General for all nonbinary, intersex, questioning, and friends.QOTT: What is your favorite arcade game?QOTT2: Have you ever won a competition or raffle?
you can only be enby if you are attractive, otherwise its very cringe, but the same goes for being trans in general
qott1: love me some taikoqott2: maybe once or twice but never anything significant >>40866061i am extremely attractive but i still respect people who don't look as good as me. ugly nbs are heckin' valid too, okay?
>>40866051>qottgroove coaster>qott2yeah I won a sports competition in like 1st grade but I was sick when they were giving the medals out and gave it to another kid, after that they couldn't convince me to compete anymore.
>>40866051i love arcade fighting game cabinets. when i was in osaka there was a whole building with thr best selection of them. super fun stuff , unfortunately i went to japan totally solo so i had nobody to play against
>>40866051>QOTTTHE KING OF FIGHTERS '97!!!>QOTT2I DONT THINK SO!!!
i feel melancholy and nostalgia deep inside for a time i never knew
Here's what we won at the arcade
GOOD MIDNIGHT NONBINEYS new nonbiney music out NOW picrel>>40866051>QOTT: What is your favorite arcade game?i don't play a whole lot but i always liked Dig-Dug and Mappy when i was younger. Galaga is also fun but i'm no good at it or really anything else...>QOTT2: Have you ever won a competition or raffle?when i practiced martial arts i was very good, at least relative to the other kids i was practicing with. i used to win almost every in-dojang competition held loli am no longer practicing any martial art but i do wish i were. i miss taekwondo and i would like to try something new, like tai chi, even if people think it's a joke.>>40866309>I was sick when they were giving the medals out and gave it to another kidthis is so wack wtf i wouldn't want to compete after that either>>40866389yay new figurine!!
>>40866061>X can't be Y>because being Y would be cringe for Xwhy are you assuming X can't be cringe? you're reasoning is flawed. you seem to assume cringe can't exist. but i can. and i will.
good morning nonbineys
boy I sure do hate waking up
>>40869361god same. at least it’s friday.
>>40869548I never know what day it is anymore>t. hikkineet
How do you realize that you are enby? I think I've always known but there is no language to describe my experiences
giney or non-giney??!
>>40869672I tried living life as a woman, didn't feel right. Tried living life as a man, didn't feel right. Thinking of myself as "woman" or "man" felt wrong. Came to the conclusion that I am genderfluid/agender. I used to stress about trying to be binary, always feeling like I just didn't fit, ashamed for feeling GNC. Eventually I accepted it and now I happily switch between masc and fem as I please
If you want to “be” non binary, you are establishing a third gender. You either observe binary gender norms or you do not, you cannot become non-binary but you can decide that there is no binary and the categories subscribed to by others are illusory, or at the very least, artificial. Such is my ruling on the matter
>>40869819TRVTH NVKE
nothing like chocolate milk to cure a headache
>>40869819really weird mental gymnastics but ok
>>40869819Being nonbinary is just seeing this pseud take for the rest of your life in perpetuity. Thanks for nothing, dorks.
enby is cope, there is only men and women. i think we are best described as failed men/women
>>40870099>weYou can't sit with us.
>>40867146here she is
i could reaally go for an energy drink right now fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
work is so boring today
>>40869672>can't really associate myself with men>women don't fit either>certain aspects of my body give me dysphoria>but certain aspects of the opposite sex's body I also definitely do not wantpretty much
>>40869672>be trans fem>ask myself if I feel like a woman>no>is it just internalized transphobia?>no>would I still be trans if I was AFAB?>yesThat was my thought process
>>40871740I feel you. I'm out of my meds, so all I can do is sit in my chair via decision paralysis and executive dysfunction. I'm so useless
>>40866051I WANT 2 PLAY LE UM JAMMER LAMMY ARCADE GAMEi likw the arcade spirits VN, unfortunately i dont think there are boutique arcades like picrel in the UK its all shitty seaside coin game arcades
does anyone have autoimmune issues, arthritis, fibromyalgia? i am really depressed and struggling today my pain is so bad . i wish i was normal .
>1 Idk pacman? Space invaders?>2 One art competition in elementary school.... besides that I can't remember muchI was thinking about my dysphoria recently, and the topic of gatekeeping....and I think we should've gatekept being non binary from the normie tiktok girls... I'm sick of seeing fem ladies wearing pride flag shit on them when they're basically cis and have 0 dysphoria
>>40866051My favourite cabinet game of all time is probably moon patrol. I loved the simple music, and the cool parallax background. Pretty sure it was the first game to use that.
>>40872143>>40872571thisssss. i tried being a woman and even girlmoding and it just felt off and i felt like i was trying to force something . i’m not getting off my hrt or not getting ffs but i’m not gonna say i’m a woman if i don’t feel it
i wish I had a job
>>40866051>QOTT chunithm is really fun >QOTT2 I won pub bingo once>>40866061guess I'm cringe then>>40869672I think I'm kinda just too autistic to get gender
>>40869672i never really fit into male spaces, and even after transitioning mtf there was always a disconnect with women; i was still putting on an act and feeling kinda disingenuous. just as i was when i hung around men, but not to as serious a degree. even if my body was more aligned and i could actually walk outside and talk to people and have fun now, i could never really call myself "woman", even if thats what the world generally sees now. when i was a kid i would get really infactuated whenever id see gnc characters on tv, or id make up stories and headcannon certain characters as male+female just because it made the most sense. it probably started then.
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>>40866051There's no such thing as "non-binary".>What is your favorite arcade game?Maimai. Tires your arms out afterwards though.
my birthday is soon so my family is probably gonna ask what i want for it. problem is that i will probably kill myself a few weeks after my birhday so idk should i even ask for stuff if i have a suicide date planned
Good morning nonbineys
I'm in love with an enby but they never talk to me anymore so I never got a chance to tell them how I feel :(
>>40880495Why did you guys lose touch?
>>40866051qott: been playing a lot of gitadora lately. i love popn and ongeki though>>40866137taiko is so hard>>40866061i was attractive as a guy, idk if i am as a boy/girl thing>>40879689everytime i walk by the maimai cabs it sounds like a firing range. people smack the shit out of those things lmao
>>40880580I think I didn't make a move fast enough and they dropped me out of frustration
>>40880663Ah... Well, better luck next time
Just some self reflection. on hrt for nearly 4 years. been through a lot of phases of questioning about how I am how I should be, what's nature, what's nurture, what's a self I'm trying to project, what's a self that emerges naturally, what's a dysphoria cope, what's me coping with how the outside world treats me, whats people pleasing/ molding myself to how people want me to be. I haven't really come to a conclusion on where I am with all of it. I think if I was more passing or I had a different job, I'd probably just be a woman. But then there's so many properties of me that are more masculine in my personality and ways I find comfortable being. There's also ways I find comfortable being that are feminine. And it's all just kinda really mixed up. And now people are getting kinda confused and frustrated with the fact that I'm not there yet with my self understanding. I know I like being on HRT. I know I have dysphoria around masculine traits and features. But then idk. There's aspects of femininity that feel uncomfortable for me to embody too. I've spent so much time in transmed spaces or around somewhat transmed friends that I've internalised some of that thinking and under that lens the way I naturally am is extremely confusing. I think I might just be a run of the mill non binary person or just like a trans woman with some masc leanings or maybe I'm just an autistic man on hrt. Like I have no idea what's going on with me. People naturally perceive me as just some attractive androgynous thing these days. No one is under the impression that I'm not amab, I think at least. Rarely people just think I'm a cis woman. I've had some people think I'm trans masc too. But generally speaking most people perceive a dude or an unpassing trans woman. I don't want to publicly come out or anything. I like just being how I am. If I state that I'm anything in particular, my looks and behaviour will be measured against that particular set of gendered traits and I don't want that.
>>40881060>I like just being how I amThat's all that really matters, anon. You don't owe anyone conformity, you don't have to use labels, just do what feels right for you. I spend many years constantly questioning myself and trying to live my life for the sake of others. I'm 26 now and finally feel comfortable with my gender identity after social transition, HRT, fighting with myself to try and be palatable... And for what... People who didn't respect me in the first place? I wish you peace today. Hugs
>>40881116Thanks for taking the time to read and respond anon ;.; you're right, it makes me feel happier to hear that. I think I just need to keep making choices that feel natural to me rather than worrying how it's going to be recieved. I think a lot of my behaviour and ways I present are a combination of both reacting to how I'm recieved, but also what emerges naturally. And I want to just prioritise what emerges naturally. But I think if I do that, I'll honestly be quite similar to how I am now, just without worrying about it so much. Had a fight with my girlfriend the other day cause I did some stupid immature shit while she was going through some more serious stuff of her own, and also just made her feel smothered with my attachment bullshit. But yeah she was just saying I need to sort out all my personal stuff, which I do. And one of the things she said was I need to sort out my gender stuff. And it's true, I do need to sort out my relationship with it because I do spend a lot of time worrying about how other people are interpreting me, and I do live a bit of a strange double life. But I think if I'm being honest with myself. The way I solve that isn't coming out as trans or non Binary or whatever. I think just being unapologetically myself (unless it's actually unsafe to do so) is what i need to do. And maybe I will decide there's labels i want. Or new ways I want to present that I've been hiding. But yeah. Anyway she's lovely, she really cares about me. I'm just kind of ruminating about it on here for a bit before I go and get on with my work. Hope you have a nice day anon, I appreciate you.
>>40878242>>40881060felt
>>40881181<3
bump
i LOVE it when creepy old men holler and honk at me it's so AWESOME and totally not *WEIRD AS FUCK*
>>40881060>>40881181god i relate so much
i want to kiss a pretty girl T_T
>>40869672as (most) people here ive been attached to the internet since a young age, and ive found that the absolute disconnect between your physical self and your digital presentation to be what fascinates me the most with the internet. i do not really regard my "self" as my physical body, but rather my lived and emotional experiences with others. because of that, ive found no attachment to gender as i find its intrinsically tied to the physical self.
>>40866051oh ive been here while visiting in florida. it's full or fun games
i have been napping more. don’t know how to spend my time alone. good thing happen bad things happen but i wish i had friends to cherish my life with. esp the end of my 20s which have seemingly just come and gone
>>4088686630s is a strange time anon. I wish you luck finding connection, finding new ways to love yourself and foster a zest for life even when isolated. Healing whatever hurt has yet to heal and finding meaning that you have yet to know or that you had forgotten. I wish you most of all contentment. Take care. May the future friends that find their way into your life count themselves lucky and may you cherish away the days together gleefully! And may each day until those golden days come, be spent wisely, in joy and preparation for the difficulties of joy to come
>>40887693i’m only 27 thankfully. i have plenty of time to still enjoy my twenties i just hope i can have some friends saunter into it like i did when i was 21.
>>40885453the internet was real freeing as a kid for that reason. i would come home and i wasnt boy or girl, i just was. also i love this film so much. so unsettling but so so familiar, i swear i could even recognize specific places. certain scenes felt ripped out of some long forgotten cloister of my memory.
I think my boyfriend is mad at me but maybe it's just my bpd idk I don't wanna wake him up
>>40889233You've probably already woken him up. But if you can find it in yourself to self regulate until it's a better time to receive reassurance from him, then do that. It's hard tho anon. When the nervous system gets wired like that. Wish you luck just in general. Not an easy hand to be dealt.
>>40881060>>40881181holy absolutely fucking real oh my god
>>40880734Yeah :(I really wish things would work out with them somehow, they're so beautiful and so cool and smart
didnt brush my teeth for a month so theyre back to rotting
>>40891354mine are all cracked and broken from gurning
>>40881060>my looks and behaviour will be measured against that particular set of gendered traits and I don't want that.this is the root of it all to me, whenever someone asks me if im trans i resist it. i mean technically i am? i take the hrt and it feels right to be this in some way. but if i say yeah im a trans woman i feel like suddenly im subject to an evaluation of how good i am at being a trans woman, and the exact same happens if i say im not trans, suddenly im being measured by how much of a man or what type of man i am. its all just very uncomfortable and i just wish i could say to people that i just prefer to be androgynous and you see me however you see me.
>>40891447the only person i tell im trans is my therapist. even my trans friends i prefer to just not be seen as trans bc it becomes a competition both in my head and around everything. like im some how failing to them? idk
The pain and fatigue never stopsI wish I had health insurance
>The only people on this board who I can deeply relate to post in the enbygenlol
>>40893903maybe yr enby anon
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>>40895144I'm wearing my cat ears and tail and a maid dress to the club next week
>>40895898based
>>40895981Thanks I'm very excited, but also worried about bumping people with my tail lol
>>40895898go to a cat cafe and say you want a position
>>40896431I actually did want to submit my resume to a quiet little anime store but it's not happening
>>40889107super cool to see another fan of this film on here. its that foggy-yet-familiar feeling that makes worlds fair so magical, it just gazes straight into your soul and demands your attention. i hope life is kind to u anon
are nb chasers a thing
>>40866051waow i love arcade games, so much i work at an arcadeQOTT 1: Tales from the crypt pinball. I liek it so much i bought one to be in my houseIm mtf i just came in here to be autistic ab arcades
you all fucking type about your feelings too much.
>>40898772meow
>>40898772
there is a cool show on friday but its far should i just stay in bed
you are all bastards but I like the cuts of your jibs>>40885453>>40889107>>40897813curious about this movie, I shall watch without learning anything and see what's what>>40899991a pleasure to see a glegle I made in the wild>>40900829goob morning
>>40901653You should go, anon. It will be fun
>>40866051>QOTTSnowbros! Followed by Tumblepop>QOTT2I won a raffle one time when I was 5, got a cute duck shaped bread basket
Bupo
>>40903515i look like this and do this
is there a way to get an androgynous voice or is it doomed to sound dumb no matter what?
>>40866051Is this Arcade Monsters in Florida? Which one?QOTT: Time Crisis 2
>>40903756Well aren't you just heckin cute and valid>>40903814Depends on your throat hardware
>>40866051yo momma
>>40903966me...? heckin' cute and valid...? you shouldn't have... >^<
>>40904054You just lost the game
have you drawn yet today enby-chan?
>>40904310i have art block
>>40904404keep at it FTM eater u got this
>>40904310i can only draw straight lines in perspective, sometimes
>>40906338Can you draw a hypercube
