I think this would have landed better in 2019 /tttt/ rather than 2026 /tttt/ because this board is pretty different now. >phase 1: the camelTrying to like guys because that's what you're supposed to do. Seed of insecurity planted the moment you learned about the typology. Keeping head down, doing what you are told. Social anxiety. Bargaining, seeking approval. Trying to reason with that troll who says trans women transition because of homophobia. Scared of lesbians disliking you, scared of being a male predator. BDD. Making transbian jokes to fit in. Trying really hard to pretend you're female brained as if you weren't just playing computer games and sitting on 4chan during high school. >phase 2: the lionStopped boymoding. T4T supremacy. "I am in a same sex relationship, you can't say I'm a straight man". Identifying as GAMP and/or bi. Most concerned with proving independence and security. MTF separatism. Discord gf you visit once irl. Finally voice training. Playing osrs. Irony poisoning. Making troll threads. Making blanchard memes. Easily spotting camels because that was once you, then telling them that they're meta attracted AGP. >phase 3: the childHealing emotional wounds that formed before pre-transition. Learning about inner child and ego in emotional health. Calm acceptance of everything. Puppet strings severed. Open mind. Forgiving self for mean posting and forgiving others mean posting be it past, present or future. Have no enemies. Not minding the labels people cast around, existing independently of their judgment and words. Not caring how male brained or female brained you are. Deciding for yourself what sexuality should be. Developing fulfilling hobbies for their own sake. Positivity radiating. Making friends with cis women and realizing we're all just people. Confidently speaking to strangers in public. Believing in something like an idea, god, a goal, or a dream. Learning the value of treating others well.
>>42329153going from to child is really hard.. also where do surgeries fit into this?
>>42330118lion to child*
>>42329153i relate to yukako so much..
>>42329153good post, I feel like I'm giga late stage the lion desu, and I can't get to child even though I've been aware it's a necessary next step in my development for a long while
>>42329153lol phase 3 seems like everyone just wore you down so you became a blob and assimilated
I wish I could lose weight
>>42332765i wish you would get a job or some friends or maybe some hobbiesbut here we are
>>42332765GENUINELY FUCK OFF !!!!
please date me
>>42332765What would you do of I placed my musky grapefruit sized balls on your face
I'm a cis guy and can admit that my homophobic tendencies towards lesbians is entirely the cause of sexual frustration (I want to have sex with them)
>>42331130trannies having a penis isn't a big deal until she wants you to touch it then it's EWWWWWWWWWWWW EUUUUGGGHHHHH EWEWEWEWEWEWEW
>>42328797>>42330868yer a transbian harry>dont want pp smoltopical T gel
>>42331713as long as it's clean, shaved and feminine
>>42331043Who is blanchard and do I care?
>>42332326Ignoring>I like being masculine
My dad is in jail for rape but he never raped meDoes that mean I'm uggo
>>42332362its common for male pedophiles and rapists to not go after their own kids, but instead go after kids they have control of(teacher, priest, youth councilors) or after other kids they have close relationships like newphews, nieces, kids of friends, etc. very few pedos and rapists do their own kids
>>42332451I don't think he's a pedo just a serial woman rapist and possible zoophile
How fucked are we
>>42332405it's not my fault i want to be hypnotized and controlled by some morally dubious character!
>>42332490And it's not my fault I want to be the morally dubious character who wishes she could have a hypnocult that worships her as a goddess! Alternatively, a domestic life with a twink as a hypnopet I dress up and take for walks and my wife watches me fuck and play with
>>42332314
>>42332314desu this is preoedipal so not incestual. at most pseudoincestual.
>>42316874Good.Really need more nipple fuck & breasts pregnancy content in this world.
need trannywife to poke full of needles and other sharp implements
>>42332785there's one talking about gooning to injecting themselves literally rn on this boardgo get em champ
Only type 3 is true trans.
>>42331395Only AGP is true trans
>>42331395wait im confused is type 3 not what we've all been feeling the whole time??? HUH wtf is everyone else doing???
>>42332613i agree. this bar is in the floor.
>>42332415yea basically so in short:>level 1: theyfabs - easy difficulty>level 2: pooners - medium difficulty>level 3: trans women - extreme difficulty>You're not sharing my journey you can't even sympathize with itthey just wanna appropriate it, they dont care>>42332613not if were counting theyfabs as trans, which we shouldnt, then we wouldnt have to divide it like this at all
does anyone else get really horny when doing their injections? i love when the syringe enters into me.MTF btw.
>>42332585yes
>>42332588>>42332571hot if straight. i need a meta attracted agp gf who gets hard when i princess carry her
>>42332607i'm bisexual with a preference for men
>>42332588this is like textbook agp then>does anyone elsemost of the trannies on this board
>>42332571i use gel so idk but considering i like medfet and needleplay i’d probably get turned on by injections too so i get it
best ways to detransitionso a bit about myselfi am 31, on hormones for like a decade, post op for like five.. the political situation is getting to be too much to me and i'm just tired of fighting it, so i'm ready to give up.i think my friends hate me and don't want to talk to them any more. i can't work or anything either because i'm just constantly thinking about how worthless i am. if i could go back to being a man i could actually be valuable in society.i wish i didn't have a vagina.but it's so hard and scary to commit to it. and idk how even. i can't find a single shirt that doesn't make it super obvious i have tits. and i failed and did a fucking estrogen shot yesterday!i don't have any men's clothes either. maybe i need to buy some.maybe it's okay to stay on estrogen and obviously whatever i think i'm doomed to have a vagina forever but that doesn't mean i have to be a woman. i'm obviously a man. so i shouldn't be wearing girl's clotheswhat do i do?
>>42330349this...thing is showing off her titsopposite of what i want
>>42330349All Ayden did was get fat and get extreme FFS. Doesn't even have female joint angles lol
nobody is going to help me become a man?
>>42332546nona you cannot become a man, detransition is just going back into the closet, you’ll never be a man, because you are a lovely, pretty lady :)
>>42332629i was born with a penis i cannot be a lady and i'm definitely not pretty
Please, PLEASE convince me to kill myself.Pleeeeeease!!I have been built like an ugly and lanky ogreish gorilla since I was like 14. HRT has changed nothing, I will be like this FOREVER. I will. I literally factually am ngmi, but I cant let go of the hope that things will change and I will pass and be beautiful one day, even though that's not true, so I know sooner or later in the next few months I'm gonna troon out and honmode, and I CANNOT let myself down like that. I'm too much of a pussy to kms so please someone else convince me to and it will give me the strength I need to squash any hope that I will have a better life so I can kill myself now PLEASE !!!
>>42332648only you can do that. theres no such thing as being too scared if you've made up your mind and are sure of what you want to do. if its about certain methods being scary then why not do a little research to see your options? good luck nona
>>42332648ChillIt could be worse. You could spend the next decades of your life miserable and decide to transition after divorcing your wife at age 60 or something.
>>42332648>PLEASE convince me to kill myselfi dont care opdo what you want with your life>lanky ogreish gorillaook ook
>>42332648if you kill yourself now you will be reincarnated as a 6'5 chechen male.
>>42332718not op but if reincarnation were real i wouldnt care because its not like i can remember what i was in my last life
>I trooned out and now my father is fantasizing about meApparently, if you're a woman, your male family members will be into you no matter what, even your own father. We all know these two troons don't look even remotely female, but all the things they admit through tranfiction is genuinely horrifying.
>>42332550>>42330995Does that make it fembrained or malebrained?
>>42332579100% fembrain
>>42332586>Mfw being a complete degenerate now gives me gender euphoria
>>42330800>dadcest
>>42331154So I'm not the only person who's notified ftms love ageplay?
How do I, as a bishit furry trans woman, get rid of gay furry male taste in fictional anthro men? (I unironically like bara, but only when humans are not the focus)
>>42328952This is actually based
>>42330963Really anon??
>>42331987Yes
>>42332063Yay!! I’m a bunny today btw
>>42328952But you're based?
I'm moving into an apartment with my bf in two weeks. what should we do then? I'm very excited because I never lived away with someone before (though rn we are visiting each other and we are cuddling in bed together watching mr beast and probably gonna go to sleep in an hour or so)
>>42332484I wish, then we would be millionaireslmk if you know any saudi hook ups I will gladly shill the country for $$$
>>42332496how tall are you and him
>>42332496Im talking about mr beast retard, not your boyfriend
>>42332519ok but I respect the hustle Mr beast is still the best and if you have him it's just cuz ur jealous of his success
>>42332410Mr beast more like mr corporation lol
I identify as straight man with AGP but I am pretty sure if I ever had chosen to transition I would exclusively date and have sex with men. Why do I think/feel that way when I didnt even have any childhood dysphoria and no attraction to gay/male on male sex or romance. I am not even attracted to transgirls with penises during arousal. Just... Guys.
>>42331328Same, I am a virgin as man.
>>42331359perhaps you could get a vagina so you can have sex with men
>>42331372Nah, I could never become a cute girl. I don't want to be a guy with a vagina.
>>42332027just take estrogen for the chance that in 5-6 years of estrogen + ffs you might look cute. if not just cut off your boobs and live as a man. nothing ventured nothing gained
>>42331194i guess i have imagined embodying a man before, in certain fantasies, but i mostly don't imagine myself as anything and just think about what i'd be doing to them. i do also sometimes imagine myself as a woman, but it's not necessary...
Do you believe I have a mental disorder?
>>42330664yea it's called lack of a job
>>42330664>op normal looking average woman >be so insecure they post selfies here every day>most woman tier behavior imaginable>do i pass>do i have a mental disorderno, you are just an idiot woman
>>42330664yeah you have a weird gay need for attention every 10 minutes
>>42331681He doesn’t pass
>>42331671dey took er jeeerbs
