Despite being a NEET my dad is trying to get me married. The Arranged marriage thing has been hell. Thousands rejections and money wasted on matrimony sites. I only get bottom of the barrel matches interested in me. Recently, I disabled girl took interest. Only leg doesn't work below the hip down. 3/10 at best. Her parents didn't agree to the marriage (we asked her if she can do household chores, her parents sat no, she insists she can) because they want her to get a govt civil servant job(probably easy due to the disabled person quota). For some reason, despite her parents rejecting me she still kept messaging me to get to know saying she was interested. For the past week, I have basically been making half-hearted conversations hoping she would get bored and go away. She seemed very nice but eventually she got fed up and said bye today. I feel a bit bad because I have been at the receiving at end of thousands of rejections (most aren't even interested in me) and here I just ignored this chick because I didn't want to say outright that I don't think it would work with an ugly disabled girl and more importantly I can't sustain a family with low income. I feel like I'm an asshole.Sorry for the rant. I don't know why my dad puts me through this shit.
>>221354135How the fuck are you getting married as a neet nígga
>>221354135She was probably desperate for a dumbass that would take care of her for the rest of her life. She mistook your good manners for a weakness and wanted to take advantage of you. If anything she deserved it. You acted like a gentleman despite that, don't feel bad about it.
>>221354163I am not but my father is trying to make it happen.>>221354411Could be. I am generally a cynical man but for some reason I feel bad having people at the other end of the treatment I usually get. I am rejecting her shallow reasons(I wouldn't mind a cute disabled girl). I suppose I kinda feel like a hypocrite but I guess my tastes are what they're and only misery awaits once I go against them.
>>221354135nigger i cant even feel attraction properly because of the shitty ocd i have
