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>>220602707wow, a shooting just happened and it was a former classmate, seeing this is so fucking surreal
Bomboclaat!
Trans rights
>>220602532all that food is gonna come out of ur butt
jamaican me crazy bruddaGYATTAYE AYE
Obie Trice, real name, no gimmicks
>>220602758That's tomorrow's problem
NEVER FORGET
>>220602768the boston bomber was cuter
>>220602707he's the VT guy, right?
>>220602768i planted a piece of the survivor tree in my high school courtyard, the place got shot up recently, i always thought oklahoma would crack down on extremism after the murrah bombing
Hurting people is bad.
>>2206027293 peopl I've vaguely know in my life have been murdered>brother of my sister's friend>guy that went to my school (only spoke to him like once)>a friend of a friend
>>220602780Yes.I posted this image on the K-Drama general on /tv/ and a guy there seriously asked me what show this promotional still was from kek
>>220602768bro got off easy wiv death penaltylike would rather do tjat than like 80 years in prison i fink
>>220602800you should forgive him and invite him to have dinner with you100% serious post btw
>>220602807no one was murdered in the shooting because the guy was a retard but its so surreal, he was in the year before me i think, never wouldve expected it. it was so insane for something like that to happen in my small town>>220602780general cho
>>220602766Two trailer park girls go round the round the outside round the outside
>>220602800yes
>>220602800Yes film it and post it
>>220602800film it and post it
>>220602818>would rather do tjat than like 80 years in prison i finkA big reason he got the death penalty was because the prison he was in (ADX Florence) had all of the other "cool" U.S criminals in it (i.e the guys that tried to blow up the world trade center in 1993, the embassy bombers from 1998, Ted, Dr. Chaos, etc.).https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_former_inmates_at_ADX_Florence
>>220602821Hell yeah haha. Is western music popular in India compared to Indian music?
>>220602844dont understand diss reasoning thoughbeit
>>220602813they have a memorial in front of burrus hall
>>220602844oh shit ADX Florence, they still hold tons of "infamous" prisoners, mainly terrorists, narcos, and overflow from GTMO>>220602863its my dream to see it as a cho fan
>>220602853why not foll woth your own shit
>>220602862>dont understand diss reasoningApart from the fact that he directly targeted the U.S government and committed the deadliest terrorist attack in U.S history prior to 9/11, the idea is that he had it too easy in prison given he was the most infamous terrorist in U.S history and was in a prison filled with other terrorists.
>>220602854Kinda yeah. It's mainly MTV top 10 style industry pop that gets popular around here.
Smoking dude gang weed
>>220602911fucking based
surf rock is post punk
>>220602868>cho fanAre you some sort of really fucked up Koreaboo girl
>>220602940no i just relate to him and always felt like i was connected somehow
>>220602945>i just relate to him and always felt like i was connected somehowIf you're an autistic Asian guy that likes guns and wants to kill people I'd reccomend you attempt to join the FFL.I knew a Korean dude from Korea like Cho who got in as well as a Chinese Canadian.
>>220602961im not an autistic asian guy and im not allowed to have guns. the closest thing ive had was a bb gun in the girl scouts
>>220602878That makes sense. I guess that stuff is popular all over the world.,
>>220602986>bb gun in the girl scoutsQuestion, are you a biological female or a you know what
>>220602996born female, dunno. i was a boy scout too just so i could go fishing and shit, selling cookies got boring
sup fellas
>>220603022>born female, dunnoAre you a pooner or a girl?>i was a boy scout too just so i could go fishing and shit, selling cookies got boringFair. I'm grateful I grew up in a pretty state and didn't have to do scout faggotry to go outside and enjoy.
>>220603095Hello Bulgarianon
>>220603095Hey Bulgarianon, it's an edgy one tonight
I wish I had a beautiful bulgarian girlfriend
>>220603104just a girl
>>220603109>>220603114Hello, how are you guys doing?>it's an edgy one tonighthow so?
the bulge! sup dude? i just dropped in myself.
goodnight
I quit smoking weed about a week ago. They've ruined the plant by fucking with the genetics and trying to maximize THC content
>>220603127>how so?OP pic is a very infamous mass shooter, he set the record for deadliest shooting in the U.S at the time. I posted the pic to the K-Drama general on /tv/ and the peole there sincerely asked me what show he was from kek.>>220603125Makes sense, I've noticed a lot of girls our age are into those shooters for whatever reason.You're not into 764 or anything like that?
>>220603127I am chIllin and whatnot>>220603140Goodnight sleepyhead
>>220603147Good for you for quitting. I just take some evening edibles these days but I know I shouldn’t use it so often.
>>220603156i dont really care for any shooters apart from cho. it's not a fangirl kind of thing, but we had similar hardships and similar mental issues
>>220603180Are you white
Butts just kinda hit different don't they
>>220603156Are you white
>>220603185no
>>220603200what are you
Gonna put in my two weeks notice in an hour. Wish me luck.
>>220603206something, something not white
>>220603127Everyone here wishes they had an eastern european girlfriend
>>220603212Good luck muchacho
Richard Simmons. Whatever happened to that nigga? I heard a witch put a spell on him and he became a recluse while this lady lived w/ him and pilfered his property. Super creepy.
>>220603212i'll always be wishing you luck, but you don't need it. you're on a brand new path now, no matter what.
>>220603186canadian boy butts drive me nuts
>>220603198>Are you whiteyes>>220603180>it's not a fangirl kind of thing, but we had similar hardships and similar mental issuesThat's fair. I had a similar thing about Ernst Junger for a while and still really respect the guy to this day. When it comes to "bad guys" I'd say the ones I relate to the most are probably Ted or young Hitler (but probably not in the ways you think)>noI assume you're Hispanic
Who's your favourite canadian? Mine is probably Wayne Gretzky or Jim Carrey
>>220603221>>220603229Thanks guys.
>favourite canadianI think it says a lot about this guy's power that he's more popular than he was even during his lifetime and is universally respected and beloved as a symbol of both Americana and Canadiana
>>220603122same lol >>220603156Hmm didn't know that, I'm not really familiar with the shooters lore desu. >>220603133Hey, I'm waiting for my father to pick me up and we are going to Greece for Easter.>>220603158coolio>>220603147It's true, it's way too strong and I'm in a country where the weed is probably x20 times weaker. >>220603219Why is that?
>>220603264black, hispanic, and asian. the amerimutt prototype.looking at cho's story you start to see why he snapped the way he did, i relate to that rage and anger of rejection and the feeling of being unwanted in a world that was never made to have you in it. he was bullied, shunned, and outcasted, and had no other choice.
Too difficult to choose a favourite Canadian of all time. But here are 5 personal favourites who pooped into my head just now.>Alex Trebek>Jarome Iginla>Denis Villeneuve>Gord Downie>Terry Fox>>220603295Yeah good choice
Sometimes I wonder if any Asian women post here and I wonder what they think of all the simping for Asian women that happens here.
>>220603296/cum/ likes girls with delicate, soft features, with long hair and bangs
>>220603338they only want born and raised full eastern asian women, as a blasian girl none of the asian men want me and the white men only look at me as either a lynching target or an exotic toy. both are horrid and it makes me want to curl up into a ball and die of dehydration
>>220603328I s'pose Rick Moranis and Dave Thomas must be up there. They're quintessential /canada/core
>220603296>I'm not really familiar with the shooters lore desu.This is a good 411 on the guy: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seung-Hui_Cho TLDR he's basically a much more viscious and competent Elliott Rodger, but focused more on frens rather than women. He's a big influence on South Korean tv, I just watched a really great first season of what's basically a Korean equivalent of Full Metal Jacket with a finale based around a character like him.>>220603309>black, hispanic, and asianLiterally picrel, I see.>i relate to that rage and anger of rejection and the feeling of being unwanted in a world that was never made to have you in itI was the same way. I put him in the same camp as Rodger in that regard except for him it was clearly more tragic given he had more serious mental issues and couldn't articulate his situation properly. He probably would've made a great special forces/CIA operative had he channeled his violent tendencies into skills and abilities rather than lashing out on everyone.I know how that feels too. I was very girly growing up and didn't really man up until puberty, and having an androgynous name didn't help either. Thankfully I had great parents so I never trooned out or lashed out.>had no other choiceIf you have that feeling I really encourage you not to do so. It won't make anything better and sure as hell won't make anyone think positively about you and most importantly your family ever again.
>>220603344Good taste >>220603358>as a blasian girl none of the asian men want me and the white men only look at me as either a lynching target or an exotic toyThat's a bit of generalization innit
>>220603358>blasian Unfortunate.
>>220603395Hmm might check it out, I meant that I'm not familiar with any shooter lore, never been really interested in those guys. All I know is that most of these guys were on medication (maybe I'm wrong).
>>220603406white men like you are super racist all of you just want to date feminine white girls who look like fairy tale princesses I bet all of your girlfriends were blonde
>>220603393Definitely. All of those old comic actors from that era too. Catharine O’Hara and Eugene Levy and all the others. SCTV.
>>220603395> He probably would've made a great special forces/CIA operative had he channeled his violent tendencies into skills and abilitiespretty ironic, in middle and high school the former military teacher i had begged me to join something like the CIA because i was clearly skilled (in language, not shooting like cho). another case that reminds me of cho (but not elliot) is the case of kip kinkel, another attack that could've been avoided had the poor boy gotten adequate mental health treatment. i would've turned out different too, i spent months and months of middle school in 1:1 isolation in an intensive psychiatric unit.>Literally picrel, I see. i wish i was as pretty as jhene, i look indian.>If you have that feeling I really encourage you not to do so.i dont think i ever would. i know i dont have the courage or coolness like cho. i am awkward, i have never picked up a gun, and i am not in college.
>>220603358>the white men only look at me as either a lynching target or an exotic toyAs a White man myself going off of these posts, I think you have some deep self-esteem issues that probably have deeper roots beyond your ethnic identity. I had similar issues growing up where I did (MN) to where despite having White skin and being a White man I was always a perpetual foreigner given I was a different type of White from a poor background that interacted with everyone differently. They saw me as an alien and I saw all of them as aliens. It's hard, but you need to truly find "your people" in those scenarios, be they locals of the area who understand you for more than just your appearance/background or if you can't instead try and find people in a similar situation to you.
>>220603426I bet you’re FAT
>>220603459>>220603426This is so true white men just like super feminine east asian or white girls
only one worth a dang
>>220603426I'm probably the least racist Bulgarian you can find. >I bet all of your girlfriends were blondeThat's actually true lol. But fyi right now I'm seeing an Indian girl.
>>220603483Legend
>>220603483RIP king
>>220603358>none of the asian men want meIs it a racism thing? Like their parents would flip out or something like that?
>>220603499There are basically two races in the USA english/german white and indian like I am literally white but socially I consider myself indian
>>220603499yes, and because im not pale and skinny. they also think all black women are masculine "ghetto" women when id say I'm quite feminine, i spend my time baking and staying at home
>>220603444>in language, not shooting like choInteresting, are you from Hawaii by chance?>i spent months and months of middle school in 1:1 isolation in an intensive psychiatric unit.That's awful. I knew people of all walks of life that went through that where I grew up and my parents (Mom especially) growing up in the shittiest parts of Phoenix in the darkest years of the late 80s and 90s urban blights. It's terrible what they do to people and how they treat them in those places, doubly so if you're a woman and doubly more so if you're not White.But you're here now, you're out of the darkness and into the light. You can look back on that dark period on top of where you are now. You've already hit rock bottom and it's only better from here on out.>i look indianOh come on, don't beat yourself up that much kek. You look very much like you're from Cambodia/Laos, potentially even Ryukyan/dark skin Japanese. It's a good look.>i dont think i ever wouldgood>i am awkward, i have never picked up a gun, and i am not in collegeWhat are you doing if you don't mind me asking?
>>220603515Indian Indian or feather indian?
>>220603524>Interesting, are you from Hawaii by chance? i spent a majority of my life in Kentucky and Oklahoma. I speak Dutch and Japanese near fluently, mexican spanish decently well, some korean, pretty decent mandarin and cantonese, some tagalog, and decent french.>You've already hit rock bottom and it's only better from here on out. i think it's gonna get worse, very very soon>potentially even Ryukyan/dark skin Japanese. It's a good look. correct, ainu japanese >What are you doing if you don't mind me asking?NEET
>>220603559Indian Indian southern europeans are literally Indian
>>220603559People say “feather or dot,” dingus
>>220603559>>220603406This is all I have ever wanted I just wanted a white boyfriend
>>220603570>ainu japaneseWhat's going on in picrel?
>>220603621Nothing wrong with having a preference I reckon
Reading a book
>>220603570>i spent a majority of my life in Kentucky and OklahomaIntersting, I assume it was mostly in urban areas? Or was it more rural?>I speak Dutch and Japanese near fluently, mexican spanish decently well, some korean, pretty decent mandarin and cantonese, some tagalog, and decent frenchDamn, did you do this through /int/, family, schools, online services? Why did you pick them up? I'm curious because I made a serious attempt to master French from 2022-24 before I attempted to join the FFL and intend on taking the language back up later this year in college.>i think it's gonna get worse, very very soonI know exactly how you feel, it's hard not to be blackpilled about everything lately the way everything is. I lost my job last month and have about a year if not less before I'm completely out of money while my social life is still awful. >ainu That's super cool, mother or father's side?>NEETReally, with all those languages under your belt? Did you attempt to go to college or get a job at least? I'm interested because you seem a lot more skilled and qualified in at least one major department than I am while you could get access to educational grants or easier hiring given your sex and demographic profile.
>>220603444FWIW I think you (or the person in your pic if you’re faking) predominantly looks Mexican, rather than Indian.
>>220603631gets me. >>220603650 i dont date white guys because of my bad experiences with them living in a sundown town. people say that is racist but you never know if a white guy actually likes you or just wants you to be strange fruit on a tree.>>220603671>Or was it more rural? very rural. very very rural. sundown towns.>Damn, did you do this through /int/, family, schools, online services? Why did you pick them up? I'm curious because I made a serious attempt to master French from 2022-24 before I attempted to join the FFL and intend on taking the language back up later this year in college. all of them. mostly from penpalling and reading books. french is fun, keep going. >it's hard not to be blackpilled about everything lately the way everything is.they found something weird in a CT scan and i refuse to go back. praying it's brain cancer.>That's super cool, mother or father's side? dad>Did you attempt to go to college or get a job at least? I'm interested because you seem a lot more skilled and qualified in at least one major department than I am while you could get access to educational grants or easier hiring given your sex and demographic profile.i never applied. high school was rough after i witnessed my grandma's suicide(?). its not easier to get into schools here, it's the south and DEI is over. my dream college had multiple racism scandals.
>>220603444Tb h I don't see how there isn't anybody who isn't willing to hook up with you. Maybe replacing the glasses with contacts would help? Like make you look less nerdy or something
>>220603699they dont look mexican at all dumb leaf
Poop popcorn
>>220602729Kek do Americans really
The Dutch language is so weird, I've been there more times that I can count but except for picking up some words and phrases I can't get a hold of this language, especially saying a whole sentence. It is cute though when they speak English, Dutch girls speaking English is very endeiring. >>220603718>i dont date white guys because of my bad experiences with them living in a sundown townWha happen? >people say that is racist but you never know if a white guy actually likes you or just wants you to be strange fruit on a tree.It's not racist, you should do whatever you want to do.
>>220603727Could just be stuff like camera angles playing tricks or whatever, but I find the pic evokes a girl version of Efren Ramirez (the guy who played Pedro in Napoleon Dynamite)
>>220602729The FBI wants to speak with you
>>220603718>high school was rough after i witnessed my grandma's suicide(?)wat
>>220603718>they found something weird in a CT scan and i refuse to go back. praying it's brain cancer.you need to go back >high school was rough after i witnessed my grandma's suicideDamn that is rough, sorry to hear that
Listening to Taylor Swift https://youtu.be/wearMbpdCdo
>>220603631How about Anal Japanese
>>220603718>you never know if a white guy actually likes you or just wants you to be strange fruit on a treeI find it interesting that you think like this given I know a lot of White guys here that feel the opposite way. They tend to avoid non-White women and even people because they feel like they're too violent or unstable so they just avoid them as a whole be it sexually or just as friends.In my experience growing up where I did funnily enough I found myself relating much more to non-Whites and immigrants than the local Whites. A very good friend of mine in elementary and middle school was a Kenyan girl and my best friend was a half-Korean half-Jew (not joking) who came out to me. So I think it's important to know that there's no shortage of White guys who feel the exact way you do be it sexually, socially, racially, etc., and likely find a kindred spirit in you without ulterior motifs.>sundown townsWere your parents migrant laborers by chance if you don't mind me asking? If not I feel really bad for you given I had a very different understanding of that type of stuff growing up in the North.>all of them. mostly from penpalling and reading booksAwesome, I'll try and do the same.>they found something weird in a CT scan and i refuse to go backYou really should, even if its just for closure. Even if you're suicidal that's a horrific, extremely painful way to go you should avoid at all costs (I'm not telling you to kys btw).>high school was rough after i witnessed my grandma's suicideGood God that's awful. I'm so sorry.>its not easier to get into schools here, it's the south and DEI is overTry and go for broke up North, Illinois would be a good bet. It sounds like you're smart and skilled with nothing left to lose, so you might as well take a chance.
>>220603781>Wha happen? i went out for a school dance one night, my ride wasnt picking up when i called after and a couple of boys said if i didnt get gone/go home that they had rope in their car to rape and lynch me. i also had someone kneel on my neck as a joke around the time george floyd died. it was very upsetting and i don't trust white men now. i don't care if its a generalization, every white man I've tried to trust has ended up being racist or only liking me because of my exoticness. i am a human being, not an exotic pet that can be leased. >>220603797surprised they havent, i got expelled in high school for threatening something similar>>220603812i came home from school one day, everything was fine until she asked me to call 911 and she started foaming at the mouth. i think it was a suicide. she was using percocets for severe pain. i told her i loved her as we waited for the paramedics. i always wonder if she heard me, i hope she knew how much id miss her. i remember the doctors put the saline in her eyes but put too much, i was the one to view the body first despite only being a kid at the time. it looked like she was crying since the saline dripped down her face.
I had a Japanese gf with high Jōmon admixture due to her father being Okinawan
>>220603880>>220603882Guess today's lesson is>Your mileage may vary
>>220603880>In my experience growing up where I did funnily enough I found myself relating much more to non-Whites and immigrants than the local Whites.i can see that being true, poor whites in the south have more solidarity with minorities than they do the rich white oil rig families.>Were your parents migrant laborers by chance if you don't mind me asking?no. mom is american and stay at home, dad is the supervisor at a flooring and construction company. makes pretty great money.>You really should, even if its just for closure.i guess i should. brain cancer runs in the family so I've accepted my fate.>Try and go for broke up North, Illinois would be a good bet.i have family in Indianapolis >>220603918?
>>220603880>ulterior motifsIt’s “motives” thoughbeit
>>220603938I was implying that everyone has different experiences that shape their beliefs and stuff.
I caught a ban the other day, but then it disappeared, so I assume it must have been overruled by a higher level mod o algo. The mysteries of 4chan posting
>>220603975Are you from Indianapolis
>>220604029I'm from India, no police
>>220603882>i came home from school one day, everything was fine until she asked me to call 911 and she started foaming at the mouth. i think it was a suicide. she was using percocets for severe pain. i told her i loved her as we waited for the paramedics.Sorry to hear that. Obviously, you have way more context than I do, but it’s not unusual for people to accidentally OD on prescription opiates, tragically. I don’t know why she’d ask you to call 911 if she wanted to die. Weird things can happen with tolerances building up, and going away. Or the drugs themselves taking away proper judgement/memory with respect to dosage.
>>220603874should've said Ainus, you're slipping Nick >>220603882>i went out for a school dance one night, my ride wasnt picking up when i called after and a couple of boys said if i didnt get gone/go home that they had rope in their car to rape and lynch me. i also had someone kneel on my neck as a joke around the time george floyd died. it was very upsetting and i don't trust white men now. i don't care if its a generalization, every white man I've tried to trust has ended up being racist or only liking me because of my exoticness. i am a human being, not an exotic pet that can be leased.That's unfortunate, some people are just dicks you know...>or only liking me because of my exoticness. i am a human being, not an exotic pet that can be leased.There's nothing wrong with that I think, some people don't even have the exoticness angle. That doesn't mean that someone who finds you attractive because you are blasian wouldn't love you ect. Men are visual creatures, can't say I'm not interested in exotic girls just because there aren't many here but I wouldn't treat them differently you know.
>>220604007One time I got banned for posting a reaction image and it turns out it was a pornstar so I got banned for porn, I had no idea who she was...
>>220604085you're right. however, she had written what was essentially a goodbye note the summer before. her friend was there when it happened but she didnt play a major role. my theory is that she made it seem like a non suicide to spare me a bit of trauma. but I know she had a hard hard life and was in a lot of pain. i still feel like its my fault.>>220604088>some people are just dicks you know... i think it's more than being a dick when they threaten my life >can't say I'm not interested in exotic girls just because there aren't many here but I wouldn't treat them differently you know.the entire exotic aspect is what makes them treat us differently. when we dont act how they expect or look perfect every day they hurl slurs and leave. i guess its okay that I'm "exotic" but I hate being called that because it sounds like something you'd call an animal. can't they just look past race and see my personality?
>>220603938>poor whites in the south have more solidarity with minorities than they do the rich white oil rig familiesMy family is proof of this lol. My Grandfather and all of his brothers marched for civil rights and desegregation (one of them even fought the Klan while he was in the national guard) when they were kids in Montgomery because they inherently knew how unjust and cruel Jim Crow was given they grew up in grinding poverty in South Alabama and had close black friends they regarded as equals and brothers despite their families often ripping them apart. Even when he moved to Phoenix he become very active in the local labor movements and even played a role in preventing a dam from being built that would've flooded reservation land in 1970. He's a great man, I'm actually watching his house right now while he's over visiting the family in Alabama for a funeral.>makes pretty great moneyThat's good to know your family isn't struggling financially and are in a better place now. Are you close with them or is there some tensions?>i guess i shouldYou absolutely should. >brain cancer runs in the family so I've accepted my fateMy Dad wasn't supposed to live to 40 without being paralyzed from the neck down because of his back being fucked up from years of gang violence, skateboarding, and genetic issues, yet here he is walking around and he'll likely live to at least 60 despite all his health problems and pessimism. You need to go all in on stuff like that given it's a matter of life and death.>i have family in IndianapolisThat's great. You should seriously consider moving to Urabana-Champaign area given it's a nice mid-sized liberal college town to try and get school there. Like I said, given your background and ability combined with the politics of that state and area they'd be bending over backwards to give you grants, employment, you name it.Don't let the world take you down after all you've been through, tell the world to shove it up its ass.
>>220604007>>220604150The mods on this board are absolute faggots. Almost reddit tier
I love you
>>220604169>(one of them even fought the Klan while he was in the national guard)i threw a klan member down the stairs in high school> in a better place now. Are you close with them or is there some tensions? i still live in a town unsafe for minorities at night. i am not close with my family.>You need to go all in on stuff like that given it's a matter of life and death. is it so wrong of me to just hope for death?>Don't let the world take you down after all you've been through, tell the world to shove it up its ass.ive been fighting for years now, im just too tired to keep going.
>>220604164>the entire exotic aspect is what makes them treat us differently. when we dont act how they expect or look perfect every day they hurl slurs and leave. i guess its okay that I'm "exotic" but I hate being called that because it sounds like something you'd call an animal. can't they just look past race and see my personality?Sounds like the guys you date are just assholes, how don't you pick that up initially? If they treat you like that, they treat white women the same, trust me. >i think it's more than being a dick when they threaten my lifeYeah you are right. >>220604191<3 >>220604177I think that was on /pol/. Here I got banned only one time but can't remember why, I'm usually not a sperg so there's no reason to ban me.
>>220604255>Sounds like the guys you date are just assholes, how don't you pick that up initially? i dont date, this is how they treat every exotic girl especially in my area. it's gross. im tired of being treated like some animal. im wary of all white men now.
Btw might be getting a stomach thing ffs. Right before my trip and Easter, I haven't been sick in 10 years, last time this happened was in 2017 at a festival in after drinking 20 beers and then eating french fries with mayo on the side (it's a Dutch thing). >>220604279Maybe you are in a bad area idk, hope you find a cool guy one day. But can't blame you after all those bad experiences. I would probably feel the same way if it was me. The girl I'm seeing now thought everyone is racist here and that they would treat her bad but she was pleasantly surprised, but we do have a bad rep which is understandable.
Oh to live in a homogenous enough society that foreigners still seem exotic
i still feel like dying in some kind of violent accident. after years and years, growing up and thinking I'd change, i still feel exactly like cho
>>220604346>The girl I'm seeing now thought everyone is racist here and that they would treat her bad but she was pleasantly surprisedWhat’s her background
Why do horses seem like they enjoy fucking dudes more than fucking women? Is the anus just more appropriately sized for them?
>>220604244>i threw a klan member down the stairs in high schoolLol was it a girl or a guy? If the latter then damn, I see why the CIA wanted you.I knew a Klan larper in MN who kept harassing a friend of mine who was Liberian (he's in the army and has a Korean wife now). The guy came to me for advice and I told him sticks and stones, and if he confronts you kick his ass down the street because you know you can.>i still live in a town unsafe for minorities at nightAh, I gotcha. Kentucky I assume?>i am not close with my family.Care to go into details?>is it so wrong of me to just hope for deathIt is, because that means that all the people that hate you get what they wanted all along. You'd be giving all the people in your life that have fucked you over the ultimate victory.>ive been fighting for years now, im just too tired to keep goingI get like this too until I realize how young I am and how much more I have going for me than the rest of my family. When my Dad was my age he had a criminal record, a fucked up back, and a kid on the way while being the only White family in his hostile neighborhood that saw routine break-ins and murders, while my Mom had to drop out of college to help pay the bills (she evntually became the breadwinner and went back to college when we moved to MN, she helped me become a weeb). Imagine what your family went through going through all those challenges in the 20th century, and all that suffering to give you what you have. It's awe-inspiring really, and fills you with determination to at least soldier on.>this is how they treat every exotic girl especially in my areaI think you need to know that most White men are not like this, hell most White men aren't even old-stock Southern Whites and most Southern Whites outside of the White parts of Appalachia aren't like this (Texas and Florida being exhibit A).>im wary of all white men nowThey're assholes from a very specific part of a specific demographic. I promise that.
>>220604424Maybe they’re all just faggots
>>220604428>Lol was it a girl or a guy? If the latter then damn, I see why the CIA wanted you.this big ol guy who looked like a QB>Kentucky I assume? oklahoma. Kentucky is relatively liberal in most areas now>I think you need to know that most White men are not like thisI'm wary, even men from "leftist" areas like san fran have called me a silverback.
>>220604424men train their stallions to mount and fuck themwomen are basically zoo pornstars and go from horse to horse while being filmed by men, the horse is usually unfamiliar with the woman so won't mount them
>>220604428The notion of Liberian migration to America is funny. How many transatlantic crossings can one bloodline make
>>220604491I think you may be right
>>220604407Indian girl from Hyderabad but her father is from North India I think (forgot the name of the place). Studies medicine here (obviously).
>>220604480>big ol guy who looked like a QBCharlie's Angels over here, damn>oklahomaThat's interesting given I've heard Oklahoma's been getting a lot more Mexican like Texas while also having a large Native population. Regardless, that's rough.>even men from "leftist" areas like san fran have called me a silverbackAssholes aren't mutually exclusive to the places or people you expect, and that's something you need to realize. After all there's no shortage of anti-Asian tendencies from Black Americans or anti-Black tendencies from Hispanics and Asians themselves, and there's good and bad White people in that regard given "White" people themselves are highly diverse in just about every way you can think of. You don't have to associate with them and don't have to let them bother you, because if they get under your skin that means they reap all the satisfaction.
>>220604543Uh oh…
>>220604480Thoughts on the Oklahoma Onion Burger
>>220604558lel
>>220604552>That's interesting given I've heard Oklahoma's been getting a lot more Mexican like Texas while also having a large Native populationin urban areas sure but im rural >and that's something you need to realizeive already realized which is why i don't befriend or date white men. almost all of them, no matter where they're from, manage to say something grossly fetishizing or rude.
>>220604424Why...do you even know this?
https://youtu.be/tSBUNxo-HU0
>>220604591>but im ruralFair, you get enclaves all over for all sorts of people. Oklahoma especially has a lot of weirdness, after all we've already talked about McVeigh itt.>almost all of them, no matter where they're from, manage to say something grossly fetishizing or rudeAre you absolutely sure that in every case they meant it negatively/derogitorily and weren't being sexually playful? I feel like if you've interacted with them this much your negative experiences may have clouded your judgments of some situations.Not to be presumptuous, but you've had to have had at least some positive or constructive experiences in one way or another with a fellow pariah.
>>220604591>manage to say something grossly fetishizing or rude.like what?
This is all I need in life
>>220604656>Are you absolutely sure that in every case they meant it negatively/derogitorily and weren't being sexually playful?they could've been flirting but all of these were strictly friendships. if one more white friend calls me a chocolate bunny or brown sugar one more time i swear to god im going to cut my neck open and gut myself so i can throw my organs at them.>>220604668>like what?i don't want to say, mostly stupid fucking porn names for black or Asian girls. i hate it. its even worse than the nasty unwanted comments ive gotten here.
>>220604704>if one more white friend calls me a chocolate bunny or brown sugar one more timeDid you ever seriously talk to them about this or did you get angry at them when they did this? I feel like if they sincerely liked you they would've listened to you and your concern over such a pet name unless you got angry at them, which makes sense given the trauma you've experienced.
>>220604700All bad things but I can't quit ciggies, I'm not a drinker but the few times I've drank Jack it gives me an insane hangover the next day...haven't been to a Casino though. Porn is a plague on society. >>220604704>mostly stupid fucking porn names for black or Asian girlsWhere do you find these guys damn...>its even worse than the nasty unwanted comments ive gotten hereYeah if you announce that you are a woman here it's either simp city or pure hate
>>220604728>Did you ever seriously talk to them about this or did you get angry at them when they did this?i threatened one with a pocket knife and slapped the other. i hate when people think porn labels are cute nicknames or describing words. its so nasty and i wish i wouldve killed both.
In other news, I'm gonna try to make Tsoureki for Easter for the first time. Might post if it comes out good. >>220604749Porn brain is a real thing, that's why I stopped watching it.
https://youtu.be/fXAlfh6QKQs
>>220604770>Porn brain is a real thing, that's why I stopped watching it.i regret not killing both of the worst ones, i could've but i didn't and now i regret it
>>220604749>i threatened one with a pocket knife and slapped the otherI think that's the problem that might be putting a certain frame on your wolrdview. Instead of bluntly saying "I don't like that, don't use race fetish stuff with me" and them saying ok or no to the boundary you set you immediately got violent and sent a very pointed message, which was "stay away".I know that movies and tv paint an image of White guys as stupid horny brutes but I assure you that more than almost any other group of men that's not the case. We respond well to reason and frankness and see that as a virute rather than an insult to our honor like a lot of other types of guys do.I get that you've been through a lot especially where you grew up, but it might be effecting you in more subtle ways that are negative and self-inflicted in some ways.>i hate when people think porn labels are cute nicknames or describing wordsIt's common among both sexes now, that's just how it is. We live in a sick fucking world in a sick fucking time, and it's our job as people to rise above it.
>>220604850>I think that's the problem that might be putting a certain frame on your wolrdview. Instead of bluntly saying "I don't like that, don't use race fetish stuff with me" and them saying ok or no to the boundary you set you immediately got violent and sent a very pointed message, which was "stay away". because every GODDAMN time i tried that they would just do it anyways. you're white, how would you like if i called you a mayo monkey or a yogurt roach after you kept asking me to quit? it's not as simple as asking nicely, eventually you stand up for yourself or turn into nothing more than a fantasy for these dumb cracker hicks
>>220604880>you're white, how would you like if i called you a mayo monkey or a yogurt roach after you kept asking me to quit?No one cares about being called a honkey or a peckerwood. The actual racial slurs for Wypipo are “racist,” “Nazi,” etc
>>220604792https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GYQfWJNWe3IHell yeah dude, of the goats. >>220604835not worth it
>>220604904whatever then, imagine the most insulting thing ever in place then. how would you like that? after some point you get fed up and have to defend yourself, my biggest regret is not skinning and curb stomping both.
Some faggot is leaf blowing right outside my window
>>220604938Sorry, your mom will finish blowing me very soon
>>220604880>every GODDAMN time i tried that they would just do it anywaysThat's really rough, and I'm very sorry that was your experience. Sounds like hell to go through this again and again.>it's not as simple as asking nicely, eventually you stand up for yourself or turn into nothing more than a fantasyAgain, that's terrible that was your experience growing up in OK and KY. I know if I were in that situation I'd feel the same way you do.But even though I know you feel like it isn't helpful for me to keep saying this, not every White man in this country is a retarded hillbilly from the sticks. Hell, most White people in the U.S aren't even rural and many of them aren't even White as the word was traditionally defined. It's a country of over 300 million people with 200 million Whites and 100 million White men, with only 25 million of those being rural and a smaller number being insufferable assholes that live up to every negative stereotype.It's a big country, so don't let them limit your view or understanding of it to a few fields in the middle of nowhere.https://youtu.be/daeqb6f7GrY?
>>220605011i guess. you've pissed me off. im going to bed.
The most offensive thing somebody can call me is "buddy". My blood fucking boils every time somebody calls me that. It's the White version of how Black guys feel when they're called "boy".
Spinny is black???
>>220603147>>220603296Been getting 90-95% THC carts for years. I don't even feel them anymore.
>>220605034>you've pissed me off. im going to bed.Good night and sleep well. I'm in this godforsaken shithole every night, so I'm always game for a conversation with just about anyone be it silly or serious.
>>220605045so imagine being called buddy after every sentence, buddy. eventually youd see why i tried to shoot up my school multiple times, buddy. now do you see why i thought about killing every white man that fetishized me, buddy? i don't think you'd understand, buddy.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bhTrQ0xmv5wGot this baby for 4 euros in the UK from a second hand bin, pretty good copp. >>220605059>Been getting 90-95% THC carts for yearswtf, that's insane, I don't think I've ever had anything above 28% except this Ice hash that they are selling in Amsterrdam that was 50 but that was only one time. It's not enjoyable at this level, THC shouldn't be so high. >>220605085you should chose better people to hang out with and date
>>2206051044 pounds*
>now do you see why i thought about killing every white man that fetishized me, buddy?Actual racists who disapprove of miscegenation and never associate with other groups stay winning
