i cannot physically bring myself to even smile while in public but at home i giggle like a little girl every 5 minutes looking at the same subtle joke or something o algo ive seen a billion time already happens iyc?
>>219668523I can make myself smile on command
>>219668523tftp
gachi muchi makes me brilliantly radiate with joy 24/7
The last time i laughed in public was when i was walking down a street while listening to the "Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas" audiobook in my earphones and the elevator scene was so hilarious i had to stop the book because i couldn't stop laughing
>>219668632i remember laughing uncontrollably while walking to get a kebab (23:00 so empty streets) at some polack in polack general comparing someones posts intellectual value to ”hello, which" with anime picture attached but its more funny with context
>>219668523No, I learned to pretend>>219668537Same. Sometimes I feel like I'm a alien pretending to be humanDeep inside I feel like I'm losing myself and that soon I'll break apart
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>>219668537How bro?>>219668697Stop being so melodramatic there is no fixed definite "You" to lose and people's psyche is in constant flux and gets shaped 24/7 by their experiences and memories even if they can't perceive it. You are whatever you are at any particular moment in time and any further attempts to define (You) are a complete waste of time.
I have manic fits over inane nonsense in private but in public I try to pretend to be Don Draper
>>219668678Oh yeah, i've also laughed at 4chan posts multiple times while randomly thinking about them outside. That's a classic topic
>>219668729squint and lift the corners of your mouth with your facial muscles then open your mouth and show off your front teeth. imagine winning the lottery if it helps
>>219668559this this is the universal truth
