Relationship wise. I won't specify what they are cause its not the point and I've been flooding this place up with them for a few weeks now cuz Im a lonely gay faggot loser bitch. Just know that they're so niche I'm fine with someone only being into them and working up into a relationship from that point on.
>>42348160drinking/weeding and playing games alone in my room
i found someone who had my exact autism so i ghosted him and left him waiting in a train station
>>42348235This isn't a formal term for it, just something I made up to describe it for my own purposes in conversation with others, but I like the phrasing "aspirational attraction." We are attracted to people that we aspire to be.For some people it's an inspiration thing, like how normies scroll instagram or pinterest to dredge up examples of what they wish their life was like.A certain fraction of the population experiences this more strongly, and that's how you get heroes/idols/cults/etc... These people aren't just driven to passively "observe" the aspirational figures, but they are driven to seek them out, experience them in person, and interact.And a certain fraction of those experience this with a sexual component.Not a psychologist or anything like that, just someone trying to rationalize and relate their own, internal experiences to others and reach a shared understanding even if the others don't experience the same thing.
>>42349123>would your ideal mtf partner also be androgynous or do you prefer someone more explicitly feminine?Ideal? Either, but I may favor someone who appreciates androgyny. I have this whole complex in my head around mtfs who aspire to be the yaoi effeminate bishounen griffith type of penishaver which is almost a "if you get this then you get the rest of me" thing, but it's so rare that I don't even care to pile it onto the rest.>It is but it's under my real name so it would be a big self-dox if I posted it, sorryAww :( fair though.
>>42349193>mtfs who aspire to be the yaoi effeminate bishounen griffith type of penishaverExtremely based. I find that type of person extremely attractive as well. A pity they're all wildly out of my league. I hope you find your artistic Griffithmoder someday, anon.
Have you ever braped during sex? How do fart fetishes work during sexual intercourse? Do you eat beans first?
>>42347748Actually want to kms cos the song in picrel started on my spotify mix the very moment my eyes fell upon this postDo you control me veltAil do u control me? I want you to hit me clearly you rule me. I will be your Lawrence of Arabia I will drown in an ocean of pain for you
>>42348084It's fateAnd it's no reason to kys
>>42347748everybody braps. i too would love to know how people do fart stuff on purpose for sex without shitting by accident though. is curious topic
>>42348141Pump air up your ass with any tool designed to pump enema water in your butt
>>42347748Context behind picrel
What's the best way to find hookups and/or fwbs as a bi top ftm (in a major city)?
>>42345416dating apps if you just want seggsthe one that's popular might be different where you live
>>42345416An ftm wanted to top me but he told me I needed to remove all of my body hair first it was strange so I didn't go with it
>>42348533fuck thatUno reverseshave the pooner all overthen plap his cunny
>>42348533Wild I would never do that as a ftm if only out of empathy for how much effort that would presumably take (and I like body hair well enough)
no boymoder to call me mommy while i ̶m̶o̶l̶e̶s̶t̶ lovingly caress her... why live?
>>42347967Would you help me with my shots mommy?
need this (i’m ugly and mannish)
>>42347558>>42347576>>42347823What part of "boymoder" do you not understand???
>>42345337im so fucking touch starved
>>42345337Im a love starved touch starved boymoder with massive Mommy issues and readin this post gave me chills @_@uwaaaa... guhhhh.....
the best way to get back at your chud dad is to be a hot tranny
>>42344313>>42344341Post somewhere else, Prateek
>>42344305She doesn't get a cent from him and is financially independent
>>42346793?
>>42344131would
>>42344131Needs fake tits to complete this look
I'm older and have been transitioning for a decade so I don't fit into any of the trans discords. The same goes for irl trans groups and those are filled with theyfabs anyway. I don't have a single trans friend. I tried dating a trans woman but she didn't even want to spend the holidays together. I wish I had a close friend who would want to visit me and hang out with me or at least talk to me regularly. But I also feel like I've been isolated for too long and don't know how to talk to people anymore.
>>42344898Same, but if that pic is yours OP you’re unfathomably based aristocats is one of my favorites. It’s hard to make frens, even harder to keep them, I’ve gone years without socializing with others. Ntm the oldfag discord is a clique, if you’re not a stemfag or Transbian it’s hard to talk to others or get a word in :/ also wtf do people talk about anymore, the longer you’re on the out the harder it is to get back in
>>42349071there's an oldfag discord?
>>42349071>oldfag discord is a cliqueEvery discord is a clique sadly. You have to go into real life for empathetic people to go >oh a new person I better make sure they feel welcome and are included in the activity I'm not being bitter it's just the reality of the internet.
>>42349106It the reality of the world :/ it’s not being bitter
>>42344898I feel like queer discords, are full of sensitive weirdos. Same with trans discords, like I want to sit down and have a real conversions, not have to worry about the micro fascist fat discord mods, having a clitty leak over the fact that I said something bit out line. I think because of that I don't really have many trans friends, just other shitposter reppers like my self. The last trans person I talked to was somebody I met, who basically e-begs. I never give in, but some do, which gives me motivation to voice train. I wish I had trans friends nearby, that aren't tumblrites having clitty leaks over issues they can't control or should have any say in.
So to the people here that believe homosexuality/transsexuality/etc. is something that's influenced mostly by early developmental experiences and isn't hardwired by prenatal hormonal development and genetics, what's your explanation for scientists manipulating serotonin levels/genes and it influencing sexual preference in mice? Obviously humans are more complex but do you have a counter view on this?I actually do think people over rely on certain studies and methodology can often times be proven to be shoddy, and I (((notice))) certain things but stuff like this seems pretty hard to explain away.
>sorry, providing estrogen is complicated and dangerous>but we can prescribe testosterone
>>42342936>>42342987chill i just wanted to make that joke
>>42343937>Instiutional capture isnt a certaintyYes, it is.>otherwise every nation on earth would be controlled by terfsNo. As >>42343766 correctly pointed out, if it's not terfs, then it's someone else.Institutional capture always happens eventually. That's why it sucks ass as a model to begin with. And it's why more and more countries are moving away from it.
>>42349093>And it's why more and more countries are moving away from it.Towards what
>>42349143decentralizing and a mixture of private and public with decision making more spread out.It's harder to institutionally capture a system that is not one or 10 institutions but several hundreds. See Switzerland as an example of that (and not just on healthcare).
>>42349157Sounds awful. Neoliberalism healthcare. They tried that in Holland and now its collapsing
tfw no pornosexual aspie t4t gf to goon with while sharing an onahole
>>42346119ExaaactlyyyImagine she thinks you're taking her to your place to fuck, but no no, we're glorping plastic tonight girl
Need this but just as a guy with a gooner trans gf
>>42346526see you get it!one day
I love gooning my fat stupid cock while ripping ass and farting :3 feels so nice being a stupid gooner
I wrote this over the holidays for all my hot /tttt/ gooner girlshttps://archiveofourown.org/works/75525541/chapters/197478951
this is such a mean thing to say and i don't actually want to gatekeep anyone's journey but i do kinda with lilly hadn't transitioned. like, it goes from an optics win when it's just lana transitioning to kind of an optics loss
>>42343969>If it is true that she admitted she found out she was trans from porn and not from her own sister then…I mean they both kind of did. Lana transitioned after unironically getting force femmed by her dominitrix. That's not to say she wasn't also actually trans, but the thing that pushed her to transition was kind of a sex thing.>>42343907Just seeing the thumbnail for that video, it further confirms my belief that the line between passing and not passing (or in Lily's case relatively passing) is money. If she wasn't a millionaire she would not have able to go from looking like the motherfrickin Kingpin to just to a regular not so attractive middle-aged woman. She would have straight up ended up a Lily Tino.
>>42346010the dreads are a balding copeit's the same reason axel rose did it
>>42343396Wasn't it just a publicity stunt for matrix 4? As I understood it Andy has already detransitioned.
>>42348805That movie was bad.
All I want is good movies. If Scorcese transitioned I'd be proud
Why are ftm chasers so rapey? They seem to be thrilled about the idea of raping/impregnating/forcfemming their ftm partners.
>>42349165I'm into a ftm raping me and getting frustrated. I'm not like the others
>>4234916599% of ftm chasers are just really creepy guys.Thankfully there is that 1% of us out there that actually want to celebrate the masculinity in our ftm partners.
>>42349165Most aren't like that lolThe ones that post here are unusually performative or young
One of the most gender affirming things for me as a straight mtf is sitting at the bar during a trans event, waiting for transbians to approach me and buy me a drink. I get the drink, let them flirt with me a while, then hit them with the magic words "sorry but I have a boyfriend" before walking away. These words are so powerful bc it's the very same words theyve been hearing their entire lives, words they started taking hormones to never hear again, and yet here I am once again reminding them of all that past rejection. Im a pretty good person outside of this, but trying to be friends with transbians and help them with their transitions and then being sexually harassed in return for so many years has made me hate them.
>>42343802>>42343732>I’m just saying I don’t understand.Fair enough. You're hilariously ignorant.>Sexist.Well, duh. But it's also behavior you'll see in sorority houses all over America, and bars around the world.Am I being trolled? Is the idea of some girl getting attention, and drinks, and then shutting the suitors down, and getting a thrill from that power really that alien to you fucks? You really see that as stereotypically male?>>42347230It really depends on OP's THOT power level. is she just >You are collecting their broken hearts like scalps!as anon says? This only works well for her if she's desirable/has a lot of simps and suitors, or a cadre to back her up, as she can get attention and establish a position in the pecking order. Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42341816I still do this as a bisexual trans girl.I should be the transbian you talk about bc I’m a hedonistic piece of shit and have two partners and live in the PNW, but I’m not. Romantic/sexual rejection has really never been a difficult thing for me to deal with, even before transitioning, and has never caused me any personal strife (except for that one time I had the best sex of my life and she disappeared off the face of the earth. I hope she’s ok). It kind of became apparent to me that I was separate from manhood after I realized that I could move on from someone saying “No”. Men/people who haven’t fully carved themselves out from manhood can’t really do that. As for ugly transbians that really want to have sex with me (or as is too often the case, “frot” with me [barf]) I simply say “I am not sexually interested in you” and watch for a reaction / change in demeanour. I do look down upon transbians who take rejection poorly, especially because I know what Incel language sounds like. I also stopped entertaining the concept of “Puppygirls”, as it quickly became apparent that that shit was a psyop designed to make trans girls publicly look like terrible sex pests and sometimes turn them into such. It’s a lot of strange individuals out there. I hope men treat u well, Nona o7
>>42341816You know most girls just shrug and go back to the dozens of other women they're having sex with rightYou're not dunking on people where it actually bothers them to be led on, like chasers
Everyone who hates transbians on here has been an absolute mess and a bad person. I can't take your threads seriously any more.
where the fuck are you finding bars where trannies actively show up at?jesus christ i hate normies, i give up
Im a straight cis man who started randomly getting dysphoria at 16, was denied E at that age but all of my moid friends knew I was a troon and basically ridiculed me and shunned me just for telling them I wanted to be a girl and instead of being a man and having a gf and having a job im a shut in HRT repper who has been manmoding for 2y because I hate myself Trooning out is never worth it anons lol I fucking hate moids so much
Was already scared of starting hrt before because i might regret it but now im terrified
>>42347869you should still start HRT anon, I was unlucky in my life and I told people I shouldn't dont be scared, I promise its still worth to get on it.
Youngshit
>>42347860neah, it's just this place that is terrible.
>>42347860I feel your pain anon. I opened up to a few close friends as a dysphoric teen and most all of them began distancing themselves from me. it really hurt because the one guy was my best friend whom I had known for like 7 years. it's probably my fault because I did have a bit of a crush on him but I haven't ever told anyone that before. my parents weren't/aren't supportive so I got hrt at 18 right when I moved out. it's been almost 3 years of manmoding since then and I gotta admit it definitely has me down these days. my advice to anyone who's in a similar situation is to be tenacious and don't let the world beat you down, real happiness comes from being true to yourself.
Why is being a man so soul crushing?
>>42349031because your body actively makes you hideously ugly and if you have a problem nobody cares.
>>42349031Grow a pair and man up
the matriarchy
anybody else just having a really bad fucking week>be me>been repping for the last decade>finally face my fears and buy hormones>few months ago crush moved back in with her parents 30 minutes away from me>never thought I could court her but now that I'm transitioning I'm sorta considering it>earlier this week she posts about bad blood with her family and says she's staying with a friend in Seattle>oh uh.. fuck>"so sorry to hear hope things go well friend :(" "I know thanks :(">spend the whole week wondering when I'll feel love again>later this week, reactivate my vent twitter>tl is filled with drugged out trannies that do really reckless kinky shit with their partners and post about it>laughing at how horny and sad I used to be >jesus christ lol theres a video on my tl of a woman getting backshots in the woods>wait.. wait.. no no... is thatComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42349156this is what you get for interacting with normie twitter transbians
>>42349156AAAACKKKK!!!
