I went to sleep last night and today I woke up again. Does dying in your sleep happen iyc?
supposedly grandad died in his sleep but as no one was there I suspect the heart attack probably woke him up and he in fact died in terrified lonely agony
>>221315895dying lonely is better than living lonely
>>221315704god i wish i could just die in my sleep
When I had a heart health scare I found that my disinterest in living was actually a cope facade and that I really like being alive.
>>221315704yeah
>>221315704Rarely. I wish I died too.
>>221315704I slept 12.5 hours last night
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>>221320502I used to sleep 14 hours some days when I was really depressed, but I got better and I can't anymore. Man I miss it so much>>221317372you clearly weren't beaten enough as a kid
>>221321204Yeah I'm kinda in this state of pseudo-depression nowadays where I'm not actively "sad", but if I had the choice I'd rather just sleep forever and die.
>>221321899that's sadness bro
>>221321949I dunno, it's different because years ago when I was actively depressed I actually felt sad. Now I don't feel sad just kinda neutral or tired.
>>221320502I slept 16 hours last Tuesday
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>>221315704I wish. Instead I work and trade stocks and contracts, ugh. I don't even spend this fucking money, I hope to retire 20 years early and just sleep all day.
>>221322737Yeah, it felt real good. I think its because I downed an ayran beforehand.
Fuck you guys, I'm going for a nap.
>>221315704Unlucky.>>221317372I like being alive too, but my life is absolute shit and is not gonna get better. A bit of a conundrum.
>>221324743>waaaaah it sucks being rich waaaaaahseriously kys
