Who else here is self-hating and loving it?>legitimately have a homophobia kink>get a hard on when gay-bashing and bullying still happens>wish right wing conservatism was bigger and more prevalent>choose to only date women, have a christian gf, but keep a menta bank of gay porn to play in my head when I fuck herI'm fucked, but love it.
>>42214361Corny bullshit.
>>42214361do you want to top or bottom
>>42214373If I was out and dated men, I'd want to do both.
Qott: Would you ever abandon your boy?
>>42212873oh ya you a seducer eh?
>>42212884baka i cant even wear my gray lululemon sweatpants to the liquor store without looks...just let me be a man slut in peace
How can I make my dick not hurt? 10+ years hrt I still get hard which is good I can't top due to size(lost a huge amount of length and girth)but I still enjoy getting head and being touched.the problem is it hurts to play with it like it's incredibly tender so what can I do
>>42212294You are just like me frfr
This thread is so dead
I can't be the only one who sees how easy it would be to make a cult out of ya'll right? Trannies, gays, you're all constantly being demonised, threatened with your very lives, realistically if someone was to offer some of you shelter, community and hell even diy hrt; how many would've accepted it? It just seem so easy to do this with how vulnerable some of you are, so many people are desperate and the current political climate is certainly making us more scared than ever, there's a growing potential for this.Have there ever been a case of something similar? Seems like something that could've already happened before.
>>42212875castration movie 2 was about this exactly
I'm probably getting close to the point where I would just accept with no hesitation, probably would have a better life in there than out here.
>>42212875
>>42213362what's that?>>42213513You get what I mean then, we crave community and that feeling only gets worse when we're clearly hated by most normal people, it's why I thought this up today>>42213488what's that too? I never heard of it
>>42213585> feeling only gets worse when we're clearly hated by most normal people, Stfu. No negativity allowed on the sissy farm. Leave that shit for doomer pilled outside the farm.
i am a cis man on hrt
I'm trooning out to be a prettier and softer squishier cocksucker. That's all. Outside of that, I am totally, 100% straight and I have no problems thinking of myself as a cis man. I am a wise sage, a priest and a warrior. I just want to suck dicks when I'm horny HAHAHAHAHA
>>42211137how tall are u and what’s ur weight, o wise one
>>42205674reading the replies to this thread made me feel all tingly inside i wish i could give everyone a kiss
>>42207782>Why would a gay man want to look like a trap
>>42205103Do you look like that?
Mascot editionPrevioushttps://boards.4chan.org/lgbt/thread/42196057#bottomWe need some Boob action in this one.
>>42213905did u used to post truscum stuff on tiktok?
>>42214085no lol. I wouldn't consider myself truscum (though I do wish that medical transitioners had more of a voice currently) and i don't have tiktok.
>>42213905hi bea!i havent seen you in like a year and forgot that youre super pretty
>>42214268bwa idk who but thanks. feeling like im doing something since im still being recognised
>>42214345friend from the old boymoder server! dont worry no worries
Look how much longer even a surgically altered male skull is vs an actual female skull.
>>42213952why is she in the hospital do you know
>>42214207she isn't
>>42214207tried to off himself
>>42214217meow
>>42214226meow
how do you know which shape looks good on you?
>>42208814send ur face. lets see whos uglier lol>>42209256ya its real butterflys. its pretty cool.>>42212846i dont have one desu, just luck ig? if i get a pimple tho i put a patch on it>>42212885ill make it work
>>42208808>Visibly Transgender AMAB.this made me laugh
>>42207501nona nona please invest in a bonnet, it makes it so you avoid curly bed hair moments like this. or well at least it does for me :D
>>42213844i have a bonnet i just forget to wear it plus it always falls off in the night
>>42207501cute! honestly, your eyebrows look pretty good in my opinion.>>42208267why are you so worked up over that?
there's still one thing left to try
>>42213220Don't nonny.
>>42213240Ok
this bottomposter looks different than the usual avatar
5 months, 3 weeks. E valerate mono subq at 40mg/mL, every 5 days. i usually inject .13 mL into the upper thigh, which should be enough to suppress T. I asked an ai what symptoms i should be experiencing and it said i should be moodier and i should be aware of my chest as buds start to develop (like a bruise feeling), I don't feel that at all and it's only when i actually press my hand against my nipples that it feels slightly "bruised". My sweat smells like a guy's would... I feel like I need to shell out cash for blockers but in the meantime, i want the T suppressed so at the very least I don't continue to masculinize.
you should get your hormone levels checked, but also 5 months is kinda no time at all. they probably told you this already--if you went the informed consent route--but you really need to be thinking in terms of years. gradual changes and all that. on top of that tho, ymmv. check the diyhrt thread to make sure you're not getting hondosed. also stop using AI it's making you retarded
>>42210523i'm fully DIY and my doc doesn't know. i don't have any tests either lol. i'm doing all this fully in the dark
>>42210573Your dose should be fine as long as you get your T suppressed. You can up your dose either by going up in volume (.2mL) or by injecting every 5 days at your current dose.
>>42210612just ordered bica, i was avoiding upping the dose because i don't want DVT but idrc either way
>>42210612I already inject every 5 days at .12-.13 so idk how this is possible, actually. Should I increase frequency and decrease dosage? assuming my body is somehow metabolizing the estrogen quickly
"you dont need dysphoria to be trans!!!" >"if you don't have dysphoria you aren't trans!!!" fact: if you are trans you have dysphoria. if you have any desire to live as the other gender that's dysphoria. you've been tricked by shitty dsm definitions of dysphoria written by retard cissoids who hate us and want to gatekeep us
>>42214263>if you have any desire to live as the other gender that's dysphoriathat's basically the dsm definition thoughdon't blame the dsm for all the actual trans activists that say you don't need to have dysphoria
>>42214263Anon, you're being so enbyphobic right now. I have reported you for being transmedicalist. This is a safe space.
are there any specific anons u love/hate? anything u wish u could say to them in particular? maybe a specific type of poster u have a strong opinion on, or maybe some random anon in a thread who u never really saw again?whos ur favourite anon, anon?
>>42214049have u not seen that chud bait psa image that gets posted a ton? if the posts annoy u just dont interact with them or gtfo. its pretty easy for a normal person to block out things they dont like>>42214041>>42214086>>42214106thank u...im glad i have created a loyal fanbase...worship me or whatever u nerds do idk
>>42214113(u posted literally 3 seconds before my other one sent the refresh probably didnt work in time, sorry)i only started posting with a neru avatar because i like neru. i posted a lil bit with seras from hellsing and stocking from panty and stocking but neru just kinda stuck after a whilei also feel like my posts have more meaning(?) when i use the neru avatar. people seem to listen to me more when i post with neru rather than just posting as regular anon.>Who the fuck are you? Why do we care?i guess some people like to pretend they have importance on the board, its still technically anonymous so im pretty sure 90% of tripfags are just baitposters who want their name to have some sort of notoriety. i just find it interesting how many tripfags there are and why they get so much attention despite not being much different to any other anon on the board.
>>42214114>if the posts annoy u just dont interact with themthats not it either, i enjoy what im doing
>>42214114*fawns u*
>>42213077kiki, wherever you are i hope you didn't kill yourself or land yourself in prison. people are cruel. the world is cruel. not everyone could handle you, and unfortunately for people like you and me there is no respite. we can never express ourselves the way others can in the ways that they do.i enjoyed your company, even when i was deranged. it's been a while now and i would be lying if i said i haven't exhausted every available way to reach you. you were looking for me here a while ago, i saw you asking for me by name. i know it was you, i don't know if i had a way for you to reach me at the time but i'm beginning to regret not trying harder to continue speaking with you. the comic we were talking about making together got me so excited. you will always find a friend here, kiki. you know where to find me and if you don't i'll be looking. Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Brown trannies should be laughed at and made to apologize for being brown.
>>42209966Glegle would because youre brown
>>42209708Brown mtfs should be hugged and made to love themselves
>>42209708op should be thrown with stones at
>>42209708brown mtfs are made for loving leglocked sloppy kissing sex by white dudes
I'M SORRY FOR BEING BROWN
The hardware store I work at recently hired a tranny to work around me. While not particularly unattractive, they are clocky and their presence will make me clockier too. I find this threatening and feel a deep need to outdo my coworker in particular, but this line of thinking conflicts with me as it is rather corrupt and heartless.Should I use this as hatefuel for going stealth? Or would it be better to drop it for both our sakes?
>>42213821i say let it go. of course improve on yourself if you want but dont let hatred be the main motivation. work drama sucks and also what id shes cool u could be her friend if you didnt hate her
>>42213904While this may be right I feel like I will go psycho having to deal with a stereotype I usually avoid at all costs. How do people even interact with these ones?
hi im a twinkhon boymoder and i have some sh scars are men and women ok with this i want to have a partner preferably girlfriend (censored moid cock and open wound)
>>42210409I just do it, just look, and slice, sometimes when im mad i might apply more pressure
>>42204648So fucking jealous of your scars I wish mine were that big too
>>42213660sometimes i forget the statistics about how many self harmers pass the second layer of skin and wonder why scars like that are considered big by so many people but then realize that im in too deep both literally and metaphorically and i fucked my body up for life
>>42214155yeah i feel the exact same way it kinda just makes me sad i hate what ive done to my body through this awful coping mechanism and this post was just a cope to try to get me to find some sort of appreciation for it so i can deal with what ive done to myself by justifying that some people find it hot
>>42214171your scars look sparse and small enough to flatten and go white in a few years so dont worry that much imo. with time and laser treatment or some other scar treatment they shouldnt be extremely noticable in some years. i hope you can stop doing it all together soon.
if you are comfortable being your birth sex i dont consider you trans sorry
>>42214150no one who transitions is comfortable with their birth sex though if they are they would immediately get dysphoria and stop
>>42214150b-but ... my euphoria boners ...
>>42214150They might as well get used to it and accept it instead of fight it
I can live with it if I larp as a pooner
