>qott
yes i have unrealistic expectations and feel as though if i hon it up in the right manner i would actually look like a woman. good thing i have mirrors to keep my expectations on check.

repgen with extra steps

ok bro

>>40869999
>qott
i've done it before but not in years. i was thinner and more attractive back then

>>40869999
Never Hon it up
>Got meme by Susan's place when I was young into repping
>Hondose by docs at 22.
>>40870019
Actually a more sane repgen

>>40870132
how did you end up on susan's place. maybe this is rude because im asking about something 15 years ago but i never hear of SP until i was in other trans spaces and they were talking shit about it. though to be fair i didnt start going to trans spaces until i was like 20 so it was a different time than when you found SP. (im 27 btw to give you a sense of time)

>>40869999
jesus quads
every once in a blue moon i'll have too much self confidence and think myself a boymoder and put on something more androgynous only to be hit with a sack of bricks reminding me how over it truly is

>>40870161
I was there when I was 14, they convinced me that by 15 it was too late. I rep until 22 and was hondose for 7 years. God if only I ended up in this board or Reddit first, I could had been a happy passoid

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BRICK SQUAAAAD

>>40870293
but how did you find susans place at 14 was my q its ok of you dont remember or just dont want to talk about it.

>>40869999
hi mmg

>>40870462
good morning

wish i was at the beach with my saggy titties wrapped up enjoying the morning sounds and smells from the ocean.

>>40870442
So I found it when I was 12 and was already reading TG webcomics/manga. I saw that it was possible to pass, so I made an account and looked up the forums. My fate was sealed that moment. At that time other cringe sites like Eunuch Archive was the other alternative.

I hated myself for being gay and prayed to god that I would stop being gay and trans
then I read that your brain doesn't stop forming until 25 so I thought that meant I could stop being gay
worst mistake I've made ever

>>40870597
thats probably where we differ i stumbled upon sissy porn ~15 and the shame prevented me from even considering doing anything like that for almost a decade. i still wanted to but even that made me feel like shit.

>>40870678
I was 14 and considering buying with prepaid visa and shipping it to a PO box until I read the forum there and those Susan Hons were discussing how bone growth was permanent by 15.

>>40870746
thats really fucked especially since you seem to have had it figured out :/. i hate when tranny dooming ends up delaying others transitions. im sure there will be people who get the same experience coming here. ive seen multiple people say its over anywhere from 12+. it only takes one bad interaction to poison someones mind. at least here we say take e anyway i guess.

I started at 19 and it was too late for me lol

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>qott
no, im a stonecold truemoder

i had all the potential in the world when i was born
silver spoon
libtard parents who probably would've let me troon
college trust fund
now at 27 i'm poor, moided beyond repair, uneducated and alcoholic
and i got nobody to blame but me

>>40870019
Nothing in common with repressors

>>40871083
my libtard parents laughed at me when insaid i had dysphoria and i said i was gay a few times a month for years and they still insisted i was straight and that i shouldnt make a mistake and ruin my life and then i repped til 18 and then i got raped and then i became a terf and now i view other trans women with suspicion but the thing is im ugly from the repping so i have to be demure and recognize theyre above me which is fucked up because theyre agp fetishists and ive read so much second wave literature that they could never understand with their moid brains. oh yeah also big pharma is EVIL dont trust flouride

>>40871160
>they’re above me
Lol

>>40871160
>ive read so much second wave literature that they could never understand with their moid brains
tru. im too moidbrained to read feminist literature but im also not stupid and sympathetic towards women so i end up being directionally correct often.

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>>40871160
you're a fakemoder are you not

>>40871204
they are though, god told me in a vision

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>>40871248

>>40871269
you don't look like that and never will
fakemoders out

>>40871280
3 years hrt, zero malefails, truemoder. shut the fuck up just because "i coulda been someone!!11!" doesnt mean i AM someone

>>40871300
prove it
post your unsee

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i look like this

>>40871308
lmao you cant bait me that easily

>>40871318
I'm not baiting I just want to know that there are more manmoders like me and that I'm not alone

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>>40871327
shut up

>>40871344
kys fakemoder

fuckass moders

ass fuck moders

>>40871380
don't mind if i do

my current aesthetic is the softboy aesthetic

>>40871105
cool when are you girlmoding then

>>40871416
im not a girl im a 27 year old transsexual

repgen

anything (You) dont like is repgen. i want to be a GNC woman but that is not how society interacts with me. maybe they will eventually, maybe i will adopt more stereotypical female signals, maybe society will get a lot more chill with it in regards to fucked up hons.

>>40871390
i dress the same way i did when i was 12, jeans and big shirts

i'm rocking the hardboy esthetic (i have an erection)

>>40871456
>i want something but le society doesnt let me wah
ok repper

>>40871487
dm me

>>40871495
yes i am effected by societal norms and being apart of a hyper scrutinized minority group currently losing any good will makes it hard to want to hon it up. i already broke from norms to get on hrt sorry thats not radical enough for you.

being radical is when you honmode which is exactly what the woke mob wants you to do
doing what they want you to do is radical

being radical is looking like the troonjak mural in manchester.

i cant tell you what radicalism is because peter thiel will put me in jail and rape me

guys guys you have to do exactly what the paid off maximalist woke shills want you to do you have to make yourself into a clown so that people who are actively attacking you have more ammo you have to be a target if you dont youre a fucking fascist. thank you for your attention to this matter

also i need to fuck adam friedland NOW

should i take hrt if i'm scared of going to a dentist

>>40871602
same, imagine how cute his little vocal fry moans would be

you should take hrt (if you are dysphoric) and you should go to the dentist. dakota had a bad infection because she couldn't go. i dont want moders dying preventable deaths

the lives of manmoders are worthless

>>40871625
you think stav fucked on that shit or nah

>>40871630
i'm just wondering if i should tell the dentist i'm on hrt
i take good care of my teeth because i'm worried about having to get my wisdom teeth pulled on hrt

I didn't even tell my electrologist that I'm on estrogen and from what she talked about hormones it was clear that she didn't think I'm trans XD

>>40871660
how are those connected?

>>40871657
it's established stav has had homosex but i dont think it was with adam

>>40871660
if its anything more than a cleaning yeah probably but i also dont know if estrogen/testosterone have any different responses to anesthetics or shit. i would say probably not but im not a doctor nor a dentist nor a chemist nor a biology professor.

theyre gonna see your tits when you lie down anyways

they aren't

>>40871769
Ok

im disgusting

>>40871671
i ordered a home laser because i was too scared of talking to an electrologist
>>40871675
hormones affect health i'm just worried about getting sent to the tranny camps or something
>>40871703
i'm just scared of getting teeth pulled

>>40871850
>hormones affect health i'm just worried about getting sent to the tranny camps or something
plantir already had you tagged as a tranny so if the camps are happening you're probs going to be included sorry.
>i'm just scared of getting teeth pulled
i hate the dentist so i get that

ive been on hrt for 3 years but look prehrt

>>40869999
>qott: do you ever feel a need to hon it up?
no but i get told to by friends because im "pretty" apparently.
i still boymode in women's jeans at most (b/c men's jeans dont fit around my butt anymore)

>boymode
kys

>>40871905
>plantir already had you tagged as a tranny so if the camps are happening you're probs going to be included sorry.
i mean they only go for the easy cases
>i hate the dentist so i get that
i have health anxiety

>>40871993
you are posting on 4chan /tttt/ with flagged tranny language, you ARE the easy case

>>40871993
>i have health anxiety
same :/
>they only go for the easy cases
idk i think if they come down they will come down hard. most reppers (except the optically bad ones eg vance, crowder, someone else im forgetting) will be caught up in it imo.

>>40872028
>most reppers (except the optically bad ones eg vance, crowder, someone else im forgetting) will be caught up in it imo.
theyll only be able to go after "most reppers" if they literally have quantum wave detecting brain reading machines. that can decode deep subconscious repressed desires. at that point its so over for literally everyone not just reppers. what i predict theyll actually do in more plausible worst case scenario is declare gnc hairstyles as social transition (they already tried this once) and then use that as grounds to prosecute people.
i like to cope and tell myself they arent scanning this site for potential targets but who actually knows anymore.

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JUST a traditionally masculine cishet dude who takes hrt for shits and giggles atp i don't even act faggy or nothin anymore im tired of it all gonna steal a ford f150 and drive it into a bog after downing 30 nattybos and a 2 liter of faygo

>>40872065
forgot to mention but the gideon thing that got announced the other day is really horrifying you guys should look into it

>>40872074
can i be passenger princess

>>40872065
>i like to cope and tell myself they arent scanning this site for potential targets but who actually knows anymore
they are for sure doing that. that is like the first thing they would do.
>what i predict theyll actually do in more plausible worst case scenario is declare gnc hairstyles as social transition (they already tried this once) and then use that as grounds to prosecute people
worse gnc hairstyles will be MEDICAL transition (because it "changes the body") and you will be prosecuted for it. but yeah i see either happening tbhon

>>40872084
yeah i try not to doom too much but things are not shaping up to be good for us :/

>>40871221
Feminist literature is just bs made up by rape victims, saying this as a #fembrained super chad
Your ptsd is not my liberation desu

>>40872084
this is fucking horrifying wtf

>>40872130
>bs made up by rape victims
so is your post but i still read it

it’s only horrifying if you have something to fear, which i personally do not. god bless our troops, build the wall, god bless israel

>>40871416
Never again, i do not pass for female so it would be illogical at best, but realistically idiotic

>>40872150
this!!!!

i'm actually in favor of a one state solution, just Israel. and if President Donald Trump wanted me to suck his weiner i'd do it.

>>40872150
glfh!!!

>>40872150
> nothing to fear
they hate troons and that so happens to describe me. we all have something to fear

>>40872012
the easy case is having a doctor report me for being on estrogen
>>40872028
i mean i already got hrt so if they really wanted they could

I want to be a hr woman that's just at a meeting to look pretty. Then I come home and ramble to my masc wife and she doesn't listen and dismisses everything with a "that's nice dear."
You can't call me an ogrehon because i'm 5'4" with a 30" underbust.

>>40872182
are you diying? Cause if not doge already got your insurance info

i believe greenland, iceland and canada are rightful american soil, the levant belongs to israel as promised by god, im happy trump is fixing our once great country, he's the best president we've ever had since george washington. god bless america and god bless israel. peter thiel is a saint who cares about the american people and i support jd vance in all his ventures.

bait used to be believable

>>40872212
its not bait. hail trump. god bless the palantir bot watching this thread keeping our country safe

>>40872193
yeah but idk if diy is that hard to track and if i tell a doc it's obviously gonna be in that system

those kids were promised to Epstein 4000 years ago

Im announcing a new patriot super pac for Trump supporting manmoders throughout the country, we will be donating to any candidate in a demonrat district who is willing to stand up to tyrannical wokeism. Wwg1wga! Thank you for your attention to this matter

>>40872187
>5'4
kys

>get a temporal job
>paperwork, introductory courses, health and laboratory tests take more than the time I'll be working
>they are also paying me 1/4 less than last time
I was looking for a job and then I found a job~

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>>40872303

passsers aren't trans

and in a sense 'trans' isn't real because if you have to label yourself like that it just means your transition failed

I am basically not even trans

>>40872455
correct

>>40872346
Precisely, but society says I need to get a job so I do, but then society says I can't maintain that job because reason, it's all so tiresome but I'll buy some cool stuff and save for my things I guess.

no malefails

>>40872149
Never been raped or molested to my knowledge, unfortunately the feminist authors cannot say the same

>>40872187
>30” underbust at 5’4
Kek ok rectangle

>>40872455
>transition failed
Walking around as a noticeably Male Woman is not a success, and yes everyone can tell

believing that the shooter shouldn't have missed and we should nuke israel makes me a true manmoder

>>40872455
that's fucking retarded

>>40872239
you should bite the curb

why do people insist manmoding doesnt exist when i literally wake up every day and consciously mode to the best of my ability

just smashed all my vials and threw away my syringes
genuinely what the fuck why did I thought i could be a woman what a joke lmao

how do I know if my shoulders are broad or not

>>40872819
measure the circumference and check ansur or grayoasis

>>40872826
how can I do that with my hands if moving my arms around fucks with my shoulders

door

circumference?

>>40872829
you can't it's medically impossible

>>40872809
hope this is just dramaposting, anon, don't give up

>>40872239
fuck u reatrd gavin newsom will sweep in 2028 and we will enter the holy ameriavn empire

>>40872866
nope, I'm done with this trans stuff, it's a fucking meme anyways

I hate being 6'2

>>40872809
You can’t be a woman but you can be happier (if hrt makes u feel better)

>>40872899
you're still a tranny, can't escape that, just gonna make things worse for yourself

I hate so much wanting to make things happen and do things to expand my horizons but feeling like it never works out or I always fuck something up or I always get left behind or left out

I love my new glasses

>>40872809
i did this and then ordered more hrt anyways
i hate this why can't i just wake up as a woman

i destroy my hrt by taking portions of the stuff and putting into my muscles every week

>>40869999
>qott
yea but I try to keep it down but just being a more fem man/flamer. like I wear jewelry, wear women's underwear, paint my nails, and sometimes wear crop tops around the house but that's as far as I'll go because I'm still just a man.

my hair looks so bad i wonder if i'm balding and if it's a socially acceptable excuse to take estrogen to avoid balding

>>40872187
what are you saying 30 inch at 5'4 is INSANE
thats like what people at 6ft have

>>40873060
start fin or duta NOW

>>40873060
Estrogen wont stop the balding
DHT blockers will
Dutasteride

>>40873044
same intramustie

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>>40872084
watch person of interest lol

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>>40869999
>qott
just a little, I wear women's jeans and put on eyeliner once in a while

i have classes starting in a couple days but on some real shit i kinda just wanna give up on life and never do anything

>>40873020
im not buying again because im broke and probably gonna be homeless by the end of the year

I think I'm using too much conditioner or got too used to the "volume" frizz gave to my hair

shave your head you're not a woman anyways

i think im going to slowly shape my eyebrows so its not noticeable quick enough for any of my coworkers to mention

the only reason i haven't kms'd myself yet is because i'm a coward

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for me it's boobies

>>40873470
dandymoding.......

>>40869999
but manmoders arent valid? neither are valid tho

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>>40873522
he's so literally me

>>40873536
why not?

>>40873096
there's no signs its just there's a lot of hair when i wash it
>>40873125
>Estrogen wont stop the balding
really?

>>40873575
really
it can help and slow loss but it won't totally stop it or reverse it, you might even get half-lucky and end up with female pattern thinning

start fin or duta now it's cheap

>>40873555
men

>>40873628
on HRT
yes

>>40873254
i could get it prescribed i'm just really stupid and scared to see a doctor

>>40873580
DHT is converted from testosterone
low testosterone means low dht

>>40873635
not valid

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>>40873648
Not sure thats how it works, given the accounts of others
Also progesterone converts into DHT supposedly; better to get a blocker if u got da bald gene

>>40873648
yeah sure but there's more to it, and you should really look into that and the actual results people have even with totally suppressed T before and after 5-ARIs

I was 4 years on E with good levels but still had terrible thinning even as my bald patch got re-covered with small new hairs and my hairline advanced, then I started finasteride and went through a massive shed so bad I basically had to shave my head - recently I really really thought about shaving my head again because I don't know wtf to do with my hair but it's getting steadily better and looks way better than it did pre-fin, like the recovery is insane

>>40873663
>>40873555

>>40873536
>but manmoders arent valid
???? whos talking validity

>>40873679
just the weekend tourists

>>40873683
but you replied to the op. nothing in the op is about validity

>>40873709
anon
please

I am telling you that the weekend tourist is the one talking about validity and trying to rile you up

I have worn long hair for over 20 years, not going to stop rn

>>40873709
anon i dont get what you are warning against. you are the first comment in the thread to use the word valid

>>40873679
me cause manmoders arent real and men should stop being dumb in the brain

>>40873750
>manmoders aren’t real
Lol

this >>40873741 was meant for >>40873719
>>40873750
not valid and not real are two separate things. why do you think manmoders are not real?

>>40873781
esl? I'm not the one who posted >>40873679 I'm offering you an explanation

>>40873750
why? I'm perfectly real

Sometimes i feel like a really hot man and that ffs would be a waste but i only have so long with good insurance fml

>>40873781
i don't think i know
>>40873794
sure you are

>>40873848
if you don't know or actually believe it then why are you saying it

hey now cool it i talk plenty about shit i dont know. at least i think i know it when talking about it.

>>40873862
free speech mannie

i convince myself that i know what im talking about regardless of the subject because my inductive reasoning and pattern recognition skills are just strong enough to trick myself and others. it always falls apart if im talking to somebody who actually knows something though

>>40873897
yeah

Im starting treatment and getting hormones in a few months but im really scared of needles (fainted and threw up the last 2 times i have had an injection) what do i do?

>>40873913
i fainted after my second hrt injection. unironically stop being a pussy its not that bad bro <3

I jerk off with my index finger pointing ahead like i'm holding a gun because my dick is too small to get my entire hand around it and it just gets in the way

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>>40873913
it’s really easy just dont think about it. Like literally the only part that hurts is the pinch going in, or if you hit a vein i guess. anyways do subq it’s wayyyyyyyy easier and remember to use a small needle for the injection and not the one you draw with!!

like one thing my wife said to me early on was "its medical equipment they dont design it in a way thats going to cause more pain." i didn't even really "do" anything to get over it. it just became less worrisome over time. i still have bad injection days where it will hurt more than usual or ill bleed more but ive dont it often enough to know that i wount even feel it in 30mins.

>>40873966
>use a small needle for the injection and not the one you draw with
tfw my initial prescription was for an all-in-one syringe/needle and I would use the same needle for both
luer lok with a bigger needle for draw and smaller for injection is based, I use 19g and 21g

>>40873982
Unrelated but the first time a tranny told me she had a wife i asked her when they got married and she looked at me like i was retarded

>>40873913
get used to it, get someone to help you, or try and cope with sublingual (might be like 4 pills a day which is more of a hassle imo)

>>40873982
>i still have bad injection days where it will hurt more than usual or ill bleed more but ive dont it often enough to know that i wount even feel it in 30mins.
yeah this is about the worst case scenario for me and it's super rare, last night I did mine and it hurt for some reason but there was zero blood since I z-track like a pro (yet somehow last week I nicked a vein and got blood everywhere but it didn't hurt at all)

>>40874002
lol, i got married before hrt however i told her i was not cis and planning on taking hrt (more or less a when not if type shit) well before i proposed so she knew what she was signing up for.

>>40873927
Your probably right is should suck it up but im worried that it will be so bad that i dont take my shots every week, have you acclimated to taking the shots or do you still feel dizzy taking them?

>>40874022
oh youre a real marriagemoder my bad i thought it was a transbian situation

>>40874016
;o; why am i just hearing about the Z-track method now. they dont fucking teach trannies shit

>>40873966
yess i prefer taking pills or patches or anything other then injections but anti-androgens are only injectible right? so i still need some kind of injection

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>>40873874
>cool it with the anti-retarded remarks

>>40874031
yeah that threw me the first time as well. i was like wow bitches be getting married young and then next week the same girl is like "broke up. new wife".

>>40874057
>anti-androgens are only injectible right?
no lol who told you this? they're most typically oral, and with enough E (usually through injection but potentially even through pills if sublingual) you might not even need an AA

>>40874043
>>40874016
What’s a z track??? (No i wont google it)

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not that this is a bad place for it because a lot of new manmoders have to learn to stop repping and do their hrt one way or another (retards), but >>>/lgbt/hrtgen is RIGHT there

>>40874078
GOOGLE IT FAGGOT

>>40874078
https://youtube.com/watch?v=DBHnd3N-5Ns

>>40873982
im honestly not really worried about the pain of it, more the general feeling of it and idk im jut really squeamish around medical stuff like blood and injections and descriptions of injuries (extremely malebrained i know), ive multiple times had to leave the biology lesson and stumble my way to a restroom because my vision went almost black and i felt nausaus.

>>40874029
>have you acclimated to taking the shots or do you still feel dizzy taking them
ive acclimated
>im worried that it will be so bad that i dont take my shots every week
weirdly enough this has never been an issue for me. maybe its because im a chopped hon but i cant let myself stop e testosterone was just too painful and i dont want to go back to that yknow. even though it doesnt work like that (switching back to t dominate the second you are late) it feels like that so im motivated to stop it.

>>40874072
thank you, my tranny roommate told me, she is using the same organization that i will get my hrt from and she afaik did a lot of research but hopefully youre right and i can do without injections, like i would take 100 pills a day if i wouldnt have to inject myself every week.

>>40874125
>more the general feeling of it and idk im jut really squeamish around medical stuff like blood and injections and descriptions of injuries (extremely malebrained i know).
that is exactly how i was. im still squeemish about a lot of medical things but i came to know what to expect with giving myself a shot so now its not scary. again its hard to say exactly when that switch happened because even now ill get a moment or two of scares before my injection. i just take a deep breath and try to let it out of my mind. if its a persistent issue you can maybe train someone else to give you a shot like, friend, relative, or partner.

I love my tranny wife so much i cant wait to get married
I could propose with ring pop and she’d cry and say yes but…… nope that’s too rude
Guys who buy the wife a cheap ring should kill themselves i think

I gave a girl an expensive ring and she said yes then cheated on me

damn :(

why the fuck should i keep taking hrt if im never gonna be a woman
>erm because it makes you feel better
hrt made me realize iwnbaw so only made me feel worse

> hrt made me worse because a failed transition is worse than no transition
how do you think testosterone is going to make you feel?

i'd rather stay a ngmi manmoding would be hon than revert back to being continuously poisoned by t until i die

>stop taking hrt
>get married
>adopt a girl and give her the life you wish you'd had
easy tranny thoughts solved

>>40874314
Can't you just be a feminine man? Probably no point if you have a lantern jaw or whatever though.

REAL SHIT BESTIE

>>40874343
> does nothing about the tranny thought
> tranny thoughts solved
it doesnt work like that

>>40874314
how will not taking hrt not just be worse? you're framing it all wrong

>>40874343
lol
lmao

https://www.avitale.com/essays-details/?name=the-gender-variant-phenomenon--a-developmental-review-5

>get a small money deposit for travel expenses
>she sees it
>>Who gave you money?
>>Uh, it's from work
>>yeah? It has a guy's name, who is he?
>>Dunno, some hr guy
>>Sure, so now you are getting paid by men
;n;
Well, she says men are worse so it's fine I guess

>>40874392
wat

>>40874259
I hope u beat her up badly

>>40874372
too bad psychology isn't a real science :/
>>40874364
destroyed my vials and im feeling better already
>>40874350
living through people works despite of what retards will tell you

>>40874410
this isn't detroon general, fuck off

>>40874410
Gender dysphoria is a medical disorder, maybe u aren’t trans if test makes u feel great buddy

>>40874410
>living through people works despite of what retards will tell you
im not skin walking someone else. i think you are mentally ill in another way as well as being dysphoric. please dont do this its increadibly damaging for the child.

>>40874396
She gets extremely jealous of my male coworkers, talking to girls is fine but like one time when I told her an older guy was paying for my lunch she got really mad and I mostly work for men

>>40874452
who?

>>40874457
My partner(?), that is one of the reasons I don't like being in a relationship with her, she also breaks it up constantly and for months so I'm never sure of anything but whatever, like last time we spent almost 2 years separated and just recently asked me to come back

>>40874424
>medical disorder with no cure, different classifications, proper definition outside some hacky sexologists, based on social behaviors that don't exist/are different in certain cultures
do you also believe in astrology
and IF you were actually mentally ill none of you would be unironically calling yourselves men

>>40874488
fond someone else bro shit sounds toxic

can't wait to go back home and burn my bras and skin care garbage. I'm finally free

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What are we going to do now?

Taking off his turban, they said, is this man a Jew?
'Cause working for the clampdown
They put up a poster saying we earn more than you
When we're working for the clampdown

We will teach our twisted speech
To the young believers
We will train our blue-eyed men
To be young believers

The judge said five to ten but I say double that again
I'm not working for the clampdown
No man born with a living soul
Can be working for the clampdown

Kick over the wall 'cause government's to fall
How can you refuse it?
Let fury have the hour, anger can be power
Do you know that you can use it?

The voices in your head are calling
Stop wasting your time, there's nothing coming
Only a fool would think someone could save you

The men at the factory are old and cunning
You don't owe nothing, so boy, get running
It's the best years of your life they want to steal

But you grow up and you calm down
And you're working for the clampdown
You start wearing the blue and brown
And you're working for the clampdown

So you got someone to boss around
It makes you feel big now
You drift until you brutalize
Doesn't make you first kill now

In these days of evil presidentes
Working for the clampdown
But lately one or two has fully paid their due
For working for the clampdown

Hah, get along, get along
Working for the clampdown
Hah, get along, get along
Working for the clampdown

Yeah, I'm working hard in Harrisburg
Working hard in Petersburg
Working for the clampdown
Working for the clampdown
Hah, get along, get along

Begging to be melted down
Get along, get along
Work
Work
Work
And I give away no secrets
Work
Work
More work
More work
Work
Work
Work
Work

yknow what good for you anon. no more dysphoria youre cured :)

>>40874493
retard
what are you still doing here?

>>40874497
Yeah...and it's not like I haven't tried but I just gave up, if I'm not "in a relationship" with her which has no meaning really then I stay single, been living together for quite a while, breaking up but staying friends as we've been doing for so long, I mean she's really cool and funny, and aside from being really toxic whenever we have something romantic, I can trust her on anything else, also I "work" for her when I'm not in my temporal jobs so I kinda need her for that too.

>>40874525
to drop trvkes

>>40874544
so just to spew anti-trans rhetoric because you failed your transition? loser shit

>>40874538
>I "work" for her when I'm not in my temporal jobs so I kinda need her for that too
she owns your bussy?

>>40874547
>how dare you talk about your failed transition in the failed transition general

>>40874563
>the failed transition general
never has been and never will be

>wahhh I can't cope so I have to drag others down with me!
lmao

>>40874555
*///*
In a way, yeah but I do stuff like doing maintenance to the house, cleaning, grocery shopping, and with the payment I buy my HRT stuff and sometimes games, clothes and things like that, it's not much but I get by

>>40874570
more than half of you don't even have a tranny name, and the ones that do don't even bother telling people about it lmao explain to me how this isn't a failed transition

>>40874629
what does that have to do with it? the point of manmoding whether long-term or temporarily is to not socially transition but still alleviate the gender dysphoria with HRT

>>40874600
i guess its nice that she employs you when you cant get other work. why do you guys keep breaking up?

>>40874629
I got mine in middleschool tho, and everyone in highschool(against my wishes) called me that, I manmode to keep getting work, though no one believes me I pretend I am a man.

>>40874641
for everyone but you pathetic ass it's all about failed transitions
if you can't accept facts just get out of here

>>40874666
nah, you're the outsider here

>>40874666
shut the fuck up. **** all demoralizers, glory to the moding race

>>40874665
unsee?

>larrold returns
>incoherent demoralization posts start up again
coincidence?

>>40872809
larp

if you were actually """dysphoric""" (not a real thing btw) youd not be able to stand to call yourself a man, but for some reason you people decided to make this forced meme an identity and make a general about it lmao
"manmoding" is just another term for reppers/failed transitioners and that's that

>>40874629
My tranny name is sophia (gnostic plus christian and none of my cousins are named that) but i said i had no tranny name in the poll because my actual birth name sounds like a made up enby name

>>40874657
Mostly my condition as trans, and that she knows my whole past, she really can't stand that when she met me I had a boyfriend and that I like men so whenever we get back as a couple it takes a few months or even weeks for her to call it off, I'm used to it, and it's not that bad, I always imagined I'd die alone or if I was lucky, with a man that mistreated me so this is an upgrade.

nooticing

>>40874715
We have the same name! ^^

>>40874713
why are you here if you're not a manmoder and not a tranny? go away tourist

>>40874716
are you actually bi or is dating her just convient?

>>40874713
Who told you I can stand it? It pains me to no end but I have no choice.

>>40874715
https://youtu.be/L9l8zCOwEII

>>40874713
trip on noah (sydney)

>>40874716
homophobia (anti mlm, specifically) is actually SO common among queer/feminist/alt/etc communities and it pisses me off so much not to mention the incessant misandry LIKE NO BITCH YOU CANT SAY YOU HATE MEN AND THEN EXPECT ME TO AGREE WHEN YOURE DATING SOMEBODH TWICE YOUR AGE OR SOME RETARD MISOGYNIST OR MAD ABOUT YOUR DAD OR SOME OTHER BULLSHIT IM LITERALLY A MAN AND I LOVE MEN AND MEN HAVE BEEN INCREDIBLY IMPORTANT TO MY LIFE AND SWEET AND KIND AND THOUGHTFUL AND I WILL DIE FOR THE BEAUTY OF MALES I WILL DIE FUCK YOU, but actually i fold and say haha uhhh i like when they get excited about cars and fishing and shit

>>40874733
She's special I guess, I would never be with a woman but she's, uhm, manly?, rough, and when she's in a good mood she treats me properly, that rarely happens but it's nice that she sees me for what I am, other women would have forced me to man up, and they'd be too girly for my tastes and ew no.

>>40874757
can I get a QRD? is this some kind of mtfg detrooner lolcow or something?

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>>40874752
bruh

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my tranny name is CRINGE and RETARDED but it's what my parents chose for me

>>40874693
I've posted myself as Cross few times tho, not really cute or anything, pretty sure most here have seen me.

4chan mtf that went famous on tiktok for detrooning

>>40874790
meant for >>40874776

>>40874793
thx im retarded

>>40874772
where are you from if i don't mind asking? i'm from america and i feel while not being extremely common a butch woman who dates trannies and treats them like women isn't that out of the real of possibility. i think you should look into butch lesbians or whatever the local equivalent is there are more women like that who might be a better match.

>>40874767
>boo hoo won't someone thing about the men
men are in fact disgusting and male homosexuality is inherently reactionary sorry to burst your bubble

>>40874780
did you like it

>>40874830
yes very much clairo is so beautiful i love her (platonically)

>>40874787
i just figured if >though no one believes me I pretend I am a man.
was true then you pass

>>40874805
She claims to be cis but pretty sure she is a repressed lesbian, also kind of butchy, and she needs my help, which was the main reason I moved with her, like really needs it, and I like her, she's toxic but I can understand it, I mean, I can see myself in the mirror and I know how I act around men so it's understandable.

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>>40874811

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managed to stay sober for 3 hours after waking up award

>>40874864
gross I hate that I'm bi

>>40874866
im gonna pray you get buck broken chica

>>40874852
I definitely don't pass but I can't help being feminine, also I don't have any facial hair, the "gyno", my hips, the long hair and mostly my mannerisms, I don't look like a woman, but not like a manly man either, just like a very feminine man, like a bottom I guess.

>>40874856
>I can see myself in the mirror and I know how I act around men so it's understandable.
girl what.
also cis = not-trans
lesbian = women attracted to women
butchy = dress/acts masculine (not necessarily on T but most are not on T but i don't want get into that).

>>40874866
I hate being sober, I'd be high or drunk all day if I could

sober for three days award

havent been sober for 3 months award

>>40874900
Yeah, well I can't find any other reason why she likes fondling me when I'm dressed up, and is often talking about women but doesn't admit liking them, also always wears pants and shirts, doesn't like acting girly, hates it even.

And yeah well, she's aware of my weakness.

>calls out noah
>detrans spam stops

>>40874948
so shes a lesbian and you are a closeted trans woman attracted to men primarily. this is a lavender marriage* from hell. i dont even know if i can recommend breaking it off depending on how conservative your culture is.

*lavender marriage = gay (homosexual) men and lesbian (homosexual) women getting married to keep up social appearances

steak too juicy, lobster ect

that doesnt work when you are literally not attracted to women.

>>40874948
>>40874999
>>40875029
the solution is obviously for the "wife" to take T and come out

>>40874999
I guess, I mean, her mother asked me as a personal favor to understand her, that they'd always support me if I stayed with her, and I'm not exactly closeted as her entire family knows from the start, and my parents know too, it's just that we don't go around telling everyone but it's quite obvious desu

>>40875033
thats her business

>>40875047
ok, and? husstuss pseudo-closeted manmoder anon decided to post about her here

>>40875033
gross

>>40875043
do you think she would want to transition? in refrence to anons comment from:
>>40875033

>>40875033
She got prescribed T quite a few years ago after some "medical" problem and it wasn't exactly nice, she was more unstable than usual, good thing it was only temporal.

>>40875065
No, she's told me she hates being weak and always wanted to be a guy but I doubt she'd be able to stand it, I even stopped joking about it as that's a very delicate thing for her.

>>40875067
>temporal
you mean "temporary" when you say temporal it sounds like you're a time traveling engineer or something

and ok that's important to know I guess, there's nothing wrong with being a more masculine/butchy woman without being on hrt or being a pooner... it just sounds unhealthy and like there's something unaddressed under the surface here

>>40875083
oh so she is a femrepper
lmao

>>40875083
femrepper x manmoder is wild dawg. you may have to help her transition to get better. when she was on T how unstable was she?

>femrepper
explain to me why, you someone who wants to be a woman, would date an evola?

>evola
the nazi?
femrepper = female repper
repper = repressor = someone who is trans (and knows it) but refuses to transition.

>>40875150
evola was a huge misogynist who believe in abolition of gender (gender to him meaning women), half of the femreppers ive met talk just like him

>>40875086
I know her quite well, and I often talk to her about that kind of stuff, that's it's ok and nothing to be ashamed of, we started as friends and grew close together overtime so I got to meet her properly and fully, feels more like an older wild sister, but saying that feels weird, my love for her is way more fraternal than romantic.
>>40875111
Very, she had always been mean and aggressive but it got way worse.

>>40875179
>half of the femreppers ive met talk just like him
ok yeah fair enough

>>40874679
sure, everyone else want to be manmoders and started hrt to be manmoders. idiot.
>>40874691
slit your carotids now

>>40875202
>sure, everyone else want to be manmoders and started hrt to be manmoders. idiot.
I didn't say that
idiot

>>40875214
so what point did you want to make?
fool

i wanted to be a manmoder it was better than being i repper. i also wanted to pass but idk maybe im not getting that one.

>>40875228
manmoding and repping are the same thing though

>>40875227
literally what I said, try reading? dumbass

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>>40875241
WRONG

>>40875228
same, I know not everyone chose it from the start but for me it was the only way I could start my transition

gaylors how are we holding up

>>40875241
>manmoding and repping are the same thing though
no they arent i made the conscious choice to stop repping and started hrt.

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>>40875258

passing was never in the cards for me but I still feel so much better on HRT and take a lot of comfort in being able to manmode, it just wasn't as easy to hide as I thought it was going to be at first so I've had to deal with being visibly trans while also still implicitly presenting as a man and having people he/him me and all that

>>40875132
It's a very long and difficult story, when I met her I was in a ldr with a guy and she with a guy in a ldr too, we were very open with each other and took care of each other too, then we got drunk and well, she's kinda cute and guess she liked me too, we still kept our own bf for a while, then she broke up and some time later mine broke up with me, getting drunk and sometimes getting together happened more often, that kept repeating for a while with nothing official between us, we got along quite well(most of the time at least)so at some point we decided to try being a couple, naturally that didn't work so we separated, then it became a pattern, I don't know how long this will last honestly, maybe a few more weeks, maybe months, I hope more but well that's not up to me.

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i manage to get the rope from the place my sister was hiding so now just waiting for her to leave for work so i can get it over with

>>40875416
you should not kill yourself but go to the movies instead

>>40875883

>>40874641
shit i genuinely thought mmg was for those of us with failed transitions my bad. where should i go for that

>>40878191
if your reason for manmoding is that your transition failed, that's fine tbdesu, it's just not definitionally what the label or general is exclusively about

>>40878278
ohhh okay fair