It's actually kinda funny how fast the guys calling me a man all day lose their minds when I call them a girl.
>>42179338No, that test is only to differentiate whether you have primary or secondary/idiopathic MCAS. The latter ones don't show on the gene test.
>>42179677Gotcha. This all sucks shit though and the meds I was given don't seem to be that effective.
"You sound like an emotional woman" is one of my favorite insults. It works them into a seethe every time
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>>42180361god i wish that were me (either)
being AGP and a semi-passoid is really traumatizing long term if youre used to being a man>girls just accept me as one of them no real question or worry of me trying to fuck one of them >constantly asked about my beauty routines now but used to just piss in bottles and shower when i felt like it >get treated like a delicate flower when i was used to throwing boxes in a warehouse for 10+ hours>always given the benefit of the doubt or just labeled dumb/innocent if i fuck up>most men look at me like a piece of meat now/treat me like a child instead of competition i could list wayyyy more. on top of it i went from extremely ugly guy to semi okay/pretty if i put the effort in. there were times crossdressing made me feral but now it doesnt cross my mind putting panties on and going to my cushy office email job. it genuinely scares me how comfortable ive let myself get with this. like a frog in boiling water type situation. i thought that when i started hrt it would last maybe a month before id go back to being male. its been really hard accepting that everyone just sees me as a woman now. even people that are judegmental/transphobic still find it hard to say stuff. its hard to be okay with it and just accept thats how im seen now because ive had the same defensive shield up for years at this point. it feels like ptsd or something
>>42171937do you atleast try to siphon resources from them like money? It is weird having guys hit on you, it's even worse that they automatically assume you are submissive, and do the most cringe dom larp thing you will ever see while talking about muh dic every 3 seconds.
im gooning to this thread :-D>>42171458>>42170352
>>42170352it is really weird lol. i used to be chad until i john 50'd in my mid-twenties. i have a lot of complicated feelings about men i used to mog treating me like a girl now. i'm tall so genuinely never thought i would get to this point but here we are i guess. it comes at you fast.
>>42170352I feel like womanhood turned out to be nothing more than a Krispy cream donut after dealing with being a man. Women very much do actually live delicate little lives and if you have done some real shit, its nothing more than the ability to look good in photos and gossip during holiday parties. Wanna fuck?
>>42172004it feels really weird how happy it makes me to be seen as not a threat anymore either. i just get to be cheerful and happy and people dont automatically jump to creepy or weird. its like a wave of calmness comes over me. it definitely still feels foreign or wrong a lot of the time but im still slowly learning that its okay for me to be this way now because its expected of me now
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>>42177111No worries anon. Recurrences abound as the samsara tries to sustain itself, but the wheel must inevitably turn.
https://tapas.io/episode/3746210
>>42176558b-boy tummy
Saw a blond shirtless twink going on a jog when I was walking to the gym, today is pretty good.
Trans attracted men of /tttt/, what have your dating experiences been like with straight trans women?
>>42180413TRVTH NVKEno veteran chaser actually dates these freaks
>>42180084>muh all men rape!You're so fucking mind broken that you're resorting to sounding like a terf, mongoloid transbian ape.
>>42180882>all menNever said that, you autistic lying faggot. I just know how chasers are. The majority are predators, abusers, and basket cases. And pointing out this basic, well established truth makes you seethe because it describes you perfectly.
>>42181031Relax, sisYour obvious negging isn't going to make a man wanna fuck you
>>42181031>this basic, well established truthMaybe in your schizophrenic mind, retard.
>cis men dont like mtfs and think we're gross (unless we cispass flawlessly)>cis women dont like mtfs and think we're gross (unless we cispass flawlessly)>ftms dont like mtfs and think we're gross (unless we cispass flawlessly)>mtfs dont like mtfs and think we're gross (unless we cispass flawlessly)There's literally no winning. I rolled the human monster gender
>>42180892why did you split it by gender? >blue eyed people dont like mtfs and think we're gross (unless we cispass flawlessly)>green eyed people dont like mtfs and think we're gross (unless we cispass flawlessly)>brown eyed people dont like mtfs and think we're gross (unless we cispass flawlessly)>hazel eyed people dont like mtfs and think we're gross (unless we cispass flawlessly)
MtFs love twinky boi girl things.Chasers love twinky boi girl things.Poonahs love a near manmoder twinkhon thing.Women love a near manmoder twinkhon thing.Just be lithe and benefit
>>42180936The 2% of chasers don't count im talking about the majorityMost ftms treat us like gross freaks. Most mtfs too. Not even our own people are chill w it
>be me>cis man>looking at a list of the top 25 trans models on OnlyFans >each profile has a face pic of the model that you can click to read about them>ignore 24 mtf faces>my eyes settle on the 1 person my brain finds attractive >ftmEvery single time
>>42180892i think generally trans people are nicer to each other irl. on here its a diff case tho.
Why aren't there diaper threads on her that often anymore? Those threads are how I realized I was trans and met my wife and it'd be really sad imo if the link between diaper fetishism and transness became more obscure
>>42180997kys
When did you realize HRT was grooming psyop and AGP is niche fetish?
About 1 year into transition, before I had even stopped boymoding. I eventually realized why it was wrong and that I simply experience life-ruining psychosis as something apart from the gender dysphoria to say the least but it took me a long time to get there.>>42141373It's not just channers at this point
How weird am I, /agp/?Most days I feel comfortable as a guy and I can't imagine myself as a girl, I'm tall, broad shouldered, and I've got a huge chest, and hairyer than most men. But I like cute things and I'm quite a sensitive guy.But there's some times where I wish I looked like not just a girl, but a hot girl with nice curves and perfect skin. To have nice boobs and a big ass.If I were born a girl I don't think I'd be attractive based on how my family looks. And I'm sure I'd hate the social dynamics of being raised as a girl.But still I'd want to be hot, and I want to keep my dick.Am I fucked /agp/?
>>42176850Nice body, Kaylee
>>42177102Its over
>>42154067have you noticed any changes in how you're treated, the quality of your relationships and daily interactions etc post transition vs pre?
i quite literally cannot possibly imagine a good future for myself because im so fucking tall i hate this shit so fucking much and it enrages me, it sends me into an absolute honrage when i see short trans girls say height isnt a big deal. ill never be seen as anything but a threat
>>42180919And I don't care how they work because they're perverted little sick assholes!You're not gay and you're wrecking the LGB for us normal homosexual males and females who don't want to be the opposite sex, you fucking idiot!
>>42180939Guess what nigger there is no "accepting yourself as a male", either transition or end up a homeless unstable drug addict or rope, if youre gonna be transphobuc at least be one of the "total tranny death" chuds whod at least do us the favor of ending the misery than so e deranged nigger who wants to torture us for no reason
>>42180956Fixed typos*transphobic>so eMeant some
Meanwhile im a 5'4 incel chud
>>42180939>you're wrecking the LGB for us normalThe B was wrecking it for anyone for ages but you probably won't pay attention because you think trannies just popped into existence by themselves
Nick Lan,g....Kat.....You're giant manly shoulders are putting me into a goon hypno state that I can't break.
gmorning demons
>>42174814i really would do this anon if my voice were not so recognizable. i don't think i would even know how, though, if i did. maybe someone in hornygen would do this for you
https://voca.ro/1aGsEXdXA3Cptrying to be a little less nasally. surprisingly requires focus so i sound a little more forced than usual but w/e (*￣3￣)>>42175602as natural as ever even when sick. even clearing ur throat was clean asf. pretty!>>42174992so .. loud >>42174833practice being less nasal with me nona we will make it together
>>42176554are you talking about brightening your tone in this recording? you sound brighter throughout this than most of the one you posted yesterday. still very cute :) if you are working on the nasality, to expand upon what i said above, try keeping your throat as relaxed as you can, around the crook of your neck especially. i'm not like an expert at all really but through playing around i think what causes nasality for most ppl is the constriction of the vocal tract around that area and the placement of the back of the tongue (like where it precipitates into the throat) too close to the palate or whatever it is back there which funnels the sound up into your nose.
bump for best gen......
last bump for best gen.......
This is a thread for:manmoding,repping, or hons who knew of their transness at a young age and did not transition and now you seethe at gigaultrayoungshita who got on puberty blockers at 12 for 6 hours a dayQOTT1: when did you know QOTT2: do you hate youngshits or luckshits more ? And why?
I fucking knew since age 12. I had possibly one of the least conservatuve enviroments you could think of, even had one appointment with a gender clinic, and I still repped because my country makes you wait until 18 for hrt wether you like it or not. And i had no idea diy was a fucking thing because I went on r/MtF once and that was it. Im 18 and, not kidding, my face and proportions arent terrible for someone who went through male puberty, however my moid body for some reason decided it would try its hardest to make me an NBA player with that growth spurt, grew almost a foot a year after i had that last appointment and didnt follow through, as if my body took that as a sign or some bullshit
Im a turbo hon, everyone, including queer people, look at me in disgust.I knew from around age 8, but i didn't know gender dysphoria was a thing, thought i was just born a weird pervert because thats how i was treated by everyone. Still glad i transitioned even though im 100% on the margins of society.Youngshits that are kind and live their lives without hating me are cool. Thats like 1% though. I dont hate someone for passing better, i hate the way they think being horrible to me will someone how save them, like how some Jews thought siding with the nazis would help them
>>42178654>Their experience is objectively antithetical to the transgender experience as we know it. When I see youngshits I feel the same as how I imagine veterans feel when they see meal team 6 clad in stolen valor at the supermarket. It makes me homicidal even.Spittin facts. They didn't have to fight like we did
>>42178940I have been very dysillusoned since I was child, thought my entire family were robots or scientists doing experiments on me I spend most of my time awake chronically journaling I’ve been doing this for maybe 6 years. I’ve been “repping” since I was 5 years old when I became aware of my nature I also have lo key violent thoughts to murder ppl and I virulently hate nonpassing troons (my self ) also I’ve built my life to negate my father picrel is sc with my therapist sorry if I did not explain well
>>42179273All right OP. You seem to be putting it on the line. I can give it a shot too.>QOTT 1We could argue the semantics of "knowing" all day, but I can say I was asking adults what life would have been like if I'd been born a girl when I was at least in middle school, and I remember feeling happy when an older woman said my eyes were too pretty to be a boy's around the same time.>QOTT 2At the moment youngshits, meaning youngshits relative to me being too old to post on this site. That's due to this bias: I have a nephew who has been transitioning into my niece. She is more than 10 years younger than me, which makes me depressingly frustrated since those are 10 plus years I never got.That situation also means I have to be outwardly supportive with my sister while feeling inwardly jealous, and balancing not looking like I know too much about trans whatever.>t. bitter repper in his 30s
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>>42178730but my thread was her last straw :(
>>42178748nah i was looking at the catalog and dooming about how bad it sucks but i couldn't think of anywhere else to post about it. it just blows that i've spent most of my life being very online out of necessity (socially retarded) but the internet has become unusable
>>42177284doing something wrong
>>42178801maybe you can create a good thread yourself. hopefully it’ll get other people who remember the good days
slow day in bmg, you guys read any good books lately?
theyre so incredibly ugly and im too poor for ffs. i spent twenty minutes looking for pictures on google and cant find anything. is there a way to make it passable or is it over
can you frame your face with your hair somehow
>>42180848im not really sure, ive been trying to do some research but without being able to find any pictures that look like me its been pretty difficult
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>>42168620Yes.
Dead general.
I slept with a gay guy, had the best sex in 7 years if not my life, ended up crushing on him hard, planned a date and he stood me up. He was a great kisser too.I don't even know how to feel, I felt so nourished by the intimacy with him I can hardly be mad? But who's going to eat the snacks and drink the wine I got for the date now? (Me.)
There's no bi bar is there?Rather than go the app route once more, is there a "BiDar"? Or how do I find love among my equals?
>>42180701Just go to a regular straight bar.
starting to lose hope that i will ever find a fat person to date :( why is it so hard to find a nice fat boy or girl to love?
>>42180509well you did say you live in a third world country. sadly i am in the us. though debateably we're fastracking trying to be the only first world country to become a third world country
>>42180555I am sure your capitalist overlords won't allow it.Hm, that's too bad mister OP, but I do wish you well, you will find a chubby king or queen in no time
>>42180583we can still be friends if you want
>>42180669that would be nice
>>42180773you can add me at overlordzenith
