>transgenders make me cringe. i once saw one irl. xhe was entering the train, but even before xhe did i could tell he was a transgender by his fag voice. i just turned away and pretended i didn't see xhim as xhe made me cringe beyond belief
>>42368404what do you guys think, will janny ban this one or will it hit page 10 again while janny bans another 5 regulars
>>42368627Def page 10, commenting just bumps it up further though so : /
>>42368404this is funny bc u have actually seen more than one. but no funny stories for those bc u had no clue.
>>42368404keep staring and laughing you'll be a tranny too one daynormal people do not cringe at troonsyou empathized with her because you are secretly afraid of being transgender in public
>>42368618>transgenders make me cringe. i once saw one irl. xhe was entering the train, but even before xhe did i could tell he was a transgender by his fag voice. i just turned away and pretended i didn't see xhim as xhe made me cringe beyond belief
How the FUCK do you actually meet people? I'm tried of yearning as between my poor social skills and lack of regular public/social spaces I don't know what to do!!! Even online is fine!!! I'm not into hookups, I tried using an app and only got a message making a joke of my name, I have no clue how to effectively use Discord and irl I live in the woods with not much around ^^' Pic unrelated >>
I heard people mention tagmap but I think that's only good if you live in a city
why are all (some) autistic men theymabs now and why am i one of themi am not validi shouldn't have been bornalso what causes lifelong dissociationcan one of you purify me (ala the batter off game (collapse my skull with a metal bat))
>>42368215i was a theymab from 2013-2024 but only bc im intersex (found this out this yr) & it took me longer than most to get any masculinization from male puberty & i was too scared to acknowledge i was just a trans girl & had no idea what medical transition actually meant so i tried to convince myself i was content to do nothing abt my life until my body started fucking me over & i couldnt hide it anymore & went on hormones, & even then i held onto the theymab shit for the first 3 yrs & leaned into transmasc culture to at least get clocked as afab. then i was just like ok im clearly living a lie & came out for the final time.
looking for the best tips to getting out of conetit hell. is boofing prog honscience? I went on 100mg orally 3 months in. I've also heard people getting prescribed 200mg, would it be worth it to up my dose? I don't care about revitalizing my libido btw.
prog is very ymmv, i had no luck with it personallyi've seen talk of clobetasol as a riskier-but-more-effective option for breast growth but i haven't tried it myself yet. hopefully someone more knowledgeable will find this thread and elaborate?
bump
I know you don’t want to hear this, but I think it’s purely, age, luck, and genetics.I’m sitting at about a d(?) cup without having taken prog.
red: you are now Lily Tinogreen: you are now Bonnie Blue
>>42369624Green
yellow: you are now dylan mulvaney but you have a 10 inch pipe-thick uncut erection and crazy thrusting stamina despite having such a skinny body AND on full moons you turn into lily phillips and you have to get gangbanged by at least 5 men before the sun rises on the night of the full moon or you transform into lily phillips with dylan mulvaney's 10 inch cock, for good
I've heard her say a few things that make me think she's into it. I have at least a few months bwfore I take a plane to meet her and we've known each other for long enough that I think she has figured out I'm into this type of thing or maybe she only suspects it.Any way I can drop hints or outright tell her without creeping her out in the event she doesn't want to? She is giga brainwormed tho so desu I'm not sure if she would do it even if she knew both of us wanted it. Doesn't hekp that she's 6' and the transbian = rapehon stereotype exists.
>>42369307Ah I should've clarified she's doesn't know I want to have sex. We're just friends at the moment.She's not a rapehon (neither hon nor rapist) but I am worried she might feel like one because of her brainworms.
>>42369344>"she doesnt know we want to have sex"doubt>you: h-hey can i spend hundreds of dollars to get on a plane to see you>her: sure thing anon :) we can cuddle up and watch movies ;)again the solution is to talk to her
>>42369190genuinely kill yourself
>>42369513I've floated the idea to pretty much everyone I know but nobody wants me to.
what kind of drugs are you interested in doing.i've had sex drugs rocknroll my whole life so i know what it all does just catch a buzz with her and let it unravel, and if she wants to try more things with her then talk it out and do alot of research before getting into the crazy stuff.some drugs are made for sex
A transgirl doing this seems impossible.
>>42367322Parties without opium smoke ain't real partiesI want my red curtainsMY incense mistMY red bed with all the cool girls in it>picrel is the ideal party
>>42367294Gender dysphoria is also a spook.
>>42367251>i will never have wifely corngrinding femhandsim ngmi...
>>42368559gender is, dysphoria ain't
>>42368529I know, but these people were indoctrinated hard, they'd rather spend it all on cheap booze and quick fun than anything fancy, their status depends on the extravagance of the parties they throw.
Any tips to stay on hrt whilst in the shitter? All the programs and shit are a strict no drug zone so i'm scared they won't allow my DIY. Not to mention all the issues with being sterile. Is it over for me?
nice one putting the title as your name fuckface
>>42369562is there any gay or trans specific charities? maybe they could help
I've given myself pseudo-dysphoria and now I can't get rid of itWhile I'm not distressed by my birth sex, I'm very much distressed by my lack of distress. Everything about myself reminds me of the fact that I am male and doing nothing about it, even if I'm fine being a man
>>42366160ocd.
>>42368799It really does feel like it, except these thoughts aren't ego dystonic
>>42366160take your pills get snipped etc etc, go do it now
>>42368992That would be genuinely insane for me to do, as I'm not trans in the first place. My pseudo dysphoria will one day vanish and I'll just realize that I've done it all for naught, and most likely even become reverse dysphoric
>>42368986Ego dystonic thoughts don't necessarily clearly "feel" ego dystonic. You need to identify them first
does this looks like a woman to you?
>>42363702She's addicted to filler Gonna look crazy in a decade or two
>>42362791BOG
>>42362791mostly, yeah.
>>42362791ye
>>42362791This is what a millionaire onlyfans creator looks like.
how easy is it to find a person like this?>t.ranny
>>42369431Oh? The kitten is getting scared and is hissing? Cute but inoffensive.If you talk back again, you will certainly deserve to be called a bad bitch.
>>42369452ummm gosh...why is this giving me a weird sensation all over my body?you are making me completely submit to you, but i can't let that happen. i cannot be that pathetic
>>42369477You totally can be this pathetic, it's called "being yourself"!
>>42369487lmao, trans girls are so helpless
>>42369430yeah.men are pathetic in bed, they don't know what women want
I swear I am straight (delusional)I have been straight for all my life, I love women their faces their bodies everything.But I feel like something just grew inside of me (desire for feminine men) a couple of years ago. Masculine men and non feminine men disgust me and I am not attracted to them. So what the hell am I ? A bisexual? But how can I be bisexual if I am only attracted to femininity and not masculinity.Please some explain, once some anon said to me something about people feeling scared to open up out of their box bc other people see their attraction as ‘faul’ and not right.
>calling someone autistic loser while being an autistic loseroh no no no no
>>42368637you're gynephilic, which is what most of society considers straightbeing at least fine with, or even attracted to the dick attached to a femboy/tranny doesn't make you gay because i imagine it plays into some dominance fantasy, not an actual attraction (like how meta-attracted agps like the idea of domination, but not men, just the opposite)also if picrel is cis i'm killing myself
>>42369203Thank you so much anon for explaining it to me and giving some positive info on the matter. The dominance factor is that I am not attracted to being dominated by women even less by a man so the dominance part is cleared out of the way.I just want pure love, cuddles and intimacy. Someone who will support me and tell everything is going to be good >also if picrel is cis i'm killing myselfI highly doubt that
>>42369263sorry, to clarify, the dominance thing in your case would come from emasculating/claiming a lesser manthe being dominated would be for people with a fetish for being emasculated themselves (not you)of course, if you don't have this and just straight up don't care about the dick then it's still straight because you're attracted to the feminine features>I just want pure love, cuddles and intimacy. Someone who will support me and tell everything is going to be goodaww
>>42369313Yes it’s a little bit cheesy but I don’t care about expressing my emotions like other men don’t do
if you arent winning you are losing and are a loserenjoy it "trannies", the only life you will ever know:A failure genetically mentally biologically familially socially and generally!t.suicide bait
Hi quick question is it normal to almost cry at smutty ai random ads from YouTube’s?
>>42366207yeah
>>42364437>>42364885What the fuck, I didn't know he was woke. I thought he was rightoid to be completely honest, like a third positionist.
>>42364458Winners and losers make the same fertilizer.There are no sums, just the game. Playing is optional. Your idea of self hinges on any of it mattering and you'll sooner kill and die before accepting the fundamental truth that none of that meaning has any solid basis beyond your wishing it so, even to your detriment. It's as much an illusion as your self. There's nowhere to point that can be identified as you, therefore you are, if we are being generous, a gestalt consciousness of trillions of cells with a vested interest in cooperation rooted in base survival instinct. You are running, kicking and screaming because you can, there is no reason for it, it justifies itself. Any greater pomp is a vapid display for the sake of human survival patterns. It is your nature to struggle and anguish, it's your nature to hate, it's your nature to hide, hope, yearn, envy, resent. You do it because evolutionary patterns drive you to, there is no "one" behind it, consciousness is a human lie. You are the meat you abhor, which is what makes you lash out. The background hum of your meaningless struggle, the anguish of existence, a peculiarity of molecular expression. The flash of a spark on the waves of a universal eruption. You don't even lay your viscera on the plate of the butcher that gored you, they're beyond reach in your token mind. In your bloody struggle you bite those around you, no better or worse off than you, you engage in the most base expression of your fleeting spark of existence and indulge your meat instinct.You are the abyss staring back, you are the hand you bit, you are the butcher and the meat and you are nothing at all. Bleed where it counts you weepy little shit, you're skirting the event horizon of infinity, this is all you get.
>>42368157That’s a good one
I've recently realized that I don't truly want to be a woman.How can I cope knowing that I will forever be a man?
>>42368705One statement doesn't exclude the other. While I've realized that I don't actually want to be a woman, being a man is still conceptually terrifying.It's trading something I don't want to be for another kafkaesque nightmare
>>42368736>grow a pair and man up then :PI'm working on it, but I still have to mourn my mistakes and the bleakness of it all
>>42369357>I'm working on it>I still have to mournOkay female. Good luck on your transition.
>>42369362there is no transition, men cannot become women
>>42369362>Okay female. Good luck on your transition.I'm not female, and I don't want to be one. I only have to mourn the fact that transition wasn't the answer to my misery>>42369365 is not me
Went in expect to feel good, but all I got is a sore whole and the urge to poop
>>42367078>prostate shrankit'll shrink, but that doesn't meat nerve endings go away.
I only recently started figuring it out, for me I need to be warmed up with fingers and watching a bunch of porn. What helps me is angling my vibrating plug down/towards my front of my body. That hits the spot, and I’ve came hands free a few times. It takes some practice but if you train you can do it
>>42367231we only have like a classic wand and one of the clitoral sucker things but we only use that 1 when my bf is mad attt meeee
>>42366699>nta but how do people actually cum from anal?It just happens. I can actually have two types of orgasm from anal. One (which is rare) involves me ejaculating from it. Only ever done that while riding cowgirl.But the other involves an internal orgasm, where I get like internal intense jolts of electricity or something that blast through my body. I am sexually satisfied after either, don't need to jerk after, even if I don't have have the ejaculating one.
It's not supposed to feel good for you, silly
