Do you ever think you’ll “make it” iyc
no, it wasn't meant to be
>>220495496Probably not but I'm always ultimately happier when I'm alone so it's for the best
>>220495496i'm ugly and autisticmaking it was never an option for me
>>220495549>I'm always ultimately happierYes
>>220495496at least I don't let my barber fuck my shit up
all signs point to no but theres some innate part of my brain that just assumes I will at some point. Probably just normal human coping mechanism
>>220495496I don't want to make it
>>220495496No, and I have realized why. I believed I was ugly most of my life, but in truth I am considered attractive on a first glance by most people, plus I am 1.9m tall.The problem is not that, the problem is that I am autistic, socially awkward, and subconsciously a misanthrope.I cannot pretend to be courteous with the people I meet because I fucking hate them and everything they do. I am surrounded by normalfags, and normalfag culture grates me.I have been alone for so long I am used to the peace and tranquility of being single, and the mere thought of a woman trying to uproot my peace like all the women in my family do to the men (who only put up with it because of love bullshit) revolts me.I will remain a khhv because the alternative is being with another human and that thought makes me retch.
>>220495496nigga i turn 31 next month..
>>220495496I am kinda making it but I don't want to keep living here. What scares me is I am 31 and still has not got a plan to move out.
