yesterday I learned that my dad's father died by suicide. I always thought he just died randomly when he was 55my father's side is Neurodivergent so I guess he was pretty autistic and couldn't take it anymore. I almost finished it all in high schoolFunny think is, I have always joked about killing myself at 55 because I don't want to be old. I'm still processing this and don't know what to think of it
Half of the men on my dads side of the family also killed themselves. I think about it pretty regularly
>>221650784My uncle killed himself after his parents didn't let him "marry" a prostitute
>>221650784Omg samesies twinI got very depressed from loneliness around 20yo and was suicidal but then god sent me an aspie gf out of nowhereIf we ever split up I'll prolly kms cuz besides her I still don't really have any friends
You are going to reincarnate as a punjabi
>>221650784When I found out that I may be allegedly autistic, some things about my dad because clear, like his obsession with DIY, fishing gear, making boats and car projects and such.
>>221651421I started going out with a girl and really hit it off until she asked me randomly? Wait am i the only person you hang out with outside of work? And I was like "yep". She immediately said: I have a social lifeI changed subjects. We don't hang out anymore
>>221650784if I don't get that partial epigenetic reprogramming stuff in 2 years tops so I can stay in my biological 20's indefinitely ima kmsmay kms much soonerbeen thinking about it every day for the last year
>>221651722>working class guy enjoys typical working class guy things>normal male brain male behavior stuff, regular androgen-driven interest in systems and objects and mechanics>'must be autistic'i hate this timeline get me out
>>221651814You're really dumb and should consider ethical euthanasia
>>221651823>lets pathologize nerds and treat normal personality variations as a disorder because some retard psychologist who's purely there because he couldn't make it at a hard science said so
>>221651735Grim
>>221651866Lol shut up need go cry somewhere else before I put you in a fucking locker nerd but before that im gonna pull your underwear over your head and put a kick me sticker on your back nerd like the fuck you doing here nerd school rule no nerds in the corridors during breaks nerd so you're gonna get it
>>221651866Autism isn't a thing for psychiatry?
>>221651925>t.
>>221651955Nice selfie
