Its been over three years but I was almost shot to shit by the AK of a culturally diverse fellow in my city center. Ever since that night my relationships have deteriorated, I have night terrors and cant hold down a steady job. No, I was not always a loser. I am starting to feel like I have some sort of PTSD and need to a: see a therapist, which I cant afford, and b: have some (legal) weapon for home defense, which I also can't afford. My country is "relatively" open minded in this regard though. I'm guessing if I go all gofundme here, you'll tell me to KMS. But I'm kinda lost and don't know what to do, guys. Any recommendations?
>>64194998You're an eurocuck and you don't have access to therapist if though you're a victim of cultural enrichment?
>>64195054Correct. I can apply to see some subsidized, fresh out of Uni retard with a 10 week waiting list between appointments for like 40€ (tried it once, he told me to take Vitamin C), but the serious ones that actually help on a weekly or bi-weekly basis go for 3-6 times that.
>>64194998Maybe it's just because you're Austrian. Everyone knows you're a plague upon the continent.
>>64194998There is plenty of good information on how to deal with mental illness from doctors and patients on the internet and youtube Find it, consume a good amount and start applying the inform>>64194998ation to your life
>expecting genuine help on a mall ninja board
>>64194998Such dir 'nen Therapeuten der mit der ÖGK arbeitet. Dann übernehmen die die Kosten.
>>64194998You should do a gofundme and advertise it on normie social media, with the general shift towards migrants in Europe you should get some attention. Also I wouldn't get a gun just yet if you are suffering from PTSD, in case you off yourself.
>>64194998>AustrianYou know what needs to be done
>>64194998Start neeting
>>64195080>take Vitamin CBut did you?Also since you're Euro, start by doing all the permits. You might have the unfortunate case where they see your shrink visit and say na-ah. Or require months worth of paper trail to prove the visit wasn't because you're paranoid schitzo.
>>64195086>you're Austrian. Everyone knows you're a Prague upon the continent.
>>64195129>Everyone knows you're a Prague upon the continent.
>>64194998 (Fagstrian)I met a German once and he told me that austrian tourists are the most entitled and annoying amongst all other tourists.Your reaction?
Don't let the fat burger jews on this hellhole get you down proud Australian man, just harden the fuck up and go get em!
There is about a 90% chance OP is a larping faggot.In case he isnt, he should contact the Psychosozialer Dienst, if he is in vienna I suggest contacting the Niederösterreichische One, because it has 1/10th the wait timecant post my stuff from the attack here to make this thread less useless cuz its all mp4
>>64195164>your stuffWas everyone austriche anon in the midst of a refugee heated moment?
>>64195080Take your vitamins. If they didn’t help, visit him again and tell him they don’t work. Then he’ll move on to something else. Young doctors need to get experience from somewhere after all. If your case actually turns out to be serious then you’ll get a referral to get treatment elsewhere.
>>64195170It's surprising to Americans but Austria is the size of a small town Walmart.
>>64195170>>64195178>t. buttblasted nonaryans
>>64195178It looks to be about the size of Pennsylvania and Pennsylvania is pretty big.
>>64195080>(tried it once, he told me to take Vitamin C)He told you to take Oleovit (Vit D3) you fucking retard
>>64194998unironically seek professional helpi assume in europe once diagnosed with ptsd you'll get assistance, including gibs.which should help if you have troubles keeping a job now.also emotional support dogs do wondersi don't have ptsd, but a handful of people close to me or that i have served with have it
>>64194998>shot at by sandniggers with AK>deteriorated relationships>can't hold down a job>ptsd>wants a gun>Any recommendations?Become a soldier of fortune. You already fulfill 90% of the qualifications. If you join the Africa Corps you even get to work through your PTSD by shooting at the terrorists.
Mapping nearby mosque locations is genuinely therapeutic
>>64194998git gud
>hurr durr therapyDoes fuck allTherapy is only the woke version of asking 4chan for helpThey're only there to listen to you and say mmhmm and give you textbook solutions you can have chatgpt read back to you anytimeThere are probably several root problems with you that you're not telling usWhere are your family and why are they not supporting you emotionally?Where are your friends?The problems which stop you from being helped by them are probably the same which you need to overcome>lost and don't know what to doFind a job and hold it downFind ways to upgrade your job (not easy in this economy but you need to keep looking regardless, like a radar scanning the horizon)Save 10% of your salary (easy: pretend you earn 90% of what you actually do)Find a cheap but fulfilling hobbyAs with the job, keep looking for something to make you happySpend time with your family and friendsDate (Yes I know the world is full of useless wokemen but you just have to keep searching)I'm doing all this myself to get over my own issuesAs for the night terrors, I can't help you with thatI get them tooBurying yourself in all this work helps, i thinkPerhaps take up martial arts. It might be worthless but it might give you the self confidence to make them go awayAlso be grateful to God that you weren't shot deadThat's what i doI shit you not, every meal I eat, I am grateful and enjoy it, because i survived a disease which might have meant i eat the same crap every day for the rest of my life (did that for years)Now I eat everything from McDonald's to my own cooking with great happiness... because i tell myself it could have been a lot worseHold on to that thought, even as you seek to better your situation: it could have been a lot worse
>>64195215>>hurr durr therapy>Does fuck all>>64195215>As for the night terrors, I can't help you with that>I get them too>Burying yourself in all this work helps, i thinknext shooter in the making
>>64195215You will never be european
>>64194998>recommendationsLove God.Love yourelf.Love others.
>>64194998then go back to albania and go postal over there.
>>64195215>As for the night terrors, I can't help you with that>I get them too>Burying yourself in all this work helps, i thinkClassic denial. Don't do this
>>64195150Takes vitamin C
>>64195185Pennsylvania also smells like cow shit
>>64194998Its time to neetmax my Austrian friend
>>64195228Don't be stupidIf anything it's the horror vacui of waking up one day after years and years of therapy and thousands of dollars of vitamins and treatments and healing crystals and whatever and knowing no future ahead but more of the same that will drive some poor deluded mong to grab an AR and brass up a kindergartenBEEN THEREDONE THAT>not the shooting up part, obvsIt's the emptiness of endless "treatment" and the continuous refrain of the same psychiatric-Board-approved platitudes with no results that really GETS into youModern "therapy" is founded in woke principles and chemically anaesthesising the pain without any real change. it's morally empty and you will feel it even if you can't describe it By all means go for it but I'm telling you all ahead of time, it won't work in and of itselfYou need something more REAL to fix the root problem>>64195240>Classic denial. Don't do thisNo, it's fact. You have to be self-aware enough to know that you're mentally fucked, and yet still power through the day.That's actually covered in psychiatry. You achieve acceptance in the Kubler-Ross grief model when you're able to wake up from a nightmare or a panic attack or a crying jag or whatever and get on with the day, and get on with life.>like I said>been there, done thatBut modern psychiatry tends to keep people stuck wallowing for too long. And with typical frog-well / crab-bucket mentality they keep pulling down people who try to push through it.You need to keep pushing through it and not let the terrors/ fears / depression consume your day.But that's just one part.The other part is what goals do you strive for which will give you the lasting "healing" to make it go away permanently, and it's what I wrote above: career, savings, family, friends. These things give you emotional stability that nothing else, not all the paid therapy and emotion-manipulating drugs in the world can.
modern life entails near-death experiences on an almost daily basis, how could someone develop ptsd from such an event? in what way is the vibrant ak-weilding immigrant who didn't kill you substantially different from the 50 ton truck that almost deletes you on the way to work every morning?
>>64195283go back to /adv/you're not even european anyway
>>64195283You didnt have years and years of therapy. You didnt even take the Oleovit.
>>64195283Try EMDR or ketamine. A good therapist who uses those will focus on self-confrontation. You know, the actual way to deal with your shit.
>>64195301I have spoken.>>64195305By all means, keep paying thousands and thousands of dollars for a shoulder to cry on.If nothing else, it's a step up from shooting kids.
>>64195312>Lets give the guy with night terrors and paranoid personality a strong dissociative, that will fix him right upI fucking hate you junkies so fucking much.
>>64195319>If nothing else, it's a step up from shooting kids.You tried nothing, complain about it not working, present your schizo theories and talk about night terrors. You are the one who will shoot up a school, anon.
Just shoot back at the sandniggers with an AR. Easy.
>>64194998>I am starting to feel like I have some sort of PTSD
>>64195332Eurocucks hates fun, anon. No AR for them.
>>64195344he's austrian, so it would be a category B weapon => totally doable to get an AR in austria. austria has surprisingly liberal gun laws
>>64195349Its fucking hilarious seeing Americucks pretending we have cuck gun laws.We have 20% of Americas private gun ownership ratio and only 0.01% the gun crime.Wanna guess what else we have much less of?"Americans".
>>64194998You don't have PTSD you have nostalgia.You yearn for combat, you desire nothing more than to sit in a trenchline dodging drone dropped grenades and mortar fire.Your senses have been attuned to the chaos of combat, you will never be at peace until you feel the rush of battle, the thrill of cold steel ripping through your flesh.Enlist in the Russian military today and cleanse Evropa of your enemies.Slava Z
>>64195358not to mention black market firearms.
>>64195366>not to mention black market firearms.almost nonexistant in austriaor are you gonna tell me about Ukrainian Javelins or some shit? Cuz it seems, somehow, the ruskis are already in this thread.
>>64195361They lost 290 thousand in 8 months though,I wouldn't recommend it
>>64194998I went to Syria in 2015 to join YPG. I was shot at several times, one time continuously for almost a whole day. Constant mortar fire, rocket artillery, several suicide trucks, and an old Soviet MBT, they threw themselves at our position for hours on end. In the end, i survived by sheer luck and the help of coalition bombings. On a more than quiet day in an occupied Turkmen-Arab village, our roadblock was attacked by a suicide car. Most traumatic experience of my life to go from "fuck this fucking day is so fucking boring and it's so fucking hot" to "i can barely hear anything, just saw a guy with no face, and one of my friends is screaming at me with shattered teeth, bleeding from more wounds than i can count, his legs broken in so many places that they're flying around like hoses or something here in the back of this toyota hilux that's taking us to what counts as a field hospital in this part of the world at 150 km/h wtf do i do now except trying to get him to stay alive"i know it's always subjective, when i hear about those guys in Ukraine, many people i know from syria actually went there, that makes my "traumatic events" seem like mickey mouse shit in comparison sometimes, but never forget that i could have been much, much worse
>>64195384>that makes my "traumatic events" seem like mickey mouse shit in comparison sometimeshttps://de.wikipedia.org/wiki/%C3%9Cberlebensschuld-Syndrom
>>64195375>almost nonexistant in austriahere in bavaria there are a lot mostly from czech
>>64195411>here in bavariaServas hawara, bisch eh ka Kaffe?
>>64195358lets see yours anon
>>64194998>AKit was a Zastava M70Christ bother to look up the gun when you are going to post on the gun board also get a loicnece
>>64195474new?
>>64194998>Any recommendations?Stop making polb8 threads.
>>64194998Vitamin C
>>64195402>Survival debt syndrome, also known as the synonyms of concentration camp syndrome or Holocaust syndromeyou think i can demand reparations from those isis losers that somehow didn't make it to al-jannah? i could use a little money right now
>>64195384I still think it's a bit different going to an active warzone of your own volition and going >shit I'm being shot atthan it is going to a coffee shop after work like any other day and realizing>shit I'm being shot at
>>64195499A Yugo AK is still an AKSlightly different receiver dimensions do not a non-AK make
>>64195164Mp4s are supported now.
>>64195358>Wanna guess what else we have much less of?Blacks and Mexicans. For now.
>>64196406That's such a European thing to say
>>64194998>fellow Wienergeh zum Hausarzt und erzähl ihm über deine Schwierigkeiten, der gibt dir dann eine Überweisung zur Psychotherapie es können aber kosten anfallenKannst es auch mit der Ambulanz der Sigmund-Freud-Universität probieren bei denen ists ned gratis aber der Preis ist nach Einkommen gestaffelt also wirklich nicht so teuer falls du finanziell nicht besonders gut beisammen bistganz gratis könnte es über die ÖGK auch gehen aber sei bereit lange zu warten denn an Therapieplätzen fehlt es erheblichhttps://www.gesundheitskasse.at/cdscontent/?contentid=10007.870222
>>64194998Always kill a traitor before an enemy, jimbo.
>>64194998join the military
Don't get well, get revenge. You know where the Muslim enclaves are, you know where they crowd together.
Why do you think you deserve to feel safe if you are being invaded. Are you retarded?
It's actually surreal how gullible (at best)/mentally ill (at worst) Americans actually are. These are the "people" trusted with rights to exist, to vote, to drive...
>>64197064Do you think it has something to do with Vitamin C consumption?
>>64195185It used to be bigger. Blame the wops and russkies.
>>64197983Austria-hungary existed for like one winter in 1885 or something, how did it make such a big impression on everyone in such a short time
>>64195361You jest but yeah. Incel revolution when? Fuck you christina.
>>64199536Kek
>>64195358You don't have niggers and spics. Murder rate for white Americans is on par with Sweden/CZ once you filter out shitskins slaughtering each other and murdering whites. You still have a Volk in your country. We just have various shades of nigger.
>>64195080Wow, an honest therapist.
>>64194998One of my teachers in uni is from Spain and one day while he was riding the train/subway with a neighbor a bomb blew up the cart they were in. He escaped mostly without injuries but his friend sadly passed. To this day he will be extremely unsettled if he sees a backpack left behind in class. He won't get near it for anything and will reach out to security to come and either take it or find out who's the owner.
>>64196551Muslims are just completely sacred here and I think it has to do with their propensity for violenceIt just saddens me when leftists pull out the "your rayciss words may cause terrorism" card when the real problem is that they're just totally unprepared to defend themselves
>>64195080I read this shit about vitamin C in Whatifalthist comment section, chat is this real?
>>64200127Why don't you send some of those muslims down here to Peru as cultural exchange? We would like to, ah, show them the local urban strata :)
>>64194998>any suggestions1. Stop being a fucking faggot bitch. Or B. Kys
>>64194998not bait, actually real:I was on a holiday school trip in berlin right around december 2016. In order to get to the metro sometime we would pass in front of this chrismas market. Just 2 days after we left back to france, this happend in the very same market:https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/2016_Berlin_truck_attack
>>64194998Pussy
>>64200066Was it ETA?
>>64200284>1. Stop being a fucking faggot bitch.>Or>B. Kysthere's alsoIII - take Vitamin C
>>64199336google the holy roman empireand while you are at it, google charles v of habsburgthe one and only emperor america ever hadactually he ruled over both american continentsamerica was austrian once, with vienna as its capitalbe happy
>>64199336Austria-hungary existed for decades
>>64194998>No, I was not always a loserYet here you are.
>>64194998The people that did this to you gather every Friday In human beehives called mosques. But yeah muslims are cowardly bootlegged kikes that flee from an ounce of violence, why do you think theyre there in the first place... Hey did you know it's highly illegal but extremely easy to 3d print guns now? Don't do that and kys anon, go to therapy instead.
>>64197107no that's only good against le heckin cryptids, skinwalkers and demons
OP, I'm gonna say something that'll probably piss you off and I do apologize...You need to confront your issues directly. The problem you are facing right now is that you are trying to distance yourself from the issue and pass it off to other people in the hopes of getting an answer that allows you to avoid confronting the problem.It'll never work. You will not be fixed by therapy, drug treatments, or having some retarded pencil pusher telling you that you need to do breathing exercises. What you need to do is confront what happened, why you survived, and then take it as a lesson of life... and move forward.I'm aware this isn't exactly the answer you are probably hoping for, but currently you are going to get stuck in a loop of using this shooting as an excuse for every wrong in your life. The bloodshed happened. It's over. Live for those who are no longer here and make damn sure you live an extra few lives to make up for those lost.
>>64200457I'm not sure but knowing how long he's here and his age, I bet it was that infamous march 11th 2004 bombings by islamic militants
>>64200142>Whatifalthistanon, Rudy (WIAH) literally fried his brain with Ayahuasca and claims to speak with Odin in the Spirit World. He does not draw in the smartest crowd.
>>64195215>Therapy is only the woke version of asking 4chan for helpTherapy is secular confession. Before, the priest listened to your sins and prescribed a little ritual to make you feel better about yourselfToday, you tell the therapist about your problems and... she (black woman, queer) tells you to follow a little ritual (mindfulness exercises/meds) to help you feel better. As always, a customer cured is a customer lost.
>>64200322The Stockholm truck attack happened like a week after I went there too but it doesn't count
>>64194998And what's the problem? Just bad luck.A bunch of niggers in venezuela pointed their shitty guns to my head to get my phone and wallet and my only PTSD is that I didn't kill them all.And yes those guys already killed some people around town it wasn't a regular robbery it's usually an execution.
>>64194998>ptsdFind someone willing to listen and talk about it. They don't need to be a therapist, just someone willing to listen, and it would help if they had similar experiences. Talk about what happened, and talk about how you feel about it. Say these things out loud to another human being. It will help. Keeping it inside yourself will cause it to eat its way out until it expresses itself in self destructive behavior.Good luck, Anon.
>>64195324what?
>>64200322My brother and his wife have been on holiday in a series of high profile terrorist attacks, so much so that we say they curse the places they go. They were present for the last IRA bombing, one Truck Of Peace, the Narwhal stabbing, and the recent axe murderer incident in Australia.It's actually a tad worrisome, having to always call them up and check they're alright. Thank fuck for the Internet.
>>64203222>It's actually a tad worrisomeClearly they are activating sleeper cells on their "vacations."
>>64202493That's one way to look at itAnother is that therapy is paid companionship and advice. Because liberals destroyed the nuclear and extended family, they need something else to replace the experience, advice, and shoulders to cry on that parents, cousins, uncles and aunts used to provide. That's therapists.Also most psych meds are just more modern, slightly more sophisticated forms of dopamine, endorphin, serotonin and oxytocin boosters that people used to get from hanging out with family, drinking beer and having a clambake or barbie.This is not to vilify psychiatric treatments for more serious shit like dementia, schizophrenia, and so on. I'm talking rather about the most widespread and low level form of therapy that most (white women) go for these days.
>>64194998There’s all of these stories about Germans, Swedes Danes and Dutch and other northern euros who have it worst getting beaten up by teenagers and grown men having to shriek for help.You really should migrate to Czech-chadia or something.Also the euros could definitely benefit from a convoy system: intersperse a few armed carriers at high risk zones and ask them to try and stop attackers. Of course they’re too dumb to do that. Also, get a pump shotgun, load buckshot. Relatively less unobtainable but devastating. If you go to the Czech Republic then one of their guns?
>>64194998> I was almost shot to shit by the AK of a culturally diverse fellow in my city centerSounds keyed as fuck.You should feel honored to die by such a weapon.
>>64194998ill write to you in english out of politeness since we are on an anglospeak board and they are not aryan enough for german.Leave the city. You need a change to get off the same depressing views which take you back. go into a green small town with lots of woods and lakes around, go into nature. its for free. Go to one of the really rural states, Tyrol, Carinthia, Styria. Cities like Klagenfurt offer a lake, wood, mountains in bycicle distances or trains / bus which take you everywhere. and much lower living costs than vienna, less sandniggers and a healthcare system which isnt overrun by said sandniggers.go into a shooting or sports club there.get off the fucking screens, i mean it. no constant cellphone/labtop time. move your body, do smth with your hands, get into the sun. make yourself a sports routine and and get a library pass. costs almost nothing. do smth you liked to do as a kid, i started building model planes again, low level just for fun. but leave the place of your trauma and free your mind from social media and video entertainment, you need to get your dopamine levels back to normal.a 2nd hand shotgun or a new single bore inkluding some boxes of birdshot costs approx. 200-300, a short 2nd hand hunting rifle can be had from 300-400 on. save for it, make it your project.and remember: there will always be a next day with a new morning.
>>64195344of course not. only a steyr aug meets the requirments of noble austrian shootist.
>>64195375you know nothing. there at least as many offically non existing rifles and shottys as officially existing ones.
I survived three terror attacks, all were random so there was no inter personal element.Nightmares every night for three years no end in sight. Work was good for me. The team, the routine, the stable environment.
>>64203716>Cities like KlagenfurtI can second Klagenfurt. Chill folks, decent architecture and the local healthcare system isn't as weighted down as those of the other Bundesländer. It's a bit provincial and government's exactly as chaotic as the rumors say it is, but living there's pleasant enough.
>>64194998a shame they didn't kill you, now we have to suffer through you gay ass threads
>>642014625 decades. Even my mom is older than that. It's nothing.
>>64194998git gud scrub
>>64204904and USSR existed for 7 decades, so?
>>64195178I looked up a list of countries by land area and compared them to some of the states. Shit’s wild man. The rest of the world is tiny. Germany is the size of Texas.
>>64204938that's actually old though. a lot older than my mom.
>>64194998High dose shrooms or ibogaine if you can find it. Also see if ancient Black powder guns are legal for you to own. In the UK, original BP is supposedly unrestricted
>>64205332Austria has good gun laws, if OP is of-age, he can just buy a shotgun or a mosin without a lincense, just with his ID.
>>64205341Oh, cool. If I had to not have my AR-15, a good single shot with that loading thing from the 1999s wouldn't be toooo bad. A handful of buckshot rounds is a great fuck you.
>>64205341>just with his IDisn't that pretty much a de facto licenseat least, it's registration
>>64205567have you ever paid ammo or a gun with your credit card? ordered online?
>>64205596more than that, I've bought plenty of stuff with just cash
>>64205567who cares about the definition of license, the point is you don't have to get any sort of special permit in austria to buy shotguns or bolt action rifles, you just need to be 18 years old and an austrian citizen.
>>64205684>who caresnew, huh
