i'm visiting texas for the holidays (until Jan 11th) with my conservative brother and i'm diy HRT-ing (family doesn't know) while i'm out here. i only came down because something bad happened and my brother helps out with my rent for the time being so i felt obligated to show up. i am so uncomfortable, everyone here is super overweight, conservative, and leather-skinned. i'm confined to my room like a prisoner of war drawing sketches for 3d print designs, listening to music, and going out for small walks around a small park nearby. i don't like my family, they scare me. the last time i felt like this about someone they ended up having a loaded gun in their possession (which i had no idea about)under no circumstances would i recommend anyone move to texas. what a bad start to the new year
Me too. Mom is a religious freak and makes my life hell. Everytime I'm there I get several "YWNBAW" speechesNo one else knows but they're all the same. Soon I'll be able to decline the forced invitations
>>42198896based mom lol ywnbaw fat delusional tranny
>>42198896Make a pile of saving and move out (what i did) but obv balance moving out with higher education so you're not screwed in the long-term
>>42198938Nah I'm working on the degree a decent distance away from her. Hopefully I get employed.
>>42198952it's not hard to get employed at a decent enough job. just lie but be confident at lying
how are you going to cope if and when you are still single and your 40s and 50s, nona?
>>42198936men that age are usually pretty dorky idk why that reddit woman is so surprised
>>42198936i'm not planning on ever being in a relationship, so probably okay enough
probably prison t4t
I'm focusing on my work and accepted that I'll probably be alone foreverSimple asPlushies help
>>42198936>the ickwomen are truly their own worst enemy
just the idea that men can live normal lives as women makes me want to slit my wrists if i think about it for too longt. cis man who takes estrogen for his crippling autogynephilia
>>42199057i think i hate ftms more, personally
>>42198956You sound like a terf lol
>>42198880i dont, i think i might pass with E so im holding out for that
>being a terf
>>42198880to some extent i realise they have nothing to do with me. because in all honesty, women are kind of gross looking anyway, and i don't really want to be friends with women or be female-socialised either.i'd prefer to be a passoid to what i am now. i mean, my life almost certainly would improve. but then i think i'd have to contend with different sense of self-disgust and frustration.
do i pass???
>>42194350that doesnt make sense. she doesnt pass because she said shes trans?
>>42194184As what a retard???
>>42194184I'm so sorry but no... hope you will find peace in your life
>>42194184You look like a white Somali
>>42199058why is it that somalis have that lightbulb heae shape? they must be the ugliest people on the planet. its crazy an entire people can look like that and not just a single disfigured individual. i wanna try bbc but the only black people we have here in the nordics is somalis. im so jealous of americans when it comes to this
somehow this says more about you and how fake gender transition is than it does about her supposed perception of transgendered women. And can you imagine a short-haired cis girl taking it like a bitch and being like "oooough i don't want to out myself... as a woman... to a fellow woman"? Also, this person's pronouns are "she/it". "IT"? I want to watch some internet trans puppygirl come out to a normal non-internet person in real life saying "actually you can use it/its pronouns for me and also I want you to believe I have respect for myself"
>>42197797Bisexuals exist, cis women get hit by a lot more men when they are partying
>>42198114it wasn't at a party i just got texted and i love your bi men backpedal kys nigger.
>early/pre transition person presenting as male is treated as male> clearly this demonstrates transition is fakeIs OP does have brain damage?
>>42198820do not redeem
>>42196727OOP is only two months on hrt, ofc she is gonna be read as a man tho.and yeah using (it) as pronouns is retarded but it is understandable since we are denied our own humanity.
My ftm fiance funds my whole life and he's a nice guy and all but I have lowkey been cheating on him with another tgirl who's 10 years younger than me and for some reason I don't feel guilty about that? I'm just anxious all the time because if I get busted I'm screwed.
>>42195484St4t is cucked because mtfs are just the average bpd woman multiplied by 10 despite having far less to offer
>>42195540Ftm chads deserve cis women
St4t is cucked because mtfs are just lazy men. Trans men deserve real women.Stop wasting your time on this freaks.
>>42196278True
>>42195484>My ftm fiance funds my whole lifeMe once my parents die>some reason I don't feel guilty about that? because it's a larp dummy, duh... You're not supposed to feel bad.
Are ftm femboys, like picrel, who medically transition valid?
Can someone post cute ftm femboys
>>42191031Nothing to do in this hellhole but seethe
>>42187547No and never. No penis, no boy anything.
>>42198838But they have boypussy (real)
>>42196544>gayden but not white>most gaydens in US white>get ignored or left for white people because my humor, dialect, music tastes, interests etc are "not relatable" to them>difficult to find other nearby minority poons because we keep a low profile
DO NOT GIVE A TROON A GUN
>>42198583GIVE ALL TROONS GUNS>>42198622>one of the good ones
>>42198583i need to get my gun back from the sheriff
>>42198622Is there anything in that tweet that makes you say she shouldn't own a gun or do you know this tranny?
>>42198788That bio screams deranged larper esk Twitter troon, it’s obvious what phenotype. >>42198737I honeslty just find the agp “queer super soldier” larp insanely cancerous, and annoying. >>42198602Giving every Portland and Seattle diaper polycule a bottle of Everclear, a machete, and a Highpoint C9 for newyears. Watch the unfold with some cider and popcorn >:3
>>42198855So the reason she shouldn't have a gun is because you don't like her?Americans I tell you
Im trying everything to sissify myself psychologically and somewhat physically as a cishet man with MEF
>>42198844lock yourself in chastity? get a keyholder?
Pass as female with a shaved head, no makeup, and menswear. Can you do it? Or will you continue to rely on visual aids?
If you don't do this then you are a MAN
My new year's resolution was to love myself and get over my insane neuroticism, but being feminine and attracted to men just makes me want to kill myself.
is this ur transition timeline or something
>>42198796>2025>Crystal Castles is forgottenThe woke mob won
>>42198813its 2026 unc wake up
>>42198796How am I 22 and still positively ancient
why shoulder width (bideltoid) and especially biclavicle width (biacromial) is so fucking sexually dimorphic
WE (ME) ARE ROPING TO THIS ONE
1 Does the fact that this website supports free speech make it your Safe Space? 2 Do you want protection from hard conversations and if people can disagree here without being banned, does that create real dialogue or cause harm? 3 When rules stop personal attacks but allow controversial ideas, does that help you grow stronger, or leave you unprotected? 4 Is a space truly "safe" when anyone can speak freely, or is it only safe when difficult speech is supported and people are heard without fear?
>>42184234>this website supports free speechLmao stopped reading there
>>42197870How would you describe it?
>>42197870I've noticed they ban anything BBC BNWO related. It's pathetic.
>>42197889You can say a lot that would get you banned in other places but I've been banned just for talking in a different language. I'm not going to pretend this is some sort of haven just because you can say jew, nigger, and faggot>>42197901Faggot
This thread, deleted and banned is proof that this isn't a free sitehttps://archived.moe/lgbt/thread/42194754
This WILL be the year you stop boymoding
>>42197136no fuck you i'll boymode harder
That was years ago and I’m ancient
>>421971362021 wasn't the year2022 wasn't the year2023 wasn't the year2024 wasn't the year2025 wasn't the year2026 will not be the year.
>>42197136Hopefully. I'm at an impasse now. I never developed a proper female identity despite having dysphoria and childhood memories of that identity, so now I'm just not sure who I am anymore.
>>42197136i hope so. malefailed to three different nurses at the hospital even after speaking so i think if i properly put effort into my appearance this could be the year
>try to buy womens clothes>be autistic>spend upwards of 3 weeks and countless hours thinking about the options for just one piece worth like 20$
>>42198287i saw a tip saying to start with clothes that are like, a step more feminine than you wore as a guy. rather than trying to start with random stuff that will feel completely unfamiliar and may or may not look bad on you
this is how I learned I might be autistic
>>42198287me but with mens and different parcel options
>>42198287>finally buy it>it looks terrible on my body>never wear it outside and get rid of it in a year
>>42198287You're just a woman now retard.