HikkiNEET ThreadI hope you anons are taking care of yourselves
thnx u too
>>50821556I've been exercising lately. I might cut down the squats though; i was showing my progress to my mother and she said my ass was getting bigger. I don't want a fat ass, i want to be strong and healthy. This is hard.
I can't. I don't have the energy to.I hate the place I live, I hate my body, I hate myself, I'm a scourge to my family and I have no future. I want to die already.
>>50821556I want to finally start to take care of myself, I told myself I would start to do better from today, I haven't shower in 3 months, I want that to changer right now, getting a shower today would be an accomplishment, I would love to clean my room this week, it stinks so bad I barely can breathe.>>50830520I know this feel too well, I have been feeling this way for too long and I'm tired of it, any kind of change would make my situation infinitely better.
>>50830520>>50833163Ganbare
Does anyone in this thread want to try being friends? Being alone for so long is finally starting to crush me. No gay shit unless you want to.
>>50834977What do you like? There needs to be commonality for a friendship to form.
>>50835002I like grinding Touhou scores and crossdressing.
Lost my remote position of 2 years in January, pushed through a face-to-face live action job only to have the company go under after me being there a month. Back to the comfy life.
>>50835023I never did get into scoring but it's been intriguing me since being through with most of my survival goals. Which games do you like it in?
>>50835065SA is my favorite, but I also like it in PCB.Tell me about your survival goals. Anything in there besides the obvious ones?
>>50835074Shame I don't have much experience with either of those. I LNBd SA with an easy shot but haven't played it since. Though I once watched a Japanese streamer scoring it and it seemed pretty cool, I still get scared seeing people sit right next to where bullets spawn since it's not something I'm used to doing.>Anything in there besides the obvious ones?I LNBd a few of the games and LNNd one. I wanted to LNB all of them but I lost the motivation as of late.Did you do much survival before scoring or is it just what you enjoyed from the start?
It's not too late to get a job. It's not too late to go out for a walk.
>>50835136>Did you do much survival before scoring or is it just what you enjoyed from the start?Yeah, a bit. At least, it's a pattern I would sort of slip into when I was first learning the series. I didn't stick with it enough to hit any serious goals though.
>>50835150I see. Are you playing to improve on your own scores or are you going for something like PND? I at least know what that is. I'd like to one day have it in my favorite game if I ever feel like grinding again.
>>50835166>or are you going for something like PND?lol hell noI'm nowhere near that good, I'm just going for personal bests.
>>50835174That is fun and comfy as well. Ganbatte, Anon.
>>50830416Anon keep going.. I had the same thing happen to me, dont let anyone take you down especially family
>>50830416>>50835756one thing I heard a lot since I started working out is that lots of woman like big asses as long as it comes from muscle"fatass" has a negative connotation but "fat ass" is pretty niceeither way a strong body that's going to get you through life and age without pain is more important, do your squats/deadlifts and enjoy cushioned sitting for life
>>50821556I'm okay. I love my friends and hold every single one of them dear in my heart due to a friendless childhood. But I sometimes feel like there's a pain that comes with that territory. I've been thinking about this for a while.
