do you also remember your past mistakes at 3am and feel ashamed in your country?
As we speak
yes but in addition i feel regret and hopelessness
>>220419797No I haven't lived a life exciting enough to make mistakes past 3am
>>220419797No, I just experience that every single free moment.
>>220419797I don't make mistakes.
>>220419797>do you also remember your past mistakes at 3am and feel ashamed in your country?>literally remembering anything in the past
>>220419912Same
>>220419797Nah I have no concept of shame whatsoever
>>220419797Yes, my greatest hits compilation plays on repeat non-stop.
>>220419797This is why I constantly stimulate myself on 4chan, YouTube, hobbies and games.If I am left to my own thoughts all I feel is regret and sadness.
i have no regrets
>>220419797Yes except is 24 hours per day
>>220422374I believe most people are like that
>>220419797Yes, I remember how when I was 19 years old a girl I had a huge crush on dragged me to bed with her and we were both in her bed in our underwear the whole night... and I did nothing. I was so terrified I couldn't do anything at all. I couldn't even kiss her. She just cuddled with me the whole night, constantly stroking my chest and my face, while I laid there petrified and frozen. The next morning I left and said goodbye and she let out a deep sigh, I asked her "What's wrong?" and she replied "Nothing..."11 years later, I am a 30 year old kissless dateless handholdless virgin.I hate myself.
>>220422444holy fakecel
never trust how you feel about your life during the nighttime
>>220422457I'm the only truly involuntarily celibate man on this website, you faggot.Half of you freaks who call yourselves "incels" have had girlfriends and sex before, you just say you're an "incel" cause you hate women.I don't hate women, I love them, but I have zero opportunities with which to date them or have any experiences with them.Kill yourself ASAP, nigga.
>>220419797Nights are always depressing for me. I'm 30 and I've done nothing with my life. So at night I just sit alone in my room with my thoughts
>>220422469I haven't interacted with a woman on a non-transactional (basically only cashiers) for as long as I can remember. I've never had a girlfriend. I haven't even been close to or acquaintances with a female since I was 11 or 12. You know nothing about me.And you have the gall to complain that you literally had a girl ready to have sex with you and you messed it up because you're an idiot. This is like a guy lamenting that he didn't redeem his lottery ticket to a homeless man who's never even had a job. Fuck you.
Not anymore no, I just stopped caring altogether.
>>220419797Just think of something else or do something to distract yourself.
>>220422519You don't know what it's like to be TERRIFIED of doing it wrong.I'm so scared of kissing wrong, of having sex wrong, that I can't do anything. I don't want to fuck up and have the girl lose all attraction towards me because I was an inadequate performer.Meanwhile, if you had a woman walk up to you in the street and say "Kiss me!", you'd probably grab her face confidently and make out with her without issue. You are not like me. You don't suffer like I do.
>>220422539Whatever. Keep whining about how great your life is but that you're a massive pussy.4chan should be NEET only. I shouldn't have to interact with people who've literally had girlfriends or slept in the same bed as a woman. And then expect me to feel fucking sympathy for them.
>>220422579I have literally never had a girlfriend, never kissed, never held hands, never done literally anything of any meaning with a woman. How can you look me in the eyes and tell me I'm a normalfag? Go kill yourself.
>>220422591you just said you slept with your crush in your underwear, who asked YOU be with her. how is that 'nothing'. You're a failed normalfag, nothing more. Go whine somewhere else.
>>220419797Not just at the 3am. I often misclick the interpals app and give myself a mini heart attack, since it rubs my social failure into my face. My interpals were the only people, online or irl, that I spoke with, and I abruptly cut them all off a few months back. There's also the added guilt that comes from knowing said pals will see I was online recently (if only for a second) and wonder why I've continued to ignore their messages.
>>220422539everyone has gone through that at one stage of their lives, stop caring, it's as simple as that. in life you have to get to a psychological place where you could be stripped naked publicly, raped, urinated on, beaten, laughed at, mocked by millions and fundamentally not affect you psychologically because you have broken off from social conditioning and become impossible to demoralize, yes it would still hurt physically and you have a right to defend yourself and even seek justice or even vengeance out of a sense of pleasure but your ego would remain intact. ultimately you have to come to the realization that only you can humilliate yourself, that the act of humilliation is like a performance where the ultimate scene involves yourself becoming insecure about the preceding events
>>220422591>>220422616Are you guys Indian?
>>220422616That girl ended up a few months later listing herself on Facebook as in a relationship with some random guy from her hometown. So she clearly never liked me. She betrayed me.>>220422711I can't do that. I just can't. I can't deal with social humiliation. I ESPECIALLY can't deal with romantic humiliation. It's the most life-destroying thing for me.>>220422712No, I am 100% Germanic Anglo-Saxon.
>>220422740Would you date an Indian woman?
>>220419797Currently making mistakes at this moment. Went back to the liqour store for more booze
>>220422740nothing we can say will ever help you, the no fucks given attitude just clicks later in life and until then you don't really get it, it seems like bad cope or cringe stoicism
>>220422804I've had crushes on quite a few Indian girls. Only "westernised" girls though, I can't handle woman who behave like they're from the third-world.
>>220422817I know it sounds sarcastic, but I’m an Indian woman, and I’d definitely talk to you.
>>220422845I don't believe you are a woman. Also, I'm extremely skeptical of any actual women who browse 4chan. I can't imagine why any normal, well-adjusted girl would ever want to use this god-forsaken, tormented, evil hellsite.But even if you WERE a woman, you would never be interested in me. No woman has ever been romantically interested in me. That's why I'm a kissless dateless handholdless virgin at 30 years old.
>>220419797Hell I do that throughout the day too. I've taken up painting models (plastic ones, not the flesh and blood naked kind) and I devote my thoughts to that when I catch myself sinking back into the ocean of memory.
>>220422858I am a woman and I saw a screen capture of a board post on Twitter that’s why I’m here.I’m going to stop coming on here after today because it’s stale so best wishes to you.
>>220423022See, you hate me. You would never be interested in me. If you were, you'd offer me your Discord or something. You didn't do that because you hate me and you think I'm unattractive. It's sad.
>>220423064I don’t have a Discord account yet, but I can make one if needed. Would you follow me on there?
>>220423100I mean, you can't "follow" people on Discord. But sure.Are you sure you're not FOB? When did you arrive in America?
>>220419797i also feel bouts of impotent rage about it, even though i know i am a weakling who can do nothing about it
>>220419797No, im sleeping at 3am
>>220419797no, I remember them throughout whole day
>>220422444Yikes. Somehow it feels better to never had that opportunity
>>220423129keragumi
>>220423134What kinds of mistakes?
>>220419797Yeah, but it gets better with time
>>220419797yes. and then i excuse myself to them and they are wtf? you said or did nothing wrong? dont worry so much anon..i recently said something really stupid about a coworkers sister on the work group chat, then excused to him later but he replied no hard feelings and perhaps he shouldnt have posted a half naked pic of her in the first place.
>>220419797I normally punch myself in the head until this feeling subsides
>>220419797>do you also remember your past mistakescertified chad here, i only remember my future mistakes>and feel ashamedi usually orgasm on the SPOT
what doesn't kill you makes you cringe
>>220419797i once wanted to tell the secretary that my part of the country is regressive and she'd be called a whore where i came from to tell her how backwards we arebut i had a harry du bois moment and i just started looping on the word WHORE like 5 times till i got interrupted by my manager
Nah, I've learned to leave the past behind and started a new life. I've also cut off all the "people" who knew me in the past except my parents, whenever I come across a person I used to go to school with I just tell them to fuck off and continue on my way.
>>220419797yes
>>220424969cute post <3
>>220425042more like BROWN post amirite
>>220425052no it was very cute, made me smile
>>220425072<3 i still cringe remembering it but i'm glad it made you smile
>>220419797I'm not exaggerating when I say it's every single moment
>>220425128<3
>>220424969>whore whore whore WHORE WHORE
