I should have chosen to go for her. To do the obviously wrong decision of pursuing a goal of making her my girlfriend.She would end up my girlfriend.I would be her first kiss. I would taken her virginity. She would see me as a God.I'd be her rock and everything.We would marry. She would birth our beautiful kids that we'd love more than life.She would be in love with me as a teenage girl even in our old years.We would live happily. Then one would pass away. Then the other couldn't go on and pass away in sla short time.I can't live this.I can not.She's 26 in half a year.She kissed. She fucked. She will never love me. I am just a creep and a freak for her. I can't.I can't.
>>218783822>Since I won’t be her first I don’t want to be anything at allWhy are you like this
>>218783822You are a creep and freak for EVERYBODY here, dude. Now go back to the front lines, you're making the foids here uncomfortable
just have sex
>>218783822Ok
>>218783822I never thought you were this mopey. You struck me as a pretty stoic guy.
>>218783822YOU HAVE TO GO BACK!!!!>>>/R9K/>>>/soc/
