I didn't start to reflect until a couple years ago on just how fucked up my childhood was--how often I was hit and screamed at and insulted for over half my life (at this point) by my "father." My "mother" didn't even bother to acknowledge it was happening at all.She was perfectly fine with one of her kids getting beaten and threatened, at least up until her husband gambled away his dead mother's inheritance. The dealbreaker wasn't when he strangled me multiple times in public and private. Not when I was clearly suffering from malnutrition caused by lack of food (and now probably have a GI disease because of it). And not when I was visibly depressed and suicidal. At least the façade of a normal family was enough for them to continue like normal.But I can't only blame them; nobody else came to help me or even talk to me either. I got confirmation just couple years ago that my entire extended family knew what was going on and chose to say and do nothing.Because of them, I suffered alone. Which is also why I habitually ruin all my relationships, why I didn't take care of my body or health for years and transitioned too late, and why I have no clear hope of recovering from all this before I inevitably kill myself.No real point in talking about this other than to say all I want for Christmas is to know my father (and everybody else who wronged me) will die a painful, pathetic, and lonely death crying out for forgiveness they'll never receive.
Im sorry nona. They're all fucked up for doing that to you.
>>42096001that sucks, but their death won't benefit you either.and their deaths are probably gonna be average; and they wont care about you forgiving them because they dont consider you of any value. life sadly doesn't work in odd revenge fantasies
>>42098448You're right. The better thing to do is to forget about them, and I do try, but it's hard when I realize how much of my daily life and tendencies are negatively impacted by them. I just ruined a friendship with somebody I really liked this week, and now I can't stop thinking about the root of my issues and asking myself "why?" But I need to keep trying to move on since I'll never really get any kind of closure or revenge. Such is life.>>42098426Thank you
I only want to party in my bikini.You want to take a picture, just to prove that you see me.
>>42098211ngl i'd finger his butthole and give him some hand relief while he stands there with his knees shakingit's weird i find that cd's are kind of sexy in a fun way but actual transgenders leave my dick cold like zero interestoh well
My biggest dream is being a short cute girl. But I take not a single step to turn that into reality (I believe it's impossible).What does that mean? And why do I want to be a female in the first place?>inb4 fetish It could be, but I'm willing to be a non-horny cute short female who remains as a virgin for the rest of her life.
>>42097607how tall are you?i am only 5'6" which is not short but not excessively tall either.. i am not sure why i wanted to be female. i don't know if it was a fetish but after i became female i started having sex so maybe.
I don't want to have a vagina or a female body, and I don't care about female pronouns at all, but yeah, if you told me I could change and me liking only men and acting femininely would be TOTALLY accepted if I had a different body - that's appealing. To go from having to completely hide every sexual thought or feeling and stuff them down to actually being able to express yourself without being ridiculed or worse being seen as a pervert or criminal for doing so. That does seem nice.
>>42098379 As a post op AGP here (posted above) i can confirm, but the feeling of being horny without being imprisoned by the dreaded male rape stick is very liberating, like a weight off my shoulders.
>>42098379>Castration only makes AGPs more hornyI highly doubt that.
>>42098416No it's literally true. MEF /meta attraction is the most kino freebased form of AGP there is. This whole idea that AGPs like getting erections and cumming is a false flag posted to attack AGPs, agps are hypersexual and utilise their dicks, but the fundamental arousal is of becoming/being female. Castration fetishism is just the logical conclusion of AGP
>>42098379i was super horny after i got srs thinking about all the ways i could have sex now
>>42098443>castration makes you hornier I swear
Somehow I have become a fujoshi after transing.I started as a fag, I now take E, and I've become even more into BL... WTF.
>>42097872Me too. Fujoshi content is unadulterated kino
transgenderism is a conspiracy started by janitors who were tired of cleaning the cum off mens' bathroom floors from understall hanky pankyestrogen = no fat loads = less to mop there is nothing worse than having to clean crusty dried cum off a bathroom floor!
>>42095857Sure seems to be!
>>42095859huh
>>42095814you still shoot fat loads same as before???
is this true chaser bros? do trannies shoot fat loads?
>>42098365Only trutrans who were always low T
Heterosexual pet/owner relationships are so cute. I love men treating women how they deserve. Lots of kisses and cuddles and taking care of them. If I was emperor of Earth I would have boyfriends adopt their girlfriends and then women would live their entire lives in ignorant bliss. They wouldn’t know what taxes or government is they would just be like children but they would have orgasms like adults. The best of both worlds and the boyfriends get to be her special person who provides care for her. Wonderful. That is how relationships between men and women should be. Peaceful and loving.
>>42097191awawa
>>42097191njeedneedneedneeed
agps enforce gender roles
being gay is ok even if you have really gay sex with chasers where they fondle your genitals with their tongue, fingers, or rectal tissue
>>42097031a lot of gay men aren't attracted to women, but date women anyways to fit it, straight trans women are basically compromising, they aren't going as far as to be openly gay, but they are not wholly willing to be celibate or date the opposite sex, instead they date the same sex, but they are castrated so their genes are guaranteed not to spread and their behavior will become meeker, and they emulate heteronormative dating patterns as best they can while gay dating other men
>>42096634this
>>42096673what do i do if im a loud and proud flamer and non binaries confront me as a pack?
>>42098280youre not making it out alive.pray.
>>42098330B O N E D
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>>42090881there was one other chaser, but I don't remember seeing any girls from nearby
>>42091906Deutsche Genetik
>>42096224Are you the same selene from the AGP anonymous discord server btw?
>>42092563>Surplus value is made *before* any markets are involved.This is correct.
>>42076563> ASL21/MtF/France> InterestsArt, drawing, writing, storytelling, reading, music, politics, Minecraft, TF2, anime, manga> Looking forEuro friends, people around my age> Contact4everneet
erect sissy shenises belong inside, outside, and on top of female facilities, spaces, and especially women only domestic violence/abuse shelters
Is liking this game agp?
>>42094229I meant about gender-bending tropes or AGAMP
>>42095304I feel like I'm the opposite where I only play for the loss scenes so the combat feels like a formality.
>>42092448This is the worlds straightest game
>>42092448>Start the game>Get myself short black hair>Go to Warlock and lose to her then have her brainwash me into her bitch (or get "tricked" into getting my dick shrinked to a nub if I win)>Go to the brothel and sell myself out until I can't anymore>Finish off by going to the alleyway and sucking cocks until I get a game over (making sure to get the "swallow the whole filled condom including the condom itself" scene because it's incredible)>Quit game then repeat this cycle every other weekWhat does this say about me?
>>42092448I find their artstyle disgusting. I don't know what it is but something grosses me out.
So, are we finally at the point where I don't have to call a man in a dress "she", or are we still doing that?
cluj
>>42095145I didnt ask you, and I don't have to because you spend so much time inside on a monitor that I'll never meet you. I'm good looking/passing enough to get my husband to cum in 2 minutes with my ass, he doesn't even need his ED meds anymore.
>>42098079>woman is when men cum inside you
>>42098086I'm sure women would cum inside me too
>>42098108of course you are
how to remove male socialization from my brain? I had the misfortune of being forcibly male socialized for my entire life, should I start hanging around gay guys or other queer ppl? how can I practice acting more feminine?
>>42096058wait.... unironically true?what the FUCK is this captcha now?????
>>42097341I like these ones better. than typing in some dumb letters and numbers
>>42097387I dont even know what the pattern is here dude
>>42096049genuinely, listening to women for about 3 weeks will do it. assume every man is a thug who will enact violence if you dont stroke his ego and try to listen to and understand women. until you vocal train your female socialization wont be complete
trans girl i fell for is also so obviously male socialised and its annoying the fuck out of me lol. empathy, being open about your emotions and not acting & being bland in those regards makes you much more feminine. if you‘re just a robot, too stupid to understand others and super dry all the time you‘ll be perceived masculine
I want a big tall tranny to have snu snu with. Where can I find a big tall tranny to do stuff like that
>>42096007Oh I figured. How did you even start?
>>42094990How tf is she taller than you
>>42095010i'm actually straight i'm just coping bc no man would love m- WHAT HAHA yes i'm agp!!!!!!!!!>>42096193she's not that much taller too bee fairrheighthons are people though and everyone else isn't so i'm glad i've met her
>>42095728Uhm, a guy who asks me out and does those things with me.
>>42094461i'm 6'1 and wear heels
I had vaginoplasty years ago. Why have I suddenly started having a dick again in my dreams?
>>42094178What are you even on about?I've dated women before>>42094287
>>42094171Your parents will never be proud of youYou will always be a disappointment to your entire familyYou are a sad incel reduced to talking shit about the genitals of people who actually have sexYou will die forgotten and leave no legacy
>>42095379STOP being such a spoiler
>>42094524>I've dated women beforewhat the hell for you have no dick lol
>>42097995ever head of "lesbians"?
