>be me>sadomasochistic ftm>sensitive young man, bisexual, khhv.jpg >don't "click" with anyone>men don't like me because I'm not a hyperfeminine bottom/(woman) and my personality is masculine and disagreeable>women don't like me because I'm too reserved and not man, dominant etc. enough for them>not even weird bdsm freaks like me because I don't fit their made-up categories>realize that I don't fit anyone's preferences and no one wants me as I am, there's nothing out there waiting for me except for rejection after rejection and people are always going to compare me to their ideal partner role even if they let me hit I don't cry but this made me feel like crying
>>42371877much better chance of that if you pretend to be a cis man. /r9k/ is the epicenter of the prison-gay woman-hating "femboys will replace breeders" cult. you could probably get one of them to dress like a maid for you. until they discover your anatomy
>>42371927Yeah, I've noticed. I talk about gay stuff a lot on there and nobody minds, in fact, the anons are quite enthusiastic about it.
>>42370604Being sensitive and a sadomasochist is a bad combination for sure. People want a chad to hurt them, not a creep.I know because that's me.
>>42371995if you revealed your anatomy in an "even as an ftm i'm still more manly than you" power play, i'm sure that would be hot to some of them. don't give up
>>42372130We're the same
That is all. Gn
>>42371835>conservatards will always hate us because politicians can use that hate to win elections. you can be the most respectable person on the planet but they'll always hate you.Okay so im likely double your age and have a lot more life experience than being told hysterical things by my college professors. Just keep that world view you have and see where it gets you. Pro tip: going around thinking half the country hates you is crazyness and it will wreck your life
>>42371795>do they think they're going to find their one true love on a 4chan board?No lolwe're here to see tranny ass and shitpost
>>42371878i've driven on the roads long enough to know that the average person is really stupidthe general public can't be trusted with anything. they'll hate whatever you tell them to. when times are hard they'll latch onto anything to blame, and "non-traditional" people are the first to go.
>>42371878Most of the country actively doesn't think we deserve equal rights y'know
>>42371707Chasers are repressed bisexuals, so they belong in lgBt spaces.
rly
not gonna lie i genuinely despise ugly trans women and "AGP" ogrehons (they're all really MEF). plus, every single ugly transwoman does not soulpass, so what can i do but assume they are MEF?
>>42371975I think there could be ogrehons with a passing psychologybut you're probably a vain homo boy bottom so it's alien to consider it
>>42371901i look like this and say this
>>42372013i'm not a fucking HSTS, i am a genuine, typological AGP. i am otherwise asexual, and i should clarify, i hate ugly trans women who hornypost as though they were desirable.
>>42371901this has female nipples MODS
>does nothing>winshow did they do it?
>>42370824who?
Looks more like>does meth>passes out in public bathroom
>>42370957she doesnt do meth she is in control of the logos
it's not saturday yet
>>42371841i don't trust therapists
>>42371886that much is obvious>>42371841cis women use their voice in a particular way to avoid cis men listening to them. if your voice profile is that of a cis man, the cis women around will *literally change the way they speak* so that you're more able to hear it>>42371782cope and stop giving bad advice
>>42371768I was in the passenger seat for this but I DO drive
>>42371926my therapist is the only cis woman that i ever talk to so that's not a problem anymore
>>42372137women need other women, dude
I’ve been dating a conservative guy for like over 4 years. I honestly never even considered it to be odd until someone brought it up (it just felt natural to me). So now I’m wondering are any other trans women our there in relationships with conservative guys?
>>42369878i find it more unnatural than transsexualism. i do get that gay ppl exist & i dont want them to be eradicated but if i see a faggot in public i think its funny.
>>42369977So you think people's worth are based on their looks? And what's wrong with liking the same gender
>>42368775My friends are respectful to me and she wasn't a political traitor just an chromosonally unfortunate woman.
>>42368695Okay but nationalism isn't necessarily the same kind of christcuckery as traditional conservatism.
>>42369834I listen to black metal and am ultra conservative chud from EVROPA. Tell me more about yourself or if you have discord we can hit it off from there.
Why do gay men think I'm attractive, but women don't?
>>423706631. that's not you, it's a commonly reposted pic2. because gay man sexuality is very different than straight woman sexuality
>>42370663I've seen this thread posted for like 5 years always using old pics that trannies themselves post. Get a life.
I wonder how it feels to hug someone like thatanother thing I'll never experienceI wonder how it feels to hold his hand
>>42370663without even looking at the metadata i can tell you that pic was taken in provincetown, MA, in the second week of july
>>42370663Because women's attractiion tends to be pretty holistic, analysing many different factors of a man, Wealth, Status, Emotional Stability, Physical Health ect.Where as gay men are attracted to rather or not you have a penis and a pulse.
Pooners once again reduced to a laughing stock. Can we hide these people from the public eye permanently somehow?
>>42370769you're not me, so i'm not sure why you're assuming what i wanti simply want you to suffer through authoritarian regimes because it benefits MY cause, and yes, i'm not obligated to give a fuck about you just like how you freaks don't feel the same when you cheer for us to stay oppressed under authoritarian regimes
>>42361437to them the joke is how much they're performing their laughterit's basically conservative virtue signalling, except they're signalling how edgy they can be
>>42371952anything is better than some bitch ass narcissist libtard giving fake sermons of morality
>>42371967everyone thinks you're really cool jaxxon
>>42368996Women follow sentiment, a reality that is personal and based on feelings are valid. If the opposition cries, they sympathesize.The opposite is cruel. Like tearing out parts of yourself to benefit the whole.Sometimes, you have to burn a forest to stop a terrible ecological scenario.Sometimes, actual utilitarianism requires unkindness.
I prosper as a tranny in Australia.QOTT: any plans for invasion day? Kiwi QOTT: When do you plan on moving to Australia?Official server: https://discord.gg/2zs7QebHuz
>>42369569same
>>42369864me first
>>42368910Being a vampire is not fun :/
Go to bed everyone
Good morning everyone. I'm cooking myself a hot breakfast then I'm off to church. I binge ate yesterday (and entire large pizza) so I'm a bit upset at what the scale said about me, but I'm still pretty upbeat on the whole.
Please Get Soft And Fat
>>42366482make sure ur levels are good u want weight going to the right place
>>42355265made for cuddles
>>42354781I want to feed you.
>>42368669I used to think pio and weight cycling were memes but I tried them and they actually worked>>42371496I know I'd get humongous breasts if I kept gaining weight but being fat kinda sucks
>>42355656I think he's referring to Ayano's weight gain diary
Can somebody explain to me what having breasts feels like? I want to know before I start HRT
>>42371767put your finger in your mouth and feel the roof of your mouth and the inside of your cheek. sort of like that.
Like bags of coins
>>42371767awful, i miss my flat twink chest but i had to take hrt to stop getting uglier
>>42371767Like something weighing down slightly on your chest? I guess when you move too fast there's a miniature version of the sensation you get when jumping localised on your boobs. And sometimes they'll get in the way of something and then it's just the feeling of something squishy being in in your way.I probably shouldn't have thought this long about it. It doesn't really feel like anything desu. You just get used to it.
>>42371767The weirdest part is wearing a sportsbra. Now you have two layers of clothes all the time
Reminder that marxism is inherently antiLGBT and marxist governments have caused more suffering for LGBT people than peace Every marxist is a traitor to queer people and should be disposed of
>>42368132And took it away after Stalin seized power and the bastards couldn't be bothered to give it back
>>42369474>uhhhh if you don't like genocidal ideologies you are literally like le chudEnd your life
>>42370446It looks like nothing because communism is not possible
>i love supporting authoritarian regimes but i would NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER want to live under themevergreenthere's a reason no one ever takes libtards seriously anymore
>>42365649>marxist governmentsthere has only been one marxist government and that was the ussr until about 1930-ish and then they became another centralized liberal state>marxism is inherently...stop making retarded ontological claims without understanding what marxism is. marxism isn't dogmatic and homophobia from early marxists is not of any concern to the modern movement. >should be disposed of3 letters agent glow so bright
So nonbinaries are like cybersix? Not quite boy or girl, but some kinda arnold palmer person?
I'm just a man on estrogen
The romance nations once again prove themselves the mainstay, in the West, of recognising the value to the human spirit of aestheticshttps://www.instagram.com/p/DTa4etSCvdT/
>>42371288looking at this persons page some people have too much money on their hands
talk about how you feel - or about what you're doing or how things are going or whatever. i will try to hear you out and if you'd like, offer commentary or advice. feel free to vent or be psycho as long as you try to keep it respectful and productive-ish. get emotional with me mother fuckers o_oi will try my best (barring something happening that really demands my attention) to also respond to people in the thread by making you a quick little music thing based on your words and feelings with my terrifying machines. here is an eggsample of the quality of thing you might receive: https://vocaroo.com/1hJ3fMb0AwoJi would love if other people joined in and maybe drew each other pictures or did their own sounds or any other creative thing you can think of to share. i'll try to be around most of the day but it's my solemn hope if i have to drop someone will continue to carry the flag!!!!
>>42366532okay we finished your track, "drowning in absence" - it features TWO live guitar tracks O_o waow https://vocaroo.com/1iwK5ErN8Pzm
>>42366110and you also get a song!! 'angels are real' https://vocaroo.com/1jD7zyW9AfoQ
>>42367496Thank you for this <3>>42366818I will eventually. I hope.
>>42367496Wait holy shit did you actually just make a song for me? Thank you anon ill treasure this always. I feel seen and heard. Of you have any socials link and you have a forever fan.
i apologize to the universe for this ventafter a lot of hardship i ended up in a pretty good spot and finally got my life in order. everything was going really good, i was in school and pretty successful with that, working at the same time in a job i loved with amazing coworkers, landing research internships and stuff. a lot of my drive and ability to push myself came from a really deep fear that the only thing i'd regret on my deathbed is not knowing the love of another woman (brainwormed as hell i know, i am/was extremely normal and de-wormed mostly and thankful for that) and wouldn't you know it, i ended up in a relationship with a wonderful woman who shared a lot in commonit was really weird timing, everything in my life was going amazing and her life was kinda falling apart, but i thought it'd be workable. well, it's almost 3 years later and despite being there as best as i can, and i feel so awful saying it, i don't think we work and i think i'm being dragged down. i could write pages and pages on it all and how hard i've tried, but it's never felt reciprocated, and i'm not sure anymore that i like her for who she is. but by the timing of everything that happened, she's entirely dependent on me. if i cut things off it might earnestly ruin her life in some really fucked up ways. it's been disappointment after disappointment and promise after promise that she'll work on herself and get the help she needs, i've offered to pay for everything imaginable and to take her anywhere and all i can reasonably do, but in the end it isn't going anywhere and i don't feel very loved regardless. it's been years since she asked me about my hobbies, and when i bring that up she acts like i expect her to get into them and gets pissed. i just want someone who actually cares about the things that make me who i am and i end up feeling shitty for existing. she has no plan, won't accept therapy, outpatient, inpatient, etc. doesn't care about what i want to do in life
