I have very attractive female coworker She shows me signs of attention - she gifts me chocolate bars, chats with me deep till night, then we meet at the workplace, we joke Every friday we go at the bar, she's sitting tight to me everytime Clearly she wants to have sex. How pity that she chose 23yo virgin who is too chickenshit to try. I just can't imagine someone wanting my body. Can't imagine someone with body as mine having sex that would be enjoyable. I just think she seen a lot of guys who had good bodybuild and automatically assumes everyone do so when she'll see mine skinnyfat build i think she'll throw up and cry.
She's 20 and i think it's obvious she had a load of partners For my 22 years all I learned about relationships is that if you act like you dont give a fuck about foid, she will become interested in you and that works That's it. I don't know how to initiate. Foid almost literally says "SEX IS HERE YOU FUCKING INCELNIGGER" but I just don't know how to act. I think she just chose me as a friend with a dick who never tries to paw her and its just funny to interact with me.
>>219775105>>219775156Nice blog, but who cares? Not me. Thread hidden
>>219775236i just need to vent and i'm not doing it with people irl you nigger
ivan,this board is your journal and we are invested in the details of your extraordinary lifebest
(0_0)”Heh…. Ivan………………. Ha…. Ha….I_I Ummmmm
>>219775105didn’t read but I think you are wrong
>>219775156You can't be intimate with someone you're not comfortable with, and you're not comfortable with her, her attention just makes you focus on your insecurities that just boil with no outlet (except 4chan) and kill you inside slowlyYou're lucky you're at the point that you can spend unsupervised time together and that she seems to like you, you have a chance to talk about your thoughts and insecurities and time to think about them so you could describe them in a non-cringe way, start with something mild and test the waters, maybe she's waiting for you to open up
>>219775265>>219775156Why don't you vent with people IRL? Why don't you talk about it with your parents, just to see what advice they give you (knowing it will be bad probably, but it still provides feedback).This is 4chan, boy.I can't tell if you're awkward because you're a degenerate 4channer terminally online retard or if it's because you're 22 years old. I was awkward before my first relationship then it got better, but the way you speak outs a lot of issues.Don't focus on the past. Like when you say "she had a lot of partners": why care, past is the past, can't even know without asking. Then you say "in my 22 years of living I've learned": apparently you've learned nothing because you worry too much. Also you're like "SEX SEX SEX SEX SEX SEX SEX..." but what about just chillin' and livin', you fucking animal.You're literally just a kid and acting like it's urgent and you're on the brink of destruction. Fucking relax, boy. Damn.
>>219775105>>219775156I don't see a problem here. If you will not get her - then you will not get her. No problem. You will get exactly what you work for.t. betrayed love 16 years ago in a similar way to you (even less overt signs) and got nowhere since. that is my cross to bear, that is the consequence of my choice, and it is what it is.
>>219775105You will get rejected and be uncomfortable at work forever. She wants you only as a friend.
>>219775105fuck her
Having dated at work, I can confidently say Id rather have female 'friends' than date at work again. At some point she might introduce a friend or at the very least, its very useful socially and pragmatically to have a female who can back you up at work.
>>219775156BasedYou have have some sexo, just ask her over to your place and penis inside vagine
>>219777562This, never say "I need to tell you something" to a girl. Always keep it laissez faire, women are unpredictable.
