is there a way to trick myself to believe that i actually am a woman born in the wrong body and not a gross man with agp ruining his life? i seem to pass even after i speak, i have almost every trutran indicator, and i've been on hrt for more than 3 years now but i never called myself a woman or even thought of myself as such. i mean, i wish i was a woman, but that's just fundamentally not true. probably if i could change my legal id i'd feel different, but there are so many trannies who can't either but still see themselves as the sex they want to be.
I'm genuinely so insanely afraid of transitioning. Not because of anything that comes with it, but because of the smallest possibility that I might one day just completely change my mind, and realize that I actually prefer being a man. Or even worse, that I'll realize I'm just fine with being a man compared to being a tranny.This genuinely cripples me with horrid dread. I wish I had an innate sense of gender and wasn't completely depersonalized, so that worrying about this would be pointless
>>40971591At this point I don't know anymore. It still rings true that I'd rather be a woman over a man, but I feel like my dysphoria is just too weak. I feel like I should be in so much more distress, and yet I just am numb. Transitioning feels pointless, because I already look like a man, but at the same time, I'm really afraid of what will happen if I were to not transition
>>40971531me too im prob gonna dome myself in a few daysi know im supposed to be a woman but its sadly unattainable for me
bump
>>40968106being a man might feel wrong but there is no guarantee that being a women will make things any better, its most likely just gonna make things a lot worse instead.
>>40968002Why don't you just get over it? I'll never understand the point.
genuinely so depressed and keep getting fatter......1 yeart hrt 5' 6" and size c/d tits how can i fucking boymode when i cant stop eating......was depressed and fat before, then lost a ton of weight and am now back to being fat af again.... gg chubby chasers
>>40971209that's hot
>>40971779lol i'm glad you think so anon cheers
>>40969526yea i have non-cone tit Ds at any healthy BMI and it's fucking awkward to boymode. literally have one hoodie i can wear outside if i don't want to bind
>>40972238Marry me
>>40969501Giwtwm
your life is over. you'll never pass. you should've gotten puberty blockers at 11.
>>40971294tttt is dead lol
From what I've learned here, you're a rapist and you're destroying the mental health of real women (trans) unless you troonsitioned at age 8.
>>40971294If you were trutrans you would have diy'ed in the woom. All fetishists please stop ruining it for tru trans.
>>40972708>>40972716>>40972727>t. hon
a general for all things masculine. ftm, cis guys, bi guys, gay guys, reppers etc are welcomed. this thread servers as a self-develop and a thirsty thread in both ways
DOA
/lesgen/ is the lesbian general for all cis women and trans women (MtF) to discuss lesbian relationships and topics.Bee kind to each other and report/ignore trolls who attempt to divide trans mtf lesbians and cis lesbians as a community.QOTT:>Are you still friends with your exes?>Have you ever gotten back with an ex?>What's the best programming language?tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Flesgen%2Fdiscord: https://discord.gg/bAnVMAGPNRold thread: 40953043
>less than half of them (5)>yes multiple ones all mistakes>idk the differences
not being friends with exes means you make bad decisions about who you date
imagine having exes lolit's till death do us part, the only way someone is getting rid of me is by dying or killing me
>>40972368yeah dated way too many terfbrained cis women before realising trans women are the better choice
>>40972368I mean, I guess that's true, either way you slice it...a least bad decision can still be a bad decision I guess, or you could be single which isn't always that great tbqh
I had two exes, one of them trooned out after we broke up and is now dating a guy and the other turned out to be a faggot and is dating a guy now too. What am I doing wrong? Is it actually possible to find a genuine loving guy as a troon
>>40972611the fact that as much as 50% of the queers and bis wouldnt like to date a tranny is actual ropefuel
it might just be impossible, i try to find good people and im just left even more broken each time. guys girls trannies married couples, doesn’t matter it’s all the same. good luck!
>>40972624Doesn't seem like you're very interested in us either. Only based tradcath transphobes for you ladies, no bottom sissy faggots whose existence is an insult to your gender, isn't that right?
Anyone who claims to be "straight" when dating trannies in lying to you and is hiding something else. You have to be some scale of bisexual in order to be okay with dating trannies
>>40972611i can be your boyfriend, even though i am repping i promise you i will never troon out. It's because it's over for me, but because it had never ever happened to me to begin with.
Which Muslim countries are best for trans women?
>>40971885You mean the sith empire? The fuck is a sikh empire you ESL
>>40971885post that video where a whole street full of people like maggots rape a group of women
>>40972642That sounds hot as fuck, I wish that would happen to me
>>40972646they do it in a very cowardly manner tho
>>40972665Nothing you can say will make me stop thinking it's hot
are boymoders good at playing video games? what games do boymoders like?
>>40972435woah!! :oI want alien frend :3c
>>40972409Listen, the Imperial leader is clearly labled!! >__<
>>40972352You can! It's a huge part of Stellaris. Xeno-Compatibility even lets your race make babies with a different alien race
>>40972442what if we havent been contacted by aliens because they are just shy boymoders who dont know how to greet?
>>40972533I never thought of that! How do we make them feel welcome?
anyone elses posture change after going on hrt? ever since a couple months in I've had to struggle to keep myself from arching my back, makes it really hard to boymode when my body is bring to make me push my ass out and my tits up
>>40972590woaw did i do something to upset you? sorry if i did, also dont be a racist pos please ^_^
>>40972608you did do something to upset me a while ago, i forgot what it was, but i remember that you did upset me
>>40972614oh sorry ;~; sometimes i can be a bitch, feel free to insult me but please dont bring my bf into it
>>40972627im sorry, i dont mean to be racist but sometimes i act out because of my repressed attraction
>>40972634all good it happens lol, hope you can get a handle on that we all have our issues, again sorry for upsetting you!
i want to get on estrogen but i'm not a femboy or trans
>>40972219I'll try to be gentle. The only criteria for being trans is wanting to be trans.Thats it! You've met the criteria! I'm sure you've read a lot of fuss made about "gender dysphoria", but when you read the actual criteria of gender dysphoria, it all just comes down to "wanting to transition". Which you do. Also, all women are AGP. All women are turned on by being female, if you talk to enough cis women about sex that will become abundantly clear lol. Men are turned on by being male, women are turned on by being female. Thats kinda how sexuality works, anon. So, to recap: Wanting to be a trans woman makes you a trans woman. You are a trans woman. You are AGP because you are a woman. You aren't on hormones yet, but that's ok. You can fix that. DIY HRT is cheap and easy to get. Look up "DIY HRT directory" to learn about dosing. You can do it! I believe in you.
>>40972110You can keep the penis. You can even keep the penis and have a vagina, look into a phallus preserving vaginoplasty
>>40972219Everyone has AGP thoughts, especially women. The idea that having AGP fantasies makes you not a woman is bullshit made up by a moron to make life harder for trans people.
>>40971730buy it from china
>>40972262wow we have become reddit...
>QOTT: Is this the end for terje?>QOTT2: Will he ever escape Gloves gaping maw?
>>40969507Sometimes you can just tell someone is too young to be here by the way they type
Guys is it fembrained to wanna get pounded backdoor?? Like im completely disgusted by vaginal and it hurts but the idea of backdoor is hot af ngl i wanna dude to pound the shit out my ass
>>40971544Why do you ask?
>>40972506You need to solo practice for both, I'd say it feels about the same
>>40972593Like fingering both part v and a?
the guy im seeing has apparently been telling his friends how cute i am and wont shut up about me and now he wants us to get matching necklaces with each others names engraved on themim at work but i literally cant focus because i just keep on smiling and blushing like a fuckign teenager
>>40971217cute
>>40971217go for it, yolo etc
>>40971251damntrvke doe
>>40971217its ok to be sappy and cringe and in love and stuffdon't be afraid
don't worry you'll still end up alone and depressed like the rest of usenjoy the happiness while it lasts though
ecco2k gf editionQOTT: what would you ask if you had one wish? if you could choose only one thing to fix? prev >>40956895
i look fucking ridiculous
i look fine, im bloated though
well i look fucking ridiculous
well i look fine, im bloated though
>some of my far-right "friends" suddenly became distant and cold to mehmmm
My soul is maleI wish things where different but that just means I’m not a woman in the first placeMaybe it’s all pornbrained poisonI wish I was a real girl. Trans or cis but real.
souls aren't realgender is social reifiedits perfectly possible for a male to be a womanits impossible for transwomen to get a straight cisboyfriend
