bnuy

my big fat girlcock pounds cis holes daily and fills them with superior trans spunk

>>40803405
>Is your face easy to draw?
i will never know because i can't draw and i refuse to let people take pictures of me because i'm the least photogenic person in the entire fucking world and i have an extremely ugly smile
>Do you enjoy dancing and are you good at it?
kinda, no

do girls with glasses like it when you make fun of their poor eyesight

>>40803458
they like getting filled with transGOD semen

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>bnuy.bun already has a new CIS girlfriend
Our universe doesn't work on fairness eh

i watched too much batman last night i even had batman dreams. sorry for the schizoing i was a little bit high but not very much

BATPIV!

>>40803496
cis women exist to worship trans goddesses

>>40803496
I cant even get a trans friend

>>40803552
Trans girls are not a consolation prize… :(

>>40803564
cis sluts want to suck all transgirls penises

>>40803552
try frengen or the server

>>40803564
we kind of are..

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>>40803405
Love the OP image
>Do you support your local farmer’s market? What would you sell if you had a booth at one (or any other sort of crafts or flea market)?
I dont. Too far out from me to be worth driving - esp with a well stocked non-corporate store only a 5 minute walk away.
Dont think Id sell much of anything. Im not really a crafter and most of my own acts of creation cant be sold on a market.
>Is your face easy to draw?
I imagine so. Kinda like a soft square with big expressive features. I have natural ringlets with white streaks through them, so that might be hard so draw.
>Do you enjoy dancing and are you good at it?
I *love* to dance. Im not practiced with a partner but I cant imagine it to be very hard.
>>40803496
Nope, sure doesnt. A huge part of dating is luck - literally have to meet someone you vibe with before you can date them. But its not impossible for anyone, I think. Ive known ugly people with ugly souls who still had love im their life. Ya just have to keep playing the numbers game and do what you can do shore up your odds.
>>40803600
Nope. Nope nope nope. Bad. You are just as worthy as anyone else.

>>40803637
I'd struggle to draw your face because Id be too starstruck by your beauty to look away!

can you unban lucy? she's had a bad week

>>40803813
there's a new policy that lucy needs to get a trans surgery to be unbanned for a week
every surgery = 1 week she isn't banned

>>40803593
>try frengen or the server
Try not breathing

for some reason i can't join the discord. i've never used it so i'm unsure why i'm banned

i tried explaining to jordan that the only girl i would ever be satisfied with is marina diamandis and she had no idea who she is

>>40804008
we have enough users lol

>>40803864
lulu isn't even on hrt look at her loads

>>40803405
>Do you support your local farmer’s market? What would you sell if you had a booth at one (or any other sort of crafts or flea market)?
no...
>Is your face easy to draw?
not really...
>Do you enjoy dancing and are you good at it?
I don't think so, I am pretty clumsy and lose muscle strength occasionally
>>40802805
it sounds very scary if I'm honest, like I don't know much about your history or marriage situation, but maybe you're worried about custody battles or so on
I feel like nobody here is really going to be able to help much, but maybe give you a moment to laugh or smile occasionally...?
>>40802919
I restarted my account the other day but my rp is being forever single...
>>40803496
probably by not posting here much
>>40803458
I don't think so...

>>40803447
>superior trans spunk
superior to what exactly?

>>40803405
>Do you support your local farmer’s market? What would you sell if you had a booth at one (or any other sort of crafts or flea market)?
farmers markets are kind of an American concept right? we don't exactly have that but we have market squares. I don't live very near one anymore so I don't visit often but there's nice cheap cafés and good food stalls. never bought any other veggies than berries from one though
>Is your face easy to draw?
only thing I have heard about it that my lips are apparently somewhat unique, but not exactly hard to draw. but the person who said this was an artsy girl so I think she was just good at drawing
>Do you enjoy dancing and are you good at it?
not very good at it but at the right place it can be pretty fun! I went to a queer barn dance type thing this summer and even though I didn't get to dance with my then gf now ex because she was having one of her usual bad nights, I still had fun dancing with my ftm friend

>>40804041
oh so it's closed?

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>>40804109
Nah, custody will be mine easily. I just... taking care of two kids on my own is going to be very hard. Its already hard with another adult in the house (even if he's a NEET who spends more time gaming than not).
But also
Im a very... VERY needy person. Being alone is terrifying for me... And being on the intersection of single mom, trans, middle aged, and lesbian makes for a lot of hopelessness - especially the first two. Plus my experience with my partner has made me very very picky about needing a partner who is able to support themselves.
And just...
It's gonna break my heart. He relies on me so heavily for pretty much everything - he's GOING to implode and I wouldnt be surprised if he just kills himself. Im an empathetic person with a soft heart, I dont want that kind of misery for him or for my kids...
Honestly just the struggle of having to take care of two little ones solo is enough of an issue without factoring in the other two problems.
Im hoping my connections I already have in my hometown will buffer the blow. Having people I trust nearby to ask for help, hang out with, cry to, laugh with... Im hoping its enough.

>>40804250
it's just y'know, most lesbians don't talk about their husbands is all, but maybe that's part of the reason to break up?
and like... I think if it is then staying together and not being authentic to yourself will end up doing more harm
but the fallout is going to be rough either way I think...
me? I'm just old, ugly, and stupid, so my worries are much simpler...

>>40804425
Yea... he's caught on to my sapphic awakening. I dont want to tell him yet, though, because Im certain he will try to detransition. Im not much for guys, but I also dont want to be with a shell of a person either. Its just not meant to be.
Ive thought about setting aside all other troubles in our relationship and just telling him I like women and just arent attracted to him anymore and letting it sit at that. The "how and why" of the whole process has weighed on me a lot lately.

>>40804109
>my rp is being forever single...
felt deeply

>>40804523
so he is also trans? that's way more complicated I guess... or maybe less complicated, but you know what I mean, and I guess that would be a problem if he wants to change for you...
that's a lot more context to really understand your situation I guess
and it's not just breaking up either, but that whole complex of feelings that weighs on trust and identity, and makes ppl question themselves...
you should probably be honest about it tho
>>40804611
I have to commit to the bit, or it's just bad rp y'know...

i'm crashing out again i can't even hear about the idea of other people being in a relationship

is anyone here good at interpreting dreams? I dreamt that I went to Kosovo and met some transbians with them and almost had sex with them but then I woke up. I fear my Balkan fetish is getting out of hand :(

>>40804722
You might want to take a break from /lesgen/ or maybe /lgbt/ in general. Boards and threads with a focus on certain queer relationship types (LGB) are going to inherently have a lot ot chatter about said relationships.
Please look after your mental health.
>>40804707
Yuh, his transness adds a layer of complexity to the issue at hand - if he were just a cis dude I wouldnt have any apprehensions about discussing my changing sexuality. But as he's noticed my increasing interest in specifically women, he's started talking about maybe being NB or not wanting to live as a man... which stands at odds to what he's expressed up til recently. Even if its true, his particular gender expression just doesnt draw me.
There's a lot... I could go on a whole rant, but the ailing of a straight marriage isnt exactly on topic for a lesbian focused thread...
My bestie is talking about playing matchmaker for me once this is all over. Im not mega confident in things, but she's been spot on for every other kind of recommendation she's ever made, so maybe... Even if they turn out to be flings here and there, itd be nice to have a woman who is put together hold me for a bit...

>>40805356
I'll be honest, the description of someone that might change during a relationship is a bit off putting
don't worry tho, I can rant a lil too...
lets see, during covid I was bullied into an online situation thing that never went anywhere
they kept saying they were a huge lesbian, and later found out they were some kind of babytrans, but they were verbally abusive and evasive, and when I got dumped I just did not care at all
then after years of only talking to me out of the blue between their relationships, I had to straight up ask them if they detransed, and that's the first time they admitted it, and then showed me a pic of them as a man
I wasn't like angry or anything... but it kinda really annoyed me...
like they wouldn't just be honest, y'know?
I think both of you deserve an honest sit down talk

>>40805064
I need to reread freud or something for that I feel like...

Is Seraph lago's new name now that "conejo" no longer makes sense?

loveovove

>>40805975
Is Seraph cis? Their writing voices don’t sound similar so doubt they’re the same person. I think you are a tad schizo.

>>40806007
It's not a theory or anything. Haven't been on 4chan for a few days, that's all. Lago was the only person who consistently posted Yuri, used proper capitalization, cared about answering (most) people politely and engaged with the QOTD, that's why I asked.

Shooting up cocaine every day until i find a new fp

>>40805975
the idea of lago starting to larp as a boomerhon with kids and a ftm exhusband

>>40806227
I don't think lago had ever been as polite as Seraph has. You just think that because she is cis.

>>40806723
lago actually used to be very nice, but the time here has corrupted her

I'm pretty sure they're different ppl, but she seems nice too
I'm sure everyone looks nice and is nice irl

what is going on with lago and bnuy? i havent been psoting here much

>>40806763
Why are you sure of that?

>>40806775
bnuy took her own life after lago dumped her for monogamy with olive :(

>>40806741
>before ozempic
jolly fat woman
>after ozempic
wannabe mean girl with a fat personality

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>>40805929
Im working through my own feelings, really. I can accept my partner growing and changing, but I cant in good conscience feel like I was the cause if a negative change made purely to keep me from leaving. Its feels like self-harming to keep your partner around.
We've had a lot of honest talks but have been having less and less. He goes on the offensive and rips me apart if I bring up problems in the relationship. If I persist or suggest something might be broken, he threatens suicide. It worries me deeply and Im at this point scared to come into conflict with him over anything. I suggested couples therapy a couple of months ago and he ripped me to shreds for daring to suggest getting therapy "for me"... that was kind of the final straw on my path to this decision - the realization that even when faced with one of the most upfront signs "this is broken", he chose to attack rather than to work with me to fix.
My biggest driving force really is that I dont want our kids to model their relationships after this. A cold loveless touchless home where the people who should love each other the most cant fix problems...
Theres a very serious talk on the horizon... it'll be made with his Mom there (so he cant hurt himself) and a friend of mine there (so I dont chicken out), then thats the end. He'll be walking out with a blank slate at least to live his life as he sees fit.
Im scared... Im scared as hell... but every conflict feels like it will end me and drives me deep into ideation myself. Im deeply unwell and therapy and friends and love for my children are the only things keeping my head above water.
Hey, before I forget, thanks for listening to me.
>>40805975
Nada, Im not lago. I dont know much about her, still getting my bearings.
>>40806007
Im trans.
>>40806227
Im just chatty and try not to stir bad vibes. ^^'
>>40806703
>boomerhon
Ouf, Im not THAT old ;3;

>>40806778
if I get s choice then I prefer it that way, maybe I'll never meet anyone and never know, or maybe I meet them and they murder me but surely not

>>40806835
trvthnuke

>>40805356
a gf would improve my mental health

>>40806979
um hi are you cis?

>>40807051
no i am femby yearner

>>40806979
I know, nona, I know. But we dont always have a say-so in these things. Im sure you'll meet her one day and it'll be wonderful. Just be sure to grow yourself as you continue your search so that you can be the best person you can be for her. <3
>>40807065
Random honest hypothetical: when dating a NB, what determines if it's gay or straight? What about if two NBs date? Like, is it pure vibes? Like, its gay if the relationship feels gay but straight if it feels straight?
Hmmmmmmmm

>>40806863
"Ignorance is bliss." –Cypher

>>40807130
>Just be sure to grow yourself as you continue your search so that you can be the best person you can be for her. <3
i'm trying but being alone and having no friends makes things especially hard ;_;

>>40807130
>when dating a NB, what determines if it's gay or straight? What about if two NBs date? Like, is it pure vibes? Like, its gay if the relationship feels gay but straight if it feels straight?
vibes i guess
i'm still chasing the same one and i still think they're the most beautiful person i've ever known, i'm only attracted to fems so it feels lesbian

>>40806846
well, I'm not sure what to say, I'm not really a therapist and I try to be careful not going on an academically fueled psychiatric theory rant
I hope being able to talk about it was enough to help you tho
it's good that everyone will have ppl to support them, there really aren't bad ppl in a breakup I guess, just ppl that can't continue together
>>40807185
movies are life to some, do you like that movie a lot?
I think it was okay, but it's a bit dated
what's your favorite movie?

so, seraph was a trans women married to a cis women but then her wife transitioned ftm and they broke up?

>>40803405
i finally finally got comfortable with the idea of topping but when i actually did it being inside was so overstimulating that i couldnt last more than like 10 minutes and i was so embarrassed. should i just kms i feel so pathetic now ughh..

>>40807130
>>40807440
and they're on HRT to be clear

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>>40807440
Aw, thats rough. Isolation can truly destroy the soul. Why no friends?
Vibes checks out. Theres a fun comedy bit I watched on it a while back, I should go find it for yall.
>>40807485
Talking it out helps, even to relative strangers. Helps me form my thoughts, and gets me a reality check. I try not to do it too much, because its not anyone else's problem but mine... but I guess I really needed to get it out.
>a tad dated
Ofc its dated, its from the 1990s!
>>40807540
Not broken up yet, but its coming.
We were reppers. He came out ftm first, I came out not long after mtf.
>>40807559
Naw, ofc not! That kind of thing is a stamina and experience thing - with dedicated practice you can go longer. Dont be afraid to use toys to supplement, foreplay to warm up, and take breaks as needed.

I’ve been looking for a FChaser in my dms for weeks now but still no avail, I’m doomed to be surrounded by gross men :(

>>40807705
the 90s was a lifetime ago, also that pic reminds me of erb x nerissa
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2lkXgZwMz-g
>>40807822
have you tried looking under the table?
sometimes I think the only ones interested in me are creepy crawlies and spiders, and it scares me...

>>40807705
>Aw, thats rough. Isolation can truly destroy the soul. Why no friends?
years and years of depression and social/family/relationship trauma and self-soothing self-isolation progressively compounded each other and ate away at me until there was nothing left
i don't do anything and i have nothing to say because i can't believe that anything i do will ever have a positive outcome or matter to anyone else
>Vibes checks out. Theres a fun comedy bit I watched on it a while back, I should go find it for yall.
i do like a good comedy

>>40807839
I did, I only found my cat looking for food scraps sadly :(

>>40807948
cats are always thinking me me me me....
so did you give her/him some food?
I always wanted to take care of a rabbit but I feel like I won't be around to look after it and wouldn't want it to get hurt...
>>40807864
I'm sorry to hear that anon, I think a lot of ppl here are alone, so maybe everyone can be friends

>>40807839
Cute!
>>40807864
Thats awful, sweetie. Sounds like the cycle of depression has truly done a number. I wish I could say something to help, but I know how hollow words can be in a dark place.
Have you considered talking to a therapist? If that's an option - I know it isnt for a lot of folks, but a good therapist can really change things.
Even if you dont believe there is a happy ending, please at least try to take care of yourself as best you can. Drink plenty of water, dont forget to eat, go to bed on time, get some sunlight, and do something that brings you at least a little bit of joy.
Ill go looking for the clip later tonight. Its buried deep in my DMs somewhere.
>>40807988
Surprisingly, Ive has some pretty decent luck making friends around these parts. Just have to keep in mind that a lot of peeps are going through things and have their own traumas theyre processing - moreso than other areas of the Internet, yk? Something something mental illness.

>>40807988
Yes, I have her a small tin of chicken cat food and we ate together, she’s always looking for me though :p

Pspsosp... Summoning Conejo.... psospp.... Where you at? I miss you. Do you miss me?

Need gf

I really don't understand why some tranners are just intentionally mean. Kinda makes me want to just go be straight because why bother with women if they're just gonna look for an excuse to be catty.

>>40808827
thats trannies in general, pooners also act this way
most trannies i know started off as LeafyIsHere normie-core bullies who troon/poon out due to fetish reasons and nothing more so they really have no reason to be nice people no matter how much the trans community gives to them, their default mode is thinking theyre better than everyone.

>>40808948
thats an awfully large generalization

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>>40808559
she died asshole. be fucking respectful

>>40809029
cap. prove it.

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>>40809042
do you want me to doxx her? i know her personally. also her gf confirmed it herself a while ago. i cant believe you really just came here to start drama when we're all mourning. dick

>>40808059
therapy has never really worked for me, they give me tools and i can't make use of them no matter how hard i try because i really am just that far gone, and being able to talk things through with someone just makes me spiral harder because my problems are real things which can't be explained away and aren't simply my misunderstandings of my own reality
i'm not going to do anything drastic but i am very very very fucking tired of life and of having every opportunity slip through my grasp because i'm never able to be as ready as i need to be to capitalise on anything good which ever comes my way no matter how hard i try
i will never get a win, femby will never date me, i will never get good enough at anything to matter to anyone including myself, and i will die sad and tired and alone and sober with no family or friends or cats fifty or sixty years from now, unremembered by anyone
everything i do is a mistake and misuse of my time and potential including doing nothing

>>40808985
Kinds think she's right tho. There's also fully transitioned millennial trannies in their 30s who think they're better than younger trannies for having transitioned at the peak of societal acceptance.
Or youngshits who never had to deal with being an adult while transitioning

>>40809080
Bait. Anime reaction pics and everything.
I didnt come to start drama, I came to ask to how my favorite tripfag is doing. I miss our spats, they were funny.

>>40809118
Honestly there is just a disconcerting amount of people in the world in general who dont care about anything but themselves and are generally assholes ro anything that inconveniences them or challenges their preconceived notions. I think generalizing trans people (or any demographic) as assholes is unfair when just so many people in general are.
You'd think the necessary introspection of transitioning would lead to a bit more empathy, but alas...
>>40809087
Hey hey hey, lets cool the negative self talk. Life is already beating you up enough, you dont need to slap yourself as well.
I very much get having real circumstances fuck with you - you saw some of my earlier rambling and... sis, honestly this is still one of the highest points of my life.
I cant promise anything, but keep pushing up and find what joys you can.
And, if it makes you spiral, no need to continue this line with me. Ill cross my fingers for the femby of your dreams.

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>>40808559
I don’t know who you are. I don’t miss anyone from here so I’m going with a no.

wydag who is love doll sized or would you rather take the doll?

wydag still upset some people were catty to her in a comp game a week ago (she dropped out of the match immediately after even though they were winning and on track for an obvious win)

>>40809815
>TFW old enough to witness Lago gentrified out of her own community

>>40810629
>her community
she invaded transbiangen and now the world is healing

this is a stinky tranny central now that lago is gone

bnuy WON

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lago save me
lago
save me lago

>>40810593
Probably not because my entire life I'm bullied so you need a backbone

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wydag who was a butsukari

someone should start a tiktok trend where cis lesbian couples look for tranny unicorns that would be nice I think

>>40811433
ew

I'm in love with someone in the discord

>>40811485
lulu.....

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>>40810682
Never posted there.

anyway, I hope everyone is having a lovely sunday

spend your gunday watching gorn and gacking off gurls

>>40811735
That pic...
Gods...
Thats a need

Good morning thread Im totally normal and well adjusted today (:

>>40811994
sooo is your husband single?

>>40811735
>lago posting ai slop
grim

>>40812012
something lewd about sharing cis pussy with a tranny

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>>40812012
Not yet
But he's also ace and pretty much maxed out on autism and anxiety. His autism class would be STRANGER DANGER!
>>40812084
Wow, I didnt even notice the AI signs. Gods I hate this timeline.

>>40807705
>Naw, ofc not!
thank you.. i guess i just feel like im expected to be a goth dommy mommy or something but my entire body is so sensitive that ill fold from them just playing with my tits and its frustrating when im trying to be a proper switch for them..

>>40812152
>this timeline
just cryofreeze me for 100 years tbqh

>>40812166
Aw, that's kinda cute, ngl -- but I can definitely see the frustration when you're trying hard to maintain your dynamis. Maybe make them work for the privilege of touching you a bit? ;o Play with THEM, not the other way around, until you're ready to fold like a lawn chair.
I kinda get being really sensitive, but I like all of my tough act falling away the second someone touches me gently, brrrrrr. Just practice or otherwise restrict it from happening if you want to draw things out a bit.
>>40812179
That's how you wake up just in time to find people marrying clangers. Put me far enough down the timeline that I can get a cyborg body with an AI filter built into my ocular circuit and I'll be golden as long as it's not the "corpo advertising in your brain and dreams" version of cyberpunk.
I dunno, I wasn't built for this world. :'3

>>40812350
don't want to be frozen for too long, you might freezer burn

>>40809566
>Ill cross my fingers for the femby of your dreams.
need this more than anything else honestly

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>>40811735
NEED subtop puppy gf

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>>40812660
That might be an upgrade!
>>40812672
<3
>>40812997
Subtop puppy gf barely containing her lush hhhhhhh i need to watch my mouth before I get exiled back to pet threads. QQ

>>40812997
I have this

>>40812997
i uanna cuddle a puppygirl,,,

>>40813272
based

i am an incel...

>>40813518
you are in good company

>>40813537
yaayyyy i thought everyone here would hate me

tfw no pathetic bitter transmaxing incel gf
I could fix her

>>40813629
you really could not fix me i fear
though im not a transmaxxer. i'm just an incel who happens to be trans

when do you think i should tell my roommate i'm trans? she doesn't know and i just started living with her this week

>>40813662
she knows

>>40813662
it's not really any of her business?

I miss when a trans incel could easily get a t4t gf based on understanding and trans body fetishism

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>>40813714
>>40813715
Its funny because these are both the correct answer

>>40812997
i am this

>>40809815
clutter. shutter. think next time I will name myself "slutter" or "conejo's best friend". I'm your best friend, Conejo : D

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>>40812350
>Maybe make them work for the privilege of touching you a bit?
this is a really good idea i should try it.. thank yuu

>>40814046
dream gf.....

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>>40812084
WTF I didn’t know… I’m officially elderly. kms
>>40814104
I genuinely don’t remember you, nona. lol

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UGHHHH

>>40814237
giwtwm

>>40814237
Yuck

>>40814358
yeah I prefer cis women to be petite

>>40814237
who is this i need to make them my role model

>>40814413
smol cis girl belong bouncing on big white gock

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still a week left before september, enough time to meet new ppl...

>>40815266
why am I not bouncing on your gock then...

i need to frot with them to live

i'm gonna give up on ever being with anyone

giving gf estrogen by putting estrogen gel on your dick and then frotting with her

>>40819426
this will NEVER be me KILL me

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i miss sleeping with gf
sleeping alone is so bweh

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need to kms
might be wrecking my second relationship because of autism
im not making enough time to actually bond and connect and im not spending enough time focusing on her interests
i try to be a good girlfriend i do everything i can around the house and i always ask her what i can do to help and ask her what i can do to make her happy but i cant actually know the things that do make her happy
i try to remember but it feels like im fucking up the square in the square hole game when i do try and cheer her up with something she likes because its at the wrong time
i always ask her before i make plans if she wants me to stay home instead and she says no its okay if i leave for the weekend and then she says she had a bad time while i was gone but if i stick around to stay with her for the weekend and ask her what she wants to do she doesnt have a lot of ideas
i just dont know what to do, is coming up with cute date ideas something intrinsic to being a good partner
how do i be a good gf
how do i keep my great gf
i have too much stress in my head i have too many thoughts in my head
i wish i could hurt myself again hurting myself feels good i miss that
i miss the part of being alone where no one cared about me so i couldnt disappoint them
i miss the part of being alone where if i had died any day it wouldnt have mattered and life would move on
i wish i wasnt so mentally challenged in ways that are so difficult to understand and detect i feel like my daily life is just running through a mindfield of weird problems i have with my brain i feel so stupid
i dont want to be a bad gf i just want to be a good girlfriend
my only purpose is to give and serve i dont know how i keep fucking it up over and over and over again

my trans gf dumped me for having a forcefem kink

>>40820594
idk, one thing I can say for sure is that you're not responsible for her, if she doesn't have a good time alone or doesn't want to do anything, that's not your fault
if some basic independence is a deal breaker then the relationship isn't going to last
and winding yourself up over it isn't going to give you a lot of energy to respond when you do need to either

>>40808827
hrt makes u a bitch, happened to me..
>>40812997
im so lucky i get to be this for my gf yay

>>40821029
you shouldve force femmed her

snuggling with another trans girl must be comfy...

>>40821734
>she gets hard

>>40821849
that would probably make it better desu

I miss my trans ex so much. I'll never bond the same way with a cis woman

doing her makeup is hotter and more intimate than sex

>>40821905
Ruining her makeup is hotter if you know what I mean...

>>40821734
Comfy

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>>40803405
ex gf who leaves you for a youngshit and has wild kinky sex with her all while she posts about it on 4chan after lying about not having met anyone else

would you rather have 5 terrible relationships every year for the next 20 years?
or 1 awful relationship and 1 good relationship for the next 20 years, but 10-15 of those years you're alone?

imagine spending 10-15 years alone haha couldn't be me

>>40819426
>>40822187

>>40822214
why would you do it!!!

>>40822187
hot

>>40821380
Coming from serious experience, dont date someone who isnt capable of basic independence. If you do somehow make it last, it will come at the cost of your own independence.

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I'm not single and lonely, I'm independent

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>>40820594
It just sometimes feels like I'm your least favorite person to hang out with. Every weekend you're either off doing something without me or , you know I love him, we have Bobby with us. I come home from the gym and youre busy talking to people on discord to talk to me while I make dinner or eat or anything. I really used to nit mind you heading off on weekend but you seem to be doing it much more and the quality time we spend during the week has basically stopped all together. We used to just relax in our room and do nothing together and talk and now we don't. It really kind of hurt my feelings the only reason you were around Sunday was someone cancelled even though we had a talk and you promised me the weekend. It does kind of suck I can't compete with Bobby for your attention when he's around at all. Sometimes I'll say things and they'll just be ignored while you two talk. Sunday we were both pretty tired but I just stayed in the room because well, it was you and Bobby time again. I would have really liked to just lay on the couch and watch Sopranos or something or play video games together but I'm not gunna tell you to make your best friend leave.

Even when I engage in your hobby, the fact my inclusion in chatter was written off as too much of a bother even when its just us two does make me feel like I'm riding alone and you're just occasionally in my mirror. You dont have any interest in my hobbies or spending time with me these days. You didn't even bother inviting me to your big weekend trip this time. I feel off to the side in your new life and unseen in the intermediate. You spend more time talking to your ex than me most weekdays.

I wish you saw me as a friend less so than the girlfriend you need to be a servant too.

>>40823054
I'm sorry I'm a needy loser i love you and i have fun with you and I need you to like me

>>40823054
polyfags sounds like a headache

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>>40823054
when you are the nesting partner and haven't done your decoupling homework

>>40823259
>>40823274
We aren't polyamorous. It's called having friends who aren't your partner.

>>40823308
whatever you call it it's not working out

>>40822551
you're so cruel

/spoiler do lesbian lolicons exist?

>>40823536
Pedos get the rope.

>>40822214
i don't have to imagine

>>40823274
My spouse for 12 years: talks about being polyam and wanting to date or fuck outside or the marriage
My spouse when I decide for an open relationship a year ago: Does not try to find anyone else but freaks out when I so much as have a crush on someone
So many people are polyam in spirit only, it seems. Its a fun idea to be able to get what you need from multiple partners and have tons of love in your life, but the reality is that humans are jealous needy critters. 1 on 1 relationships are already a fucking ton of work.

>>40823536
yes obviously

>>40823778
People say that you should get to the point where you can be happy alone before starting to date. They say that but consider a single partner to be insufficient for some nebulous 'needs'. Needs that theoretically should have already been met by your own whole self without anybody else. I believe this idea of love is intentionally incoherent and only exist to destroy real love.

>>40823893
You need to be able to love yourself and love your partner. They are not mutually exclusive concepts. But someone who has no love for themself is very likely to become neglectful or abusive to their partner. I've been on both sides of this. It is very very hard to give your partner the kind of attention they deserve when you are busy wallowing in misery - believe it or not, the honeymoon chemical surge of meeting someone new and falling in love only lasts so long, then you have to deal with having an actual relationship after that. It's a matter of responsibility - to love isn't to take... it is to give. And you cannot pour from an empty cup.
I think it is unreasonable to think everyone should find self love before they find romantic love. Self love takes time and care and it can be very hard if you feel like the only person who cares is you. But it gets echoed a lot by broken hearted people whose partner fell apart and could never actually love them. But... affection is a pretty core need for people. We fall apart over time without it.
I honestly kinda wish showing simple affection was more accepted - I think people would be able to grow more into being good romantic partners if they weren't always so starved for simple affection that they felt the need to dive into romantic relationships to get it. Things like leaning on a friend, holding onto (or cuddling), holding hands... hell, even kissing should be normalized between close friends without the expectation of deep romantic relationships. Maybe it's a little selfish of me to think that way, but I feel like there is a massive gap between "someone I want to kiss (or maybe fuck)" and "someone I literally want to spend a huge part of my life with".

I think most ppl could be in relationships if they tried, but they avoid them cos many relationships don't seem like a good idea
for example, I knew someone that was larping their identity online for years, and we were friends, which was fine
then one day they said I was like their gf and attention I was getting from others was like cheating
then I told them 'no I'm not' and 'I think I would have known if I was ur gf' and 'like we would have shared personal stuff way before even dating'
they were so angry at me... but come on, be real, be serious, no way it would have ended well... I'd end up in a ditch or boiled in a pot tbqh

>>40824280
Love is given ex nihilo. The empty cup that loves won't stop flowing and the full cup will be as good as empty very fast.

>>40824394
I disagree with this sentiment on the basis of my personal experience. Someone who is so broken that they have nothing to give will often give nothing.
Consider how many broken relationships and marriages you hear about because one partner became deeply depressed and the other partner began to feel neglected.
>>40824312
In this way I think a lot of people don't understand that the defining part of a relationship is commitment and boundaries. You can be very very close with friends without dating them. I have had friends whom I consider closer and more intimate than a lot of people I've been in relationships with -- but there was no dedication specifically to one another or boundaries precluding the sharing of that closeness with others that usually comes with a relationship.
It was very wrong of your friend to try to push such a boundary on you. Sorry that happened.

>>40824462
>I disagree with this sentiment on the basis of my personal experience. Someone who is so broken that they have nothing to give will often give nothing.
>Consider how many broken relationships and marriages you hear about because one partner became deeply depressed and the other partner began to feel neglected.
And there are people who have everything but still can't love? What does that prove, love is either there or it isn't. Everything else is something else.

>>40824462
I always seem to attract weirdos, users, abusers, and opportunists
then again having a relationship with me wasn't their only delusions as I found out later...
I have become quite good at turning ppl down tho, and I think being alone isn't so bad
like if you're not selective then you could end up in all sorts of messy situations or in someone's stew pot...

>>40824481
Yes, there's edge cases for everything and love isn't always a given, astounding observation Watson.
I dunno, maybe I'm just specifically hurt right now by living with someone so depressed and dysphoric that they can't even be arsed to give me a kiss on the cheek. =/
>>40824547
Yuuuuuuuup

>>40824594
It's not an edge case but more like the typical scenario for people living in material abundance. You can kiss your own cheek as much as you can love yourself

>>40824643
Wish it counted, but my stupid monke brain doesn't care if it's not another person giving me affection. So it goes.
Probably doesn't help that I'm not exactly a shining beacon of self-love. I probably wouldn't be here if I were. Kinda... working through some things right now.
Like, no no, I'm not saying you're wrong. Just applying my own observations. I've been in one relationship or another for 20 years without ever being single for more than maybe half a year so I've been through and seen some shit when it comes to how depression and self hate can impact relations. :<

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love is giving someone something you don't got to someone that never asked tbqh

ok, now give me more picrews to play

>>40824691
I'm not discounting your obsercationsm You could be a case study for how not to find love in 20 years of being relationships

a cute fem to rub lesbian penises with

>>40824746
Q~Q I'm a fuck-up and I know.
tbf I think a lot of my issues was dealing with dysphoria, dissociation, and depersonalization. I had things I called "love", but looking back on em, it was more like "something moved the needle on my cold hardened heart".
As a result I believe in responsible repper dating these days. Dating while repping is just putting you on the path of pain - both for yourself and your partners. Womp.

>>40823702
wife....

>>40824798
:)

dont you love it when you accept a friend request from someone who is clearly online and available and they dont msg you until hours later right when you've finally settled in after a long day and were planning on getting other shit done

>>40825199
I guess, but they'll be there tomorrow as well I'm sure
I showered and settled into bed with my books, nobody can distract me now

>>40825199
People aren't always attentive to messages. Real life can happen - my computer is still turned on and my Discord shows me as there. Give people time, you don't know what they're actually doing IRL unless you got them on cam and screenshare, yk?

so where does everyone want to live in a realistic and doable sense?

>>40825199
consider that my window manager doesn't even allow discord to detect when i'm idle
nothing is ever as it seems

>>40825199
just tell them sorry you're busy?

>>40825444
in a cis female asian country

>>40825798
like the whole country killed the men?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_EQTBf6ARLA

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Nobody makes me feel as bad about my desires as Degs does.

>>40826508 caca?

>>40826546
>oriental magic theme

>>40826307
giwtwm (right)

I'm not reading your long ass blog posts about love
>>40823536
>short
>young looking
<huge boobs
tfw cute transbian lolicons will never love me

Not reading any of your posts tbqhwy

not reading this gen

>>40827170
sigma
>>40827203
based

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>page 9
this gen has genuinely died

i want to transbian the fuck out with another cute passer but i'm not brave enough to go to trans stuff. i'm not out there enough. i fear i have a conservative soul.

>>40829274
lago and bnuy dying killed the soul of this gen

>>40829274
ashiest grey ive seen in my life this "artist" is allergic to make black characters damn

>>40829327
if it makes you feel any better you could describe your soul as liberal and not have to change anything about it

>>40830053
what happened to them

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dead website

sometimes i can still hear her voice....

dead lagogen, bnuy killed it

need lesbian frotting to live.....

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relapsed pretty hard tonight im taking suggestions on things to carve into myself

>>40832520
don't forget to put out the trash on tuesday

>>40830479
bnuy dumped lago because she wasn't interested in piv unless its olive, she's seeking a cis asian gf now

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>>40832908
Lmao
>>40832520
Hugs friend

we can't keep living vicariously thru the stories of another...
we need to make up our own stories and have our own relationships!

>>40833017
ahaheh!

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>>40834509
>thumbnail
I give up

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>>40833203
I dont like my story. Too sad. Reading other stories feels nicer. Need some good fluff in my life.

I WANNA BOUNCE ON MY WIFE'S BIG COCK

G GANNA GOUNCE GN GY GIFE'S GIG GOCK

>>40826767
>>short
>>young looking
><huge boobs
are you me

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>>40834509
>>40834524
it's ok!
>>40834648
I was reading some of my old story, wow I really let the worms in my head and 'one guy' get to me
I bet I missed out so much on life cos I was too busy putting myself down and defending against perceived attacks, but I was kinda a funny ditz occasionally
I should compile a file of times ppl said I was cute, or pretty, or wanted to sa me, or tell me to kys when I said I was ugly, just so I can look at it and tell myself 'yeh, I was that bich'
don't put yourself down or get dragged down seraph, life can still be magical if you want it to

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>>40835247
Thats so true, its so easy to miss the good things other people do for us sometimes. And life can be beautiful, which is insane

Your alright tripfag

>>40835247
I'm trying. Just hard when ya keep getting punched in the face.

https://strawpoll.com/wby5QJDW1yA

>>40835846
hon central

God is punishing me

a few years ago I saw this really tall girl on a train, and some young guys were giggling about her to the side
she was really pretty and feminine tho, and maybe 7ft
I've never seen a girl so tall since

>>40836147
based and same :(

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>>40836147
with a smol pp

>>40837189
hot, need gf that does this to me so I can stop thinking about how much I hate having a penis

>>40837189
hot, need gf that does this to me so I can stop worrying about how adequate my penis size is

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>>40835846
>surrounded by nephilim
H-h-hot…

>no gf to share spotify wrapped with and then combine into a single playlist called "Our Top Songs 2025"
c'est le luz

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>>40838305
Im developing a real appreciation for people that like taller women, hehe. "Nephilim"...
>>40836579
I remember back in college I tutored a lady that was a solid head and shoulders taller than me without the 3" heels she always wore on. Im not a tree by any means, but Im definitely not mega used to having to practically lean back to address someone, whew.
Found out later she actually knew the subject very well and just wanted to talk to me. Man was I oblivious, haha.

Tall women are only cool if they are freakishly tall afabs.

>>40838442
nah, tall trannies with a fat ass are just as excellent

>>40838305
im 5'8 and every tranny ive met thus far has been taller than me do i count as nephilim

>>40838456
The fat ass is doing all the lifting here. A tall tranny is just like a tranny with a large brow, or a flat chest.

>>40838496
nah, it’s a tall woman with the only downside being the dick

>>40838515
i think you mean unique upside

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>>40838464
No, 5’10” and above is nephilim for women

>>40838565
its both a downside and an upside depending on your perspective

Mfw no 50yo gf taller than 180cm

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Would you mail your gf a love letter with picrel stamp?

I feel bad about being average male height when my only trans gfs were much shorter

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I feel bad about being below average male height when my only gf’s have been trans women who are only very slightly taller than me

>>40838515
Nah tall trannies with male proportions are just tall hons. You are basically inventing an otherwise perfectly passing tranny in your mind and pretending like all tall trannies look that good. It's a cope.

>>40838643
Dated a 42 year old, 6' professional golfer when I was 27. It was nice until she sort of had a breakdown.

>>40838931
That’s what you did though? You were the one pretending being AFAB automatically meant someone has a good body while being tall. I merely said it’s possible for someone to be trans, tall, and attractive as well. Dunno why that has your panties in a twist. Why even post here if it bothers you that tall trannies with a fat ass exist? Let people enjoy things. :)

need tall trans girl with fat ass

>>40838965
>let people enjoy things
If more people could internalize this, the world would be a better place.
>>40838601
Aw :< Too short for cool girl status

>she'll never join vc and say "helurrr?" again

I think my best friend that I have a crush on might have killed herself, welp I guess at least I don't have a reason to not kill myself too anymore

>>40838965
Who are you exactly? I was talking to someone named anon.. sorry I'm new here :)

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>>40839037
So the upside of being short and the leggy woman walking faster is you get to stare at her peach shaped butt as she walks. I’ve stopped trying to catch up and bask in the radiance of her ass now.

>>40835479
it's definitely a rollercoaster, that's for sure... my mind is racing like wait I could have talked to this person, and that person, and had friends here and maybe get close there
but I couldn't see it at the time, I was focused on the wrong things, even the few times I got lured into lesgen with fashion posts...
>>40835521
>>40838401
you're still young, don't squander it sera, you're nice and will find toll girls again
>>40838690
it would certainly be a thought provoker upon receiving the letter...

>>40839137
if I ever had a friend I think I'd pretend to kms for shits and giggles

>>40839492
Had a friend do that to me. I mourned her pretty fast so when she reappeared alive I no longer cared.

transbian gf ghosts you before she kills herself but chickens out but it's too embarrassing to explain that so she moves on

>>40839410
Ahaha, I'm going white haired, I dont think "young" applies to me anymore.
Height dont mean much to me, personally, but who knows what the future may hold? Everyone's shorter than me when I put them on their knees, anyways. >:3
"Sera" is kinda cute, never thought of that. Man the potential nickname permutations keep growing.
>>40839492
Thats a pretty mean thing to do, nona...

>>40839549
haha, i did that

tfw already white haired
im cutting myself for being white haired

>>40839492
I tried to pretend to have killed myself once to a friend because I wanted to cut her off after she found out something shameful about me, somehow she didn't get mad at me for that and was just glad that I'm alive. I'm a really bad person like I think she cried and all when she thought I died idk why she doesn't hate me

>>40839765
Aw, dont be like that, nona. :< White hair can be very pretty! And you can always dye it if you really hate it.
I kinda like how my white streaks through my curls. Looks nice. ^^

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>>40837189
need a girl to do this with my 7 inch gock that I refuse to use

i fucking loathe when trans women comment authoritatively on lesbianism. like come on, you're a visitor in that space. stop acting like the label belongs to you and you can police it. it's so fucking gay, especially when they still have dicks.

>>40840902
the more i think about this i think that maybe all trans women should die myself included. what a horrible group of people we are

miserable website tbqh

>>40841103
why do you say that

when do i stop hating myself and others for being trans women it's been years i'm stealth i've tried to radically accept myself and others and my desire for other trans women but i can't stop thinking we're predatory and fetishizing womanhood. i can't stop feeling like i'm less than the rest of society. when will i be free

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>>40841103
omg forgot image to accompany my whining

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ughhhh need to watch a tall woman with a fat ass walk away

i just want to be free and i don't know how

>>40840902
There is nothing wrong with speaking authoritatively on lesbianism if you affirm lesbian trans men or call out hons and their gock pockets

>>40841248
i don't know what this means

>>40841244
Free how?

>>40841266
>>40841165
i'm referring to my earlier post here. free from self hatred and hatred of other trans women. i wish i could be an actual ally to our group and i didn't have so much hate in my heart. so much shame.

>>40841262
then you can be quiet

>>40841282
i don't call myself a lesbian lol. i'm just nearly exclusively attracted to women

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boring as hell here
hot women time

i'm probably gonna end it all tonight

>>40841423
What's the matter

>>40841439
i've been posting about it the last few posts

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need to cosplay with gf

>>40841403
Stop posting pretty IRL women please it makes the ugly majority in this general feel sad for not looking like that (source: I'm ugly)

i cant believe past me drank all my beer. fucking hate that faggot

What would you do if you were on a date with a girl and she started crying uncontrolably, literally drowning in tears and snot and almost unable to talk, because she is extremely lonely and touchstarved? Would you freak out and leave? Would you go on a 2nd date with her?

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>>40842568
Crabs in a bucket much?

whats the dumbest reason u became a fan of something lesgen? i started watching hazbin hotel bcuz it pissed people off and i like things that piss people off

(also that rape joke that everyone gets mad about was hilarious)

>>40842757
i would say "she's just like me fr" and hug her

>>40842759
Nah I don't hate them or try to bring them down with me I just feel sad when I see them because I failed at being them and thus avoid it as much as I can, like how someone without legs might rather not watch football matches

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>>40843002
It’s the lesbian thread, not the trans dysphoria spiraling thread. Dumb as hell to complain about hot women being posted in it. Why even come here?

>>40842792
i became a fan of borderlands because i enjoyed the humour in addition to the looting and shooting

>>40843163
Most on this general are ugly and posting photos from insta influencers/models on a general full of ugly failures is just kinds inconsiderate. I'm not trans either, cissoids that use 4chan are statistically ugly failures, possibly at higher rates than the trannies considering pretty trannies are more likely to be failures than pretty women

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>>40843236
Damn, sucks to suck. Anyway.

>>40843311
Actually I change my mind you should post even more of them to fuel roping of uglyoids thus liberating us from our suffering, I am now an uglyoid extinction accelerationist and will be doing the same around all spaces with high uglyoid populations before the ropefuel gets me

>>40843311
terf mask off

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>>40843354
Reading this is like stroke simulator.

>>40843311
quite mean honestly

>>40843364
lago lurks and posts on clg without a trip confirmed >>40819238

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>>40843371
Oh no. Can’t believe hot women are posted in the lesbian thread. The scandal. The horror.

>>40843359
Nah terfs are usually very ugly and will criticize depictions of female beauty in media as a cope, non-failure cis women will be transphobic too sure but terfs are a very specific hyper-focused kind of transphobes that always have a shitty life, normie women don't dedicate so much of their time to hating on such a tiny subset of lower status women

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>>40843384
I got the pic from /s/ and that’s literally the namefag that’s been harassing me. Boooo. Try harder.

>>40843384
This knowledge actually just increases her power as a chaser here since the trannies here usually have an inferiority fetish

>>40843389
hot women are great but your personality isn't

>>40843413
No idea why the narrative that I’m a chaser is forced here. Are people really that desperate for chasers to post itt? Grim.

>>40843416
Nah I changed my mind I think superior women like her should be meaner to ugly women like me because we are inferior and should be given as much ropefuel as possible since it'd actually be mercy

>>40843420
I don't really mean chaser as a bad thing just someone that targets trannies particularly more for dating or whatever, which can be for a lot of non-gross reasons. Being a chaser is based actually I'd be one too if 35+ passing trannies weren't rare

>>40843455
I don’t do either of those.

>>40843467
You have had relationships with a lot more trannies than cis women than what would be normal for how uncommon they are, I'd say that's being a chaser idk why you dislike the label so much

new thread

>>40843483