I'm a 6'2 manmoder and I feel like I will never, ever pass like how I want to (stealth) and that it's physically impossible for me to fix my bodySo is it acceptable to commit suicide or should I honmode or should I still get surgeries and manmode forever like that? All of these options are depressing I hate my life so much and I don't know what to doThe only good part of my body is that I have broad hips but everything else is bad
>>40897597>should i kill myselfprobably not>should i honmodeits up to you but people will know that youre transgender and some might project other things onto you because of it>should i get surgeries and manmode basically the same as above at this point because its so common there is no good answer or magical miracle happy ending nona you just play the cards you are dealt
>>40897621I just want everything to be okay
>>40897641unfortunately there isnt much you can do with current technological limitations to get the life you probably wantall you can do is cope or try your best to change the world to give someone else born in the future a chance
>>40897677How do I cope then
>>40897694cope as in delusiontherapyhugboxingbeing a "good person" or just get hobbies or do drugs and dissociate idk no one can teach you how to deal with defeat
>>40897694Well you might not pass, but i think eventually people will become more accepting of trannies so you can stop manmoding, at least you can be a woman to yourself until then.
>>40897902Hons are not women though, not in society's eyes>>40897890Hugboxing is awful when most other people who do it to you have much better lives
>>40897597eunuchmaxx
>>40897931I DON'T LIKE COPE. I can't accept anything other than stealth, it's driving me insaneI don't want to be a eunuchI don't want to be androgynous
>>40898007ok? im sure the kids getting their legs blown off right now probably wish that didnt happen either
>>40898024This isn't the same, they can get prosthetics and it's at least theoretically possible to grow new legs with better technology while it is physically impossible to be shorter
>>40898046lol this type of thinking is why god made you this way
>>40898101I didn't say anything wrong
>>40897597Anon, pertinent question. Do you live in a conservative area, or a liberal area?If you live in a safe city, the answer unironically is get over yourself, work on your internalised transphobia and work with what you've got. Oh and maybe consider seeing a therapist about it if you have the money. If you live in a conservative area. Don't KYS, just try not to get killed as best you can. Hell, try moving. You can probably use one of those lgbt safety heat maps if you're not sure how good your area is.
>>40898301Fuck you I'm not going to honmode