drinking tea alone on a friday nightphone quietcrestfallen,despondenthappens iyc?
>>221525143>teaAnon still hasn’t been milkpilled. It’s over.
>>221525166i ran out of milk this morning , i didnt buy new milk, because my budget has the purchase set for tomorrow. it is my fault for drinking all my milk early.
>phone quietnigga, stop expecting ditch the potentialships that do not materialize and move on with other people
I keep telling myself I will stop coming to this place. I'm not even a NEET anymore with all the time in the world, I am a wagie now. It's soul-crushing, yet when I have free time I find myself here. It's Friday night, I could be playing a game or something, but I'm here refreshing the catalog. Come Monday I'll regret spending even one minute in this shithole. I just can't seem to get away from this place
>>221525293it's not so bad as long as it's not the only thing you do all day
>>221525263>potentialshipsno no no. There is nothing. Nobody. I have lost even the connection to my own 'self'. just a husk >>221525293i just play vidya, read if i can muster the strength, or browse whatever. A sad life.
>>221525362> I have lost even the connection to my own 'self'.Then process, regulate and organize your mindset for optimal reconnection.We all accumulate trash in our heads that clutters our minds and weighs down our souls. Mental decluttering is a solitary road but one we all must walk. The sooner the better.
>>221525143why are you drinking tea instead of alcohol lol
>>221525949my parents were alcoholics and i lost my only two siblings to substances>>221525877it would be nice if it was just mindset. sadly a lot if inheritance and environment. I got a bad spawn. I am beyond the pale of normal functioning. I can not relate to anyone or anything.
>>221525985It’s important to acknowledge the problems, so that’s actually a good initial step.With that being said, there is literally almost nothing that can’t be fixed with gradual, incremental, cumulative and progressive steps. And if you think otherwise, then you lack reasoning skills (which are acquirable btw).
>>221526217there are no steps to be taken to anything. my problem is with life. It is dreadful, painful, boring. A hastle.
>>221526252Ah, it’s also important to not misdiagnose your problems and pinpoint their factual causes, not just the symptoms.
>>221525293Same. I am a NEET (although I spent most of my adult life working) and all I do is sit here and refresh the catalog all day. The information is not even good. AI is better for any actual information I want, and the political stuff is just /pol/ schizo rot that makes me neurotic.So why can I do nothing but sit on here all day? I have spent the last week in bed phoneposting. I have a pregnant wife and need to find a job.
>>221525143You should have drink alcohol in the situation you just described
>>221525985Have you spoken to your GP about this? Considering the situation that is clearly present in your wider family, maybe medicine is a valid approach in your case. You sound like you are someone with enough cognition that your issues maynl not soley be lifestyle based.
I amazed how many anons want to leave this place, each for their own reasons, but can't manage to, including my self(for me, it's related to the negative and toxic interaction between anons in my general, everyone is mean, If someone shares something there, they instantly bring them down)."
>>221526522tell them to stop crabmaxxing
>>221526420at best i had gotten a blood test and psychologist, but the psychologist gave up and i also got tired of the 1 hour talks every 2-3 weeks. That is all the care there is. No gibs, no care. I hate doctors and the medical field. >>221526389i cant even drink im too repulsed. I get flashbacks thinking about it
im just going to sleep
>>221526679Dude, maybe you just wanna wallow in misery ?Don’t get me wrong, sometimes it’s the only way some people can relate with others, because they weren’t given other options, so now suffering feels like something familiar and comforting, even if that sounds paradoxical and self-contradictory. Obviously, that strategy is disregulating, dysfunctional and maladaptive and you need to find healthier and more sustainable ones in that case.Btw, don’t mind me being solution-oriented. If you don’t even need solutions but just wanna express yourself, that’s totally valid.
>>221526842goodnight lad, hope tomorrow goes better for you
>>221526679I don't like psychology/therapy either. The psychologist may have not given up on you, but perhaps recognised (as I do) that your issue is not mearly cognitive.I can understand weariness towards the medical field, but doctors exsist to help you enjoy a better quality of life. If everyone in your family has been afflicted by substance abuse issues, it may be you have some underlying disposition that makes you more sensitive to stress, anxiety or something else. It would amaze you how the vast majority of medical conditions boil down to prolonged stress. Even if you don't resort to substances, it may impact your health in other ways in the long term (heart or disgestive health for example).I would consider speaking to your GP if your current experience has been lifelong. There are happier ways to live, and you will find other things will start falling into place once you are happy.
>>221525143It's 2am. I have drank 3 glasses of Johnny Walker.
I'm cooking a chicken stew and watching Alexander the Great, the final version, on Netflix.
>>221529113>irish>only 3 glasses>johnny walkerAre you a tourist or a immigrant? doesn't seem Irish to me
>>221525143just clocked out of my shift waiting tables alongside other staff that actually know how to socialize. Now i'm pounding back Coors Light while browsing this shit board with you retardsNot exactly how i pictured my life would be
