This is a thread for:manmoding,repping, or hons who knew of their transness at a young age and did not transition and now you seethe at gigaultrayoungshita who got on puberty blockers at 12 for 6 hours a dayQOTT1: when did you know QOTT2: do you hate youngshits or luckshits more ? And why?
>>42179273All right OP. You seem to be putting it on the line. I can give it a shot too.>QOTT 1We could argue the semantics of "knowing" all day, but I can say I was asking adults what life would have been like if I'd been born a girl when I was at least in middle school, and I remember feeling happy when an older woman said my eyes were too pretty to be a boy's around the same time.>QOTT 2At the moment youngshits, meaning youngshits relative to me being too old to post on this site. That's due to this bias: I have a nephew who has been transitioning into my niece. She is more than 10 years younger than me, which makes me depressingly frustrated since those are 10 plus years I never got.That situation also means I have to be outwardly supportive with my sister while feeling inwardly jealous, and balancing not looking like I know too much about trans whatever.>t. bitter repper in his 30s
>>42180963Damn anon, it’s scary for me being the only queer person in my family but that kind of fucking sucks I would not be able to cope especially with somone who is genetically related like she represents what you could have been:(
>>42175936i got hrt at 14 and im a manmoder. no im being entirely serious, strong jaw, long midface, big brow, 18.5 bideltoid at 5'9, humongous adams apple, like bigger than 95% of cis guys, and permantently masculine face. i say this to try to make yall feel a little bit better. we're not all passoids>QOTT1: when did you know12QOTT2: do you hate youngshits or luckshits more ? And why?i hate them all. its so isolating. i feel like im welcomed in neither community, youngshits or midshits.
>>42181814Thanks anon. I'm sure it sucks for you to be the only queer person in your family too. It probably sucks to be all of us.
>>42175936do i need to have known known as a kid or just have crossdressed, only had female friends and shit like that or
Shartyfags should be banned on sight. They contribute nothing good to the board and lower the board quality by posting the same bait that, of course, everyone always falls for, killing other threads in the process. Troonjaks should outright be banned on this board as they're almost always attached to extremely low-quality posts that seem to attract too much attention. This isn't about building a "safe space" as I'm sure some would accuse me of doing in 2017, but having a space at all. If precautions are not taken to take out the trash that is underage shartyfags, the board will continue to be unuseable.
>>42173543We should ban you too tbhdesu. You are a stupid, unmitigated piece of shit who shits up every SRS thread with your gock worshipping faggotry and shitty opinions.
There are no mods on here. This place is essentially a shithole beyond saving
>>42181698>There are no mods on hereClearly this is not true or else I wouldn't get banned for being hazelfucker
there are so few mods on this board I wouldn't be surprised if it turned into a woke version of /qa/
>>42179535jeep post
QOTT:What's your favorite movie monster>Reminder: This gen is for cis homosexual females (ie lesbians). All trans-related or bisexual posts are considered off-topic and should be directed to other generals or threads. No discussion of male (XY) anatomy.Discords (you will never ever ever get in):>OG Discord: https://pastebin.com/P644WESi>clg2 Discord: https://pastebin.com/1ct1Fcag>clg3 Discord: https://pastebin.com/emrpgWM8Previous threat:>>42086524
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>>42180389>>42180886>>42175074remember clgers, when you see a tranny post, think R.A.P.E.Replying AlwaysPunishesEveryone
She's the perfect woman
i went on a date with a woman who was convinced harpoons only worked underwater. spears work above the water, but not harpoons. like if you pulled the trigger on a harpoon gun on the surface, it wouldn't fire. she's absolutely fascinating to me.
>>42182519you should lick her pussy without asking first
My tranny cousin is hot and I feel like that's a problem.
>>42181857pls don't be my cousin
>>42181906U probably ugly as shit
>>42182260bro you got a coke can stuck on your finger and started crying and called an ambulance over it
>>42182274And you in a tranny underwater basketweaving forum. Sounds like you and your cousin would be a good match
Make sure you can't reproduce. This isn't because you're cousins, it would take several generations of inbreeding to cause any notable deformities. This is because you have something that the next generation shouldn't. Have sex with your cousin, if you want to.
>Be me, straight male, mid twenties>5'2 and could never really grow any facial hair>Have a very pretty girlfriend, though I don't feel very emotionally attatched to her.>Meeting up with an old friend from high-school for drinks tonight.>After a few hours I'm really drunk, as I'm a real lightweight and don't often go drinking. Vomit stains the back of my throat and I feel a bit dizzy and numb, though it's no different than other times in which I drink heavily. Maybe I feel a bit better than the few times a month I drink myself half to death, it's nice to see him again. He's so tall.>I almost fall off the stool and he catches me with almost no effort. He is also very drunk.>"Anon, I have to tell you something. I've always loved you. I love you so much.">Reject him because I am straightComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42182446Didn't read. Let me see your hot little ass fag
>>42182498It's the length of one page of a book retard.
>>42182511I promise I'll read it all if you show me your ass. I love smaller guys so much man
>>42182535tldr its a bait and switch larp where you THINK that opis gonna get assfucked after his old friend professes his love for him while theyre both drunkbut op ends up telling him to fuck off and goes home to fuck his gf.
i want to marry an ftm and spend the rest of my life with him
i can't believe this is the only recent photo of his face i have. it's so horrifically unflattering lol
>>42180027Do you have a happy trail I could bury my face in and a nice tdick I could spend an hour sucking?
>>42181821Do you have a favorite photo of him
>>42181966probably this one, it really makes me wish i had at least one high quality photo of him smiling as an adult though
>>42181966i like this one too, it's very peaceful
I had an interesting moment before showering just now. I was naked, in front of a large mirror, and lazily inspecting myself. I've been on HRT for about three months now. There was a bit more breast growth, but other than that, I looked about the same. During that process though, for just an instant, I had a fleeting change of perspective. I knew I did not pass, I knew I did not look great, I knew there were plenty of flaws in how my face and my body looked, but I, for the first time perhaps, managed to see myself not as a man playing at womanhood, not as a man crossdressing, but rather, actually, somehow, as a woman. A woman that had been disfigured and led astray in development by some malignant force or other, but a woman nonetheless. It gave me a lot of hope, even though I know I have a lot of work to do, it was one step against the mental roadblocks I have in the way of seeing myself as a woman in any form. Any similar experiences? How does that go over time? There is hope.
>>42181378I've had good moments like this but I started to feel really guilty and then really monstrous.So, with that in mind, I caution you to be vigilant of brainworms. Become a woman, nona. Do it for me and those who failed.
never as soon or as diametrically as you, but>How does that go over time? There is hope.yes :) for me it took maybe three or four years to stop feeling or thinking of myself as male. i don't feel female now (over five years) or even like a woman, really, but i definitely cannot see myself as male or a man anymore, at all. it was a very gradual change and i didn't actually notice it happening at all until i had some kind of epiphanic realization that my self-concept had been wildly different from how i remembered for some time.everyone is different, but presumably you will begin to see yourself as totally a woman after some amount of time on hormones.
>>42181849>I hate my voice thoyou have control over your voice right this instant!! voice-train now!!!!!it may be difficult but you have the power to make this change today, no hormones or anything required. i believe in you nona
>>42181378you type like a girl at least
>>42181378that sounds lovely anon. may your journey continue to be as beautiful as your written description of it
im really thought asian peeps had an easier time passing holy shizzra guess i was wronghttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fmrkuz_Jj7s
can somebody explain to me straight fudanshis? why do they watch gay porn?
>>42180539Have you thought that maybe they don't masturbe to it?
>>42181789why do they do it then?
>>42180301Uh for me it was because I was a repressing straight tranny, turns out.
>>42181834Maybe they find the stories engaging?
>>42181873the stories of a guy getting his prostate pounded?
Holy shit, do asian bois really?https://rdrama.net/h/braincels/post/419701/asian-boy-pulls-a-bwcflavored-whatcha
i dont know what's more depressing, the fact that people like OP are totally mindraped by boring and ugly memes, or the fact that he thinks anyone cares
>>42181683asian "male" detected
>>42181683right wingers brag about their memes but its mostly just swill these days.
>>42181675I'm not even clicking this incomprehensible pic to read it, fuck you and stop posting
>>42181675Just let it go bruh …it’s over
>what is INTERGEN?INTERGEN is a general for intersex people to talk to each other about their experiences or just to hang out>what is an intersex person?Intersex people are those born with any of several sex characteristics, including chromosome patterns, gonads, or genitals that do not fit typical binary notions of male or female bodies>am I intersex?We are not doctors, please seek medical advice, but dont be afraid to ask questions here to maybe understand things better>are trans people intersex?Trans people are not inherently intersex, however an intersex person can transition if they want, “neurologically intersex” is not real as being intersex pertains to the sex organs or hormonal productions>how is this /lgbt/?We share similar experiences of discrimination and social prejudice based on sex and gender norms, even though intersex is a variation of sex characteristics, not a gender identity or sexual orientation itself—————————Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42181428>Have any new years plans or resolutions this year?I don’t have plans, it’s too cold but my resolution/goal is to lose 20lbs in a healthy manner and increase the amount of exercise I get, maybe talk to people irl
>>42181428my bf is intersex but i'm just cursed to be a regular tranny who doesn't get an excuse for why i'm trans
>>42181609I don’t think it matters but I hope you two have a nice relationship,
>>42181428I'm gonna go to a NYE party thingy I think. We'll see! :)
Being anything over 5'10 as a MtF is a death sentence to passing. As a 6'0 tranny my face and proportions still are making me delude myself into thinking ill pass. I still cabt accept ill be a repper for life because I couldnt be anything more than a gigarapehon
>>42180139height is only the 4th most sexually dismorphic feature, literally doesnt matter
>>42180139where and when did u get the notion that being taller made you less appealing as a partner?
>>42180139what if im 5'10. am i gonna make it...
>>42180139Smother your man bones in female flesh
>>42181942this is my goal also many surgeries
>came out at late 20s>started hormones at 31,mid 30s now>I'm tired of feeling like I look like an ogre.>Im tired of watching other people transition and pass me up>I'm tired of everyone getting surgeries done but me done>Im just exhausted, its been going on 4 years and I really dont feel any further along outside of my paperwork I feel like its only a matter of time until the people around me who transitioned in their 30s totally pass me up and leave me in the rear view mirror. They are all on their way to becoming women or are them now and im stuck looking like Fred in a dress from courage the cowardly dogThere are so many days when I think to myself I should have just ended it when I realized repping was a mistake and I'd permanently disfigured myself and probably destroyed any future I had. Don't listen to the desistence bullshit it never gets better it just gets harder and when you finally bite the bullet you are so much worse for it. That kid that couldn't carry the weight and said fuck it and transitioned as a kid, they were right you carrying that burden like syssyphis was incredibly stupid
>>42179634I've gone a little insane (maybe a lot). People stare at me when I go outside and I wave back at them or smile awkwardly. I'm somewhat of an embarrassment to my family but they are generally accepting of me so long as I dont hon it up too much or date guys. I have no friends or social life so I just go grocery shopping, hiking, look after my pets, etc. My life is mostly uneventful unless a transhobe sees me but I ignore them as best I can. I would like to start a family with someone but no one is interested in me because I dont have anything to offer.I used to not be so jaded early on in my transition because I had hope that I'd eventually pass but no matter what I do over the years it is not enough. Sorry. My advice is to surround yourself with ppl that are a positive influence on you and encourage you to transition and leave manmode/boymode etc. Get out of your comfort zone too, but not at the detriment of your mental health. Idk what else to say without doxxing myself so left some stuff out ...not that anyone cares.
>>42179863Official diagnosis was Myalgic Encephalitis. She started having severe issues about a year into HRT. Personally I'm sure she had something else as well. Maybe multiple sclerosis. Maybe NCAH. She was bedridden for 3 years before dying. And still no idea how I malefailed. I'm a very, very obvious hon and frankly terminally malebrained (it's a pendulum sometimes I'm super fembrained and I love it).
>>42180096I’m too stubborn I fear but I see my self in your future soon my family will never be okay with this, my friends are good but I won’t listen to them I’m so insecure and miserable I guess
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>>42179474nigga u have a full beard wdym 3 years in
The reason why puritanical feminism (i.e., the reactionary, sex-negative, anti-trans, anti-plesaure Mary Daly womb cult strand of feminism that emerged in the '70s) took off in the Anglosphere but not really anywhere else is because Anglo cultures are anti-sensuality whereas e.g., Latin cultures (e.g., Italy, Spain, Portugal, and their former colonies) are decidedly not so. (There does exist an "anti-gender" movement in Latin America, but it's a decidedly anti-feminist one.) I remind you that Mary Daly was a CATHOLIC THEOLOGIAN and that Janice Raymond was her student.
>>42182244>should I even bother reading it?lol, no. read picrel instead.And get your mum to read picrel, too, as well as the following essays by the same author:"Cultural Feminism: Feminist Capitalism and the Anti-Pornography Movement" in Social Text, No. 7, pp. 34-53, 1983"The Taming of the Id: Feminist Sexual Politics, 1968-83" in Pleasure and Danger: exploring female sexuality, Ed. Carole S. Vance, 1984
>>42182322Forgot the DOI for the 1983 essay: 10.2307/466453
>>42181895It's obvious how wrong you are based on how many words you have to invent to try and rationalize it.
>>42182322>>42182331Thank u <3
>>42182345I didn't invent any words in my post, troll.
About to see a therapist for top surgery letter, how do I not fuck this up? Do I just keep talk about non tranny issues to an absolute minimum? I need these tumors gone asap
I mean that sounds like a solid plan to me just don't get into a bunch of irrelevant mental health issues. Good luck
>>42182295show them an animation meme to break the ice
>>42182384Thanks. I'm just stressing out over this because trans healthcare is a joke. They sent me some paperwork to fill out before the actual appointment and they're asking things like if I want to kill someone>>42182388Do you ever get tired of this
>>42182459>Do you ever get tired of thisnoi'm built different
