Is it worth it to get a breast pump? I'm 10 months into hrt and they've formed a nice shape. Coincidentally my sister in law is due in a month, but I think feel weird breast feeding my niece/nephew. I just kinda want to lactate and I'm in the States so something like Domperidone isn't an option. Will just a breast pump work? And is lactating too much of a hassle that I'll regret?
>>42373491tranny milk drooling emoji
Is there any term that would describe not actually being dysphoric, but also having a persistent wistfulness at the thought of being the other sex?Like, completely lacking any physical or social dysphoria, and not even wanting to be the opposite sex, but still feeling deeply melancholic, and sometimes even torn up inside, that one won't ever experience what it all would've been like, if one were born as the opposite sex.
>>42371832definitely right
>>42372835why would you not have a male hand?lol
>>42371483these hands are beautiful
>>42371483dysphoria and probably dissociation
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>>42372328so any comment?
>>42372419I liked the balls
>>42372779would you kick them?
Hey fags, left /tttt/ for a year and started T. Pretty good except even a 60mg starting dose caused my T to spike high enough to convert to E and give me a random period once. Lowered my shit and should be good. Anyway take your shots to mog pre-T pooners, repping is retarded.t. former repfag
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I believe that some people who think of themselves as gender dysphoric are experiencing something similar to what I did. I thought I was dysphoric partly because all of my online friends were, but mostly due to some factors that are not relevant here or even known to me. Most importantly, I felt symptoms, so it really felt real I guess. It took me a long time, many years, until I dared sincerely question this. Throughout those years I had constant feelings of imposter syndrome, but these did not constitute genuine doubt; just fear that somewhere in those feelings I had then identified as gender dysphoria, there was something to actually doubt. Actually not just fear, but unacknowledged knowledge of the fact.Last year I had to make an ultimatum, because I couldn't keep living in gender purgatory. I had my cursor multiple times on the order button of DIY hrt, and in my mind all I felt was imposter syndrome, not genuine doubt, but fear that I had been wrong about being dysphoric all along, and that it would inevitably become obvious to me soon.What made me realize that I was not dysphoric, was when I embraced the imposter syndrome and genuinely asked myself the question. It wasn't over in like a flash, but within maybe a few weeks I realized that for some god damn insane ass reason I had been upholding the belief that I am gender dysphoric for years. My "imposter syndrome" had made me believe that it would somehow be scary and upsetting to realize this. In the end it didn't really feel like anything. I don't care about it any longer.I'm hoping that someone will find this helpful. Don't let your fears hold you back!!! And if you aren't experiencing this or any other kind of faux dysphoria, but real dysphoria instead, then congratulations you have a debilitating illness mental physical whatever whose treatment is shunned by society for some retard reason. I hope things work out for you all....
>>42373764I think that I had some kind of placebo effect from trying to convince myself I was dysphoric. I did have some pretty "real" feeling symptoms.I don't think I should be asked questions. I have a history of attaching incorrect labels to myself, and every question is fuel for that.I'd wish to hear if anyone else has gone through something similar. I intentionally tried to do away with more personal parts of the story in my post to invite other people's perspectives.
>>42373797I can stop asking you questions if I want but not going to lie this sounds to me like you're trying to simply choose to stop thinking about the fact you might be happier if you transitioned
>>42373851I would be happier if I was a woman. I only sometimes doubt this fact. However I do not believe I have gender dysphoria. I also think that transitioning would simply not be worth it.
>>42373888You asked me not to ask you questions so I will instead just state that I think you will likely regret choosing to not think about all this any further.
>>42373903I think about this a lot, and I don't dogmatically believe in what I posted. But for a year now, the situation hasn't changed. I just don't think I am dysphoric. Like I have no reason to believe I am. This is probably a fairly rare conclusion for an anon on this board to come to, outside of lying reppers of course. And for the record I'm bisexual so I am technically allowed here even though I am cis!!!!
You don't have to look like this to be valid
>>42373389gay guys date themselvesoh whoopsI mean um trans "lesbians"
>>42366764I mog both of them lmao these are hons I would avoid if I saw them
>>42366764These are men. Eww.
>>42366793This needs to be studied
Bojack Horseman in a tutu?
I want a boyfriend so I can feel comfortable going out in publicI'm deathly afraid of transphobic harassment but I think if I had a guy with me who had the fight instinct as opposed to freeze/fawn instinct I'd be okay
>>42373481>transphobic harassmentthat means youre a hon. i only want passoids
>>42373502I'm well aware that chasoids have insane standards
>>42373481I want a twinkhon so i can end people in lawful self defense when they attack my woman
>>42373517>just look like a womanthat’s not an insane standard
>>42373947>just looked like a 9/10 model while being born maleif you think this isn't insane you need to take your antipsychotics
it's not saturday yet
>>42373024Y’all GOT to fix that broken schnoze and work on your wig game as well
>>42373566trip on, ava
>>42373108>bodySEESEESEESEE THAT IT'S OVER
>>423735664 years hrt, FFS, £1000s in laser, IPL
>>42373837Even care so much I mostly stopped caring that I didn’t pass after like 1.5 years and you look significantly better than me least the way I look at it is some sort of way of giving up and living as a man irl but still taking hrt regardless since it’s better than nothing
when is ronald mc donald going to ban hrt to curb the tranny issue?
I am a stupid and helpless cis male loser that takes estrogen to feel more in control of his life
>>42371943and you like underaged girls
>>42371943based
>>42371943literally meeeeeonly doing it to free myself from T sexuality
how much has your penis shrunk in the past 2 years femanon? you are on the over 5mm club aren't you?
>>42373743it was but i meant that it got turned into a pussy
>>42373604it shrunk absolutely nonei don't mind at least the doc will have a nice one to work with
>>42373754SRS means shrinkage of 100%
>>42373915>at least the doc will have a nice one to work withare you implying you're fucking your doctor?
>>42373931yes
>>42373821Yes but when I support Israel some of that money goes to Hamas and trickles down to Palestinians.
>>42373867therefore supporting israel is material support for khamas, a serious crime in many countries.
>>42373889Therefore we should sanction Israel for commiting crimes against Israel.
>>42373926israelis are worth more than all of africa, so we need harder sanctions on israel than any country has ever experienced to keep israelis safe
>>42373821only teva is from Israel I thought
>ftms when you dont use a condom for "gay sex"
>LePoon James
>>42373217well it's the only way they can get attention, so
ok idc whatever just get me pregnant bro
>>42373732do you think lebron sees these
seriously where did you guys go its been like 3 days since the last threadQOTT: did you ever come out before repping? was it irl or only online?
>>42373381I thought you had a husbandWhere are all the amazing plaps you should be experiencing twice daily?
>>42373544>I thought you had a husbandi do but as a ldr i havent actually got plapped ever
>>42373556>um we're married but never spent a day togetherwhat in the goddamnwho is this chump
>>42368866if they did they would come up with another reason to be extremely unhappy and probably go down the same path. The grass is always greener. You could have extreme phimosis, ED, accidental cock destruction by circumcision. Normal circumcision also would just destroy your cock senses and make you feel like 20% less good.
>>42373567my husband ddduuuuhhhhhhh
Why are TERFs the face of transphobia when this is the reality?
>>42371434TERFs are better at marketing their transphobia as "polite concerns."
>>42371434Why do you say TERFs are the face? I thibk it's pretty evenly split between Rowling type harpies and Walsh type traditionalists
>>42371434misogyny, funnily enough.
>>42371434TERFs are noticeably louder than their male counterparts. Men tend to be more lowkey in their bigotry.
>>42372499>Rowling type harpiesSo, TERFs?
It is my duty to wife a pre-op tranny and pay for her surgeries.
>>42373202yes