couscous.

https://youtu.be/82xewz8CX2I?list=RD82xewz8CX2I
niii ne sme veche raya pokorna
>>218158561
>yeah no worries
im sorry if it came out that way bro i realized i may have sounded like the indian bitch lmao
>That's exactly what we do
the correct ritual is to steam it , and if you wanna be xxxtra native you have to steam the vegetables and the meat too
>sweet/savory thing for breakfast with honey
we do that here too , my favourite type of sweet couscous is couscous with dried grapes and fermented milk or buttermilk
though i dont think anyone does eat it with cheese but maybe i am ignorant on this
>>218158528
>diagnose
diagnosis : accute schizophrenia
>Sousou no Frieren
i watched it and i recommend it
its cute and has a good atmosphere , some kind of chill aura
>If you like lesbians
rofl
very kino song btw , maybe i will check it out sometimes

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>>218158225
I've always wondered why I'm so good at tolerating drugs and their side effects. I also have extremely good injury clotting genes, I feel like all the nerfs I got mentally I got as buffs physically. I even have some type of resistance to anesthesia somehow, and drug dosages that would've killed other adults have done nothing but put me to sleep somehow.
I'm like deadpool except I'm not as cool. But I'm just as gay.
>>218158561
I genuinely think I might never get medicated for my condition here in Argentina, unless I get to pay for a private neurologist. I might do it in the future, but I don't know where I'm gonna be in the future.
>I find it funny especially on girls lol.
Exaggerated accents are funny, always (like mine kek) but soft spoken indian accents are very nice on the ears. Most asian accents are really nice somehow.
>I don't think it's a coincidence that a lot of school shooters in america are always on some type of SSRI
A lot of SSRIs and SNRIs have a warning on them that they can raise suicidality somehow for some reason, at least I can say I've been suicidal since age 10. But yeah, doesn't help that gun access is so... Readily available in the US. It's dangerous medicating young people with any psych med. We're still in diapers as we'd say here in anything related to psychiatric care...
>she said she likes that bar
But she treated the staff like shit... Yikes.
Meanwhile I feel bad if I can't leave a tip to the waiters or the staff cause I'm poor as fuck.

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>>218158903
>im sorry if it came out that way bro i realized i may have sounded like the indian bitch lmao
Nah, don't worry about it, even if it was it's just banter.
>https://youtu.be/82xewz8CX2I?list=RD82xewz8CX2I
niii ne sme veche raya pokorna
LOL, didn't know that they put it over this track, the original track was getting played non stop at clubs when it came out 5-6 years ago.
>the correct ritual is to steam it , and if you wanna be xxxtra native you have to steam the vegetables and the meat too
I see, might make it for my parents next time I visit them, I'm not much of a pasta guy desu, but I'm not opposed to eating it with a nice recipe, I haven't had it in years.
>though i dont think anyone does eat it with cheese but maybe i am ignorant on this
It's a big think here with any pasta even spaghetti, grandmas usually make it for their grandchildren, specifically white cow milk feta type cheese. It's kind of a poor meal, if you don't have honey some people put even sugar or maybe some kind of jam.

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>>218158903
>diagnosis : accute schizophrenia
If you mean by the NIN or SiIvaGunner rips, yeah, absolutely, I gotta pretend I'm not a real person just to deal with the fact I'm alive and have responsabilities.
>some kind of chill aura
I guess I could also figure out women do go through the same process as men of being hardheaded and being like "Wait... He liked me?". I wonder if I might've gone through that process and never realized I was actually liked by a guy irl. Probably not kek.
>maybe i will check it out sometimes
I don't want to spoil you my wigga but THE SONGS ARE SO GOOD, IT'S LITERALLY ONE OF THE PEAKEST SHOUJO ANIME EVER
MADOKA CAN SUCK MY KEK, UTENA IS WHERE THE REAL DOOMED YURI IS AT
https://youtu.be/t0dz7N2Qj6E

>>218158973
>at least I can say I've been suicidal since age 10
Sorry to hear that bro...
>A lot of SSRIs and SNRIs have a warning on them that they can raise suicidality somehow for some reason
There's a Serbian guy on /cum/ that's on 3/4 medications - antipsychotics and SNRI's maybe, he's really depressed and say he wants to khs all the time - kind of feel bad for him, not sure if those drugs are helping him or making things worse.

Here it's very difficult to get anything and I kind of think it's a good thing in a way because doctors can't abuse thee system or overprescribe but that's at the cost of some people suffering.
My aunt is in a psych ward in Greece because they gave her benzos and after that SSRI's just beecause she was feeling depressed after menopause, she was a normal person and now she has suicidal ideations. I hate her doctor so much it's unreal.

>>218159065
i wouldnt consider it to be pasta desu
its literally just grain
>if you don't have honey some people put even sugar
lmaooo we do that too
>>218159112
>you mean by the NIN or SiIvaGunner rips
no imeant my diagnosis based on my special interests
>I guess I could also figure out women do go through the same process as men of being hardheaded and being like "Wait... He liked me?". I wonder if I might've gone through that process and never realized I was actually liked by a guy irl.
i preffer to ignore anything that can make me physically cringe irl

i honestly really like cute majestic girly shit , but i cant freely watch it coz of societal pressure , i may be a little bit zesty inside
>>218159275
>My aunt is in a psych ward in Greece because they gave her benzos and after that SSRI's just beecause she was feeling depressed after menopause, she was a normal person and now she has suicidal ideations
i hope she gets well

>>218152154
I'm happy to hear this, the year has started well for sure!

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>>218159410
>i wouldnt consider it to be pasta desu
>its literally just grain
Yeah, I'm just saying they eat couscous and pasta the same way with the cheese and honey
>lmaooo we do that too
everyone reacts like that when I tell them but it's not that bad desu, it is very unhealthy - I was a fat kid until 14, grandma was a baker and worked in a wheat factory.
>i hope she gets well
Thanks, really missed her on Easter last year - we always do it at her house as a tradition, with the spit roasted lamb and all.

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>>218159275
I've told the story here sometimes, but watching someone nearly die on your eight-ninth birthday does leave a scar on your mind. Thankfully my brother's alive but... It felt like symbolically, he just died that day. He was never meant to have a normal life and that was the first tree in the forest that caught in the crossfire in my life.
>antipsychotics and SNRI's maybe, he's really depressed and say he wants to khs all the time
I wish I could lie if I said I've never had murderous thoughts aside of suicidal ones, but I don't know if they were made by the shitty situation and the abuse I faced through childhood and my teenage years. Some SSRIs are known to just be pieces of shit that do nothing for nobody, like sertraline, that one never worked for anybody I've met before.
It can't be a coincidence that so many people are stressed, sad and lonely, and giving them drugs instead of companionship, love and safety just makes things worse.
Benzos will never solve any problem. They're just a temporary treatment for some symptoms, like violence and insomnia. I abused benzos and overdosed countless times on 'em. They're shit. They feel amazing for a while but then reality hits back at you with full force when the relaxation wears off.
And... I sometimes wonder if I should visit other generals, but... I can barely tolerate the toxicity in some of 'em.

>>218159598
>everyone reacts like that when I tell them but it's not that bad desu
no its really good but its way too sweet for your teeth xD
its a critique i can do to the pastries of nafrica as well ,
like european pastries are balanced , theyre not too sweet and not too consistent
but our sweets bruh , they all drip with honey or whatever substitute they do for it or are coated with a massive coat of icing sugar or they could be a meal of their own lmao i guess that explains why we have so many diabetics
>grandma was a baker and worked in a wheat factory.
the combo wombo lol
>with the spit roasted lamb and all.
kino

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>>218159410
>no imeant my diagnosis based on my special interests
What are your special interests? I mean, nothing can be worse than... (((that))) one interest that brings us trouble in these areas whenever it's mentioned. And I'm a fan of it, imagine.
Or being a Hello Kitty fan as a woman, or an egirl.
>i preffer to ignore anything that can make me physically cringe irl
I've become one with the cringe, I consume the cringe, I produce the cringe, I eat it, I shit it, I AM cringe. I've become immune to cringe as long as it's not men or women becoming pathetic for a piece of dick/pussy.
>i cant freely watch it coz of societal pressure , i may be a little bit zesty inside
JOIN US BROTHER JOIN IN, JOIN IN, *grabs a monocle and starts swinging it* YOU SHALL START WATCHING FLIP FLAPPERS AND KILL LA KILL AND SAKURA CARDCAPTOR...
ONE OF US

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>>218159619
>I've told the story here sometimes, but watching someone nearly die on your eight-ninth birthday does leave a scar on your mind. Thankfully my brother's alive but... It felt like symbolically, he just died that day. He was never meant to have a normal life and that was the first tree in the forest that caught in the crossfire in my life.
Damn that must be rough, really sorry that happened to you fren :(
>Benzos will never solve any problem. They're just a temporary treatment for some symptoms, like violence and insomnia. I abused benzos and overdosed countless times on 'em. They're shit. They feel amazing for a while but then reality hits back at you with full force when the relaxation wears off.
The first and last time I took a xanax was when I first got on an airplane because I was scared but then it worked so well that I was thinking "I actually don't care if we crash right now" which scared me, I'd rather be scared than apathetic like that.
>And... I sometimes wonder if I should visit other generals, but... I can barely tolerate the toxicity in some of 'em.
This is by far the friendliest gen, /cum/ is alright, Nededraad is very rude to me every time. /brit/ is fun sometimes. /balk/ is too much, I visit once a week to say hi to the 3-4 normal people there.
>>218159730
Last week I made Tikvenik/ Bundevara - it's made with pumpkin and that's where most of thee sweetness comes from, put a little bit of honey and also walnuts as per the recipe - it's one of the few deserts I reeally enjoy because you can make it not very sweet and still be good.

>>218158973
>I even have some type of resistance to anesthesia somehow
I used to transform into an unhinged and violent gorilla when I woke up from anesthesia, or at least from certain types of anesthesia. When I was little that was one of the most scary things for me whenever I had to be put down, knowing that I would be filled with pure rage and lose all inhibition and self control the second I regained consciousness. Scary (and embarrassing) stuff.
>I've been suicidal since age 10
Somewhat relatable. I was not suicidal per se, but I had a profound and inalienable desire no cease existing, or rather to have never been born at all. Can't talk about it with a doctor though, because they will try to make you a zombie.
>>218159275
>she was feeling depressed after menopause, she was a normal person and now she has suicidal ideations. I hate her doctor so much it's unreal.
Psychiatrists are super evil and will fuck you up for no reason at all if you let them. She probably just needed some estrogen to get her good mood back. I hope she gets better.

>>218159966
>She probably just needed some estrogen to get her good mood back. I hope she gets better.
They put her on estrogen and that fixed it a bit but she was feeling down and went to her psychiatrist - it was all downhill from there. My mom went through the same thing but instead she started going to yoga and fitness classes and that totally fixed her mood and made her feel better.

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>>218157582
i'm not a doctor so i can't give an educated take on ritalin and kids, but i think most neurodivergent adults resent/regret not being diagnosed earlier
not knowing you have it is like walking with one leg all your life and being told that's normal while you fall behind everyone else
>>218155902
ritalin and concerta are both methylphenidate, that's what the doctors are worried about, good luck

>>218160079
>not knowing you have it
not knowing you're neurodivergent*

>>218159933
damn that looks good

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>>218159730
>our sweets bruh , they all drip with honey or whatever substitute they do for it or are coated with a massive coat of icing sugar
We have a lot of breaded sugary products here, cookies, sweet croissants, sweet bread, membrillo, dulce de batata... It's a common part of the average argie's diet to eat something sweet during breakfast or after lunch.
>>218159933
>really sorry that happened to you fren :(
It's okay, I'm just thankful I was strong enough to get through all of it. Life is hard, and... Sometimes I wish it had an "on and off" button, but I'm doing better. And I'm so thankful that I found someone who somehow loves me and genuinely doesn't wanna leave.
The worst part of having BPD and CPTSD is that imminent terror of abandonment or things taking a turn for the worse, no matter the context...
>I actually don't care if we crash right now
That's pretty much what happens with most benzos, you stop caring. And it's not good for survival for that to happen. They're meant to be last resources for an extremely stressful situation, or used as sleep aid. But they're fucked for the body.
I really hope your aunt gets better. It's hard but a lot of people manage to survive benzos. Including me.
I'd visit /cum/ but I imagine some of the members might be ex-members from /lat/ (now /csg/) and recognize me, and send me to hell. Or might hate me just 'cause I'm argentinian.
I... visit the swedish thread sometimes and... I quickly regretted it due to how often they talked about farts and poop.
>you can make it not very sweet and still be good
S e s s o

>>218160079
>ritalin and concerta are both methylphenidate
I know, but concerta is slow release, so the abuse potential is theoretically lower and so they are more likely to prescribe it. In fact, I know a few people that have a concerta prescription and none with a ritalin one.

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>>218159966
I've always wondered why some people legit turn into macacos when they wake up from anesthesia, or when it wears off. I've NEVER been put under full/general anesthesia, only local, and had to be given multiple doses for it to kick in.
...i once had a toenail removed and... the... the anesthesia had no effect. i felt. E V E R Y T H I N G. I didn't pass out from the pain because the adrenaline kept me going kek.
I'm a bit scared that I could turn that way under general anesthesia, but I mostly shiver when any anesthesia hits my body. Don't think it as embarassing, if anything, always be sure to tell doctors that. Ripping catheters is serious fucking shit.
>I had a profound and inalienable desire no cease existing
soy ese siempre fui ésa
I used to wish I was never born, but now I'm just like "Oh well, at least it isn't that bad. I mean it is but there's cats and beautiful things, and beautiful people to hang out until I die".
If it helps, it's an issue all of humanity has gone through, and you're not alone in this. I certainly can say talking with you, and the other anons in this thread is sometimes the best thing that goes on in my days.
>>218160079
I feel like the age where it *might* start to be appropiate to give meth or cocaine-similar products to minors might be 15 and up, giving anyone under 14 psych meds is insane unless it's REALLY REALLY REALLY necessary. Like my brother, which has schizophrenia and mental retardation.
I wish I was diagnosed sooner, if anything.
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>>218159933
Looks good. How do you prepare the pumpkin? Here we have something called "cabello de angel" (or "cidra" depending on the region) that is made from pumpkin and it's normally used as a filling in pastry like in pic related.

>>218160079
Perhaps, I've also read testimonies of the opposite, I did a big dive when this happened with my aunt and people who were put on ritalin as a kids are regretting their parents making that decision for them. Both things can be true, I think psychiatrists are not trained well enough to diagnose and also pharma incentives are not helping by pushing their shit on everyone and faking studies and trials (which they have done).

Here's usually what they do - let's say they have 1000 people on a safety trial, if someone quits the trial because they experience a terrible side effect they don't count that as a side effect, if someone has a side effect after the initial 2 months when the trial has ended they also don't count it, that's how they operate.
>>218160114
thanks bro
>>218160175
>but I'm doing better. And I'm so thankful that I found someone who somehow loves me and genuinely doesn't wanna leave.
That's sound awesome, good for you bro :)
>That's pretty much what happens with most benzos, you stop caring. And it's not good for survival for that to happen
Exactly! I've never felt like that ever, I think they call it PSSD or something.
>I really hope your aunt gets better. It's hard but a lot of people manage to survive benzos. Including me.
Thanks, I hope she does too, I think it's the combo of the benzos and SSRI's that fucked her up.
>Or might hate me just 'cause I'm argentinian.
Nah, /cum/ is cool, there's maybe 1-2 people that hate everything but that's most gens.