do you ever think about your own mortality? or are you too lost in the minutiae of everyday life? I think about death constantly. It's the only thing on my mind.
>>220774515you need therapy before you develop severe generalized anxiety and be unable to leave the house
>>220774515It's important to acknowledge death without being paralyzed by it. You should live life knowing you will probably die sooner than you think, but as a way to make everyday feel that much more important, to live life alive and vividly
the thought of reincarnation seems logical to me and brings me comfort.
I think about it every day. Not in any sad or dark way but more as this definer of life. The main boss of life, if you will. Death by its nature defines life. It's the main motivator behind every living thing: virtually every endeavor and action boils down to trying to avoid it, yet we never can. If there was an innate meaning to human existence it would be to overcome that fear of death (even if in practice it may be impossible).Just imagine a man who truly didn't fear anything, who never thought about consequences or comforts but let his principles guide his every choice. I want to be like that man. I think about that every day.
>>220774515I'm perfectly content with death, i don't have any dependants from family, pets, etc.My only real concern is becoming paralyzed or blind.
>>220774515I got over it when I was a teenager, when I ditched religion around the same time. Paradoxically I'm more of a risk-taker now despite only believing I only have one life.
>>220774515first realised i was gonna die age 5 or 6cried like a bitchno one was really helpful desu so i kept those thoughts to myselfi had what i would, in hindsight, consider panic attacks througout my early teensmade peace with death when i realised im more scared of the state of helplessness one is in during the moments before deathlike if you didnt want to die in that moment but there is nothing to stop death coming for you... imagine the panic and fear and horror someone is experiencing in that moment; the absolute helplessnessso i decided that i will kill myself when i am mentally healthy, ready to face death in the future, before i get to a state where i am helpless against death
>>220774515I do think about killing myself a lot if that's what you mean.
Wow, even though your flag would indicate that you have brown skin, that is quite a profound thought. You have made me 1.2% less racist today, saar.
>>220774515I don't care. Everybody dies, nothing I can do about it so no point in thinking about it. Can happen in 50 minutes or 50 years, either way I'll be dead and gone.
>>220776646>first realised i was gonna die age 5 or 6>cried like a bitchSame
>>220776646>>220776789when I first realized my mom would die before me thats when it hit me bad
>>220776821you dying first would be worse though. imagine losing your child
>>220774515i hate driving. when im on the road all it takes is for someone to swerve into my lane for us both to die or get horribly maimed. and people look at their phone when they drive way too much. I feel like its not a matter of if it'll happen, but when.
>>220774515>do you ever think about your own mortality? or are you too lost in the minutiae of everyday life? I think about death constantly. It's the only thing on my mind.You'll reincarnate as a female donkey in Colombia
>>220777647that's an upgrade
>>220777647hot
>>220774515i've been thinking about it at least once a day since back in my freshman year of highschoolalso wanna say your threads are pretty interesting jeetanon, keep making them
I think about it constantly as I could get randomly crushed by a truck or turned into ground meat by a motorcycle any day now. The third world sucks.
>>220774515>saaaaaarrr do not redeem my life saaaaaaaarimagine valuing your life, especially as an indian
I know you guys hate nick but this is a pretty incredible monologue on death from him - https://x.com/etherXwave/status/1966257388232781996
>>220777736You don't know ball about Colombian donkey fucking traditions>>220777755You do
>>220777893Kek, redeemable lifes are a concept I needed
>>220777904i just hate him bc it seems like he's never had a job and he's weird about weed for an American. he has his moments though. this is a nice monologue
>>220774515I took some ketamine and listenend to Ravi Shankar and it literally enveloped me into the whole Bhagavadgita. Very interesting.
>>220774515I have one goal in life and that is to die in bed having sex just like my dad (had a heart attack while mid coitus>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DqMUeay7RsM
Try listening to this while on psychedlicshttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ZnMna-OZyI
>>220778375same. i wanna get smothered by a woman sitting on my face
I do think about it very often, specially last few months it probably has been the main thought circulating in the back of my mind. Its kind of terrifying but fascinating at the same time just pondering the mystery of consciousness and what lies behind the veil of death. I would say that I have gotten to a very good degree of acceptance of my own mortality that lately I just feel like nothing matters in a way, because it doesnt. I gues this is similar to the meditation that some Buddhists practice which is called "meditation on death and impermanence". Those huge concerns that you have suddenly become meaningless when you remember that you will die. In that sense my outlook on life has changed tremendously in the last few years. There's also this book which I started but haven't finished called "The Denial of Death" which argues that everything humans do is to avoid the fact that they are going to die and it does really make sense and helps putting things in perspective, most people dont want to confront their own mortality.
>>220774515>I think about death constantly. Same. Its been making me anxious ever since I learned of it at like 5 and the anxiety is only getting worse
I love death imc
>>220775078> Hvae chances of Reicarnating as a depressive trannie with schizoeffective disorder. In a third world countryWow so comforting
>>220776646Thats the dumbest most contradictory retarded low iq thing I read today and Ive been brownsing for like 8 hours straight
>>220774515Rarely honestly. If it happens, then mostly if I lie in my bed. Guess it has something to do with exhaustion or stress, because it sometimes happens, when I pull all nighters. Not really helpful, when I try to get rest.
>>220774515kys
>>220774515Sometimes I think about it to make myself more productive.
>>220774515sometimes and then i say strange things out loud to myself until the thoughts go away
