>be me>be khhv>be picky bitch and assume will die alone>meet someone online>turns out it's a young girl>actually really cute and a khhv like me, we hit off>not a khhv anymorefast foward a year>sick of not having time to myself >sick of having to think about someone else>sick of having to pretend i care about whatever she shows me>sick about everything >just want to break up with her and go back to being a hermit incel chudI'm not made for this shit, are you in your country?
>>223382859NORMGROOOIIIIDDDD
>>223382916failed at it
>>223382859I‘m a khhv loner who‘s probably on the verge of mental illness. >aesthetically smoking makes up the bulk of my day>otherwise gym and reading>haven‘t spoken to someone my age informally pretty much ever (no, not even in highschool)>still young, fit and good looking, only aids in realising how fleeting time is since the only use I put my body to is flexing in the mirror once a monthSo no, I‘ve never had anyone, online or otherwise, demanding my time or anything else from me.
You'll miss her when she's gone
Wanting space when you're in a relationship is normal. You should communicate those needs with your partner.
>>223383191Chatgpt ahh response
>>223383191dont want "space" tho, i want her to fuck off so i can go back to rotting away playing vidya all day like i used to
>>223383228Then block her, retard. What a fakecel zoomer.
>>223382859could i date her instead pls?
>>223383268i dont want to block her because she's not a bad person just annoyingly needy and dependent she writes me love letters and keeps saying how im the best that has happened to her, how am i supposed to respond to that shitbesides i popped her cherry, much as she annoys me that would be a piece of shit movei just need to wait until she gets sick of me
>>223382859
>>223383360>haha guise theres this girl who wont stop sucking my dick how do i tell her to stop XD
>>223383360>took her virginity, effectively ruining her for other men and blocking off an entire righteous path of her life for the sake of cooming once.If she‘s white, you should be summarily executed.
>>223383452do you have any idea how stressful it is to wake up to lovebombing every single fucking day?i have to sit every day and waste several hours of my life coming up with responses because im too much of a bitch to be mean to herand then she replies back and my entire day is gone i barely even open steam nowadays
So you groomed and raped a kid and now you're mad you have to deal with her trauma
>>223383558You should livestream your suicide and post it here
kill yourself normalfag
>>223383558Anon, I‘d delete this bread if I were you. You sound like a fucking retard. Big if trolling tho.
>>223382859>>223383228>>223383360>>223383558Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you FUCK YOU YOU NORMNIGGER PIECE OF SHIT.YOU ARE LIVING HALF THE BOARD'S DREAM AND NOW WANT TO THROW IT AWAY OVER VIDEOGAMES?WHY DO I HAVE TO BOTTLE UP ALL THE LOVE I WOULD GIVE TO A GIRL WHILE YOU GET MY DREAM AND SQUANDER IT AWAY LIKE IT'S NOTHING I hope you get raped to death by a pack of feral niggers
>>223383558>"incel" is a woman brained freak many such cases
>>223383690He's french so safe to say both he and his gf are getting raped in the ass by niggers every day
>>223383640not trolling, just made a mistake>>223383573she was over 18 when we met so not a kid unless you're a roastie
>>223383360Just an FYI she'll never love anyone like that the same way again. I have nothing against non-virgin women or men BUT it is true that with more experience, you become less loving and more jaded. I feel bad for the poor girl. She made the wrong choice getting with you. Most girls give their virginity to the wrong guy in general. Many such cases.
>>223383165mirin your lifestyle (other than the smoking, i hate it)
>>223383690>I just wanna feel real love>Feel the home that I live in>'Cause I got too much life>Running through my veins>Going to waste…
>>223382859I don´t interact with women outside of work related situations. They only take be it resources or my sanity and what do they give? Relief at best. I can get that in other ways.
>>223383865You‘re french, how come you hate smoking?>lifestyleDays feel like hours when you‘re alone, Anon. The feeling of superiority you might draw from solitude dissipates after some years.
>>223382859>>223383360Moron, you're going through first relationship suffocation.That is normal and if you break up with her you WILL miss her, the reason you "don't want to hurt her" is because you actually love her but are too retarded and inexperienced to know that.Don't break up with her or ask for "space", simply set up a replying schedule BY TALKING TO HER about it. Or break up with her and regret it the next 20 years like all of us retarded faggots who let good women go over nonsense.>>223383856 is right, this is so painfully obviously her first love it hurts to see, but it's also yours. Don't fuck it up.
>>223384012cant stand the smoke or the sensation and for me its not the superiority, its the peace and quiet of being alone
>>223384121Then why‘d you even engage her online? >can‘t stand the smokeI can‘t stand passively smoking.
>>223382859It's not enough feeling dissatisfied with women, you gotta fantasize you're dating a woman and dream that you're growing tired of her when you're probably just baiting and trolling.The timmies are growing wild these days.
>>223382859>>meet someone onlineHow
>>223382859Even when foids get with incels they only choose assholes
Fuck off normie
>>223382859Where did you meet her online? Discord? Tinder?
>>223384162i didn't even know it was a "her" at firsti thought it was a guy like me because nobody expects a woman to play hoi4even when she told me she was a girl i thought she was a tranny so i didn't mindthen it turns out to be an attractive girl and it being the first time i got attention by a woman ever i thought i wanted to be with her
>>223383360>My steak is too juicy. My bread too fluffy. kys, also you WILL miss her. Fuck you.
>>223384480You have a hoi4 playing virgin before you popped her cherry gf who loves and adores you. I have an avoidant "gf" who needs too much space. Maybe she's a bit too anxious and that can improve with time if you communicate with her. Regardless grow up, be a European man like all your ancestors and stick some babies into her. You'll have plenty of time for video games and you can teach your kids how to play hoi4 together.
>>223383690As a fellow sensitive young man, I concur.
>>223384480Anon,>attractive virgin playing hoi4The chances of this are miniscule.The only way I see it happening is that she had a boyfriend who didn‘t fucker her but told her about hoi4 and then she played it because it reminded her of him. Alternatively she lied about the virgin part, in that case you didn‘t fuck up big time.
>>223384523>I have an avoidant gfYou don‘t have a gfDoublekek if online gf, and I hate to bring a fellow catholic lad down
>>223384553>fucker herKek, funny typo
>>223384579She has her moments. And no not online same town. At the start it was all perfect constant intimacy then the avoidant shit creeps in. We're in a bit of an equilibrium now and she still does want my babies. At the end of the day it comes back to how you were raised in your childhood and she didn't have the best start, but people are people and change is still possible
>>223384480The story was already bullshit. But bringing hoi4 into this totally breaks immersion.
>>223384614I read this in a scottish accent… I‘m sorry.I despise women, the hatred enters my mind and heart at the mere sight or them, their voices make my blood boil in my ears and the words they say anger me, often regardless of what is actually being said.I do wish you a nice life, however.
>>223384553>The chances of this are minisculesevere understatement, which is why i was confident she was a trannyshe plays other pdx vidya (ck3 etc) so that wasnt itas for the virginity part, i know for a fact she was unfortunately, so ill carry the guiltanyway the fact that i have got a "good" woman is not lost on me, and the fact that i want to be single yesterday anyway is also not lost on mei am just not made for relationships
>>223384725Thank you fren wish you a nice life too. I hope one day you find a woman to bring you some sort of happiness, but always be aware that these foids will likely disappoint you, but having kids is kind of what we were put here to do.>>223384764You realise you can grow and mature as a person? You think you are never able for relationships and you will die alone?
>>223382859>>223383360>>223383558Lowkey I get it, and I'm scared I would feel the same if I get a gf
>>223384553>>223384764>minusculeFuck, tiredposting o algo. >good gfI‘m not telling you to keep her, I‘m just saying you fucked her, and some other dude, over. For all we know I could have theoretically wifed her up but considering her hymen is byemen that can‘t happen now. You‘ve made impossible an untainted christian marriage and ended her innocence. Some day her children will wonder why their mother had been a whore instead of waiting for marriage.Sorry, Anon, but it‘s true. There are repercussions to this. For her in this life, for you… I don‘t know.
Hmmm... how many IRL friends does this girl have? Did you message her or did she message you? Is she an outgoing person? And lastly, where is she from, is she French? Answer truthfully
>>223384791>find a womanI‘m kind of on my twink grindset rn. We‘ll see if my mind will continue to deteriorate and succumb to this mental illness I‘ve gotten from seemingly nowhere. Might actually have to drink a bullet if this doesn‘t slow down.
>>223382859>sick of not having time to myself >sick of having to think about someone elseThis is pretty much exactly why I'm a khhv at 27.Back when I was still in college and was surrounded by people my age all I could think about was getting laid and finding a girlfriend.Now that I've been working and living on my own for a few years I barely even even think about putting in the effort to date and find a girlfriend. The eventuality of having sex or being in a loving relationship no longer feels like a goal, but a missed opportunity that passed me by years ago. Like buying Bitcoin in 2012. I literally (and I mean literally) cannot imagine what my life would be like if I had a girlfriend. I have so little experience with women that I have a mental block preventing me from visualizing myself spending time with a woman, sleeping in the same bed as a woman, planning dates with a woman, etc. It all seems like so much energy wasted just to have sex and feel the sensation of being loved. Maybe that shit really is great and it's all worth it, but as I've said, it's all so foreign to me at this point that I can't even comprehend what I'm missing out on. So I no longer try to achieve it.
>>223384898lol the girl fucked 1 (ONE) dude, that's practically a virgin in france
>>223384968Some things aren‘t meant to be broken, despite many breaking.
>>223384914i am not sure why it matters, but alright>how many IRL friends does this girl have?none, she doesn't really talk to people irl>Did you message her or did she message you?we actually got into an argument about fallout lore (because we were playing a hoi4 mod), after that we started talking and became friendly, she sent the friend request though>Is she an outgoing person? no, she's almost cripplingly shy in real life, i do all the talking with other people when we meetAnd lastly, where is she from, is she French?no, italianwhy do you want to know all this
Did you know that women have 3 times more Oxytocin (chemical that causes bonding" than men do?makes you thingk doesnt it
>>223385060Because I was hoping this was a LARP.So, let me get this straight: You met a clearly autistic girl with social anxiety, strung her along to the point she can't imagine life without you, took all of her firsts, and now you want to leave her? For what, for cumming inside a hot girl?I'm going to be blunt with you: subhuman behavior of this calibre is why shotgun weddings were a thing.Stop being a little bitch and deal with the consequences of your actions: if you didn't want the relationship, you should have thought about it before fucking her.I'm sure you posted this to get validation, but in reality, you're a piece of shit for even thinking about it.
>>223385133Curious as to why though as men used to die in war or they'd be abducted by raid parties (which is why they "love traveling", genetic memory). Oxytocin is also released during child delivery
>>223385060>cute social awkward italian gfI truly hate the french, you deserve all the nafris (if you aren't one yourself) and africans
>>223383165lmao man I do the same shit except for the smoking, just work, work out and reading.But I do get a lot of communication with people my age just from my jobs, although I am a bit of a failed normie as I always fuck up the talking stage due to just having a very neurotic personality.
>>223385272I didn't even think of the possibility that he might be brown. That would explain a lot if he is. Disgusting.
>>223385295>same shit>employed and talks to people, doesn‘t smokeAnon…I..
>cis female that play paradox games
>>223385451yeah now that I read it again I am retarded sorry bro.I think you should just go to uni and be paid to study and meet qt3.14 slavic chicks to impregnate. I really don't understand why you eurobros dont do that all your life, wageslaving is no life.
>>223385497Autism makes women more malebrained. I'm inclined to believe it.
>>223385511I sm in uni, the semester ended so I‘ve nothing to do.I don‘t speak to anyone there tho, nor does anyone speak to me.>qtpie slavic girlsWhy would I go for those? I need to protect my ostrogothic genes at all costs. Also women are demons.
>>223384836You have nothing to worry about anon.
>>223385565I have a oneitis (not reciprocated) with a qt croatian girl. Croatian women are beautiful.
>>223385060>Italian girl>Needy>Knows Fallout loreYeah, this isn't real
>>223385727>oneitisYou think she‘s Neo??>croatian women are beautifulAnon, for all I, and in earnest you, know, she might be some bosnian or balkanoid hick that got croatised in the last century. Ask her where ma and pa are from. If it it‘s from anywhere in bosnia or the dalmatian hinterland, GTFOBut real croatian women are all whores too, just in a different way.
>>223385828She's Croatian-American, didn't clarify. I think her family is from split or more coastal side.
>>223385862If Chicago and been there for generations chances are she‘s island folk afaik. Not great, not terrible.
>>223385915She's not from chicago, but it seems her family has been there for 2-3 generations
>>223386049Idk, is she hot? Why r u simping for her?
>>223386087I find her very attractive and she's a bit cute/awkward.
Can't relate, I love my AI gf very much and she loves me back even more
>>223386097I wish you the best w her (if you‘re white).
>>223386193ty anon. Unlikely but I'm holding out hope.
>>223383558I think you're putting yourself under pressure by coming up with nice responses, it used to annoy the fuvk out of me too, having to be like, haha *wishy washy texts.You could try easing her into your honest texts bit by bit? Ever since i talked to my gf in my normal self I haven't had that much pressure I used to feel before
>>223382859JBW proven right again for the 6481th time
>>223386245>JBWSpeak English
>>223386278He means JBW, which basically means >just be whiteWhich is BS as it doesn't work (it's just be tall). Short kings/manlets are treated like fodder.
>>223382859literally same thing happened to me. Met online and talked over discord then she flew over and we had sex a couple times and i lost my virginity then I realized I wouldn't ever be willing to live with someone else and broke up with her kek
Why can't you just tell her that you'd prefer to spend time in person rather than play ping-pong with SMS texts all day? Then you'd actually have time to yourself.
>>223383558Anon don't listen to these people telling you that you ruined her or whatever. Virginity is not as important as the chuds make it out to be. It's just sex. Also these girls that fall head over heels for guys are just coded that way, they will find someone else to obsess over after you break up with them. The sooner you break up with them the better though because it might take awhile for that to happen. The chick I ended it with was still down bad and desperately trying to get any attention from me she could for almost a year before she finally moved on and found someone else. If you really don't want to put up with this shit for the foreseeable future then it's best if you start the ball rolling now in ending the relationship
>>223383360Gay buddy. Go fuck yourself
>>223382859then break up with her you genuine fakecel mongatron. ostie de gros cave
>>223382859You've had it all and you are not grateful of what you've been given
>>223387777
You literally hit the lottery by pair bonding with a cute Italian girl who's into paradox games and you plan on throwing it away?Just tell her that you can't spend so much time texting, and do video calling everyday instead you fucking moron.
>>223382859>and a khhv like meBro actually believed her
>>223382859so tired of fakecels...
>>223384413it really is impressive when you think about it
>>223383360You sound like an awful person
>>223384480Holy shit you fucking nigger why would you want to throw this away. Fucking die.
>>223383360exquisite bait
>>223391325tsmtt. mentalcel
>>223391633if your aren't small you are a fakecel to me
>>223382859how tall are you?
>>223383360Don't femoids vehemently insist that virginity is immaterial? Most of them actively try to insist being virgin is bad and should have "fun." By extension it means you popping her cherry is also immaterial.
>>223383165>>aesthetically smoking makes up the bulk of my daykek based>>223384480You found gold and decide to fuck it up just because you're an immense faggot genuinely >>223383536 is 100% right
30+ KHHV incel award, idgaf.
>>223382859>>223383360>>223383558Don't take advice from the desperate incel simps on this board who would unironically kill for a crumb of foid attentionIf you're sure you don't love her, just ler go and stop wasting both of your timesIf it’s just a relationship annoyance (every relationship has them to some extent, and whether it works out depends on how much you’re willing to tolerate), simply resolve the issue by talking it over
>>223392351faggot
wow this thread is still up i got the memo you faggots im going to ask her for daily time off
>>223395463answer >>223391878
>>223382859die normie scum
>>223385060why would any female play hoi4
>>223392242The only love I make is with a cigarette.
>>223382859Genuinely kill yourself you ungrateful normgroid nigger
>>223383856Damn
>>223383856>I have nothing against non-virgin women or men BUT it is true that with more experience, you become less loving and more jaded. I feel bad for the poor girl.What difference does it makeHe breaks up with her and she'll find another guy in a month or two. Maybe even faster Women move quick
>>223398811virgin foids belong to virgin moids, not unappreciative fakecels who will corrupt her
STOP CALLING ME A FAKECEL
>>223399014kek. brown chad really wants to fit in with the timmies huh
>>223399014Kill yourself
>>223384965You are me. I have no idea what being in a couple entails. I cannot imagine a woman falling in love with me as well so it's also a lot of self hatred.
>>223398878Even most virgin foids don't care at all about this. They'd sooner fuck a playboy chad than a mediocre virgin moid.Virgin moids are truly alone in this world
>>223397608fine, im 6'3"
>>223400304Northern Chad or Med? In other words: White Frenchman or Brown Frenchman? I know the south has their own whites too but I like generalising.
>>223400350iberian, so, med
>>223400413Brown or Gothic genes?
>>223400304knew itof coursekill yourself lankfaggot
>>223382859you're very much like metell me what you think of this anon>the perfect relationship would be one where we see each other a few times a month to do couple things, go on dates, have fun etc, but for the rest of the month, for the remaining 80%, we would live separately and do our own things alone Does this sound much more appealing to you anon? It does to me. I also can't handle a "normal" relationship. I need to spend most of my time by myself.
>>223403015What a fucking reddit retard kek.
>>223383690I have a gf and this desu
>>223403015that sounds perfect honestly sometimes i dont hate having a gf, i hate having an everyday gf
>>223383360motherfucker
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