thnx u too

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>>50821556
I've been exercising lately. I might cut down the squats though; i was showing my progress to my mother and she said my ass was getting bigger. I don't want a fat ass, i want to be strong and healthy. This is hard.

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I can't. I don't have the energy to.
I hate the place I live, I hate my body, I hate myself, I'm a scourge to my family and I have no future. I want to die already.

>>50821556
I want to finally start to take care of myself, I told myself I would start to do better from today, I haven't shower in 3 months, I want that to changer right now, getting a shower today would be an accomplishment, I would love to clean my room this week, it stinks so bad I barely can breathe.

>>50830520
I know this feel too well, I have been feeling this way for too long and I'm tired of it, any kind of change would make my situation infinitely better.

>>50830520
>>50833163
Ganbare

Does anyone in this thread want to try being friends? Being alone for so long is finally starting to crush me. No gay shit unless you want to.

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>>50834977
What do you like? There needs to be commonality for a friendship to form.

>>50835002
I like grinding Touhou scores and crossdressing.

Lost my remote position of 2 years in January, pushed through a face-to-face live action job only to have the company go under after me being there a month.

Back to the comfy life.

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>>50835023
I never did get into scoring but it's been intriguing me since being through with most of my survival goals. Which games do you like it in?

>>50835065
SA is my favorite, but I also like it in PCB.
Tell me about your survival goals. Anything in there besides the obvious ones?

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>>50835074
Shame I don't have much experience with either of those. I LNBd SA with an easy shot but haven't played it since. Though I once watched a Japanese streamer scoring it and it seemed pretty cool, I still get scared seeing people sit right next to where bullets spawn since it's not something I'm used to doing.
>Anything in there besides the obvious ones?
I LNBd a few of the games and LNNd one. I wanted to LNB all of them but I lost the motivation as of late.
Did you do much survival before scoring or is it just what you enjoyed from the start?

It's not too late to get a job. It's not too late to go out for a walk.

>>50835136
>Did you do much survival before scoring or is it just what you enjoyed from the start?
Yeah, a bit. At least, it's a pattern I would sort of slip into when I was first learning the series. I didn't stick with it enough to hit any serious goals though.

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>>50835150
I see. Are you playing to improve on your own scores or are you going for something like PND? I at least know what that is. I'd like to one day have it in my favorite game if I ever feel like grinding again.

>>50835166
>or are you going for something like PND?
lol hell no
I'm nowhere near that good, I'm just going for personal bests.

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>>50835174
That is fun and comfy as well. Ganbatte, Anon.

>>50830416
Anon keep going.. I had the same thing happen to me, dont let anyone take you down especially family

>>50830416
>>50835756
one thing I heard a lot since I started working out is that lots of woman like big asses as long as it comes from muscle
"fatass" has a negative connotation but "fat ass" is pretty nice
either way a strong body that's going to get you through life and age without pain is more important, do your squats/deadlifts and enjoy cushioned sitting for life

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>>50821556
I'm okay. I love my friends and hold every single one of them dear in my heart due to a friendless childhood. But I sometimes feel like there's a pain that comes with that territory. I've been thinking about this for a while.

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I seldom interact with people currently. But there has always been an empty spot for me to return in the groups I'm associated with. I've just lost my faith in humanity in the last 10 years. But I can still enjoy the good aspects of vetted friends, if I feel like it.

>>50834977
I would like to be friends, this wave of loneliness is pretty crushing

These stinky hikki neets have more friends than me...

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Yeah let's make friends surely we'll be just friends that do friend things

>>50847774
>>50847943
Do you use discord?

>>50847943
don't get your hopes up fujoanon

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>>50849830
I do have one!
I also play a lot of netoge too

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>>50821556
puru...puru...

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I like looking at cute or cool wallpaper with big night skies or oceans, or forests and towns, and pretend I'm there.
There are so many places I want to explore. I wish I could go somewhere else. Do any of you anons have a favourite place they wish to go to?

Approaching a year since graduation and it's finally dawning on me that my life is probably not going to begin by itself. At least I've watched more anime and read more eroge than ever before though.

>>50857028
me but it's only been a few weeks. i am very much enjoying life right now but the idea that i'll have to find some income eventually is always in the back of my mind.
are you planning on getting a job soon?

>>50855268
>Do any of you anons have a favourite place they wish to go to?
generic reply, but japan.
visiting japan is the only dream i have, i wish i could visit the entire country... if i had the chance to go there, i'd like to visit tokyo, osaka, kyoto and hokkaido the most, and meet online friends if possible.
i'd like to visit otaku places, traditional places, important historic places, railways, and other stuff, just have fun in general, your average street from there is way prettier than 99% of my country anyways.

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my mom thinks im going to kill myself.
wtf do i even do? i know it's my fault, i'm an antisocial with no friends who spends all day either sleeping or on my computer, but i really hate seeing her crying.
i hate my life so much, but i really don't want to hurt my mom in any way.

>>50870226
You have to accept that she will never be able to understand the situation at all. Just try to minimize negative interactions and take care of yourself best as you can. Don't blame yourself either, we all are heading towards very bad times now

The thread will be gone soon, take care of yourselves, take care out there, you are precious, you deserve better, I love you all, don't give up.

>>50886201
i don't know if you're op but you probably should create another thread like this one anyways, not our fault that threads autosage after 14 days here no matter what now

>>50882943
i'll just try to show love to her as much as possible.