I "wish I was a woman" not because I want a vagina (I don't, I don't like or use my penis either) but because being a weird backwards guy sucks. I don't have the space or acceptance to exist. Women are allowed to be weird, or girlfailures, or whatever but being a guy who doesn't measure up causes nothing but punishment from everyone.
Moving on is hard I just wish I didn't love him so hard I forgot about me he dosnt miss me when i go he dosnt bother texting me asking me how my day was or anything I know he dosnt love me but its whatever I'm trying to detach
youll get through this nona,,
about me:used to work in infosec, like to read berks by authors such as nabakov and pynchon, into magical girl animu, enjoy cozy activities, not into loud or super stimulating things, play loads of board games, fav director is matthew barney, i make experimental 'music' with vcvrack, i like to paint and mess with oil pastelslooking for a femboi or troon to cuddle, hold hands w, and read tomuh dicksword: sisyphean_struggle
>>42345521I just beat terraria calamity
>>42345521Are you ftm? You look ftm.
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>>42345314Why didn’t you guys work out?
>>42345554>terraria calamityi havent played modded terraria. is calamity worth trying? last i played was in 2022. ive been waiting for 1.4.5 to release. the next 2 weeks cant go by fast enough..>>42345555no>>42345585my fashion inspo>>42345602shes too violent, we're not politically aligned (she's a MAGA TERF) and she thinks all my of hobbies and interests are 'gay'.
Salve. Ego sum Twincus Latinus. Si haec legere potes, homo eruditissimus es! Conor enim me in animum inducere, qualis sensus Elagabalo aliisque Femboiis Romae antiquae fuerit :3
>>42345558salve et te, fag. possum te intellegere :p.[spoiler]my composition was never very good,,,[/spoiler]
I just wanted to say as a straight cisgender man I have nothing but love for all the mtf cuties on this board big respect
>>42345569what about the uggos
>>42345569we love you too (:
bichud out here pulling in mad gocks
>>42345569Thank you brave idf soldier
>>42345569This but only the hot ones who post assthe rest can fuck off
last night i smoked some cannabis, like i do every night. out of the blue i felt like i couldn't breathe, my heart was pounding, and my chest was tight. sneedhon that i am, i thought i was having a heart attack and called 911. they sent the local firefighters, who, after i explained the circumstances and admitted i have anxiety, proceeded to increasingly condescendingly imply that im just a deluded stoner who's wasting their time. they had the courtesy to make me lift up my shirt so they could put those readers on my chest, though. i mumbled like a retard that i have gynecomastia. i refused to look up but i could see they were all facing my direction and fucking staring at me. the ordeal also woke up my landlord who decided to come out and join in my social whipping (i rent a room in a suburbanite's home because im a retard who cant get a real income and cant afford a real apartment). despite me saying it was my landlord who was home 3 times, they thought she was my mom. as the firefighters were finally leaving one stuck behind to tell me how obvious it was that it was anxiety and that if i just relaxed it would go away with a shit eating grin on his face.will i have to experience some rope-worthy humiliation once every few months for the rest of my life? i hate being alive so much i hate cis society so much they're all evil ghouls who relish in the suffering of trannies and retards. i'm sorry for being a freak i'm sorry for being broken i'm sorry for being disgusting i'm sorry for not understanding anything i'm fucking sorry
>>42345174>not that anon but why don't you talk more in the thread.most of the replies are making fun of me and i dont see what id gain by engaging with them i guess>is this your first time getting "lol i'm having a heart attack?" generally i am used to people being habitual casual stoners and then once this has happened they are unable to enjoy it as easilyyeah but the firefighters said everything looked normal and i dont have a strong attachment to being alive anyway. i dont even know why i called 911 in the first place i was just scared. being stoned is one of the only times i get a reprieve from the nonstop psychic pain of being the way i am and i doubt it's even the main issue since compared to some people i honestly don't consume all that much, so i dont plan on stopping. the main cause is probably my disastrous diet and losing >50 pounds in the past year. maybe ill work on that once im at my goal weight.
>>42345228well it is a very funny story you have to admit. i have had two different friends in the last two years both get heart attack scares - one had their partner drive them to the hospital and they kinda just sat it out in the parking lot while out of their mind (first time getting teh weed terror) and the other drove themselves to the hospital and should have definitely known better from her many years of experience. i have many times experienced intense weed paranoia and horror but that is kind of why i like to use it. it's been pretty therapeutic for me to get to work through a lot of my fear and anxiety and then realize afterward that how i thought did control the course of what was happening. slowly stopped having bad panic attacks (i was cripplingly fucked in the head for years and couldn't go to a mailbox by myself without crying). i mean i prefer to have a good time but it's a nice way of creating some friction and finding a way to do something about it. i always try to challenge myself to stay active and confront hard ideas if i can't do anything more productive than that.
>>42342371sorry to hear all that nona, but seeing the word sneedhon put my sides into orbit
>>42342371Hey nona.I can't comment much on the other facets of your life. But this particular incident definitely didn't make you out to be a freak or something.EMTs take calls like yours all the time. Anxiety attacks are extremely common. My mom called 911 a few times because she thought she was having a heart attack. I've taken my sister in law to the ER after she ate edibles and was freaking out.The EMTs and firefighters were doing their jobs. You honestly didn't do anything bad. They went through the procedure and it turned out you weren't in danger. That's ultimately all.The one emt that was grinning came off as a dick imo. But he might've just been tired after a long shift or something.Look at it this way: they literally forgot all about you as soon as they got their next call.Oh, and in regards to your living situation and stuff: honestly not unusual either. Plenty of people are having a rough time.You don't have to apologize. You're not a freak and you didn't hurt anyone. I know these words only mean so much but yeah a just my pov as a third party.Hope things get better for you tho!
>>42342371my friend called the ambulance at my house once because he suddenly thought he was having a heart attack, hour ride in the ambulance, 3 hours in the hospital doing "checks" he literally just had a panic attack, nobody laughed at him or humiliated him though. so it probably happened to you because you are a weird spergy tranny
beat off to a trans girl farting again. why is it so hot? i mean i also like cis girls farting but there's something extra hot about trans girl farts
>she didn't replyit is OVER
>>42342361>>42341268https://litter.catbox.moe/7syws9fewhei4oh0.movhttps://litter.catbox.moe/l44durn2g0x1my5o.mov
>>42343736holy damn. would pay for fansly
>>42343736I need more of you
bump
I’ve seen lots of people saying “if you’re into yuri that means you must be a lesbian” but I’ve genuinely tried being a lesbian and it just felt awkward. I just enjoy watching.
>>42338840ive legit never seen anything that fits that description idk. I only like romance yuris, a sexual undertone is fine. never seen loli shit in yuri either, I personally don't mind it if its like monogatari but in Yuri it'd feel weird
>>42341722onimai kinda fits the description and it’s peak. not real yuri though, just yuribait. but it’s still peak
>>42338840>>42341722futa loli incest is a popular genre for the nipponese
>>42341722whats monogatari
>>42334931>picrelif that's what yuri is it's malebrained as fuck
Trans girls are the brides of Christ! We have the most wonderful bridegroom and we can be with him in this life as well as the next.
we can start a transfem nun chapter right now
>>42343564But I'm not Catholic. Was raised Protestranny.
>>42344213PECUSA has monasticism desu. I'm sure some woke bishop would go for it if you got together a few serious people and could make a serious effort.
>>42343513We are everywhere.>>42344141There are better ways to serve our Lord than that. I'm really sceptical about ways of religious organisation that are strict and hierarchical. A lot of harm can be done that way.
>>42344400Okay PECUSA seems based if I actually become Christian again I'll join them.
if im talking to this hot guy on grindr and i ask if he wants to hook up tonight and he responds by only sending a dick pic and saying nothing what do i even say to thatlike if you're a man how would you want me to respond like am i supposed to say "omg its sooooo big i need it inside me nowwww" or what cause that's embarassing and i already barely have any self respect left or is this guy in particular just retarded and unable to communicate properly
ignore and repeat question
>>42345461tell him it's embarrassingly small and that you've changed your mind
>>42345465i think i'm gonna do this>>42345469it's actually the opposite
>>42345461Id assume you send yours back. He wants to know your length and doesnt seek to waste time. Show hole or show pole.
>>42345530True true trueThis is a common male on male sex ritual
Hi if you visited this thread you have been kissed by meYou decide where the kiss goest. Repper
>>42345482thx op, i have stolen your kiss and i will keep it in a jar
>>42345491Here's another one
>>42345482on my cheek for i am a chaste chaser waiting for my maiden
Mwah
>>42345482Right on my pecker
What's the best way to find hookups and/or fwbs as a bi top ftm (in a major city)?
>>42345416dating apps if you just want seggsthe one that's popular might be different where you live
MTFG: Make a thread you lazy troons editionQOTT: What are you doing for this weekend? January blues setting in?
>>42346655I dont really care desu, I eat vegetables and live beyond 100 miles of my parents basement
>>42343875i have many tranny friends>>42346590>>42346681Reads like a kayla larp
>>42346776Kaylas still here? Pathetic lol
>>42346830Idk tbqh
so ive been dating a convicted hebephile for just over a year and i still feel like i have noone to talk to about autopedophilia he doesnt get itstrange cars been out the front for a week and were the dodgy ones on the street were fucked
I sound worse voice training every day
>>42345271why do u insist on blogposting ur shitty life every day anna can u just find a therapist or smth? i dont think i can take seeing another picture of ur tits on here
please, save it for the voicegen
>>42345331There are no black therapists here
I love mr beast, I'm watching new seasons of beast games with my bf and it's so hype. But other trans ppl think Mr beast is problematic when I mention it. Why is that? Is mr beast transphobic?
>>4234290718+ board
>>42342907i'm a chaser and i also hate mr beast, everything he does feels artificial and overly polished, like a burger patty dipped in shoe polish to make it look better in a photo
>>42342907how tall are you
>>42342907I dunno he’s plastic but I’d still roll and give him a blowie for not a lot of money just because I could say I blew the plum lunchlie guy
