My favourite fantasy is being transformed into a woman and i can dress as a goth and i meet a guy and we start dating (in my fantasies my hormones and brain has changed so i'm into men) and my parents are kind of accepting but my dad is really weirded out by it but hopes that i'm a lesbian but then it's christmas and i ask if i can invite my partner over and my parents are like sure hoping to meet my gf but i bring my bf home and he's like 6'2 and taller than me dad and is really openly flirty with me and uses a bit too much innuendo at the table and my dad gets really fucking mad seeing us together and my parents let us stay in the spare bedroom and my bf fucks me and strangles me and forces me to call him daddy and my parents overhear us and the next day my dad looks completely broken when he sees me cuddling with my bf watching tv together and i'm leaning onto my bfs chest and he has his arms around meI'm a straight masculine male
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH MEWHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME WHY AM I TORTURING MYSELFINHALING ALL THESE MEMORIES LIKE A BREATH OF FIRE SENT FROM HELL