How did e affect your depression? Did it make it worse or better? Personality it made me stop saying I should kms over and over but when I'm really sad I start saying it again
>>42337513I started like 3 days ago and its been making me less emotionally lashing out and just super physically inactive like I layed down and didnt eat until late at night today and had to force myself to get up and eat. It's making me want to distance myself from basically all activities except using my phone and just lay down. It also made my ocd a little less bad but its still difficult to deal with. But I react to it less emotionally than I did before
>>42337513I used to be able to do things even if i wanted to kill myself, and now i am just really inactive when depressed, it has also gave me a little of anxiety and panic attacks but I think its just because I've been able to work on other mental issues that aren't dysphoria. Overall moving the kms thought from everyday to once every 3 months has been good.t. 1 year hrt
>>42337628Does crying usually help you with those thoughts? It does for me but recently I've been stuck in a rut and can't get sad enough to cry but I'm sat enough to think I should kms and just be an asshole to myself
Depression isn't on the roster of my mental health issues so I guess E doesn't make me more or less depressed. I'm more of a ptsd type of mentally ill
i'm a pathetic boymoder neet loser and this happened to me
>>42336825>when you keep texting first and realise no one actually fw you
I'm sorry OP. Realistically when I don't text first it's because I don't enjoy talking to them but they haven't done anything mean or creepy to make me dislike them. I text first if it's actually someone I enjoy talking to. I project this onto other people, if someone never texts me first I notice and I stop initiating and let the relationship die.
>>42336825opposite happens to me, i have bpd trannies in my dms every day, but i realised they dont actually like me they just text 20 people the exact same thing
>>42337647>they just text 20 people the exact same thinghad a few friends like thiswe figured it out because half of us were in a group chat and it came up one day when we were talking about mutual friends lolestraight up copy paste type shit
>>42337647I wish I had a boymoder in my dms every day
>pass as female in male clothing>pass as male in female clothingwhy
>>42337637but im ftm
>>42337642Doesn't matter especially if on TIf you look somewhat masc but with fem features they just gonna categorize you as mtf or dyke depending on clothes
>>42337577You probably have positive instead of negative androgyny. When you attempt to go for a strict gender presentation, there are traits you have which stand out and don't belong to the gender presentation you are attempting. If you had negative androgyny, which is the absence of these defining characteristics, you could pass for whatever sex you are dressed as.
>>42337642Male clothing covers the body more, female clothing emphasizes the body more. Idk if that makes sense
>>42337659huhhadnt heard of positive and negative androgyny beforet has added a few masculine features but im still trying to diet away my hips and chest
>another boring night>decide to have a wank to some tranny porn I guess(anniemxy)>finish>nose immediately starts bleedingWtf. Is this a sign I should finally stop?
you need to wear a plug next time
How many emo "boys" are actually girls?
>>42334550At least they weren't repping.
>>42337021
>>42337099I'm not either I'm not a woman
>>42334679
>>42336203my mastery of dark estromantic sorceries says different
my boyfriend is my lord and i am his obedient little slave princessi love him with all my being i love that he's better than me i love being beneath him
gender roles are harmful to those who are gender non conformingpeople should be free to pursue their own sexual and social desires, even if they are feminine men
>>42337548i'm a feminine woman and i choose to submit to my boyfriend
hai brown tranner puppygirl here im very tired of being single and lonely does anyone want to like abuse me or somethingi am not very pretty but i am pretty easy to mentally exploit. im just really really tired of sleeping alone and crying every night im bi so gender doesnt matter to me i just want to be loved <3 even that last bit is optional lol i just want some sort of affection
>>42333231gl girl i could have given you attention but you're very far away good luck tho you will make it
>>42333269:(( saddd >good luck tho you will make iti hope so,, !! tjankyou
>>42332015still taking applications thumbs up emoji 100% acceptance rate
>>42332015What does it mean to be a puppygirl
>>42332015Where are you from? Brown trannies are my favorite
How do I find a FTM who looks like this? >gay ftm chaser
what's the point of chasing bottom surgery ftms if ur cisgay
>>42336983fuck a bunch of gay gym dudes till u get lucky
>>42337023Afab dudes are just hot in a weird way. I can't help it.
>>42337031I'm looking for the biggest clit that a fab can grow.
>>42336983Bump.
If my tranny gf wants to penetrate me does it mean she's trying to break me or can it just mean she loves me? For context I am a man and none of my gfs were trans except her.
>>42337321amab + amab = gay
>>42337340She doesn't look like a man and I'm not attracted to men.
>>42337129signifies the 3 wide cocks i received on christmas morn
>>42337360you want to believe your boyfriend doesn't look male, because you are ashamed of being gay
>>42337375>let me tell you about yourselfThanks for derailing the thread you homo incel
Chuds and tourists: What do you honestly hope to gain out of this board by making the same posts about how trannies are men or whatever? Do you honestly think you'll accomplish anything or are you just bored in-between classes at school?
>>42334902Take your pills unc, reddit is that way
>>42331798Trannies are not men, they're MALESand I like FEM MALES
I don't make any posts like thatI'm a tourist and come here when I am bored and horny to get on top of lonely trannies who ache for men (it's not immoral/taking advantage if I intend to marry one)
>>42331798What the hell are you trying to achieve by talking to these angry autistic virgins
>>42331798I tour the board because I'm bored and I want to learn more about how queer people think so I can better understand my partners (mostly transfems an fembies) Also the possibility of finding a wifie a bit but thats a shot in the dark. I like the idea of being devoted to a sweet gal
I have been added by random trans women on discord and they proceed to interrogate me and attempt to bully me into changing my mind because I said "I" considered "MYSELF" gay for being attracted to MtF's.These aren't people I was pursuing, just random crazies who see my posts and feel compelled to yell at me and are weirdly aggressive like a man despite claiming to be a woman.
>>42337234I recommend navigating life more tactfully, fren. Some people are crazy and might kill you for these views.
That’s pretty cool I guess
does it make me a bad person if i respect transgender women but internally sigh and lose respect for them when they bring up how "sapphic" they are
>>42335989>>42335989do regular lesbians even say "sapphic"i only date guys so idk>>42336015i'm super yonic too
>>42335989you're a retard. kill yourself
That's not ridiculous at all to say that.
>>42336460>do regular lesbians even say "sapphic"yea but usually when they're being gay about something or commenting about something's gayness.sapphic poetry, sapphic energy/vibes, sapphic art, etc.describing oneself as sapphic is kinda eh unless you're a tumblrina lesbian, the "regular" lesbians just say yeah i like birds or yeah im a dyke or i'm a lover of women or just "GUHH" usually.
>>42336015fake word
Effort posting but I lost a discord tranny friend and I feel really sad rn. She was such a kind person who always heard me out and is the reason why I didn’t go insane starting college. She basically had a breakdown and blocked me but I just hope she is alright. I don’t know what to do. I really miss her
hi math guy! I dont have discord anymore, but do you remember me????
>>42336599Yup I remember you. I don’t forget easily
>>42335341i think you mean blogposting, not effortposting
>>42336599Also you know things about me which I would rather forget desu
>>42336770At this point what is the difference
As title. I am a cis m chaser who needs a trans to bounce up and down on my penis. But you trans keep denying me, denying my rights. Here is the deal:Every time one of you faggots reject me, I become more transphobic.Every time one of you lets me inside you (and even tols me after), I become less transphobic.So what is it going to be.You wonder why people are turning against you, well you are denying my right to cum. This is a human right. Would you deny someone water or food?
would you bounce up and down on her penis instead?
>>42337192Yes and with gusto.
>>42337286based
>>42337181might be time to start fuckin dudes anon..
>>42337181okay, now imagine i said all this to you with the roles reversed.
Fish editionQott: Would you ever fuck a fish? What would be the requirement for you to do that
>>42337870perception 4, then get the implant to 5 for sniper and better crits. perception is useless in any other way. dump chr obviously. endurance 7 or 8 to get all the implants, luck to 9 to afford them. then do whatever with the rest, I like putting in more agility than most ppl, and less strength.>>42337982you're totally wasting the 2 str you get from Spineless later, and the 1 you get from the end of Lonesome Road, and also you're probably gonna do the Remnants power armor at some point and that gives +1 STR too. you need 5 strength at the most, you get it to 9 or 10 with implant + spineless + lonesome road + power armor.
>>42338353You're an autistic male
>>42338310I'm afraid you're too late, anon. I should get a bunch of money the next 2 months so I should be okay. Just can't ask that girl out for another week or so now, unless she loves weed and wodka
>>42338237aft?
>>42338407yeah why
