I have zero friends in real life. I'm just this autistic brain that's good at doing engineering work and math shit. I tolerate the normies I work with. Tranners view me as some unrelatable other because I make money subtly. I can provide for myself which threatens communal minded people. I dont feel like I belong anywhere, I'm just always going to be apart of people's lives because I'm useful to upper middle class normies or vulnerable working people. You can't stop wanting human connection, so you're just in constant pain. This has been happening to me for three years. I fucking hate it.
>>42108377Im glad you found some connections anon.Firmware and going into quantum computing here. I am honestly only alive because I want to finish my research paper.
>>42105488OP here. Get better. Continue through college. You should finish so you can have a more secure life. I went through a similar experience.
Are you me? I don't know what the fuck I'm doing any more and it's been this way for years. Yeah I'm good at engineering. Yeah I can pass most of the time. But I'm too fucked in the head to enjoy being around people even though I know I need to. I know I'm a social animal but I'd rather rot in bed than socialize and even 600 mg of lithium and 40 mg of adderall XR and prozac can't get me to go outside or want to live. Fuck my stupid tranny life i guess, at least my boss is happy because i'm profitable.
>>42109706I wish I could hug you OP. What engineering are you?
>>42109817Studied Environmental engineering, employed in Civil engineering now. Thought that working a career to help the public and planet would give me a sense of purpose and belonging, lol, lmao even.
What are PAWG trans girls built for exactly?
>>42106812>tfw will never have a tranner like this
>>42106812do they really
>>42102477certified hehegem banger
>>42109250*e*eslop so good
Merry BBCmas
>wanting to get SRS to be fucked in the pussy = AGP>having bottom dysphoria = AGP>wanting SRS so you can go to the beach and stuff =AGPBUT>not wanting SRS = AGPI really can't deal with this shit anymore... is the only way to be considered HSTS, by being an ultra faggy yougshit twink, that was groomed into a full transition by their therapist?
>>42109548it's just retards sprrading misinformation.agp is akin to female sexuality whereas hsts is akin to male sexuality. the rest is just bullshit. so what does that mean? agp's objectify the self, hsts objectify the partner.
>>42109548im the only true hsts in the world. all of yall are agp.
>>42109548anyways its maybe clearer if you look what those acronyms mean.>agp is autogynephilia>hsts is homosexual transsexualso in reality its just blanchards two ways to categorize trans people and their reasons for transtioning.
Nona dont let the Brain worms eat you alive. Its just how the people are here, breathing is agp to them. Leave this place and never return. >>42109611This. Its the low effort or straight fetishist types this really should apply to. Anyone just living their life passing or not is valid.
>>42109814ur so vxlid!
>be me, boymoder on hrt for 2y, malefailing most of the time>not gonna come out to anyone until I pass>i think everyone knows but nobody has said anything to me>mostly just weird looks from people on the street, once a girl laughed at me and whispered something to her boyfriend>anyways today I was working as normal, at a fast food restaurant to earn side money while I work on my degree at the local college>it's saturday morning and there's a huge rush so i'm busy running fry chef"hey emma, can you grab me a fresh bag of fries, i'm out">i turn around confused, the question seemed directed at me>it's James, the other fry chef>he narrows his eyes"oh sorry anon, I thought you were emma, you look so...">he furrows his brows a bit."anyways can you get me a fry bag from the freezer, i'm out">he's so annoying, he never goes and gets it himself>but he's the only one here who's always nice to me, everyone else just ignores meComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42107410>meanwhile, he's squeezing my breasts, and he's leaving hickeys all up my neck>he twists his hand in my hair, pinning my head down>he yanks it to the side so that i'm forced to bare my neck, and he bites down on the muscle at the base>i spasm from that alone. the pain is so perfect, and i squeeze tightly on his tdick in return"J-james, wait">he lets off, and rises up above me on his knees>it's my turn to be on the offensive now>I squirm out from under his thighs on either side of him and twist around so that i'm now on my stomach, face right in front of his crotch>i think i'm going to pass out from the proximity. he smells so goddamn good, it's way more intoxicating than anything I may have had earlier>I press my face into his crotch, sharp and rapid breaths inhaling his scent as I hear him laughing above me>suddenly his hands are on the back of my head, pressing me onto him more, but I manage to push him off"be patient, stupid">his tdick is right in front of me, inches away from my mouth, and i know i'm drooling>I slowly lick from the base up to the tip, and I swirl my tongue around on the tipComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42105427this made me feel thingsily op
>>42107852don't worry i'm working on moar!! i'll have this finished by tomorrow but i need to slep now
>>42105676>penislessWhat if he had a forearm flesh burritp?
hot hot hot >////<
Started HRT exactly 2 years and 10 months ago, I was skinny but some months ago I switched to a better paying job to be able to save money for ffs and srs and gain a lot of weight… from 136 lb to 155 lb (my height it’s 5’8)
>>42107359Im not weightmaxxing, its called having a demanding job that doesn’t allow me to train/eat healthy as I usually do (pic from 5 months ago when I was 133 lb and I was training daily)
>>42109416handjob gloves
>>42109416You look like a crossdressing gymrat.
>>42109416insane upper body to lower body ratio desu, did you just constantly skip leg day or something? probably gets you bitches if you're a transbian to be fair. i feel you on the demanding job causing you to not have time to eat properly or work out though, i've been there.
>>42109416You NEED to gain more weight and look at your HRT dose to make sure you aren’t hondosing
I'm a cisgender, heterosexual woman on testosterone and my sexuality revolves entirely around fantasizing about being male and being penetrated by another man.
stop repping you stupid pooner.
not just a gigahon, like a disabled boomerhon in a wheelchair with the trans flag on iti feel so justified in manmoding if that's what honmoding will get meno fucking thanks
>>42109518i mean she was a young attractive cis woman so she's doing better than the boomerhon
>>42109477If she was just disabled or was ugly, fair enough but she consciously ruined her body so not only did you do nothing wrong, you were obliged to do it.
>>42109652That doesn't mean she's happy tho
>>42109344some people are just horrible. yesterday i stopped to help a teenager who had a seizure in the street. we were a group of like six strangers of all ages and different genders, we made sure he was okay and called him an ambulance. i was shocked how many people just walked past, some smirked, one romani-looking guy turned around just to make a rude ableist comment and walked off. a similar thing happened to me on public transport lately, this somewhat unkempt middle aged man slumped on the ground and was shaking, the driver didn't even stop and so many people were just gawking or even laughing. i think some people just thought he was a wino but i'm fairly sure he was having a blood sugar emergency, i managed to alert the driver and get an ambulance called but nobody else apart from one other man cared. i really hate the society we live in nowadays, people are so unkind now.>>42109518exactly. i lose all respect for someone the second they start doing shit like this. it's so unnecessarily nasty to just stop and laugh at someone who's simply existing in public, especially a person in a wheelchair like good god who raised these people?
>>42109668wtf is wrong with you? rope retard
Satanic tranny murders elderly room matehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AgEkRTnRdYs
>>42109749Ok
>>42109781you are actually retarded, aren't you? like i get that it's bait but instead of being angry i just feel pity. like i feel as though i am witnessing a genuinely mentally challenged person and i feel kind of bad for you honestly.
>>42109805>read a book>not that one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OK, trantifa CHUD.
>>42109674So..?Most lgbt ppl are generally against violence I believe
>>42109820no i'm not talking about book choice i'm talking about your 1/10 bait LOLE
hello lgbt does anyone have any ideas for what i should draw. i am out of lightbulbs and very bored. im happy to draw you if you want or somethingpicrel by me but like a two minute ms paint drawing i can draw better than that i swear hahaalso post ur own drawings if you'd like! i love seeing peoples art
>>42107786like this? <3 merry christmas!
>>42105086i have the vision in my head but i need to see it happening in front of me...no but fr how the fuck do i draw T*T im on it tho o7
>>42105536banglets bang
>>42104238You are very talented. Can you draw a girlmoder (ftm) picking out his first hrt vial but he's accidentally selecting the pooner T instead of the gigachad T please
Boymoder reluctantly drinks or tries weed and gets cute intoxicated on basically nothing. Beanbag or something to lean on advised
Are hiveminds a bad thing?
Is worshiping Aphrodite as a tranny AGP?
>>42108006>because she was called "Pallas Athena," that is "girl Athena,"I'm not sure if it means that exactly. Rather, "Pallas" has two conflicting origins. One states that he was a giant slain by Athena, and from his flesh was fashioned her aegis. The other tells that Pallas was a childhood friend of Athena's with whom she'd spar, and she accidentally killed him. In both versions, Athena is taking on the name of Pallas, which could point to a "masculinzing" of her. Pallas Athena is also the epithet most associated with the fully armored, war-leader portrayal of Athena, further supporting that claim. Where do you get the idea that it means "girl"? I've not heard that, although maybe I'm just misremembering.
>>42108006>I suspect they were made much earlier than their recordingAbsolutely. I'm not as educated on the Orphics, but I do recall hearing that the Orphic tradition predates Plato and the Pythagoreans, and the two schools of thought are heavily inspired by Orphism, which itself was essentially the first hardline mystical school emerging from Greek belief. Plato himself makes reference to the Mysteries and the Bacchants, so I believe Orphism does indeed predate Platonic philosophy.
>>42107279exceedingly so
>>42108034It is a sticky wicket. If we go to pallo, it means to brandish a spear; if we go to pallake, it means concubine. I prefer pallake, since it feels distinct from Athena Nike, victorious Athena, but I can't deny pallo makes sense as she had elements of a war god.https://www.etymonline.com/word/Pallashttps://www.theoi.com/Titan/TitanPallas.htmlhttps://www.theoi.com/Nymphe/NymphePallas.html>>42108055Any time something is recorded, you can assume it's a little older than that. I think the Orphics were an evolution on the ecstatic understanding in the Dionysians, both mystical to be sure, but that's my own theory. I need to put it together.
>>42107279Hellenism is larp. Larp is AGP. So instead, pray to Tara or Jesus or something.
have you ever been outcasted for being pale?
no the bitches love my pale skin
When I went to.a sunnier part of my country on a holiday a barkeeper made fun of me for being pale.
>>421079554chan outcast me for being brown
>>42107955My hometown is almost exclusively Latino and when I was a kid there was a girl who moved here and she became known as 'the white girl'
>>42107955my friends used to make fun of me in school for being pale but one time this old lady at a breakfast place told me I had skin like ivory statue which is nice ig.
All replies must contain your tag. This means no replies purely to comment on another's post.>letter(s) >about>primary interest >other interests>looking for >not looking for >(free space) >contact
I hate both the *nglo and the fr*nch and dont even get me started about americ*ns
>ASL30/M/US>lettersb>AboutVaried hobbies kind of guy, I've started to get into fitness and cardio this year. Besides that I play a lot of games (MMO's like WoW/Comfy coop games). Big into most music genres, with a preference to metal/goth/electric, and tabletop games (D&D and such). I'm always around to text for the most part, as I have a lot of downtime at work as of late. Pretty passionate and talkative about my interests and I enjoy people who do the same!>Looking forPeople to chat with or play games with throughout the day, preferably something long-term. Any gender is welcomed, just be chill!>Discord tagThatwhichwalks
>>42109259Hey, I'm just calling out bigotry. After all this should be a welcoming and accepting place for everyone.
>>42109295Fucking Tommy Tough Knuckles over here
I've had a rough and abusive childhood. I'm a man looking to be treated as a kid or teen by a female. I don't like baby or little space roleplay. I prefer a middle or high school range. You can be middle or high school aged, or you can be an adult. It can be a friend, romantic, or sexual RP. My biggest dealbreaker is childish typing. You know, the full babytalk / animu moe / furry UwU act. Just talk to me as normal. I'm not into dark or edgy roleplay stories. No married, cucks, taken, poly, open, etc. My interests are older video games, kids TV channels, cartoons, comics, children's books, toys, in and out of RP. I don't care for IRL age just as long as you aren't too young or too old in real life. My childhood was the '90s and '00s. I'm a private man.I'm looking for strictly text replies. That means no phone calls or video. I'd like to keep this online. I'm not going to meet up with you or date. Any country is okay just as long as we keep the RP in English. My timezone is EST; I'm most online at night.>Discordshi.meji
white girl wednesday editionqott: you don't fuck dogs right?prev:>>42100074
cant wait to spend christmas day high and touching by boobs
>>42109988can I lick the water off your breasts
doll moder gbf
>>42105187Hott. pooner who looks like a pooner because of testosterone and bad genes
>>42110002dude if you're that thirsty i can just get u your own glass
Im... quite proud of myself ^_; Tomorrow i can take pics lf it i-if anyone wants to see.... i love tiramisu.... tho i dont like the store bought version they always overdip the ladyfingers ....
>>42103486that's actually so slay! post pics of it too nona ^-^
>>42106372Boyaaa its time for you to understand something. I AM lgbt. This board is NOTHING without me. Okaaaaaaaay??.... bend the kneeeeeee...
>>42106372this
>>42106400im doing my part to change it for the better
>>42107311Based
