I used to be fucking huge man. I used to have the perfectest thickest neck; it was beautiful. Women loved hell even men loved me. But I didn't care. I took it all for granted, the forearms, the shoulders. Perfectly sculpted, perfect pragmatic dimensions. I took it all for granted. Then I got depression and lost 80 pounds. Just gone. I still struggle to get there to this day. All I've even today is a fucking egg taco, and I feel full. I don't know if I'll ever bounce back but just know if you're at the top right now, don't take it for granted. Love every moment that you don't feel like a piece of weak shit, because it's fleeting. Your time will come. Afterwards it's all about having the will to bounce back.
>>220960661Wait why are there flags
>>220960670QUICK SAY "IN MY COUNTRY!"
>>220960682In my country
>>220960705They added flags to /soc/ recently, don't worry, you are in the right board
anime
>>220960739Actually, I meant to post this on /tv/
Women love skinny guys quit your bitching
>>220960775nigga I think you’re baiting
>>220960661nigga just take steroids
>>220960792I know, I love skinny guys too. But it's not about them, It's about me. It was like a suit of armor, I could step into a room full of guys be like, "Yeah, I'll be alright." And it made my head look proportional. But that's a whole other headache, the question of why we need things like that to make ourselves feel worthy. We can just be ourselves man, but then what's the point of working out and striving to be better? If you're already fine now, what's the point?
>>220960888the point is to get STRONGER. go eat a fucking sandwich nigga
>>220960888GAYYYYYYYYYYYY
Having to gorge on food to pack on extra weight that needs an entire lifestyle of maintenance is really stupid.
>>220960975You've never been the biggest nigga in a room
>>220960975It is. Unless it's your hobby or if you're an athlete or otherwise getting paid to do it in some way, it's stupid. I was only like max 210lbs though, at 3kcal maintaining. Nowhere near as crazy as some people get
>>220960661GET BACK ON IT SON
>>220961080That was my max as well, then I got bored of eating the required amount of protein/calories. I could squat 4pl8 at my height, it's not that impressive, but I did get big. My only regret was not doing much cardio because I lost that weight fast after I stopped, was like 40-50 lbs. gone in just 3 months. I'm also in the same boat, I'll eat scrambled eggs and some yogurt in the morning and feel like I've had a feast. Can't say I'm depressed because powerlifting genuinely made me hate food.
>>220961080>>220961188>Americans>Not hungry/x/ is down the hall
>>220961249There are a lot of skinny american posters, but we prefer not to draw attention it. It's better off if no one knows about us
>>220960661This is the end of sentimantalistTake philosophy and materialism All problem of yours is NOT depending on your feeling The balance of natural brain drugs creating your feeling It’s ALL that matters I got depressed so deeply once and I turned into extreme materialism scientistsm philosopher and stoicism I’m 32years old but I’m still be fighting cuz This world is shithole Satan created Life and the world is absolute bitch You learn this basics to begin with Don’t get trapped in trap Satan putted on This asshole see the ignorant like you as laughing stock Cuz the innocent see the world and human life should be lalala-land basicallyI don’t falter cuz i accept this reality and I give the Satan double middle finger I try to enjoy fuckin my life and the shithole planet Even tho in tempest
>>220960792What does skinny mean in the first world? Over here it means skin and bones but it seems over there it just means not obese
>>220961690I understand completely.
>>220961706I'm 182cm and weigh 61kg, people treat me like I'm emaciated. I still have muscle definition because I'm active, but yeah, it's pretty bad.
>>220961690>t. Epikurosu
>>220961739I'm 182cm too, I don't know how much I weight but I'd say s few less kilos than you. I have visible muscle definition just on my abs. I have to flex arms or thighs otherwise
>>220961745That’s right Seneca Aureliasu epikutetosu are my mentors My portfolio is fucked up now cuz your monkey king and its your overload netaniyayoo did But I laughed at myself cuz i expected my imaginary positive masterplan even tho I pledged to myself once that I don’t never expect my life and the world for eternity I get humiliated cuz I swear Satan laughed at me for my disappointment and panic LOL
>>220960661This is a game subreddit (autists are about to take this as me thinking I'm on reddit), anyway, it takes slow and steady progress. You took probably 14+ years to even get to where you are. Shit always takes time, you can't change overnight no matter how many times you keep trying to add on 10+ new habits.Basically day 1, pushups every day, dont try to change anything else for at least a week, just 1xfailure pushups and your normal day, MAYBE, to prevent injury (because of how out of the game you are), stretches, basic full body routine, search one up, dont spend more than 15 minutes on it.Week 2 or however long it takes to become comfortable with it, add situps/bodyweight ab exerciseWeek 3, or however long, add lunges/leg exerciseWeek 4/however long, you should be comfortable enough to go to the gym and have lost a decent amount of weight to not be constantly conscious that people are making fun of you. Stick with it, you have gym experience so do your old routine at lower weight.
>>220961830Fuck I'm drunk, this is a international communication subreddit
>>220961830This isn't reddit, dawg.
>>220961866Autism sure does speak
>>220960944>WEAKren the SOFTis this a psyop to demoralize him? why are you posting such a massive WIMP?
>>220961973CHADren the CHADng of CHADprovement? why wouldn't i post him? he's our hero after all
>>220962025>jobs to someone wearing (shitted) diapers>jobs to his own BRVTHERKEKYPOW
>>220960792shut the fuck up i've been rail thin my entire life and never got a single drop of pussy
>>220962047>non-canon mexican delusions
>>220962105>its non canon because.....BECAUSE IT JUST IS CHUD!!!>toyotaro's schizo ramblings? heckin canon
>>220962330he could HEEM you. easily
>>220962049Me too but that's for unrelated reasons.
